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sevenielle · 8 years ago

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pairing: jikook word count: 7802 cross-posted on ao3

-where jungkook is an idol and jimin is his ultimate fanboy

“guys I met a viewer, his name is taehyung!” jimin beamed at the camera and showed the viewer of his that he met. “hi, my name is kim taehyung” jimin was vlogging when taehyung greeted him and said that he watches his videos.

videos, youtube videos. park jimin is a youtuber, mainly dance covers “hyung, I really ship you with jungkook, I hope you meet him soon!” and fanboying over jeon jungkook.

jimin laughed at that, eyes turning into crescent slits “ya, what do you mean, we’re already married”

jimin popped the party popper and clapped at his computer screen, the dancer is currently doing a livestream on twitter for his 3M subscribers.

“three million?! three fucking million?? guys I don’t even know what to say” jimin actually felt like crying, silly as it may sound, he really does.

“im not even that interesting, all I do is dance, vlog and hyperventilate over jeon jungkook..” he was getting more overwhelmed reading the comments.

you’re a really great dancer! you should get more recognition well, you put a lot more effort in your vlogs, your editing is seriously the best! jeon jungkook is your husband, right? at least we know the marriage is still going strong

jimin let a tear or so drop while he laughed at the last one, his viewers are the only ones who would tolerate his imaginations.

“but for real though, guys thank you, really thank you very much, you all mean so much to me”

“jungkook you kind of went flat there a little bit” jungkook looked at his composer –suga, or if we’re taking real names here, yoongi- as the older sighed, jungkook just pursed his lips and nodded “sorry hyung”

both of them were tired, they’ve been here for hours already, and it’s definitely not helping that both the composer and idol are absolute perfectionists.

seokjin walked in the room with snacks, despite being tired from arranging jungkook’s schedule he still needs to take care of the kid. not just because it’s his job but also because he wants to, over the time they have been working together, jungkook has become his younger brother. he felt so honored when the idol admitted how much he looked up to his manager.

.yoongi is no different, he also adores jungkook a lot, jungkook also admitted to looking up to his composer hyung this is incredible! when it comes to the younger, all he gets his compliments and some in-puts here and there which yoongi is grateful for.

.as you can see, jeon jungkook is as humble as he ever will, his management is doing their best to ground him as much as possible especially seokjin and yoongi who are always with him.

“boys take a break first” seokjin placed the food on the small table “in a minute hyung, there’s still a couple of songs” yoongi didn’t even spare the manager a glance.

.seokjin walked up to the composer and smacked his head “you’re going to kill yourselves-“ seokjin looked at jungkook with a stern gaze, that look when jungkook has to obey no matter what “jungkook. eat”

.jungkook just nodded and removed his headphones, yoongi is glaring at seokjin while rubbing his head, the other just chuckled and patted him on the shoulder “stop being grumpy, I brought food”

“jungkook, we still need to find a choreographer” the youngest swallowed his donut before responding “hyung, they know that I can just do a choregraphy of my own, right?” yoongi shook his head, interfering in the conversation “you absolutely can, but you’re too busy and tired, we can’t have you getting sick”

.jeon jungkook is having a comeback soon and everything is quite settled, except for the dance.

.jimin was editing his video when a ding sound alerted him with a new email.

from: [email protected] to: [email protected] subject: Dance Camp 2016

good day from the jxu team, we are inviting you to our dance camp that is going to be held this weekend along with other dancers. please message us regarding if you can go or not for further details. thank you for your time.

jimin’s jaw dropped, no kidding. jxu is like the ultimate of the ultimate, jimin surely looked up to them, and this, this is beyond amazing!

from: [email protected] to: jxudance [email protected] subject: Dance Camp 2016

first of all, thank you very much for inviting me, this is such an honor. Of course i would be able to come, thank you =)

jimin stopped himself from rambling on how much he looked up to them, but he decided he has to seem formal, but not too much, so there’s a smiley there.

jimin.. actually didn’t know what to wear, he just opted for an outfit he would wear as if he would study and practice a dance for a cover.

jimin looked around the room, the walls are basically just mirrors, just a typical practice room to be honest, just a really big one. he just rents a room like this but you know smaller, near his apartment.

.according to the email, on saturday, dancers (some are youtubers) woud get together with jxu and create their own choreo. then on sunday, some students would be invited and they would teach the choreo that they made.

.they were halfway finished when the leader of jxu –n- declared a break, thus leaving jimin laying on the floor chugging down cold water.

“you’re park jimin, right?” the jimin looked up and surely there was a face peering down on him, the youtuber hurriedly sat up.

“you’re j-hope!” j-hope, a member of jxu and jimin’s favorite dancer. j-hope beamed and sat in front of jimin.

“hi! i really like your dancing, i was actually the one who introduced you to the team, you’re just really amazing! sorry, now im just rambling” the professional dancer showed his teeth as he laughed.. the other dancer is just bewildered by the fact that jxu’s j-hope, watches him and actually likes his dancing.

“j-hope hyung.. i really don’t know what to say, i’ve been a fan of jxu for like forever! im not just saying this i swear, you guys are seriously the best! im also not lying when i say you’re my favorite member” j-hope ruffled the younger’s hair and smiled at him

“i believe you, i have seen your tweets to us and i wanna say thank you for your support, we appreciate it and just call me hoseok hyung”

after that encounter, they continued with the choreo, it’s not that easy, especially when everyone has really good ideas but they made it work somehow. it was tiring yes, but it was worth it. jimin looked at his camera, watching the video and wow we’re amazing.

he was surely feeling the burn on his muscles now but he wouldn’t pass up any chance to dance, even when it’s an unknown kid asking him.

“hyung?” jimin looked up and saw a boy wearing a black mask, fairly tall, muscular built, good body in short.

“yes?” the unknown kid held out his hand “hi my name is kim junghyun, i was wondering if i could have a chance to dance with you?” jimin shook junghyun’s hand “hi, im park jimin, may i ask what for?”

junghyun scratched the back of his neck (reminding jimin of jungkook’s habit. damn im so gone) before answering “uhh, i just recently started dancing and i really like your style, so i thought it would be a privilege to dance with you”

okaaaay, this isn’t the first time jimin was asked to be dance with but it is the first time that he was asked by a beginner. that sounded wrong, jimin is no way insulting junghyun, it was just really really flattering to hear that this kid thought he was amazing, it reminded him of his past self when he saw jxu and jungkook.

jimin beamed, eyes turning into slits “why of course, thank you for the compliment” the youtuber actually noticed junghyun a while ago, the kid was oddly quiet, he was just on his phone during the break, didn’t even socialize with the other dancers, he talked with a few jxu members in the beginning but that’s it.

they arranged their cameras in front of them, both wanting to film their routine. jimin for youtube obviously and junghyun for later references.

“and you thought you could still squeeze making your own choreography into your tight schedule”

jungkook groaned, burying his face further into the pillow. seokjin clicked his tongue “jungkook at least change your clothes” then he proceeded on going on about how much dirt had clung onto jungkook.

but the latter didn’t listen, he really couldn’t be bothered, having just finished his schedule he just wanna have a really really long sleep.. but of course that wouldn’t happen considering his busy idol life.

“is he a professional one?” seokjin asked, eyes still fixated on the computer screen “i asked hoseok hyung, said he does youtube”

yoongi returned to the studio from taking a bathroom break, eyebrow raising when he saw what the manager and singer was watching “is that the new choreographer?”

“I still have to make management check this and contact him, if approved, until then, we still don’t have a new choreographer”

yoongi studied the guy’s face, he looks oddly familiar, too familiar, he just couldn’t put his finger on it. “hoseok hyung said he does youtube” it was like there was a bulb that suddenly appeared over his head.

jungkook and seokjin was taken aback when the composer suddenly laughed so loud you could practically hear it outside the studio. yoongi wiped the tears out of his eyes (yeah, that’s how hard he laughed)

“i know him” seokjin quirked an eyebrow “you do?” the rapper walked closer to them and went to youtube to find the dancer’s channel. “well not personally, he’s quite well-known in your fandom you know?”

jungkook watched in interest as park jimin or rather chimchim appeared on the screen “so he’s a fan?” he watched as yoongi scrolled through several videos, eyes catching some of the titles.

‘Just One Day’ MV REACTION JUNGKOOKIE GET WELL SOON HAPPY BIRTHAY KOOKIE Dope Dance Cover

“oh a huge fan jungkook”

jimin looked at his bathroom mirror checking his freshly dyed hair, he thought he have let it have its rest for a while now, (the boy was obsessed in changing his hair color ever so often) his younger brother, jihyun, scolded him for it and said that he was going to be bald; which is enough to make jimin stop for a while. After all, how will he able to dye his hair if he doesn’t have any?

so he grew out his natural color and stayed black-haired for a while… now he is orange-haired.

just when he finished uploading a photo of him on twitter, he was receiving a call from an unknown number. he answered it after getting out of his bathroom.

“hello?” he said hesitantly “oh hi! park jimin-shi?” jimin sat on his sofa, crossing his legs. the apartment of his is relatively small but hey it’s not like he have visitors often, plus, he likes things simple.

“yes, who am i speaking to?” he heard a door closing through the speaker “hi im kim seokjin, i suppose you know who i am, right?” there was a teasing tone in that- wait, kim seokjin?!

kim seokjin as in kim seokjin who manages jeon jungkook? oh my god they found my channel, im gonna get sued, please spare me, i was only spazzing over my husband

“u-um yeah” jimin gripped the phone tighter, closing his eyes and expecting for the worst, seokjin laughed at the weak response “don’t worry you’re not in trouble, we just wanted to talk to you about something”

jimin swallowed the lump formed into his throat “by ‘we’, who are you referring to?” “me and the management”

im screwed, i’ll just give my channel to taehyung

“oh you dyed your hair” jimin looked up at jungkook’s manager, he was nervous as hell, he already packed his belongings just in case he’s really headed towards jail. “y-yeah just a while ago… how did you know i had a different color?”

fuck, they have been watching me

“your hair was black in the video jungkook showed”

what video?!?! i have made tons of videos about jungkook, what exactly are you talking about?!?

seokjin reached into his pocket revealing his phone, then faced it towards jimin. jimin’s jaw dropped, literally.

“but that’s junghyun-“ his eyes widened in realization, the kid was exceptionally good for someone who was just ‘starting with dance’

“yeah that’s jungkook, he used his brother’s name” jimin didn’t even realized! but in his defense, jungkook was wearing really baggy clothes that time, if the younger just wore more fitting clothes, he would’ve realized. if the younger just arranged his beanie so not all of his hair are covered making him seem like he’s bald.

he have to give it to the makeup stylists though, they lined jungkook’s eyes differently, making the eye shape different.

he was brought back to reality when seokjin giggled “i know this is all overwhelming since you’re a fan-“ “wait- how did you know?” “suga have watched a couple of videos”

doom

he’s covered his face which he is sure is as red as deadpool’s suit and slumped back in his chair. they know.

seokjin found jimin adorable, really really adorable. “are you going to sue me? did jungkook felt uncomfortable? did I cross a line?” yep, adorable.

he reached through the table of the café and patted jimin’s shoulder. “no, no and no, if anything, jungkook actually appreciated it” jimin peaked thorugh the gaps of his fingers. oh my god he’s so squishy.

“yeah, it’s not really often for male fans to be as dedicated as you, jungkook really appreciates it”

jimin let it all sink in, trying to calm himself down and also restraining himself to jump up and down because jungkook knows i exist!

he brought his hands down, chewing on his bottom lip “okay.. so what really is the reason you wanted to meet me?”

he clutched his chest as he entered the studio, any minute now he’s sure he was going to pass out. ever since the meeting a while ago, he kept on pinching himself.

right, the meeting

oh you know, just the usual meeting with bang si hyuk, the head of big hit ent., which is jungkook’s label. no. fucking. big. deal.

he looked around the room while seokjin closed the door behind them.

jungkook was here jungkook sings in here this room had been blessed by jungkook’s prescence

“oh you’re here” he looked up at the voice and- hold me, im dead, im officially dead. suga was sitting there on the chair in front of the monitor, min fucking suga.

jungkook’s best friend jungkook’s composer he’s gonna be the best man in our wedding- park jimin! stop!

suga looked seokjin “im guessing he’s our official choreographer now”

also, he is now jeon jungkook’s new choreographer… NO FUCKING BIG DEAL AT ALL.

“yeah” jin noticed jimin’s nerves instantly and was kind enough to guide the boy towards the chair beside yoongi. “so you’re going to create a choreography to these songs” jimin, despite all of the fanboying inside his head, listened intently to the instructions that were given to him.

he may be a fanboy for jungkook, but he’s also now the boy’s official choreographer, and when it comes to dance, he’ll take any challenge.

seokjin eyed jungkook curiously, the boy was given a short break and he spends it on his phone? the boy’s constantly whining about not being able to sleep and now he has the opportunity for an hour, he spends it on his phone.

seokjin peeked behind jungkook and oh “a good ego booster, huh?” jungkook almost dropped his phone in shock, you would think he was caught watching porn by his reaction.

“hyung, you scared me!” “yeah, i see that” jungkook pouted which he would deny if anyone asked. seokjin looked at jungkook’s phone screen once again and he wasn’t mistaken, the boy was on jimin’s youtube channel.

“what video were you watching?” jungkook huffed and showed his manager

Boy in Luv Dance Cover

the management had checked the video of jungkook and jimin dancing together and they were incredibly impressed, including seokjin, yoongi and jungkook.

but you know, jungkook can’t fool seokjin, the latter knows what the singer really was watching.

How can a Kookie be so damn hot?! [rant video]

jimin was quite impressed by himself, he have already finished routines for two songs, only 1 left, suga gave him 3 songs to begin with

he stares at his reflection on the mirror wall of the dance studio he’s currently renting. that’s when it all dawned on him, he dramatically knelt on the floor then proceeded on laying down.

he cried, he was so overwhelmed by all of this. you may think it’s because he now gets the opportunity to get close to his ultimate inspiration, partially yes, but other than that, he feels utterly accomplished.

ever since he was a kid, he always wanted to be a professional dancer, it’s not that he isn’t happy from making dance covers because he really is, but now, he feels like he could really call himself a dancer.

he gets to make a choreography for a famous person! the routine he made would be seen by millions of people! he cried and cried, sobbed even.

you made it park jimin…

jungkook… was actually excited to meet jimin. he may or may not have watched every single one of jimin’s video and he wants to for him and the youtuber to be friends.

jimin on the other hand, is a train wreck, he doesn’t know how he’s supposed to do this. according from seokjin, the meeting between them would be 1on1. him and jungkook, one room, oh god forgive him for his unholy thoughts.

the youtuber tucked his camera away when he was in front of the management building, he doesn’t know if he’s allowed to say that he’s jungkook’s choreographer (that still sounds surreal). bowing to everyone he passes by, he reaches the dance studio.

he took a deep breath before opening the door, he was relieved to see jungkook’s not there yet, granting him more time to collect himself.

he was immersed in practicing the routines he didn’t notice someone coming in. jungkook watched jimin as his song played in the background, he was in awe on how good of a dancer jimin is.

jungkook cleared his throat startling jimin “sorry, didn’t mean to surprise you”

jimin’s mind is going mayhem.

oh shit, fuck jeon jungkook is in front of me jeon fucking kook! jungkook!! he’s fucking tall!

jimin tried his very best to seem calm and bowed a perfect 90 degrees “hi im park jimin” jungkook also returned the curtsey although not that deep “jeon jungkook” the singer gave the dancer a small smile, hoping it’ll ease his nerves.

no it did not, if anything, that smile just made everything worse.

“oh thanks” jimin shakily accepted the water bottle jungkook offered him, they’re already done with the half of one song and also done for today, they were just taking a quick rest then they’re gonna head home.

jungkook sat himself beside jimin, watching their reflections on the mirror wall, silence enveloped the two of them, the atmosphere wasn’t awkward at all, it was rather comfortable.

jimin’s heart have calmed down from fanboying, but it’s still racing due to dancing but overall, he could now be at close proximity to jungkook without freaking out too much.

“thank you” jungkook said suddenly, jimin furrowed his eyebrows and looked at jungkook through the mirror he’s so handsome, what the fuck.

“for the routine? um welcome?” jungkook laughed a little bit and jimin swore he could hear angels singing

“for supporting me” oh

jimin held back tears in his eyes i’ve been crying a lot these days, how can you not when your idol/inspiration not only notices you and knows your existence but also appreciates you?

the dance lessons continued every day, they fell onto a routine of jimin arriving first, warming up waiting for jungkook to come after finishing his schedule which now only consists of being in the studio with yoongi.

and as time goes on, the two became relatively close to the point jimin sometimes forget that the boy he’s teaching is the same boy he fanboys over in videos, the same boy he claims to be his husband.

his viewers seem to catch on that he’s not as ‘active’ as he was back then when it comes to jungkook when they start asking questions on twitter.

jimin, why are you not talking about jungkook anymore? =( are you leaving the fandom???? please don’t leave us!! =’(

it just doesn’t feel right anymore if he’s being honest, he feels like he already stepped on a personal boundary in jungkook’s life and he can’t be too careless towards his actions anymore. he starts to feel guilty reading the messages.

soekjin assured him that its completely okay for him to tell his viewers about his new job (jimin doesn’t look at it as a job) but still, it doesn’t feel right somehow.

he looked up at his ceiling questioning himself.

i just don’t want jungkook or anyone to think im using him for money or i only see him as an idol, all these times that we’ve been spending together, we became close to each other and became really close friends, i don’t even see jungkook as a famous person anymore… i now view him as a normal person.

jungkook scrolled through the fansite.

guys, you do know park jimin, right? chimchim? that dancer on youtube jungkookie’s husband hahahaha he understands us

he smiled at the thread of messages, this just proves how dedicated jimin is when it comes to jungkook that even his fellow fans appreciate him and his efforts. jungkook also does, how can you not appreciate a person studying your dance then make a video of it? a person who buys all of your albums? a person who was there from the very start and still stayed?

jungkook scrolled further

yeah, he seems pretty upset lately he still makes videos but he hardly talks about our kookie anymore =’( what? no! he can’t leave us! i would be very upset if he leaves the fandom i met him once, he’s really sweet

ever since that day yoongi mentioned jimin of having a youtube channel, jungkook made a new youtube channel just to subscribe to jimin. he does watch the videos, and yeah, not that he’s boasting again but he does actually noticed that jimin doesn’t even mention his name anymore. and in the vlogs, usually when jimin is vlogging at home, his songs would be playing in the background, but they aren’t anymore in the recent vlogs.

jungkook is aware that jimin is allowed to say that he’s now working for big hit, but he doesn’t. blame jungkook all you want but he won’t take it back when he says park jimin is his favorite fan and he would gladly give jimin the no.1 fan throne if there was.

so just like his fan base right now, he starts worrying if jimin is leaving the fandom.

jungkook doesn’t mention the issue in their next session, nor the next, neither the next one after that. he forgot, he was blinded by jimin’s eye smiles and angelic giggles.

jimin was having his own turmoil inside of him, he’s starting to regret to ever accepting seokjin’s offer because he finds himself falling for jeon jungkook.

not jeon jungkook as in the ‘golden idol’ but as in jeon jungkook that awkward teenager who likes iron man a little bit too much.

and it’s not good, definitely not good. jimin watches from the side as jungkook easily accomplishes the 3 routines they have been working for now, the last one still needs polishing but overall, they’re all done here. “hyung?” jimin looked up from packing his things “yeah?” “let’s get some pizza”

after showering, jungkook set the dining table for the both of them, jungkook invited jimin over for pizza and the latter is now the one who’s taking a shower.

jimin didn’t bring any extra clothes thus, having to wear jungkook’s white t-shirt and grey sweat pants. the clothes are the perfect size for the singer but when it comes to him, they were oversized.

jungkook bit his lip to fight off a smile when he sees jimin come out of his bathroom, he just wants to go up there and hug and kiss his hyung.

yes, yes you were very right, jungkook likes jimin, thank you very much.

his hyung just looks so cute and adorable and squishy right now and it absolutely didn’t help when the person in question pouted. “i look funny, don’t i?” jimin could see it, the smile jungkook was fighting, the blush across his cheeks and his heart starts to beat faster.

maybe, just maybe

jungkook ruffled jimin’s now brown hair (told you the boy’s a dye addict) “you look adorable” jimin blushed and it made jungkook’s heart beat faster too. “why do you all keep saying that?” oh jimin didn’t whine, nope.

jungkook pinched jimin’s cheeks which are really full and kissable and fuck jungkook’s so gone.

“is this enough evidence?” jimin swatted the younger’s hands away and sat down ready to stuff himself with greasy food.

they didn’t even bother turning the television on when they sat down on the sofa, they let the silence bask them. each left with their own thoughts.

jungkook coming in terms with his feelings for his choreographer, worrying if said choreographer really is leaving the fandom, leaving him.

jimin worrying that if he doesn’t stop being jungkook’s choreographer, he would just fall further for the boy, ‘cause being jungkook’s choreographer means being friends with him, being friends with him means being close with him and being close with him means developing feelings for him, not that there’s no feelings already developed.

jungkook who was seated on his right broke the silence with a whisper “you’re still.. you’re still going to make choreographies for my next songs, right?” jimin looked at the younger, he could hear the uncertainness in his voice and if he isn’t being delusional right now… he could read the hidden message in jungkook’s watery eyes.

you’re not going to leave me, right hyung?

jungkook brought his legs up, sitting cross-legged and faced jimin. he studied the dancer’s face, his almond-shaped eyes, those chubby cheeks, those lashes, those full plump lips, the hair that changes color ever so often.

then he thought of all the memories he and jimin have managed to make in only just a short period of time. that time when jungkook wasn’t just feeling it because of how tired he was and they just talked inside the practice room, that time when they finished early and decided to eat street foods, that time when jimin was sick but still taught jungkook, he only noticed after they were done due to how much jimin was coughing and he instantly felt bad.

he closed his eyes, and placed his head on jimin’s chest and wrapping his arms around the latter. “you’re still going to be with me when i make my new album, right?”

jimin was sure jungkook can feel his heartbeat and maybe, just maybe.

jimin also wrapped his arms around jungkook, afraid that the latter may vanish if he ever lets go. he placed his forehead against jungkook’s hair. he felt his shirt start to get damp.

“hyung… you’re going to stay with me, right?” jungkook raised his head and surely, jimin saw him crying. “hyung, please stay”

jimin wiped the younger’s tears away “what are you talking about jungkook-ah?” “i know you’re thinking about quitting” jimin looked how sad jungkook is. this is the first time that he’s happy that someone is upset because if jungkook’s this broken about jimin possibly leaving then maybe, just maybe.

“jungkook-“ “why hyung? why are you thinking of quitting?” he remained silent “did i- did I disappoint you? did i not turn out the way you expected? was i too childish? hyung tell me” jimiin was quick to deny.

“jungkook no, you did not disappoint, i wasn’t expecting you to turn out to be anything because i didn’t utterly expect to be this close to you, and yes you can be childish but at the right moments” “so why then?”

maybe, just maybe.

“im afraid of my feelings jungkook-ah” by seeing the look on jungkook’s eyes, he knows the younger already figured it out “why?” “what do you mean why? jungkook you’re the golden idol everyone adores, who am i? im just your fan that makes youtube videos”

jungkook released his grip on jimin and held his face instead, looking the latter dead on the eyes “who are you? you’re park jimin, you’re chimchim, you’re that amazing dancer on youtube, so amazing jxu noticed you, so amazing the management approved of you right off the bat, and also adored by my fans, your fellow fans, our family, jimin everyone in the fandom adores you, loves you” he took a quick breath before continuing

“and by everyone, i mean everyone, including the one you’re idolizing” a tear fell from jimin’s eye “and yes, i may be jeon jungkook the golden idol you see on stage, on screen but hyung im also your kookie who likes to tease you about your height, who whines at you sometimes because the choreography is too hard, who gets babied by seokjin hyung. jimin, we’re not that different, stop looking at me so highly”

jimin sobbed

“see that’s what im afraid of, i started off as a fan, there would be instances that I would look highly at you and im scared of what people might say, that im only gonna use you for money, for popularity; that im only gonna date you because you’re an idol and cause all these controversies for you because you’ve worked so hard for your career and i don’t want to be the reason you plummet down-“

he was silenced when a pair of lips crashed on his own. they were crying and they tasted their salty tears, but they didn’t care. the moment was theirs, and they’re going to own it.

jungkook was the first to pull away, leaning his forehead on jimin’s own. “hyung… i know you’re not like that and you’re absolutely not going to be the reason for my failure, if anything, you’re just going to motivate me more and more until i reach the very top”

“but what about the management-“ jungkook shook his head “they’ll support us, i have no dating ban, seokjin hyung adores you, yoongi hyung adores you, the fans absolutely loves you, everything is settled now, all there’s left is you”

he kissed jimin’s forehead “park jimin, be mine” jimin beamed

“im already your choreographer” jungkook chuckled and as if to prove his point, he kissed jimin again, gentler this time

“be my boyfriend park jimin” “always, jeon jungkook”

jimin smiled at the camera, smiled that famous smile of his, that one when his eyes turn to crescent moons.

“hi my name is park jimin, jeon jungkook’s husband” he started off with his intro, and yes, that’s his intro in every single video of his.

“first of all” he walked towards the camera placing his face directly in front and spoke directly on the microphone “how dare you” that will surely turn out to be a whisper to his viewers who would watch this with earphones on.

he stood up straight again in front of his white backdrop, pointing an accusing finger at the camera “how dare all of you to accuse me of leaving the fandom” he placed his hand on his chest faking a gasp “i would never do such a thing!” he (gently, these things are precious) grabbed his poster of jungkook and showed it to the camera.

“do you see this? do you see this?? how could I ever divorce a husband like this?!” jimin faced the poster towards him and kissed it, many many times

“mwah!” he looked at the poster in his hands, poster of jungkook, poster of his boyfriend. he blushed and smiled again, he gently placed the poster down “aish what am i doing” he muttered to himself, he looked directly at the camera lens and brushed his hair back.

that thing that jungkook absolutely loves

“i swear to god im going to fucking sue jeon jungkook” then he clapped his hands once

“aha! speaking of jeon jungkook” he squealed, jumped up and down, you know the casual fanboying.

after sliding down the wall, he fanned himself because heck he really is excited!

“i’m going to his concert!” his smile is enough to light up a whole country “i’m finally going to see him!” not like he hasn’t seen him already.

jimin never had the chance to go to jungkook’s concert or fanmeets before since he lacked financially. but now he has youtube, he can finally afford these things.

“so yeah! tomorrow is the ticket selling so if you ever see me there please don’t hesitate to say ‘hi’ and we’ll have a great time together!” he waved his hands towards the camera.

“bye! see you there! i love you guys!” then again, he approached the camera “you too jeon jungkook, i love you” then kissed it

after that announcement video, he also filmed a vlog, it’s not really much. he just went to a stationary store to buy some materials for his ‘project’ then went home. he arranged the camera on the sofa, filming himself make a placard for the concert.

I LOVE YOU JUNGKOOK-HUSBAND

he wasn’t the very best when it comes to art so he tried his best, decorating it with cookies all over it and of course, it wouldn’t be a jimin vlog when it doesn’t have jeon jungkook’s songs in the background so he played ‘second grade’ singing and dancing along to it.

jungkook’s schedule is now hectic again, after having a comeback, the interviews and appearances are never-ending, then there comes concerts. the dance routine for his song had received such good reviews they’re asking who is the new choreographer. he felt proud of jimin.

the singer was granted a small break from rehearsals of the concert so he proceeded backstage and sat down. he took his phone from his bag and saw there was a new notification.

chimchim just uploaded a new video: SEE YOU THERE!

he laughed at his boyfriend’s antics as he watched the video. he had offered jimin some vip tickets for the concert but the latter refused, said he wanted to go through the whole experience of buying the tickets and see what seat he can afford. jungkook insisted, but jimin’s decision was already made.

their relationship is now known to the whole company, the managers and higher-ups were happy for jungkook, the staff found them adorable, seokjin was ecstatic, yoongi also found them cute but he wouldn’t say that out loud.

jimin’s viewers and the public still doesn’t know yet, they’re planning to make it known at the concert. all in all, they’re happy as they could ever be.

the doorbell rang and jimin opened it “jiminie!” taehyung tackled him into a hug, taehyung is one of his viewers but they have gotten close ever since they have met when jimin was vlogging once.

he learned taehyung is an aspiring singer, has an account on soundcloud and posts covers and damn boy does he have a soulful voice. also a fanboy of jungkook, but not as much as jimin.

“ya, i still have to put on my shoes!” taehyung released him “then hurry up!” after jimin checked he looked perfect and grabbed his placard, they were seated in taehyung’s car, the kid’s awfully rich too.

jimin was fortunate enough to afford a good seat, taehyung could probably afford a vip one, but insisted on joining jimin. they were chatting with some fans when jimin checked the time, 1 hour before it starts.

“taehyung-ah, im gonna be right back” he stood up, handing his placard to taehyung “where are you going?” “i’ll be right back”

he whipped his camera out on his way towards the backstage “guys!! im at the concert! it hasn’t started yet but im so freaking excited!” the staff already knows him so he got in without any problems, bowing towards them on his way “im with taehyung and yeah, i kind of left him for a little while for this” he laughed a little bit.

he knocked on the door before opening and there was jungkook getting his makeup done, the younger waved at him. the camera’s still pointed towards the vlogger so jungkook’s out of the view, but jimin’s sure the viewers will already freak out at this point of the video because he was freaking backstage! and the concert doesn’t offer any backstage passes.

he sat down on the small sofa, still not showing jungkook on the camera, he smiled mischievously at the camera “you must be wondering where am i, right?” he giggled and jungkook just watched him from the mirror.

he laughed when jimin started doing funny faces towards the camera “ya! don’t laugh” jimin pouted at the camera “he’s mean” jungkook stood up after his makeup is all done “well you’re cute”

jimin blushed at the compliment as jungkook sat down beside him “is this live?” “jungkook this isn’t v app” the singer laughed “so you’re going to edit this later” jimin brushed his hair back causing jungkook to bite his bottom lip.

“probably tomorrow” jungkook glanced at the camera “so can i kiss you?” jimin and jungkook just stared at each other.

what? your lips are addicting control your hormones you child

jungkook brought jimin up to his lap and placed his head on the youtuber’s shoulder, waving at the camera “hi im jeon jungkook” jimin looked at their reflection at the viewfinder, his heart swelled up in joy causing him to smile.

they haven’t said the three words to each other yet (the i love you’s that jimin says in his videos are not counted) but jungkook already knows that he loves jimin. he kissed jimin’s cheek and the boy blushed, jungkook found him beautiful in all aspects.

“too much pda” they looked up and yoongi was scowling at them, jimin laughed and pointed the camera to the composer “say hi hyung!”

the concert is amazing! it’s so hyped jimin can feel his heart thumping along the rhythm, he, taehyung and the rest of jungkook’s fans are absolutely having the time of their lives. jimin looked behind him and the view was breath taking.

you could see the sea of jungkook’s light bombs, the crowed are singing along to him, jimin looked forward again, his boyfriend performing. he felt himself get emotional, he was there when jungkook debuted and now the boy was well known to the industry, ht felt really proud.

“are you having a good time?” jungkook heard the crowd reply with ‘yes!’ and he smiled. “thank you all for coming, i really appreciate it” he wiped his sweat with the towel around then tossed it to the crowd.

“okay so, before i perform the next song, i would like to invite the amazing choreographer who created this masterpiece” jungkook knows exactly where jimin was, but the lights really are blinding so he really can't see his boyfriend properly

he pouted, a series of “aww’s” and screams were heard “please hyung?” jimin was biting his lip, growing nervous, but jungkook already sent the floor director, namjoon, to go get him. taehyung and the people around them were flabbergasted.

while the floor manager guides jimin towards the stage, jungkook’s still talking to his audience “i’m pretty sure you all know him, name’s park jimin, chimchim on youtube, ring any bell?” then the crowd cheers really loud!

jimin timidly walked towards the middle, covering his face when jungkook wrapped an arm around him. he was blushing so bad! jungkook cooed at his boyfriend “aww, my baby’s shy”

“DID HE JUST SAY ‘BABY’?” “WAIT ARE THEY DATING?!” “THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE” “EVERYONE GET READY TO CATCH JIMIN IF HE EVER FAINTS”

jungkook put the microphone away and whispered to jimin “sorry, was it too early?” jimin uncovered his face “it’s fine” but he could feel his heart hammering in his chest. “dance with me?” “uh, im not dressed appropriately?”

jungkook looked at jimin’s outfit “you’re fine, just remove your jacket” jimin felt shy removing it, especially when a stadium full of people are watching you. jungkook brought the microphone up to his lips and laughed a little bit.

“hyung, why are you wearing a tank top underneath? i feel so scandalized”

jimin playfully glared at him and took the microphone, facing the audience “i’m not the one thrusting his hips up in the air”

the staff watched as the couple danced on the stage, it’s their first time seeing the two dance together and they were amazed on how in-sync the two were.

“their heart’s in-sync so i guess their bodies caught on” yoongi looked at seokjin in disgust “you’re so cheesy, hyung” the other just shrugged.

jimin turned his phone on, waiting for jungkook to finish showering. after the concert, jimin spent the night in jungkook’s hotel room (no they didn’t do anything) he sent a quick text to taehyung before turning his phone off because he knows it’s just going to blow up with notifications.

and he was right, his instagram, twitter and youtube (he still needs to edit and upload the vlog) are either full of questions or just congratulatory messages. he was happy because there wasn’t any hate but he also knows this is just the start, he still hasn’t checked the news, those could be harsh.

videos and images of them from last night was all over the net. from him and jungkook dancing to jungkook kissing his temple and saying “give it up for my boyfriend, park jimin!”

he sighed and jungkook caught that when he came back from the bathroom and knelt down in front of his hyung who was sitting on the edge of the bed.

“what are they saying?” “i’ve only checked my accounts, they’re happy for us” jungkook knows jimin is upset so he kissed the other’s forehead “was there something i shouldn’t have done last night?”

jimin looked at him and held his hand “no, everything was perfect” jungkook kissed jimin’s knuckles “but you’re worried of what the others would say”

“hyung, i already told you not to worry, people will always have something to say, what’s important is our families’ approval, the company’s approval and the fan’s approval and all of those are already done, so don’t worry alright?”

jimin nodded, believing and trusting his boyfriend. they both leaned in and kissed “i love you” jimin looked at jungkook in shock before kissing the other again “i love you too”

jungkook could deny being completely smitten over his boyfriend, he could deny having a fan account fully dedicated to chimchim, he could also deny drooling over jimin’s abs at a showcase once.

the idol could deny a lot of things about his relationship with the youtuber but he could not, by all means, deny having a flash drive full of jimin’s photos.

jimin is supposed to be jungkook’s fanboy but it seems like roles have been reversed; the fans find it amusing how jungkook seem to be jimin’s no.1 fan nowadays.

from pictures of him photographing said youtuber to posting said photos to his social media accounts.

jimin still is jungkook’s choreographer and their relationship’s still growing strong; 2 years in the making.

it hadn’t been easy at first but it was better than jimin expected. majority of the crowd was supportive, the comments that aren’t as supportive couldn’t be helped but they managed; the biggest problem really is their privacy for how well-known both of them are.

fortunately, jungkook’s fans are respectful. jimin tries his best to communicate with the fandom because nothing has changed, sure, he’s dating his idol, role model, ideal guy, but he’s still a fan, he’s still part of the fandom, part of the family.

and the fandom adores him, they already did even when he wasn’t dating jungkook, they just adore him more now. how can they not when he’s so nice and down to earth and makes their idol happier than ever.

snap!

jimin looked over at jungkook who is beside him inside the van and chuckled at the younger’s blushing face “jungkook-ah” jungkook has been caught taking pictures of his boyfriend again.

“sorry hyung” he instantly looked down at his camera in an attempt to hide his flustered face. jimin gently took the DSLR despite jungkook’s protests “hyung!” but jimin just kissed him quiet.

jungkook watches as a smile makes its way to jimin’s face, making his eyes do the thing and jungkook is so gone.

“i still can’t get over your photography skills” “it’s the model” now it’s jimin’s turn to blush making jungkook pull him closer and kiss his temple. they could clearly hear yoongi making gag noises at the passenger’s seat and seokjin scolding yoongi for it from the driver’s seat.

jimin pointed the camera towards him and jungkook “smile!”

jungkook thinks about it every day, how he far he’s gotten, he achieved his dream of being a well known singer, having people admire his work (well, his and yoongi’s work) and now he really couldn’t be happier. he’s got jimin. he used to think music is his everything, it still is, but now jimin comes first, because without jimin he wouldn’t have inspiration to write more songs and even produce a couple of tracks giving him new awards, giving him more opportunities.

jimin brought more color into his already colorful life. jimin brought peace to his chaotic life. jimin had been his muse for 2 years now. and he hopes it stays that way.. forever.

forever

his smile in the picture is nothing compared to the ones the public gets to see in a daily basis, for this smile right here, is the smile of somebody hoping to stay and be with their love of their life forever.

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