#is this me being back after like 3 months right out of the blue? yepp

[spielzeugkaiser]

In the spirit of one of my christmas traditions (funny how that evolved) I have crawled out of my hiding spot for some christmassy prompts!

Give me a bunch of characters and I'll draw them under a mistletoe 🌿

[super-not-naturall]

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I was tagged by the wonderful @assbutt-still-in-hell and I am tagging anyone who wants to do it. If you do just tag me in it so I can see your answers. I love gettting to know my followers/mutuals better! (Answers under the cut)

1. Drink? Soda; usually Mtn. Dew or Rootbeer

2. Phone Call? Ehhh, depends on with who. I can talk to my mom for hours on the phone, other people I just feel awkward.

3. Text Message? Is this asking my last text message? If so it was a picture of some beautiful dyed hair to my best friend because I’m thinking about getting mine dyed tomorrow.

4. Song you listened to? *Opens up my spotify to see what was last played* Forever Bound - Von Grey

5. Last time you cried? LET ME TELL YOU, THERE HAVE BEEN SO MANY TIMES THESE PAST TWO WEEKS THAT I WAS CLOSE TO BAWLING MY EYES OUT BUT I MANAGED TO HOLD IT TOGETHER SOMEHOW. That being said, I actually don’t remember haha

6. Dated someone twice? I mean I guess; we took a small break then got back together.

7. Ever kissed someone and regretted it? Yep

8. Been Cheated On? Yep and it tore me to fucking shreds

9. Lost Someone Special? My grandma when I was 15; we were really close

10. Been Depressed? For as long as I can remember, but I was formally diagnosed my sophomore year of highschool. #imatrainwreck

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up? I don’t like the taste of alcohol so I’ve never drank enough to get drunk let alone throw up.

Favorite Colors 12. Purple 13. Blue 14. Gray

In the last year have you

15. Made new friends? Yes

16. Fallen in love? With Sam Winchester? Yes. With someone who is not fictional? Nope.

17. Laughed until you cried? Yep

18. Found out someone was talking about you? Oh my god, I happened to walk by just as a girl from my rec sports team was talking shit about me and it literally fucked me up. I was already having trouble with my depression and that just sorta was the tip of the iceburg so I quit the team.

19. Met someone that changed your life? @energeticallyem when she walked into my room and proceeded to deal with my awkwardness (Love you, Dean)

20. Found out who your friends are? Yeah; I mean, I’ve always had a good clue though.

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list? Had a brief thing with a guy so yeah

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life? All of them. I don’t accept anyone I don’t know.

23. Do you have any pets? ONLY THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DOGGIES IN THE WORLD

24. Do you want to change your name? I did when I was younger because I’ve always hated my name. I tried getting people to call me by my middle name for a while, but I never responded because I just always forgot.

25. What did you do for your last Birthday? My cousin took me out to lunch with his girlfriend, I got some writing done, and my mom made family dinner.

26. What time did you wake up? Around 10:30 am because my dog decided she had to wake me up.

27. What were you doing last night at midnight? Finishing up a chapter to my fic

28. Name something you can’t wait for? The semester to start

29. When was the last time you saw your mom? A couple hours ago

30. What are you listening to right now? The fan

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? I feel like I have . . .

32. Something that is getting on your nerves? Asshole boys

33. Most visited website? Tumblr (is that even a question?)

34. Hair color? Super light brown

35. Long or short hair? Long af

36. Do you have a crush on someone? I mean, I did, but then drama ensued (again stupid asshole boys) 

37. What do you like about yourself? My eyes (picture Jared’s with a bit more green and that’s mine.)

38. Piercings? Ears and nose

39. Blood type? I think A- ?

40. Nicknames? I don’t really have one that is serious, but t-sizzle, t-swizzle, t-dog. Sometimes I’ll get called Tris. My aunt calls me Naner-baner (because my middle name is renae.)

41. Relationship status? #foreveralone

42. Zodiac? Cancer

43. Pronouns? She/her

44. Favorite TV Show? Spn, The Flash, Doctor Who, Quantico, Daredevil.

45. Tattoos? Yep! Two runes from TMI series on my ribs

46. Right or left handed? Right

47. Surgeries? Appendix and Gallbladder

48. Kids? Hopefully someday, but for right now I just play with my pastor’s 4 little ones.

49. Sport? I danced for 7 years and did MMA for 1

50. Vacation? I’d love to vacation somewhere cool like London (or anywhere int he UK tbh.)

51. Pair of trainers? I don’t understand?

52. Eating? right now? no

53. Drinking? Some water (it’s a miracle, really. I am prob the most dehydrated person on the planet)

54. I’m about to? Probably go to bed seeing at it 12:30 am

55. Waiting for? nothing? I guess . . .

56. Want? To travel the world and become a beautiful writer

57. Get married? Hopefully someday

58. Career? Right now I go to college full time, but I’m hoping to do military social work after I graduate!

59. Hugs or kisses? Hugs-they’re so nice and warm

60. Lips or eyes? Eyes-everyone’s eyes are different and beautiful and I just love that about people

61. Shorter or taller? As in me? Shorter (5′2′’) I’d like to date someone taller, but that’s not hard to accomplish for me.

62. Older or younger? Usually same age or a couple years older, younger guys usually piss me off with their immaturity.

63. Nice arms or nice stomach? I’m a sucker for arms; it’s a weakness of mine.

64. Hook up or relationship? Relationship all the way

65. Troublemaker or hesitant? Depends on who you ask. Ask the small town i grew up in, I’m a liberal trouble maker. Ask the suburban/urban area I live in now, probably more hesitant. (And i just realized this was talking about love interests still, whoops - def hesitant.)

66. Kissed a stranger? Nope

67. Drank hard liquor? Had a sip of rum and coke and never again. 

68. Lost glasses/contacts? Yepp

69. Turned someone down? Yeah, some guys seem to think I’d be good with being FWB and I’m not about that life. (Nothing against those who are, it’s just not for me.)

70. Sex on the first date? I’m waiting until marriage #thatchristianlife

71. Broken someone’s heart? I mean it broke my ex’s heart when we broke up, but that was because he cheated on me when he was drunk so that’s more on him than me.

72. Had your heart broken? Shatter then stomped on then set on fire then thrown in the trash broken.

73. Been arrested? Never

74. Cried when someone died? Yep

75. Fallen for a friend? Yep

Do you believe in

76. Yourself? Depends on the day

77. Miracles? Yeah, it’s kinda hard not to when you look around you

78. Love at first sight? Nope, but I do believe in lust as first sight.

79. Santa Claus? Fun Fact: My mom still uses different wrapping paper and uses different handwriting for the gifts she signs from santa every year. My brother is 22 and I’m 20.

80. Kiss on the first date? Depends on the chemistry

81. Angels?  Yes

Other

82. Current best friends name? Emma to the Lee (it’s all one word.)

83. Eye color? Hazel

84. Favorite Movie? She’s the Man

85. Favorite book? Okay so I usually put down the TMI Series or the Great Gatsby, but I finished a book last month called Teach Me To Forget by Erica Chapman and it literally tore me to shreds but was SO GOOD. (It’s a super triggering book though for those with mental health issues though, so I’d be wary about it.)

[melt-your-headache-call-it-home]

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself, and at the end, chose 25 people to tag

i was tagged by @goldun-days thank you bby<3

LAST:

1.) drink: Tropicana smooth orange juice

2.) phone call: Arran

3.) text messages: Arran as well lmao

4.) song you listened to: State of Dreaming by Marina And The Diamonds

5.) time you cried: last week 

HAVE YOU EVER

6.) dated someone twice: Yeah when i was like 14/15 mainly cause Tom was nice and i got guilted by my friends into it. It was chill tho only for 3 months the first time and a week the second lol It’s chill we bros now lmao

7.) been cheated on: Most probably, i mean all the signs were there but they werent gonna admit it so they blanked it instead (i used to date proper cunts)

8.) kissed someone and regretted it: Ermm yeah mainly cause it’d be truth or dare and they’d be sloppy lmao

9.) lost someone special: Noooope and i dont ever want to thanks

10.) been depressed: ooooo bby idk...yeah 24/7

11.) gotten drunk and thrown up: Yeah and its like either weirdly relieving or im screeching like pterodactyl and crying 

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12.) Blue

13.) Pastel black 

14.) Blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

15.) made new friends: yeah i have!!!

16.) fallen out of love: nah boi still love my guy arran, my dude

17.) laughed until you cried: Erm ive laughed so hard my eyes water and i cant breath but not like full cry

18.) found out someone was talking about you: ooooooo bish u better believe it and i may have made one passive aggressive tweet and then fazed them out of my life lmao

19.) met someone who changed you: Erm yeah i guess so

20.) found out who your true friends are: Yeah pretty much but i hope to make more in September as well

21.) kissed someone on your Facebook list: My dude ive kissed quite a few people on my fb list, mostly truth or dare tho

22.) how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Almost all of them except like a few 

23.) do you have any pets: I have a pure white cat named Gandalf

24.) do you want to change your name: nah ive made my peace with it

25.) what did you do for your last birthday: i was twenty and with Arran we went round london, had a fancy tea, went back and opened my presents then had dinner, it was pretty chill.

26.) what time did you wake up: 12:05pm

27.) what were you doing at midnight last night: Watching youtube stuff with Arran

28.) name something you cannot wait for: To move to uni and start my degree and feel like i have a purpose. Oh and the day i have emotional stability and am not riddled with mental illnesses lmao

29.) when was the last time you saw your mother: Monday afternoon

30.) what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: That i didnt have such a messed up childhood. Like if i could id rewrite the bad parts.

31.) what are you listening to right now:   There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey. You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet by P!@tTD

32.) have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yepp I dated one, was friends with one and probably have spoken to countless strangers called Tom unknowingly 

33.) something that gets on your nerves: Me

34.) most visited website: This or Instagram

35.) elementary: my dear watson 

36.) high school: Musical????????????

37.) college: Leila was stressed and sad but she’s going back for round two in September

38.) hair color: It’s blue but with black roots and shaved parts cause i got a fancy haircut and now i have an undercut lmao 

39.) long or short hair: I was supposed to grow it out then 38′s answer happened so it’s v short and masculine

40.) do you have a crush on someone: probably Brendon Urie I love him so much but it’s been so long lmao

41.) what do you like about yourself: My hair is blue that’s about it

42.) piercings: Ears and snakebites

43.) blood type: idk red???

44.) relationship status: in a relationship 

45.) nicknames: my mum is the only one who really calls me these; leilabug, lala, Troll,Gromit and Clever Little Bean Sprout. Sometimes my aunt or nan will use a couple of them but not often. 

46.) zodiac sign: Sagittarius

47.) pronouns: she/her  they/them

48.) fav tv show: heck idk i watch a lot of crap

49.) tattoos: a geometric unicorn stick and poke but i have some planned for my 21st

50.) right or left handed: Right!

FIRST:

51.) surgery: none boi

52.) piercing: Ears

53.) best friend: omfg either craig in nursery or Lacey in Infant school. 

54.) sport: Basket Ball

55.) vacation: my mum, my aunt, my aunts kid, my uncle, my sister and a family friend and me all drove in two big cars to the isle of wight and it was lit. I was like 10 and i wanna do it again next year for the banter

56.) pair of trainers: They were the best okayyyyy they fucking lit up every time you made a step and ive wanted them ever since. i finally got another pair for my 20th, after 18yrs long years of waiting lmao

57.) eating: first eating?????

58.) drinking: first drinking??? ??????????????

59.) about to see: im so confused

60.) listening to: Panic! At The Disco - Always

61.) waiting for: Arran to come home cause im hungry lmao

62.) want:Emotional stability and food

63.) get married: yeah 

64.) career: I’d love to be a working artist but i doubt it’ll happen 

WHICH IS BETTER

65.) hugs or kisses: Kisses cause i hate being touched at times

66.) lips or eyes: Eyes

67.) shorter or taller: I like taller partners but apart from that idm

68.) younger or older: Slightly older. 

69.) romantic or spontaneous: spontaneously romantic

70.) nice arms or nice stomach: ughhhhhhhh i love both 

71.) sensitive or loud: Sensitive 

72.) hook up or relationship: Relationship

73.) troublemaker or hesitant: Bit of both 

74.) kissed a stranger: Yeah when i was younger and not shackled to my partner who i love and care for

75.) drank hard liquor: Yeah i guess

76.) lost glasses/contact lenses: contact lenses that i paid good money for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

77.) turned someone down: yeah it always makes me feel uncomfortable

78.) sex on first date: kind of???????????????????????

79.) broken someone’s heart: yah i guess

80.) had your own heart broken: yeah boi but i lost weight so it was good lmao

81.) been arrested: no

82.) cried when someone died: only in movies so far

83.) fallen for a friend: erm yeah that’s kind of how all my relationships happen

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

84.) yourself?:heck, im trying to

85.) miracles?: not like religiously but miraculous things do happen i guess

86.) love at first sight?: nope, it’s just lust, love comes with time and personality

87.) santa claus?: not anymore my dreams were shattered 

88.) kiss on the first date?: i have yes

89.) angels?: no

OTHER…

90.) current best friends name(s): Zoe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and Arran is kinda like my best friend but he’s my boyfriend whereas Zoe is like the OG lmao

91.) eye color: Brown :/

92.) favorite movie: The Little Mermaid, Anastasia, Interview With A Vampire. I have loads but ive gone blank :c 

It says to tag 25 people but no

I tag: @the-leviathans-mansion  @biancamakesmejumpoutofwindows

@red-eyedsoul @strawberriedd @hateintheseveiins @lightninginmyeyes 

id tag more people but my laptop is lagging v much. You don’t have to do this if u dont want but if u wanna go for it!!!!!!!!

Thanks!!