#isn't that the duality of man

[silveraura]

I just finished watching Sword AF and I love how these things inspire me so much to be creative. The downside is that i have exams rn and don't have time for my hobbies for another week.

Guess I'll just sit here with buzzing energy and stars in my eyes and write a report instead ;-;

[arthursfuckinghat]

I love how some players struggle to remember to feed Arthur and some players straight up don't feed him but man I have the opposite problem I keep accidentally overfeeding him lol

[renstrapp]

blogging because I'm having fun with my new OC. she doesn't have anywhere to be, no webcomic or graphic novel or anthology project. she's just for me to doodle and think of when I listen to songs.

her name is Amira Miles, she's in her mid/late-20s, and she's a van life influencer. she fucking hates her job and hates having to be upbeat and relatable for thousands of people, but she loves being on the road and this was the quickest way to monetize that.

her real passion in life is coming into women's lives in all the national parks and small town bars and planet fitnesses she passes through and leaving a trail of devastation and one night stands in her wake. all that's left behind when she's gone is "oh god, am i gay now? what will my boyfriend think?" that kind of thing.

she always uses an alias when she picks up women because she doesn't want them looking her up when she inevitably ghosts them.

how this dirty, stinky outdoors woman who lives in her van has all the rizz? now that's... a case of the divine (me, i'm god)

there's more to say about her, and she might end up with a porn comic some day, but that's all I got to say tonight. thank you for listening. i'll draw her for you soon some time

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

do you think leonardo or comte is older? i can’t remember it being specified but i’m not sure. i mean we have leonardo’s age but how old is comte??? i haven’t played comte’s route so idk if cybird mentioned it or made one up but his real historical birthday/place was pretty much unknown i think??? thoughts?

I always thought Comte was the older of the two? But to be honest I was never sure if that was just my bias talking or it was actually the case. So naturally, because I am So Normal, I did a little digging through all the stories I've read up to this point to see if there were any concrete indicators. The most promising lead I was able to find was from the "Tell Me Your Story" collection event.

Meta under the cut, since I was left unsupervised and it got long:

The contents that are most pertinent to what I have to say are as follows:

In this story, Comte speaks a little bit about his childhood because MC found him playing the violin. He talks about how he originally trained as a young boy on an instrument called "a rebec." Mind you, Comte says that he still has the first one he ever bought--he remembers because he acquired it the day he was told he would stop aging forever. In due course he takes it out to show her--and later plays for her, at her request.

Now, looking at all the facts. The violin was said to be introduced between 1540 and 1560, roughly speaking (I'm not a historian, this is all based on rudimentary research). This doesn't tell us too much though, as Comte does say the instrument he trained on and first purchased was much older. Many sources show the rebec dating back as early as the 10th century (meaning anywhere from 900-1000) in Spanish courts, a supposed mashup of the Arabic rebab and the Eastern European lira. The clearest written records (the few that exist) begin from the early 12th century and on, though it was at the height of its popularity towards the 15th/16th century.

Aside from the fact that that's fuckin crazy, that would place Comte as being born anywhere from 900-1100 (1200-1500 at the very latest). Now I know what you may be thinking. How the hell does that narrow anything down, Minnie?

Given the cultural implications surrounding the rebec's emergence, the context actually does allow certain tentative conclusions to be drawn. I've seen indications that musical talent with a rebec was considered a big deal as an indicator of wealth/higher status in the earlier years of that time frame. Taking Comte's childhood into account--that he was raised to effuse aristocratic breeding and poise--I think that makes it highly unlikely he was learning when it was most associated with street performers (during the latter portion of my posited time frame). Everything about Comte's family pretty much screams old money (aka wealth they were born into, not curated during the rise of the mercantile class trying to be posers), so I really can't see them raising their son to play commoner music.

Another very telling bit lies in the phrasing of how he found the instrument: "he discovered the old rebec among other goods from a foreign trader." Remember that in the latter end of the time frame, it was so commonplace it could probably be found among local vendors/craftsmen--there would be no need for them to be imported from foreigners. I imagine his family only had access to the instruments in accordance with their social standing; naturally the rich would have their connections, but not just anybody would have the money or means to get their hands on one.

If my beginner's dive isn't too far off the mark, that would make Comte anywhere between approximately 400-1000 years old. I get this hunch that he's probably somewhere in the middle, I just don't know where exactly. I wish I had a better estimation since that's a pretty huge range, but considering the lifespan of the rebec it's hard to tell.

The only great anachronism in all this is the existence of Comte's pocket watch which was gifted to him by his tutor (I believe that's what she was, I know it was one of the human people in his house when he was young). The first pocket watch is said to have been created in Germany in 1510 (and shortly after distributed in Italy), but honestly it feels a bit out of place compared to all of the other evidence available to us. If that's the case, then Comte could have been born in the 1490s (since he received it when he was like 12, somewhere around there). Honestly I do feel the game suggests that he's older than that, so there's some dissonance there. But I leave that up to personal interpretation, since I'm not 100% sure about it either.

Lowkey, I feel like they might have gone so hard with the timepiece imagery for Comte that they forgot the historical practicalities attached to them, so that's half the reason I don't know what to do with this information. I get that vibe of like something something rich people cop out, unless purebloods have weirdly long childhoods--

Leonardo I don't have as many receipts because I'm just a poor Comte stan trying to live (his collection stories are pain), but if we go by the indication that his in-game life loosely follows the historical figure and simply continues on with his faked death, that means he was likely born somewhere around 1452. I can't remember super clearly, but for whatever reason my only memory of age indicators for Leonardo was around 400 or so (which tracks with that interpretation). That would actually make him potentially younger than Comte, younger than I initially anticipated. Or, if Comte was born on the latter end of my estimations, they are at the very least close in age.

Also please don't hesitate to let me know if I'm missing any receipts on Leonardo, I have only one brain cell and she is trying so hard, my friends

As to the place of Comte's birth I haven't the slightest clue about that. It's pretty obvious he's of European ancestry, but as to where he was born/raised exactly, it's difficult to tell. Given all the talk of the rebec there's a decent likelihood he originates from the Mediterranean area/Southern Europe, as it is an Arabic instrument by origin that was adapted into something new by Spain. (This could mean he was born anywhere between France, Spain, Italy, or even the countries a little further up or closer to the Middle East.)

I considered Northern Europe/England, but honestly the evidence doesn't really seem to lean in that direction. Comte mentioned that he once lived in England and made friends there, but the way he talks about makes it sound like he was a visitor/traveler, not a native. And frankly, Comte isn't insufferable enough to be English lmao, he has a conscience. There is actually some tentative evidence for Irish descent, as the vampy mind persuasion/compulsion is termed "geas" in the game, which is a word that stems from Irish gaelic/folklore. The only reason I don't think there's a real connection is that there's no further evidence tying Comte to Ireland; and I don't think the etymology necessarily guarantees ancestry (though there is something to be said about the Irish gothic and vampiric origins).

Admittedly it feels like the game makes his nationality vague on purpose, and I think this has a two-part intention. The first is that historically he was shrouded in a great deal of mystery, so it only makes sense they would be reluctant to name a singular place. The second is that--and I don't remember where the screenshot is, I saw it a while ago--the game describes him as belonging to no one place (that he belonged to all and none). Keeping his character construction in mind, I feel like this aligns with his general theme of contradiction. He's a greater vampire who prefers to keep company among humans, he's a powerful being with a fragile/sensitive heart, he has strong convictions but hesitates constantly, he's able to blend in almost everywhere he goes but never truly feels like he belongs. It would only make sense, narratively speaking, to keep with that motif/trend.

Also quick aside, because I can't help the music nerd in me. Rebecs are bitchin?????? Holy shit slay. Fun fact: they appear to have been primarily used for festivities, played for dancing. That gives a whole new impression to the fact that he bought one the moment he found out he would never age any further. I guess I just think about how that's a pretty joyous purpose for the music (beyond the pedigree aspect). That he clung to this specific artifact as a way to remind himself of his connection to humanity, that it was about people gathering and enjoying each other's company (and yet at the same time, all the political games that come with such leisure)...what a reflection of who he is today. I think it's fascinating how much people are at the heart of his personal motivations and feelings, considering how easy it is for purebloods to become lone wolves (power and secrecy would lend itself to that.) Instead, Comte chooses to hide in plain sight and actively works to stay engaged in the times and among the population. Then again, if I were hundreds of years old I would probably also beg for a distraction from the encroaching madness so like ajkhslgfkjhfslakjh it's very sweet but also mood...

In short:

Thank you for the ask, lovely!! 💛💛💛💛 I hope this answers your question? I love any excuse to talk about my one and only 👀💍

[doodlboy]

Electric Angel✨️

[toss-a-coin-to-your-stan-account]

watching the boxtrolls was such a surreal movie experience in hindsight bc its like. wow at its core this movie has a solid theme about what defines family and identity in the face of a society that shuns a core part of you and your loved ones (but you may be treated differently by people in that same society if you pass well enough as a member of theirs). wow the driving "antagonistic force" (so to speak) of the film is the maintenance of societal prejudice for personal gain rooted in classism. wow the antagonist literally orchestrated the widespread bigotry and ostracization of a certain group (based on a false narrative of them preying on children) for the sake of his own entitlement and heightening his own standing in a classist society. and then. well then there was The Transphobia

[becomingabeing]

Interesting how Ray says Sand loves him so he can never walk away from Ray, he belongs to Ray. That's the only type of love Ray knows. He has loved Mew from the sidelines all this time, not once questioning his feelings or trying to move on so why can't Sand do the same, right?

[kindahoping4forever]

Ashton with a fan back in September

[claudemblems]

Okay I don't wanna have the most recent post on my blog be kind of negative so I just wanna say: I started watching Moriarty the Patriot and I'm on episode 6 and I can fully say I am crazy about William Moriarty like I'M GONNA LOSE MY DANG MIND

LOOK AT HIM!!!!

AND THE STORY IS SET IN VICTORIAN LONDON YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HAPPY THAT MAKES ME (I'm very fond of English history, especially royalty starting from the Tudor era)

I just like Mr. Moriarty and his little British accent and the way he carries himself and his gentleness (until he's dealing with criminals and he goes full on crazy) and his intelligence in math and his desire to create a better and fairer future

I just think he's neat :)

[araneitela]

Jace: Sends a meta ask about combat preferences Me: Okay, okay, let me make this short and touch on just the katana... The equivalent of piles, and piles of paperwork in my OneNote and FF tabs: 🤔

[sword-and-lance]

like look okay

I wish more people would at least try to meet that whole implied story where it's at

actually trying to take Caz/his whole situation a bit more seriously instead of always making him the fandom buttmonkey does anyone even know that term anymore

...but also he genuinely is a dramatic jackass prone to making very bad decisions and it is fun to have him just kinda be a hilariously pompous ass on main sometimes lmao

[myristicisms]

There is something so mortifying about allowing any sort of vulnerability to settle its way into his heart and yet the seed has long since planted its roots into the organ and while he'd much prefer to snuff it out completely, Rhapsodos finds he doesn't completely mind indulging the urge to open up to more than just Angeal; Sephiroth has shown himself trustworthy enough to open up more, to allow the seemingly untouchable hero the privilege of seeing a far less tailored version of himself. The façade has not fully dropped but still he allows himself to crack a bit and allow the silver haired man to see where Commander Rhapsodos ends and where Genesis begins.

Leather clad legs cross over one another, amusement pulling taut upon the corners of plush lips while pallid fingers rest beneath his jaw, curious eyes lingering upon his companion. It's a shared sentiment, one that the crimson mage wouldn't voice because to voice it would mean he's allowed himself yet another weakness and the ginger would sooner die than allow himself to be exposed in such a way. For a man as loud and vocal as he was, not much was truly known about the eldest of the trio and he much preferred to keep it that way, it's a sort of protection of sorts, a fail-safe to keep his heart from being ripped and torn to shreds by those undeserving of the unfiltered adoration that Genesis had to offer.

“ As would I, my friend. Lucky for us both that I've no intentions of leaving any time soon. ” Or such was his plan anyways, he's made something of himself for once, something to be proud of and as ambitious as Genesis was the man also knew when stagnation would be far more beneficial. “ I don't believe either of us will have to worry about that for a long while yet, the goddess smiles upon us both after all. ”

@phantasiiae | Sephiroth

“ i would hate to see you go . ”

[constellationcrowned]

((It makes me sad that (especially coming from Roui) the severity of Kariom's duty is greatly diminished in both severity and importance. He's not just a star-reader he was chosen by the King to decipher them for all Tsourai. When he calls himself a savior it isn't entirely out of pride or hubris; he's telling the truth. It's a duty that can (and will, and has) potentially destroy him, even kill him, but one that he can't back down from or falter in because if Kariom makes a mistake?? Even one??? It's, to his understanding, completely over and he wouldn't be able to handle it. He cannot disappoint them, nor can he abandon them, and to fail in the slightest would be doing just that. It would be detrimental to the people that he loves and that, to say nothing of wider consequences, is unfathomable.))

[ashterblaster]

How are there so many good artists on tumblr and yet i see this amazing art with like, under 200 notes??? and then some photoshop meme with over 1k??? WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE

[starpros-sunshine]

You can say what you want about me but I think it speaks as a testament to my character - that you can tell just by that fact what kind of a person I am (if even I am one) - that I read White Nights in real time to make the experience more authentic.

[andthroughthewire]

barry's series finale synopsis is literally just 'that's it' and then there's succession's, spoiling this week's episode too with it