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Maeve & Love (Part 4 to Loss & Love)

AU Characters: Emily Prentiss x Spencer Reid x Reader

A/N: Seven more parts! Based in season eight when Spencer starts talking to Maeve when she looks at MRI’s of his brain when he was suffering headaches. (Involves fighting between reader and Spencer)

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Emily wakes up to the doorbell ringing. Looking at the clock, it read six in the morning. She gets out of bed and staggers down the stairs to the front door. Swinging open the door she finds you standing on the steps. “I’m s-sorry to show up like th-this.” You stutter through sniffles. “I just...I couldn’t stand being there anymore..”

“What happened?” She says letting you in.

“Spencer’s cheating on me...” You get out before Emily pulls you into her arms letting you cry into her chest.

Two weeks earlier

“Spencer?” You call stepping into the apartment. “I’m sorry that I’m late. Got caught up in a meeting and by the time I got back to my office I realized what time it was.” You explain setting your bag on the couch and laying your jacket across the back of it. Not getting a response from him, you head to the bedroom. You peer your head into the bedroom to see him sitting on the bed with his cell phone pressed to his ear.

“Yeah I know, but...” He sighs. “You’re sure?” Rubbing his forehead he leans on his knees. “I just need an explanation for these headaches... They’re so intense and they make it hard to concentrate.” Quietly closing the door you go back to the kitchen and get a pot of coffee made. Sitting at the island you grab a magazine off the counter and flip through the pages waiting for Spencer to get off the phone.

“Hey, sorry I was on the phone.” He says giving you a kiss on your temple.

“Is it Maeve again?” You ask.

“Yeah, she was calling about what she found in the MRI’s.”

“She didn’t find anything, did she?” You ask.

He shakes his head. “But she wants to run for tests just be sure nothing was missed.”

“Spencer.. Headaches are normal.”

“But these are different.”

“Spencer, there’s nothing to worry about.” You tell him as you get off the island stool. “Just take some medication to soothe them and you’ll be good as new.”

He sighs and looks at you. “You’re the best, you know that right?”

You shrug your shoulders. “Well I am a Prentiss.” You say giving him a wink and a kiss. “Did you eat? Because I didn’t and I was gonna order some Chinese take out.”

“Eating was the last thing on my mind.” Spencer says as he leans on the counter.

“Well then I will order us some Chinese and go pick it up in twenty minutes.” You say grabbing your phone and the take out menu from the island drawer. “And then maybe we can get your mind off of your headaches for a while.” You say kissing him behind his ear. “Because I could use some distraction myself.” You whisper in his ear.

“Forget the Chinese.” He says getting up from the stool and scooping you up in his arms making you laugh.

“Spencer, I’m hungry!”

“We can get food later. You did this to me.”

“Hey you’ve reached Dr. Reid. Leave a message and I’ll get back to you later.” That was tenth time you’ve called and the tenth time he hasn’t answered. You called Hotch thinking maybe Spencer might just be busy with work but he told you that Spencer left an hour ago. Said he had to meet with someone.

“Sorry to bother you, but I was hoping maybe you could find Spencer for me.” You tell Garcia over the phone.

“He doesn’t like it when I snoop.” She says.

“I need to know where he’s at. He’s been ignoring my calls all day.”

“I’m sure he’s just busy.”

“He’s not at work though. Hotch said he left an hour ago to meet up with someone.”

“I’m sorry sweet cheeks, but I promised Spencer I wouldn’t snoop into his personal life.”

You sigh rolling your eyes. “Thanks anyways..” You say before hanging up.

“She’ll understand.” Maeve says as she sits back down at the diner table.

“I really should get going.” Spencer says looking at his watch. “And she’s been calling all day. I feel bad for ignoring her.”

“This is important. She obviously doesn’t care if she’s just telling you to get pain medicine and sleep it off.” Maeve says as she lifts the coffee cup up to her lips.

“Hey (Y/N), what brings you by here tonight?” The bookstore owner says as he sets his book down on the counter top.

“I was hoping Spencer was here?”

“Nope, not tonight. Try the diner down the street?”

“Thanks, Mike.” You say before exiting the bookstore. Pulling your hoodie over your head you quickly head down the street and towards the diner. Walking past the window you spot Spencer sitting at a table. Stopping in your tracks you back up and look through the window. Sitting across from him was Maeve. They were talking and laughing. He looked so happy. Why was he here with his geneticist? Shaking your head you walked away from the window and headed back to your car.

Hearing the door open you can hear laughter. “You just know that?” Maeve laughs.

“It’s a curse and a blessing.” Spencer responds. Opening the door you tip toe down the hallway and peer around the corner. Your heart drops to your stomach as you see the scene unfolding in front of you. His shirt undone, their lips attached. You rush back to the bedroom slamming the door shut. Grabbing a duffle bag from the closet you start stuffing clothes inside when the door opens. “Let me explain.”

“You were kissing Maeve!” You shout throwing in the last of your clothes and zipping the bag closed.

“Please, I didn’t-”

“Didn’t think I was home so you thought it wouldn’t have been a big deal if I didn’t know?” You grab the strap of your bag and throw it over your shoulder. “I can’t believe you.”

“Please don’t go.” He says grabbing you arm. “Give me another chance.”

“Why? So you can really get it on with her?”

“Next time I won’t be with her. I’ll be with you.”

“There’s a slim chance that there will be a next time for us.” You pulling your arm away.

“Where are you going?”

“Away from you.”

Emily stared at you. Her jaw falling open. She couldn’t believe everything you had told her. She couldn’t believe that Spencer, a friend she’s known for years could be capable of something like this. She was hurting for you all while trying to combat the anger she wanted to unleash on Spencer. You sat there on the couch, her face now buried in your hands. “So you.. You just left?” She asks.

You nod your head. “I just didn’t want to be there.. Around him..”

“What did he do?”

“He tried to get me stay. Begged me to give him another chance.”

“And are you?”

You shrug your shoulders. “I don’t know.. I watched them making out in the kitchen. He didn’t even try to stop her..”

“How long has this been going on?”

“He’s been talking to her for two weeks about his headaches. Trying to figure out what could be causing them. Which I get, he wants to figure out what’s causing his headaches.. But... Now I’m just sensing that he’s getting feelings for her..”

“So what are you going to do?”

“I’m hoping I can stay here for a few days.. Just to collect myself! And then go home and figure out where to go from there.”

“Well I hope everything works out for you two.” Emily says rubbing your back. “As much as I’m pissed at him right now, I really don’t want you two to break up.”

You shrug your shoulders and get up from the couch. “You can go back to bed... I’m just gonna go for a walk. Clear my head.. I just need some space..”

“Yeah, yeah.” Emily’s says nodding her head. “Of course. Call if you need anything?”

You nod your head and leave the living room. Grabbing your jacket and one of Emily’s umbrella’s, you go outside and head down the stairs. Your phone buzzes in your pocket and you pull it out to see Spencer calling. The photo of you two kissing popping up on the screen as his icon. You decline the call and stuff your phone back in your pocket before heading down the street.

“(Y/N) here! Sorry I missed your call but just leave a message and I’ll do my best to get back to you.” Spencer hangs up and tosses his phone onto the bed.

“Maybe she’s sleeping? After all, she did take a nonstop flight to London.” JJ said.

“She’s ignoring me..”

“Well I’m not quite sure what you want me to do.” JJ says. “This is between you and (Y/N).”

“But I need help! I need to get her back..”

“Then go after her!” JJ says standing up from the bed. “I hate to say this.. But you made the mistake. You chose to go out with Maeve. You chose to ignore (Y/N) when she called you. You chose to bring Maeve home knowing that (Y/N) could or could not be home. You chose to kiss Maeve. You chose to then make out with Maeve under the same roof as (Y/N). You made the mistake, Spencer. There’s not much I can do for you.”

“So are you taking her side in this?”

“I’m not taking any sides. I’m setting the record straight. You broke her heart. She has a right to leave. She needs her space and she needs to clear her head. If she decides to take you back is her decision. I can’t make her, and neither can you.” She opens the bedroom door and starts to step out. “It’s your choice. Either fight for (Y/N) or let her go and go after Maeve.” After she leaves Spencer sits down on the bed. He buries his face in his hands as tears start to fall from his eyes.

Walking through Hyde Park, you hear someone calling your name. Turning around you see one of Emily’s inspectors running over. “(Y/N), it is you.”

“Hey, Isaac.” You say greeting him with a smile.

“What brings you to rainy London?”

“I needed to clear my head form a few things.. And to visit Emily.”

“Do you want to talk about it?” He asks walking along beside you.

“I’d rather not..”

“Well my ears are always ready to listen whenever you want to talk.”

“Have you ever kissed another girl while in another relationship?” Isaac shakes his head. “Or made out with another girl while with someone? Or flirted with another girl?” Isaac shakes his head again. “Well then she’s one lucky woman.”

“Is this what you wanted to clear your head about?” He asks.

“You probably don’t care.”

“Of course I do.” Isaac says stepping in front of you. “What happened?”

“I don’t want to trouble you with my problems..”

“You’re not troubling me at all.” He says. “I take it your boyfriend hurt you?”

“Not physically..” You say shrugging you shoulders. “He started talking to this geneticist about his headaches, which seemed harmless at first.”

“But it went further than that, didn’t it?” He asks.

You nod your head. “At first it started with the phone calls and text messages. Then he started ignoring my phone calls and wouldn’t home until late. Last night his boss told me that he left work an hour ago before I had called to find out where he was. I looked at his favorite bookstore but the manager told me to look down at the diner. I found the two of them inside talking and laughing. They seemed to be enjoying each other’s company.”

“Then what happened?”

“They came home laughing. I guess he didn’t know I was home. I went out to see what they were doing and I caught them making out in the kitchen, his shirt undone.”

“He was making out with her.”

“Would have gone further if I didn’t come out of the bedroom.”

“I am so sorry that he did this to you.”

“Don’t be.” You say shaking your head. Your phone rings your pocket and you pull it out to see Emily calling. “Sorry, it’s Emily. I’ll be right back.” She takes a step away and answers the call. “What’s up?”

“You have a visitor.” She says. “I think you should come back.”

“I’ll be there soon.” You say before hanging up. You turn to face Isaac. “I’m sorry, I have to get back.”

“See ya ‘round?” Isaac asks.

“Yeah sure.” You say giving him a smile before running off back to the main road to hail down a cab.

Running up the steps to the front door you step inside. “Em?” You call as you pull off your jacket. “I came back as soon as I could.” You walk through the hall to the living room. You stopped in the doorway when you saw Spencer sitting on the couch.

“Please hear me out.” He says standing up.

“I don’t want to talk to you.”

“Then don’t talk. I’ll talk instead.” He says walking over to you. “I made a mistake. A huge mistake. I broke my promise of never hurting you and I’m sorry.”

“Sorry won’t work for this.” You say folding your arms over your chest. “Where’s Emily?”

“She left to give us time to talk... Alone.” He reaches for your hand and lays a gentle kiss on it. You pull your hand away and stuff it into the pocket of your jacket. “I’ll do anything to make you mine again.” He caresses your cheek and gently kisses your lips. “I missed holding you in my arms last night.”

“Spencer.. Don’t do this..”

“I made a mistake.. But I want to make it right.”

“Makeup sex won’t work either.”

“It doesn’t to be sex if you don’t want it to be.” He says kissing you down your neck. You push him away and make a run for the stairs. You trip going up one of the stairs. “Are you okay?” He asks as you turn over laughing. “I take that as a yes.” He says hovering you. You look up at him, his face just an inch away from yours. His breath hot against your lips.

He shoves you against the bedroom door as he leaves kisses down your exposed chest. You knew this wasn’t right. You can’t just give in to him so easily. No matter what he does to you. You hear the front door opening followed by Emily’s voice. “(Y/N)? Spencer?” She calls. You push him away and quickly start buttoning up your shirt. You shove Spencer out of the room closing the door.

“Oh you’ve gotta be kidding me.” Spencer groans as he slides down the door. He sees Emily walking up the steps.

“I take it it’s not going so well?” She asks.

“You could say something of the sort.” He says as he stands up. “Do you think you could talk to her?”

“Did that once when she was seventeen.. Swore to never do it again.”

The bedroom door flies open and you stand there. “Maeve just texted me. She wants to know where you’ve been?”

“Why is she texting you?”

“Because apparently you’re ignoring her calls so she tracked my number down.” You say chucking your phone at Spencer. “Tell her I’m the last person she should be talking to.” You say before slamming the door shut.

“I’m not talking to her!” Spencer snaps as he storms into the bedroom.

“Oh so now you’re not talking to her?! Should’ve stopped a long time ago!”

“I don’t want her! What I did was wrong and I’m a jerk for doing that to you!”

You shake your head and look down at the floor. “You suck ass Spencer Reid.” You say shoving him away from you. “Did you ever think about me when you were on the phone with her? Or when you were getting flirty texts from her? Or what about at the diner? Did you ever think of me then? When she laughed at your jokes? Or when she held your hand? What about when you came home with her making out in the kitchen? Did you think of her hands being mine when they undid your shirt or loosened your tie?”

“I did think of you. I thought of you the whole time!”

“Then why didn’t you stop yourself?! Or her?!” Tears started to slip down your cheeks. “What does she do that’s better?! Is she more beautiful than I am?! I’m sorry if I’m not perfect like she is!”

“You are better than perfect.” Spencer says trying to reach for your hand. You pull it away.

“Don’t touch me.”

“Please, give me another chance.”

“I thought I could, Spencer. I really did. But I can’t stop thinking about you and Maeve together. I really think we should take some time apart.”

“Apart?! Please don’t do this!” He cries trying to reach for you again.

“I want you to leave.” You say as you look away from him.

“Please..”

“You should go home..”

“What about the apartment?”

“I’ll send someone to come pick up my things and take it to a friend’s place until I find a place of my own..”

“And us? How are we supposed to tell our friends?”

“We tell the truth..” You say crossing your arms over your chest.

“Please.. Can we talk about this?”

“Spencer-”

“Please..” He says grabbing hold of your hands. “I need you.”

“And I need you too..”

“Then why are we doing this? Why are you pushing me away? I don’t want Maeve. I want you. I have always wanted you. I still remember the day you walked into the bullpen when Emily was still new at the BAU. I remember you were so lost trying to find her.” A smile spread across his face. “I didn’t believe you when you said you were only twenty-seven. I remember your giggle and smile before you explained to me that you weren’t planned. Emily was supposed to be the only child but you came along. Since that day, I’ve never been able to get you out of my head.” He places a gentle kiss on your forehead.

“I’m sure there were plenty of girls you couldn’t get of your head.” You say looking up at him.

“But none that compared to you. Not even Maeve.” He places a soft kiss on your lips. “Please... Don’t push me away..”

Emily stood outside the door peering around the corner. She knew what Spencer had done was a mistake. She didn’t want them to break up. She wanted her sister to be happy and Spencer did just that.

Two Months Later

“So everything is okay?” Emily asks as she types on her computer.

“Yeah.. Everything’s fine.”

“So I don’t have to come beat him for you?”

“Emily..” You say rolling your eyes.

“Hey, just because I’m across the world doesn’t mean I can’t teach the genius a lesson on hurting my sister.”

“Spencer and I are fine. Nothing to worry about.” You say as you lay down on the couch.

“You seem awfully happy this morning.”

“I had a good sleep.” You say laying your head back against the arm of the couch.

“A good sleep with Spencer.. As in?”

“What? No! We didn’t do anything last night.” You say. “He had to be up early for work so he went to bed early leaving me alone in the living room to watch old eighties movies by myself.” You get up off the couch and walk over to the window.

“So how’s work been going?”

“Good, good.” You say. “I bought a house.”

“You bought a house.”

“A very beautiful house.”

“That’s big. Where’d you move to?”

“Falls Church. Not far from my job and only a forty minute drive for Spencer to commute to the BAU.”

“You have to send me pictures. Question is, do I have a room there?”

“Yeah.. Just don’t mind the decorations. Spencer did it, not me.”

“I’ll redecorate the next time I come visit.” Emily says as she closes her computer. “But I have to go. Duty calls.”

“Have fun, be safe. I don’t want another call from Isaac.” You say closing the curtains on the living room window. “Talk to you later, Em.” You say before hanging up.

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