#isn’t it a funny little cosmic joke that i am at rock bottom and see no way out other than killing myself but i’m ultimately too scared

[colbertmmunist]

i finally moved away from my abusive mother only to end up blowing all my savings trying to have a life with a man who would end up raping and emotionally abusing me. am i just destined to be someone’s punching bag my whole life?? what the fuck did i do in my past life to deserve this??????