#is tumblr suddenly like . right wing now like im so so confused

[faaun]

the biphobia of it all 😔

yh seriously what is going onnnn what happened here 😭

[princessfaerygia]

Walking in the snow hearing the birds congregate and flutter. This will be a slow steady walk to gas station to get energy drinks. I almost value my spacious solitude so much I wanna go further to the store where the drinks are a dollar less expensive. Bright white and children playing, coughing and making snowballs. It's good to be back in my bfs neighborhood. I love the trees. There's trees at my parents, more trees but they are extremely right wing there. It's intimidating. I'm green party if I had to choose.

Air like cooling mint on my cheeks. Like I said this gonna be a slow trek ~ especially cus I'm wearing sneakers and not my snow boots. Alternatively might my trek be speedier with more nimble feet? Heavy boots can slow one down. I enjoy my sneakers. My bf is so vehemently against me at times telling me to fuck off or leave. But I stay,wtf. I'm not forcing myself on him, not really. Because when I begin setting up my ride home to family I always ask again to confirm, "you want me gone right?" And then suddenly he says no or "do whatever you want" ...so I stay. You know it hurts my heart but gives me purpose. I have such romance in me and earthiness I feel I need a physical partner to touch and be close with. He's got me bad.

Aww I jus saw a lil teenager he was waiting for me to pass n he smiled at me. I looked up and there he was, smiling. I was like "oh! Hello" he said he likes my hoodie lol. It's a big azz fluffy thang I got from thrift store. It's ugg brand. Maybe I'll take a pic of me all bundled up in it for y'all LMFAO. It feels cleansing and healing of my heart chakra to have Tumblr community. Especially happy cus two of my strange beautiful amazing mooties r back. Welcome!

It takes patience and dedication and drive to do what I do for bf. Yesterday he telling me I've got no drive. Boy! I do too have drive! Sometimes I see him as a stranger. Jus some goofy manic pixie dream boy/man. Goofier tho than a dream...

Okie dokie just got out the gas station. You know what funny is my bf tried telling me they all don't like me. Yet jus now two the women was super duper nice to me and both said "you can do better than him" to me.

I giggling. Why giggle you ask? Well cuz I jus saw a slipper with a yellow smiley face and I'm also quite cocky inside and am like (on the inside): ladies and gentlemen i CAN do better. It's so weird I'm in this situation but my God our God have you witnessed trump in the past 8 years? I mean how silly and entropic can things get? It's devastating really. Here I am hopping through snow sludge~nimble, ever so nimble in my light grey new balance sneakers. I'm proud of em. Got em in September I think but they already got a hole in them. I refuse to buy any other type of shoe for the entirety of my existence.

Ok so I want to complain but it's too personal and wood surely anger my bf. Yay! I get to truly really call him my boyfriend with the utmost certainty now. I hope. It lightens my heart it really does. I can't believe I told Tumblr bout all my messy drama. Admittedly there's more but I done gossiping about such overwhelming negativity.

My friend on here whose a very talented artist told me she thinks I'm important in the way Im creative such as me writing this online diary ~may~ comfort or help other females feel better bout themselves or something. Cool.

I'm wearing grey leopard print leggings. Plain white shirt w a hole in it. Sports bra underneath. OffWhite big fuzzy sweater from target, on top of that ~White hoodie ,huge, from Walmart...on top of that a humongous ugg brand bluish fluffy pullover with four scarves and a knit purple and blue hat. Yay fashion diva here my people*~*Almost back to apt.

Bird tweets. Creek rippling waters soothe spirits and quench our soul. I often get confused am I supposed to say souls or soul? Love y'all ❄️

[hollowedwing]

Isekai-ed into Hawk's Life

Hawks x gn!winged!Reader

Warnings: ⚠️ Death!(at very beginning, it is an isekai), mentions of death throughout, some angst(??maybe not yet??), slight cursing

THIS WILL NOT FOLLOW A SPECIFIC TIMELINE IN THE MANGA

(so sorry i just, love, love, the idea of having wings)

(this is all my art, it is on IG, im just too embarrassed for people who know me irl to potentially find this xD Even though none of them have tumblr 👀 if you somehow recognize it...props to you?)

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tbh, I can’t decide if I want this to have more than 1 part. 

Word count: ~1,800

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You were on your way home from a long evening at your part time job. Before that you had already taken 2 finals that morning too.

You dragged your feet, exhausted, as you headed towards the crosswalk. Stopping at the edge as the traffic light turned green, you decided to pull out your phone and decided to watch a speed paint from your favorite artist who recently released a new video.

It just so happened it was a Hawks speed paint 👀

The light turned red and you slipped your phone into your pocket as your started to make your way across the street

little did you know this would be the last time you'd cross the street

A wild driver came barreling down the road, no regards for civilians or traffic lights, probably drunk or high or just someone out for blood.

You stood there like a deer caught in headlights as your life flashes before your eyes

You can barely comprehend what's happening as you felt pain engulf your body and suddenly you were unconscious

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Keigo tiredly stumbled into his large apartment, kicking off his shoes and shrugging his jacket off by the door

He wants nothing more than to just flop down and pass out. The HPSC has been giving him hell lately about god knows what.

He let out a long sigh and headed towards the bathroom to do his nightly routine

As he finishes up, he drags his feet towards his bed and flops down face first into the comfort of his pillow and sheets

Keigo falls asleep almost instantly after getting into a comfortable position, worn out from a long day of work

What he wasn't expecting was a loud "thud!" coming from the main room. He jolts up from his bed, feathers ready to attack.

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Reader's pov(?)

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You groaned as you hit the floor. Your head was spinning and it feels like a truck just hit you

oh wait...

You suddenly became more alert, looking around in a panic, expecting to either be on the road and injured or in a hospital of sorts. What you didn't expect was a wooden floor inside of a random apartment.

You felt around your body for any signs of injury, but all you found were a set of wings on your back- wings?? Hold up. Why did you feel wings what kind of sick joke was this?

Your thoughts were racing as your breathing picked up. What was happening? Didn't you just get hit by a vehicle? Why are there wings in your back? Where are you even?

Feeling around in your pockets, you found your phone and whipped it out, trying for anything. You turned it on, the harsh light of it illuminating your face, you tried to send a text to your best friend, but alas, it wouldn't go through. Actually nothing on your phone seemed to work. You checked your location settings, for some reason it said Musutafu, Japan.

Wasn't....Wasn't that the location that most of Boku no Hero Academia took place?? This can't be right, this has to be a dream right? There's no way that you could have actually ended up here unless...

Then it hit you.

You read your fair share of isekai series back when you were alive in your realm. Mostly manhwas of characters getting reborn into another person's body, but, never actually reincarnating as yourself into another world.

That was the only thing you could think of. You must have been reincarnated into the Boku no Hero Academia world. Except as yourself.

In all honesty, this is not how you thought you'd go out. You didn't know what to expect after death, but this definitely wasn't it. After all, this was a fictional setting, wasn't it?

Well, not anymore because now you're living in it! Smh.

That would also probably explain the wings on your back. This was you now. You have a bird quirk.

Now, all you have to do, is figure out where the heck you are.

Just as you are about to stand up, feathers zip towards you, pinning you to the ground

You hear footsteps begin to come towards you. You don't know if you should be scared for your life considering you've already died once or ecstatic because, you knew for a fact, this could be none other than Hawks' apartment.

The winged hero finally emerges and stares down at you, crossing his arms over his chest.

He says in a low, gravely voice from sleep, "Who are you, and how did you get into my home?" You stare back up at him and nervously chuckle.

"I'm not sure you'd believe me if I told you." You nervously sigh out.

"Try me." He demands, sounding a little more irritated now. You sigh in defeat and start to explain your situation.

"Do...do you know what an isekai is?" You said sheepishly while turning your gaze away from his. He kind of gave you a confused head tilt and just a vibe that said “No”. You sigh again and explain it to the best of your ability. Hawks becomes more and more interested and confused as you talk, but nods a long slowly. 

“So...you were reborn here, but as yourself? Wait- does that mean you died before!?” He asked, disbelief and fear ran through his eyes. You looked at him in bitter amusement.

“Apparently I did. The last thing I remember of my world was getting hit by some truck or car. The dude clearly did not know how to drive. I had the right of way I was pretty sure at least. I mean, the light was red, usually that means pedestrians can cross the street? And plus he was going wayyy over the speed limit,” you begin to ramble on, the reality of actually dying setting into you. Hawks noticed the panic beginning to set into you and released you from his feathers. He crouched down next to you and grabbed your shoulders gently.

"Hey, hey, hey, look at me, you're ok now, right? You're here, and not dying in the middle of the street still. You're here. In Musutafu," he said trying to calm you back to reality. Well, what was your new reality. Your mind was racing. Trying to put together a coherent thought. 

You look up to him, with a panicked look still in your eyes, thoughts started to come out of your mouth as your brain was trying to catch up with the situation. "I'm... I'm in Boku no Hero Academia and, and you’re Keigo... standing... right in front of me..I have wings. I have wings? Jeezus I have fucking wings. And I’m dead in my own world. I don’t know anyone, well, wait, technically, I do know people, just-Oh gods! I’m so sorry, that name slipped out! I- I, I’m really sorry Hawks." Even in your wild state, you noticed Hawks tense up at the sound of being called Keigo by a total stranger, and were able to get out an apology. That was progress? You were slowly coming back to reality.

Hawks froze up a bit at the sound of hearing his real name mentioned. At first he wasn't sure if he believed your tale of the isekai situation, but after this he might have to reconsider it. He opted to shake off that weird feeling for now and focus on different matters. 

" I-I don't know what I'm supposed to do now? I have nowhere to go or to stay. I'm in a whole different freaking universe! My phone doesn't even hardly work here. And I have a pair of wings on my back!" You puffed them out angrily. Hawks glanced behind you and his eyes widened a little. You in fact, did have a set of bird wings. Kind of owl like wings. Not near as big as Hawks', but definitely big enough to fly you around.

Before Hawks could process the words coming out of his mouth, he was already asking you, "Would you maybe like to stay with me? I can help with your quirk too." He glanced away awkwardly. You looked towards him in disbelief.

"Dude, are you sure? We literally just met like 10 minutes ago? I mean, I'm all for it, I have nowhere else to turn to, but if you really really don't want me here, I will politely step out of your life." You so badly wanted to accept his offer on the spot, but being the considerate, mostly sensible human you were, you gave him the option to back out. Hawks shook his head.

"No, no, it's alright. You can crash here. Uh- I mean- stay here! Sorry!" You giggled at his comment.

"Well thank you very much!"

"It's all good. I have a spare bedroom you can occupy for the time being. I'll give you some clothes to sleep in that'll hopefully fit. Accidentally bought a couple things in the wrong size without looking. " (a/n: just...just assume its your size, or oversized, whatever's comfy idk) He jumped up and headed towards his room to grab you the clothes. You still sat on the floor. Still amazed at everything that was occurring.

Hawks walked back into the room and tossed you the clothes. "Hey uh, you know, you can get up now, sorry for holding you down earlier.."

You blushed and scrambled to stand up, "Oh no! It's ok! I understand. This would definitely warrant that kind of action. Some random stranger crashes into your apartment at like 1am. I completely understand. Honest."

He let out a small laugh and wearily brushed his fingers through his hair. The adrenaline of everything finally wearing off. He could feel the tiredness setting into his aching muscles again. “Ah, well, I’m going to head to bed now. The room is down the hall at the very end that you can stay in. I’ll take you out training tomorrow evening if that’s alright?”

You gave a nod of understanding and followed him down the hallway. “Goodnight Hawks,” you sang as he walked into his bedroom. He gave a hum of acknowledgment and closed his door. 

Making it into what was now your room, you changed out of your clothes so fast, eager to rid yourself of the past hours events. 

Not gonna lie, you could not figure out how to properly get your new wings into the shirt, even with the holes and snaps in the back. Your mind was too exhausted to even process this new skill. So you ended up going to bed without the shirt on and just settled for putting the sweatpants on. 

You figured it’d be good to just pass out asap. You were sure if you tried to recount the recent events, you’d spiral into a panicked mess. 

You shut your eyes tightly, willing yourself to sleep, trying to only think of positive outcomes for the future. But to be honest, you didn’t know enough about anything in this realm to think rationally about anything good. 

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I prooobably didn’t proofread this as much as I should have

[quarantineddreamer]

i’ve been absent, and i can’t be sorry (it’s been necessary), but i do miss this community and having the energy/time to participate.

in truth, it’s been a challenging past few months for me...

don’t want to bore anyone, so details below (tw: depression, anxiety, parental troubles, covid)

i was really fortunate to be really close to my family growing up. i had a great relationship with my parents. which is why it has been that much more painful for me this past year to have them slowly driven from me by the absurdity of current politics. i didn’t see it coming, i didn’t think my parents could become science deniers. and yet here i am...

i tried with everything i had to teach/reach them, but ultimately the stress of it all was causing my anxiety to reach extremely unhealthy levels. for my own health and sanity, i wrote them a long, heartfelt letter explaining why i would not be talking to them for the time being (as they refused to get vaccinated and began to behave dangerously, no masks, frequent outings, seeing lots of people). that was july. 

august my parents visited my hometown. i did not see them or speak to them. my birthday passed, i did not see them or speak to them... 

i spoke with my mother once, in september...and it’s all still just as bad. there was shouting, cursing, crying (mostly me tbh). she’s stubbornly clinging to her beliefs drilled into her by right-wing media. i wont get into them, but it’s conspiracy level bad... she got covid, she kept it from me and my brother until afterwards. miraculously she was okay despite taking “medicine” that has been proven to be ineffective against covid and potentially dangerous while sick to boot... it’s made her even more determined to cling to her insane theories about the vaccine, covid treatments, the government all of it... 

i told her my life would continue without her and dad: i might get engaged (probably would have on my anniversary except my partner felt bad i wasnt talking to them at the time), married, who knows... covid isn’t going away anytime soon, and i cant agree to disagree with her on this. it matters too much to me that they be safe. if i let it go and something were to happen to her and my dad...i’d never forgive myself for it. 

i’m not saying mine is the correct approach. i have been plagued with doubt and guilt off and on. my mom has used language that makes me feel like this is all my fault, for being anxious, for being depressed, for not just letting her have her dangerous opinions... but at the end of the day despite the pain and grief i feel for not having my parents right now, i am still better off than i was before. fewer panic attacks, able to focus at work, able to at least sleep some now. 

i started anti-depressants when my mental health hit an all-time low during all of this, and they’ve been helping too. i really didn’t want to get back on them, but i believe they’ve saved my life. 

sadly, between all this (and busy times at work) i’ve had very little time, focus, or motivation to write. i’ve barely been on here. to be completely honest, naps after work are common. the extra rest has become important. i’ve developed a sudden interest in true crime documentaries and sad movies?? i was very confused by this at first, since i’ve never ever had an interest before, but my therapist says its how im processing my trauma and grief lol 

but why write all this out on tumblr, B? well... i like to scream into the abyss here, and i also want to be completely open about my struggles and mental health, because i was at my worst when i felt utterly alone, and if this post helps even one person who might be experiencing similar feel less alone than it’s worth it.

and i also wanted to let this community know why i’ve suddenly dropped off because it is a place that has brought my joy even during the chaos of the past year or so. i am going to be participating in the upcoming zkmbb and still have my other projects ready and waiting for me to return, but for now, the queue is going to be up and running and i’ll be a bit quieter as i fight my way through this and have to dedicate extra time to self-care.

i hope no one relates to this post, i really do, because it all hurts a lot and i dont want anyone to feel this pain, but if you do? you are a warrior, i admire your strength and courage --and i am sending you so much love.

best wishes all,

B

[captain-jinguji]

I just binged all your tumblr and i just love your writing so much ♡ May i ask a fem so being teamed up by Quartet Night? 👁👄👁 the more nsfw the better i'm a thirsty hoe

Thank you for binging my tumblr ❤👉👈 Imma be real 😩 four guys at once is way too hard to write so I'm sorry if this isnt good

Warning: Slight NSFW

Sharing is Caring ( QUARTET NIGHT X F!READER)

Weekly movie nights with QUARTET NIGHT have started to become a regular. At first, it was just a way to wind down, to relax after a stressful week of practices and shows. Soon, you were invited too, because despite how different all of them were, you have always been something they had in common. They all got along with you. It was weird. To have one singular person that none of them really had anything against, but weird things happen all the time. 

However, lately these weekly movie nights have become different. You were starting to be bunched up between the four men. Well, Reiji was always somewhat cuddly, and you didn't mind, but now even Camus was inching closer. 

Today, though, has to have been the weirdest. Reiji and Ranmaru were fighting over the fact that Ranmaru was sitting on your right, even though that's Reiji's "spot" since hes always been your "Right wing man" (his words, not yours) and Ranmaru called him ridiculous since you can't claim a side. Camus was starting to grow irritated, you could tell, but instead of yelling at both of them and most likely throwing hands with Ranmaru, he just pulled you into his lap and successfully away from the other two men, and you didn't know how you felt about the feeling of Camus' well toned chest against your back. Meanwhile Ai took Ranmaru's previous spot on your right while taking your hand in his, gently running his thumb over it. "Idiots." You could hear the youngest mumble and you couldnt help but giggle, which caught the other two's attention. "Eeehhh??? Myu-chan what are you doing??!!!" Reiji was obviously referring to the fact that Camus was holding you in his lap and you could hear the count scoff, "what does it look like, Kotobuki? Im saving her from your nonsense of an argument." You were suddenly hyper aware of the fact that you were sitting on the count himself and a soft blush embraced your cheeks. 

Ranmaru growled in annoyance and stood up, pointing a finger at the blonde, "who the hell do you think you are, huh?!" Camus slapped his hand away from pointing at him and was about to reply but Ai interrupted both, "Guys. Lets just watch the movie." Ranmaru didn't want to give up that fight but with a 'tch' he plopped himself down on the other side of you. Now only Reiji was standing and he pouted "mou… where am I supposed to sit?" You smiled softly, "sit in front of me, Rei-chan." Apparently that did something and he was quick to sit in front of you, only to get kicked by Camus "don't sit so close, Kotobuki." You frowned and lightly slapped Camus arm, "Stop it Camus! Seriously what is wrong with you guys lately? I mean you fight anyway but it's gotten so much worse these past couple weeks! Now we cant even sit and enjoy a movie together?" 

All four of the men looked at each other in complete silence. Some looked confused at your outburst, others wanted to laugh. Finally, Ai spoke up again, "you haven't noticed?" Now it was your turn to be confused. Crossing your arms over your chest, you shook your head. "No." Camus chuckled slightly behind you, running his fingers through your hair, "You really are naïve." He stated and Ranmaru couldn't help the grin that grazed his face as he placed a rough hand on your upper thigh, running his fingers over the skin there, successfully sending a spark to your core. "we're fighting over you babe." This only brought more confusion to you and you looked at each of them "over me?" 

Ultimately, it was Reiji who cleared it up. Taking your other hand in his, he smiled softly up at you, "yes, my girl. Over you. You see, we each developed a crush on you, and we know you feel the same about each of us." He paused, giving you a second to process the words leaving his mouth, and to see your reaction, but all he saw was the blush spreading further across your cheeks. "At first we wanted to outwit each other. We all wanted to prove that we were the best suitor for you." 

Camus scoffed again, "and I would have won." Ranmaru's eyes shot at the count, "please you can't even keep control over a stack of pastries, let alone your feelings." Camus' eyes shot open and at the rocker,"what was that Kurosaki? You want to talk about feelings? Please do tell us about how you always talk with your fists" 

You could feel the tension building, but thankfully Ai took care of it by slapping them both upside the head, "ignore them, (Y/ N). Anyway. We soon realized that our shared… passion could be conquered much better together." Reiji nodded in agreement and you could feel Camus sigh behind you, "as much as I hate to admit it, that is true." Even Ranmaru nodded and leaned closer to you, a rough whisper leaving his mouth,"So now that you get it, what's it gonna be babe?" 

You could feel Ai's eyes on you as he turned your head to face him, "will you accept us?" 

Camus' breath was hot against your ear, "will you devote yourself to us?" 

Reiji cupped your face in his hands, his lips mere inches from your face, "will you love us?" 

"Because we love you" they all said in unison. It was hard to think. Reiji pecked your lips softly, Ranmaru's lips attached themselves to your neck, Camus' hot breath was still felt as he nibbled on your ear, and Ai's hand brushed gently upward your thigh. Your back arched back against Camus' chest, a soft moan escaping your lips. 

That was all the boys needed. You were theirs, and they were yours, and tonight they were determined to prove that over and over again, until each got their fill, until you were nothing but a mumbling mess.