#it aint healthy for my grades lol

[saelterlude]

(if you cant tell i have resetmare brainrot)

was meant to be a short fic, turned into something like a poem, then turned into this.

full poem under the cut

You were a kid.

You’re disoriented and confused. Your crown is tilted, and its weight pulls down on your head.

The villagers are all around you, watching you.

Their gaze pressures you, and you stay frozen on the ground.

What is happening? What is going on? You’re confused, you’re scared, you’ve been scared for a while now.

But you see him rush towards you, arms open to welcome you.

Your brother hugs you.

“Oh, Moonlight! You’re so small now.”

You lean forward, deeper into his hug. The villagers don’t matter, nothing else matters right now.

You’re surrounded by his comfort.

You are a kid.

You are safe.

—

You are a kid.

They hurt your brother behind your back. And they probably have been for a while now.

They hold you back as your brother is writhing on the ground, covered in black goo.

The apple he ate has fallen next to him. You don’t know what the apples are truly capable of. You’re scared of losing him.

But the black goo melts away and he’s still here. Different, smaller, younger. But he’s still here with you.

You’re relieved. You’re scared. Just because he’s still here doesn’t mean he’s okay. There could still be something wrong. There could still be more danger to come.

You rush towards him. To hold, to shield, to protect.

His eyes are looking at you, waiting for you.

“Sunny…”

You hold him tighter, closer. His body is hidden from everybody’s view as best as you can manage. The villagers are still here, that’s still a concern.

You’re surrounded by potential threats.

You were a kid.

You have to keep him safe.

---

resetmare by @dreemurr-skelememer

[airmom]

Do u have any tips for the new school year like work/beauty/crushes?

is it for high school or college? hehe because I feel like theyre both SO different but Ill try to make some broad advice/tips

📚💭☆ mindfulness and practicing positive thinking: its so hard trying to be positive esp if you are foreign to it or have trouble changing your way of thinking, but find small words or sentences you can keep telling yourself like, “my value is not made up by my grade,” or “I will do my best.” Practice a few days before school starts, so this way, when you enter school it won’t be so hard to keep these positive thoughts settled.☆ set up goals before or on the first day of classes when you receive your syllabus: once you have a clear set up of what you’re aiming for, you’re more likely to keep that goal instead of rolling with it, also teachers teach differently so when you have a syllabus be mindful of it and atleast try to figure out how they work or think as a person.☆ try and ask for help: always try, even if it feels like you can’t do it, keep trying. your teachers are fully aware if you’re trying or not, don’t be afraid to ask for help (push away the prideful feeling of doing it yourself, you’re going to end up pushing yourself into more stress, trust me)☆ study: please please study, go to your local library and take some time out of your day to study, dont study on your bed or in a place you feel too comfortable in. if you’re a procrastinator like me, try to force yourself tbh, its all about self-discipline!! know that the grade does not own you, you own the grade.

👒👜👡☆ skin-care: okay everyone’s skin is different and there will be a ton of trial and errors until you’ve found the perfect products for you and to get the results you want. 1. if you have sensitive skin like me, don’t pick up toners, serums, moisturizers in one setting and use them all at once, this can cause irritation and/or break outs. start off with a cleanser, serum, and moisturizer first and then add more into your skin-care routine if you choose to do so. 2. if you have acne, sleep with aloe vera on your face or egg white, sea salt is also really good for acne but dilute with water and wash it off. tea tree is also pree good (again if you have sensitive skin, get yourself some tea tree oil moisturizer (my favorite product is Keeva, works really well)). Stay away from cinnamon, lemon, anything that you know will be harsh on your skin. 3. as you know, put on sunscreen the sun may be beautiful but he sure isn’t too nice on delicate skin. 4. eat lots of vitamin c (oranges, potatoes, kiwi, etc) or use products with vitamin c, this helps you make more collagen on your skin which helps skin renewal. 5. wash your sheets/pillow covers once a week, dead skin and oils sit there after sleeping so clean sheets = clean skin. 6. clean ya make-up brushes. 7. dont forget yOuR WaTEr!!!☆ hair-care: 1. try to not put your hair in a bun so much if its dry, previously dyed, etc, your not letting your hair cuticles breathe 2. when you condition your hair comb it through and let your hair feel detangled and work through everything 3. use sulfate-free shampoos and conditioners, just sayin, also use hydrating masks in your free time ykyk 4. some ways to lighten up your hair without bleaching can be through lemon, water, and honey, apple cider vinegar with water, or going out to soak in the sun with chamomile tea in your hair (brew the tea, let it cool, and add)! 5. you can speed up hair growth process by braiding your hair, aloe vera masks, massaging your scalp, letting your natural oils soak in your scalp for more time (might be gross and greasy but it helps), or talking nicely to your hair (im serious). 6. putting your hair up in a towel or scrubbing your hair with it can create frizz so refrain from doing that, also sleeping with your hair wet.☆ foods: EAT HEALTHY I KNOW JUNK FOOD IS GOOD AND STUFF BUT EAT AS HEALTHY AS YOU CAN. the only reason you may not find healthy foods good is because your body is not used to it, introduce your body to vegetables and fruits, a healthy body = a higher percentage to a healthy mind-set

💕📱☆ crushes: honestly crushes are so fun to have but its all fun and games until they get a s/o (LOL), but if you like someone, don’t set yourself up for the rejection you already given yourself. tell them, don’t limit yourself from the possibilities that can happen from it, you can grow from it or you can achieve something nice from it. from my experience, love never really works out if you ask for it, work for it and let opportunities fall into your hand instead of forcing it. also, gorlies, thoydies, goydies, stay away from much much older men, women, and theymen, they aint it.☆ friendships: they say that once you graduate the friends you have wont be your friends anymore and it can happen. some may check up on you and all but it can happen. if your friends have shown signs of abuse towards you, unfriend them. if you have a gut instinct about a friend, follow it. its okay to feel like an outcast, its okay if having too many friends is too much. keep the people who make you feel happy and help you grow.☆ social media: give yourself a break from electronics and social media, like…i cant explain how much better you could feel if you do.☆ relationships: if your s/o is abusive in any way, leave them. if you feel sad/depressed with them, leave them. you’re not here to fix them, they’re and you’re here to fix yourselves. if they don’t treat you with respect, offer you a comfortable environment, and encourage you to be a better person then be prepared for a tough time. thats it, thats all i gotta say.

AH OK I HOPE THIS HELPS A BIT!!!! GOOD LUCK FOR THE NEW SCHOOL YEAR

[baekhvuns]

HI HELLO IM BACK IT STILL ISNT SENDING I TRIED SENDING IT ON DIFF PLATFORMS LIKE FB AND TELEGRAM BUT IT AINT WORKING NEKSKSJZJA

I ALSO DELETED THE VIDEO AND EDITED IT ALL OVER AGAIN AND IT STILL ISNT SENDING I AM SUING😭😭😭

ATP I GIVE UP WHO CARES IF I DONT GET TO PASS THAT STUPID VIDEO,,

actually i should still try to send it i am too grade conscious lmfao

NEWAYS

yesyes woo no.1 hwa protector with joong BCS THAT HAIR COLOR STIUATUON LAST YEAR GOT ME FUMING WHY WOULD U SAY THAT U DONT LIKE HIS HAIR COLOR KEEP IT TO YOURSELF OMFG WJDJJSJZJS WHY WOULD PPL LITERALLY SPEND MONEY ON A MESSAGIBG APP JUST TO SAY THESE TYPES OF THINGS😭😭

also i might not be as active as i was(i talk as if ive been here for months lmfao)

neways,, hope your day is still going well lol stay happy and healthy ofc as always<3

-🍤 ALSO I LIKE THAY U SMTIMES CALL ME MISS SHRIMP,, IT MAKES MY PINKY TOE WIGGLE IDK<3

HI HELLO 😭😭😭😭

HI HELLO IM BACK IT STILL ISNT SENDING I TRIED SENDING IT ON DIFF PLATFORMS LIKE FB AND TELEGRAM BUT IT AINT WORKING NEKSKSJZJA

HELLO U HAVE TO ATTACH IT RIGHT?? WHAT IF U POST THE VIDEO PRIVATELY ON YOUTUBE AND SEND THE LINK TO THE TEACHER OR SOMETHING 😭😭😭

I ALSO DELETED THE VIDEO AND EDITED IT ALL OVER AGAIN AND IT STILL ISNT SENDING I AM SUING😭😭😭

NAURRR ILL FIGHT UR CASE 😭😭😭 WITH MY KNOWLEDGE FROM JUDGE JUDY AND PATERNITY COURT 🔫🔫

ATP I GIVE UP WHO CARES IF I DONT GET TO PASS THAT STUPID VIDEO,, actually i should still try to send it i am too grade conscious lmfao

my entire personality ^^^

yesyes woo no.1 hwa protector with joong BCS THAT HAIR COLOR STIUATUON LAST YEAR GOT ME FUMING WHY WOULD U SAY THAT U DONT LIKE HIS HAIR COLOR KEEP IT TO YOURSELF OMFG WJDJJSJZJS WHY WOULD PPL LITERALLY SPEND MONEY ON A MESSAGIBG APP JUST TO SAY THESE TYPES OF THINGS😭😭

DBWMDBWK NO LITERALLY EXCUSE ME HWAS HAIR IS >>>> IN ANY MF COLOUR I WILL 🔫🔫🔫 NO LIKE FR WHY WOULD U PAY FOR A SUBSCRIPTION AND DO THIS HOW MUCH TIME DO U HAVE (im vv excited atm bc 2ne1 which explains my caps pls don’t mind😭😭😭😭)

also i might not be as active as i was(i talk as if ive been here for months lmfao) neways,, hope your day is still going well lol stay happy and healthy ofc as always<3

BDMWHDJW DW ABT IT!!! SEND IT WHENEVER UR FREE ONLY !!

-🍤 ALSO I LIKE THAY U SMTIMES CALL ME MISS SHRIMP,, IT MAKES MY PINKY TOE WIGGLE IDK<3

BESTIE I FUCKING SNORTED RBWKFHWKFBWMDBWMJDDJDJ

[sevngmin]

family doctor!seungmin

a/n:  it was hard to find pictures of clinics;-; so i tried to go according to colour scheme! this fic is also dedicated to the 2 seungmin stans, annie and jupiter,, i hope yall like it^^// request

seungmin... graduated at the top of his class for family medicine

cute looks+good grades?? destined to do well fam

eventually he became a doctor in seoul national univ. hospital, one of the top hospitals in seoul

his niche wasnt really paediatrics but he enjoyed the company of children that the ceo gave him the offer in the department

seungmin declined, choosing to stay in family medicine

however patients who are fairly young are always numbered to his room so its all good

sometimes he’s on ER(emergency room) duty and 80% of female patients develop an instant crush on him

its funny cause when he measures their heart rate it spikes abnormally high and he gets flustered, “why is your heart rate so high?”

and doesnt notice the growing blush in their cheeks

anyhow, that was on rare occasions when he needs to cover duties for his colleague and close friend, jeongin

seungmin always wears this white coat with pororo stickers decorated on his name tag

coat pockets filled with candy and stickers to reward the children for behaving well

really hates to administer injections as he really doesnt want to hurt the children

but for the sake of their health he had to

and shower them with loads of candies and stickers after that

sometimes he’s also a FPC(first patient clinic) doctor

fpc: a doctor assigned to a particular patient with complicated problems, to avoid confusion, these patients go to the same doctor consequently for their diagnosis and reports

and when he sees familiar faces his eyes light up 10 times more, eyes crinkling into crescents

he’s just so friendly, children dont even hate going to the doctor’s because of him

while checking their lungs seungmin would squat down to their eye-level to talk to them, to distract them

children willingly open their mouths to let him check their tonsils too

children rarely cry during his consulations, because seungmin is that good with children

and they go out happy

which makes you wonder what kind of spell seungmin casts on the kids to make them happy

you, a permanent in the ER, deal with all sorts of people everyday

frantically rushing in every minute, life and death right at its doorstep

sometimes you see seungmin in the ER for cover duty, and he was definitely a sight for sore eyes

but you never approached him, not wanting him to see you in messy hair and makeup almost all gone

you always see him cooped up in his room during lunch break, and you also didnt have the courage to ask him out for lunch, since the both of you werent close either

in reality, seungmin always cooks his own lunch and saves them in a bento to eat during lunch break

its much more economical and healthy, the only times he eats from outside are company gatherings or jeongin forcing him to come along which he would immediately agree imo

seungmin’s cooking is actually one of the best out of all of the doctors, since he lives alone and living on ramen wasnt exactly the healthiest

which lowkey explains why he’s so damn smart, both booksmart and streetsmart

strangely, he hasnt have much experiences with girls

all of his knowledge are from romcom kdramas btw

but he does know how to be a gentleman around girls,, a huge plus point

aNYWHO the gods decided to shine on you and seungmin was in ER duty for this whole month

because jeongin was down with pneumonia, and was unfit for duty

definitely not missing out naggings from seungmin saying he should stop eating churros

you knew jeongin fairly well, as your same-shift colleague in the ER with a very cute friend

and when he was down with pneumonia you didnt know whether to thank him or kill him

because, seungmin would take over jeongin, which meant he would be on the same shift as you

you got to see him, but also you didnt want him to see you

what will he think of you? will he hate you? many questions filled your mind

all of them were forgotten the moment seungmin approached you to say hi

“hi, im seungmin! im from the family doctors’ side, but im here to cover jeongin for the month. and ive seen you around, but i didnt really catch your name.”

“i-i’m y/n! im a permanent here. jeongin’s friend too.” you stuttered, which made seungmin giggle

you stared at him weirdly, which made him clear his throat, “im sorry i mustve offended you.”

“no... its fine. i understand that ER duty isnt the best and we’re on night duty too.”

seungmin looked slightly offended at your rebuttal, but still regained his composure

usually, there werent many patients at night but there was this one little boy who couldnt stop crying because of a high fever

you were flustered, as jeongin was the one who always tended to younger patients

just then, a knight in white armour(quite literally) came rushing by your side to placate the crying child

the child stopped crying as soon and seungmin tended to him, and the whole consultation was just a breeze

the poor child had suffered from chicken pox, and he had to be isolated in a different room in the hospital

both you and seungmin were sad, the child would be both lonely and in pain(?)

since the child brought down the mood for the both of you, you decided to get 2 cups of hot cocoa to cheer him and yourself up

“don’t worry. the child will get better.” you patted his arm(which was your boldest move of the day), handing him the hot cocoa

he looked at you with puppy eyes, the brightening up slightly, “i hope he will.”

“he will, with your expertise, im sure he will soon.” you comforted, unaware that seungmin’s heart was beating wildly at your comment.

seungmin was practically skipping back home when his shift ended

now night shifts wasnt as suckish anymore with you around seungmin

the both of you would always joke around with each other, you “accidentally” squirting saline solution onto seungmin and he’d be like

“hEy y/n this would be a good time to express my affection for you!!”

you’d be like nell ho bc 1. you didnt want to get soaked and 2. too close for your heart to function properly

mostly 2.

but the both of you stop your playful banter until chan came along to tell the both of you off to “stop acting like a love-struck couple”

even after his duty in the ER, seungmin would approach you for lunch break, to jeongin’s surprise

hes like, “hyung, you never ever ask me to go for lunch”

“im sick of my food anyway”

“sStop LyING i know you like y/n”

“i suddenly love jjangmyeon lets order some and share with her”

sometimes seungmin would cook you a bento too, knowing youre too busy

aww

tbh you were starting to catch on a lil but you didnt want to give yourself false hope

until one day jeongin steps in to play cupid

sOoooo jeongin tells you that seungmin needs help with some wound dressing thingy

which you nearly wanted to question him but went with it anyway

and when youre in seungmin’s room there was no patient, only seungmin attentively typing away on his desktop

and he was wearing black-rimmed round glasses with slightly curled hair

a whole boyfriend look ngl

but you shook that off, asking seungmin if he needed help with anything

seungmin tilted his head in confusion, “no..?”

just then, the lock of the door went click, signalling that it was locked

“jeongin.” the both of you sighed in unison, shaking your heads

you were unsure of what to do, so you just released your ponytail and sat on the examination bed

“rough day?” seungmin speaks up, gulping slightly

“yeah, there were so many patients today.” you sighed, “even the nurses werent enough to help.”

“stop talking and confess already!” you hear jeongin’s voice at the other side of the door, as the both of you widened your eyes

“confess... what?” seungmin laughed awkwardly

“yeah... what?” you smiled awkwardly, avoiding seungmin’s eyes

seungmin decided that he needed to man up and say something about it, so he just got up from his seat and brisk-walked towards you

and he cups your face ever so gently and says,

“can i kiss you?”

you were flustered, and nodded meekly

and yes that was you and seungmin’s first kiss and love

young love

when will i ever

anyhow!! seungmin would always pick you up from home to the hospital and vice versa

sometimes he stays over at your place,, your mom doesnt mind

because!whatta sweet man bringing my daughter home!!so that she saves on train fares

seungmin shocks you everytime you find out something new about him

just like at a company gathering, all of the doctors gathered at a karaoke and seungmin went up first with a day6 song

and his vocals?? sWOON

and next he sang stitches and had hes eyes on you all the time

but heres the thing... the both of you cant let the entire hospital find out about your relationship if you wanna live in peace

so the both of you are like business terms until you step out of the hospital lol

would make you food! Everyday!

and also eat with you during lunch

wouldnt mind ER duties bc ur there

highkey wants to send a complaint to make you work at paediatrics so yall can see each other more often

backhugs! are! a! thing!

be it seungmin hugging you or you hugging him... the both of you live for hugs

likes to link pinkies

star watching at the rooftop... peaceful

with hot chocolate in hands too

there was once you got really sick and had to stay home

seungmin was dead worried he even took days off to take care of you

doctor kim doesnt only take care of kids

his masters aint for nothing

people started to wonder why the both of you were off work at the same time lol but they just shrugged it off

except jeongin

jeongin wants the both of you to get married

and the both of you do

BONUS:

the whole hospital didnt know of your relationship until you started to send out wedding invitations

“youre getting married to dr kim?? seungmin?? from our hospital??” was prolly the most asked question after “congrats! when are yall having kids??”

you were lucky it was a secret till you marriage lol

fast forward to when you gIve birth wOOSH

isnt this bonus too much of one

seungmin didnt want to faint so he was just by your side helping you keep c a l m

you had much more strength than he thought you would so he smiled:)thru:)the:)pain:)

you were in more pain so he understood that

you gave birth to a lil bby girl aww

your husband couldnt be more happy

finally someone made use of his medical knowledge to take care of his daughter

subconciously mumbles medical terms to his daughter in attempts to make her fall asleep

“seungmin... if you continue doing this... our daughter will graduate med school at 5.”

it does work better than classical music tho ngl

your daughter indeed took after her dad.. learning how to walk at 8 months and talk at 10 months

you would sometimes bring her to work and people always tell you that shes a carbon copy of seungmin

big eyes, milky white skin... yeah

has a pic of the three of you on his desk its just so endearing

“is that your child?”

“yes its my daughter and beautiful wife!!!”

and you actually brought your daughter into seungmin’s clinic... he turned into a puddle of goo

such a fool for his daughter smh

and a fool for you too

[keerawrrr]

✳✳I'll answer them myself✳✳

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? I guess I could say yes with my dad; he passed when I was 6

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

my man

03: Do you regret anything? nope

04: Are you insecure? a little but more so in my future abilities

05: What is your relationship status? taken taken taken

06: How do you want to die? hell nah; I ain't answering this

07: What did you last eat? broccoli soup with cheese & more broccoli and 3 fish sticks lol

08: Played any sports? no lately

09: Do you bite your nails? hell yea

10: When was your last physical fight? never

11: Do you like someone? more like love

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? hell yea; hated it lol

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? nope, fck ppl, I aint wasting my energy

14: Do you miss someone? nope

15: Have any pets? yes 3 baby girls. 2 dogs & a cat

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? a little tired

17: Ever made out in the bathroom? yes

18: Are you scared of spiders? most definitely

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? sometimes I think so but idk

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? if snogged is sex; I dnt remember its been a couple yrs

21: What are your plans for this weekend? I'll be working

22: Do you want to have kids? How many? yes & 2 or 4

23: Do you have piercings? How many? my ears n nose

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? English always

25: Do you miss anyone from your past? no

26: What are you craving right now? something sweet

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? dnt think so

28: Have you ever been cheated on? yes

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? yea...frustration

30: What’s irritating you right now? nothing

31: Does somebody love you? yes I believe so

32: What is your favourite color? pink & baby blue

33: Do you have trust issues? nope

34: Who/what was your last dream about? dnt remember

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? bae

36: Do you give out second chances too easily? hell no lol

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? forgetting but its not healthy

38: Is this year the best year of your life? no idea

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? um 4th grade

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? um no tf

51: Favourite food? pizza & fries

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? yea

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? watch Arthur

54: Is cheating ever okay? hell no

55: Are you mean? nope

56: How many people have you fist fought? 0

57: Do you believe in true love? yes

58: Favourite weather? fall 💘

59: Do you like the snow? love

60: Do you wanna get married? yes

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? -shrugs- its cool if I'm sad or sick

62: What makes you happy? my man

63: Would you change your name? lastname

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? hell nah lol

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? been there done that lol we together

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? yep

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? my man

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? my man

69: Do you believe in soulmates? yes

70: Is there anyone you would die for? idk about diiiiee but id take a bullet for

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[furiousfinnstan]

haha no problem in just like a year or so i need to

get my anxiety under control so

i can find and maintain a job to

get a apartment without my parents knowing shit 

or get better at art start doing art commissions instead,tho i doubt art commissions alone will be able to help with shit so

somehow manage to workout and stay healthy and shit

learning to fight would be amazing 

fix my grades lol who are we kidding this aint happening 

also try to get depression under control would help a lot 

how the fuck taxes work 

if im serious about the acting thing i need to start rn

getting good at writing would great 

haha fml