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AU MDZS drabble (donghua continuity) partly inspired by fanart drawn by @forgetallenvies --- except instead of transmigration, I decided to go with “Lan Wangji receives premonitions/memories of the future, including Wei Wuxian's eventual death”
The result is still a hug, tho. There’s a bit more to this scene in my head, but words hard & I don’t know if/when I’ll get around to writing the second part. So, I figured I’d just post what I had.
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“As for what it does to my mind… that’s none of your business.”
Ghostly green fire danced in his periphery, casting dark shadows upon the face of a loved one that grew only further and further distant. Lan Wangji’s usual composure failed him, a name caught on his lips–the wrong one. Wei Wuxian! Whether through fate or miracle, there it stayed. There it died, staining his expression with something not wholly unlike the swath of anguished, battered corpses at Wei Wuxian’s disposal. Though, it lacked their resentment.
Flickering memories played amongst the shadows and flame, hypnotizing—captivating Lan Wangji’s woeful gaze for a moment that seemed to stretch into eternity. Flashes of words and scenarios almost real enough to touch, if he could only reach out to try. Dark places, people Lan Wangji recognized – some he didn’t, couldn’t possibly, yet their voices still echoed in his heart as if they’d been there all along. Cherished. Amongst the good, the bad… a blade pierced his soul. A sense of loss so devastating and tangible, Lan Wangji staggered, suddenly brought back to reality in a painful bout of clarity. A voice, yet a different memory, fresh in his mind:
‘I don’t know why I thought you hated me.’
Yet somehow Wei Wuxian failed to notice, gesturing to topple his army of corpses all whilst staring right through his former companion–unable to see much more than what he’d already assumed was the truth. And who was there to correct him? Jiang Cheng? Didn’t he assume much the same..? There could be no help, would be no help.
Though words often failed him–and he knew, inexplicably, that whatever he’d been meant to say here would have–Lan Wangji tried another way. Wei Wuxian had never given up on him, not til now, and wouldn’t it be too much a shame not to repay that? His brows pulled together, voice faint yet firm. Imploring.
“I don’t hate you,” Lan Wangji answered the memory. A non-sequitur.
From a few metres away, Jiang Cheng scoffed, regrouping with the crowd of two unceremoniously. He crossed his arms, as if debating what particular brand of scathing commentary would be necessary–if necessary. His brother didn’t seem inclined to invite him into the conversation, either way, studying Lan Wangji from a distance with fierce, silvery eyes. ‘I don’t hate you’? Wei Wuxian could have laughed at such an absurd sentiment. What, he wondered, did the great, incorruptible Lan Wangji think of him, then?
Wasn’t he the one always rebuking his friendly advances? Hadn’t he already voiced disdain for such evil practises? What then, Lan Wangji, would you have him believe?
“Wei Ying…” Lan Wangji steadied his fragmented expression, stepping forward.
Wei Wuxian's frown deepened, though he remained steadfast.
Hesitation nearly paralyzed Lan Wangji, but only nearly. Frivolous, he scolded himself. Yet, the miserable, imaginary blade what still ran him through hadn’t left, twisting a horrible, bloody mess of his insides. With naught a soul left to witness save for the two brothers, Lan Wangji seized it by its hilt, drawing it forth from his chest–allowing what sprang forth from the wound to simply spill at their feet unabated.
Thus, in an elegant arc nevertheless becoming of his reputation, a hand–wrapped in a slender ribbon of white silk–found Wei Wuxian’s wrist. No matter how hackles raised, how he struggled, or how Lan Wangji’s hand trembled slightly with pent-up emotion, his grip never faltered. A sudden tug jerked Wei Wuxian forward into the forceful embrace of a man too awkward to even pretend he could express the level of affection he truly felt. Come Hell, high water, or the abuse of a man desperate to escape, Lan Wangji held him firmly, nearly painfully, in place–neither fearing retaliation nor judgment.
“Lan Zhan,” Wei Wuxian accused in a voice bordering on familiarity.
Yet, Wei Wuxian’s ire could no longer pierce him. So, Lan Wangji’s hand slipped a little further down the captive wrist til it wasn’t at his wrist at all, and–still held out awkwardly beside them–Lan Wangji’s insistence pressed the treasure it carried into Wei Wuxian’s half-open palm. A gesture from the heart, raw and sincere, though soft against war-worn hands.
Though, it was perhaps for the best that Wei Wuxian didn’t fully understand. It was even better that Jiang Cheng–who most certainly did–said not a word. His face only wrinkled detestably, unable to believe what he was seeing or why he was seeing it. So, he decided, he simply wouldn’t see it anymore, turning away from the showy display to admire Wei Wuxian’s prior handiwork instead.
The flames flickered green, then orange.
“Lan Zhan,” Wei Wuxian reiterated.
Lan Wangji adjusted his grip so that both arms encircled him.
Wei Wuxian felt the smooth length of silk in his hand, staring uncomprehendingly over Lan Wangji’s shoulder as its long ends billowed dramatically around them. It took him, perhaps, far too long to understand, only sure of the fact that Lan Wangji was nearly crushing him to death… til eventually it occurred to him all at once. Somehow, his right hand was now in possession of Lan Wangji’s precious forehead ribbon.
How vexing.
#Mo Dao Zu Shi#mdzs#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#bay scribbles#is this IC? the world may never know#but I want them to hug so they wILL HUG
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@holyfurnace said: “I’m okay. I’m not even that tired.” (Lute to Exorcist!Vaggie exhaustion … sentence starters
One of Vaggie's brows quirked at that and she drawled, "Keep tellin' yourself that, stud." She took the couple steps needed to close the gap between them and slipped her arm around Lute's waist. "C'mon, you earned a good rest. You can't keep being the best lieutenant if you pass out from exhaustion."
#moth chitters | ic#holyfurnace#verse | exorcist#|| is she subtly flirting while also being a smartass? maybe#|| the world may never know
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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying#shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl#in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated#bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not#her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet#so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive#personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd#compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from#happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is#like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil#not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am#barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me#and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them#but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and#thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard#to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds#nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of#brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but#that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer#defying the stats but for how much longer?#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it#i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else#excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things#unrelated#ed mention#i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama#bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]
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"Biden is the best choice and he's actually really empathetic and reasonable but also you can't wait for a candidate that won't do genocide and war crimes because to become a presidential candidate you have to be willing to do that" see what you fundamentally don't understand is I'm not waiting for a candidate that won't do war crimes, because I know that. I cannot morally stomach this system, it's a joke to claim its democratic, and AMERICA DELENDA EST. this country is a plague on this Earth
#cipher talk#It's baffling because okay so you know how fucked up this is but you're behaving in a way that clearly indicates you want that this shambli#Disgusting empire to cling to life until after you're dead because it'd make /you/ uncomfortable and inconvenienced#To live through its destruction (the wealthier classes and more privileged experience lesser material changes in state collapse so long as#They aren't too highly ranked/involved in politics. A Sri Lankan wrote an article specifically addressing Americans about this)#It's so dehumanizing! People's blood is so cheap to you! You've just accepted its inevitable that genocide will happen!#Because of how the US operates! You can see no other future! It hardly matters to you!#You say this like the death of Palestinians of Yemenis of Syrians is someone else's dropped ice cream cone#You understand why people hate this country and you understand we deserve it but it just. Hardly matters to you#It feels like madness to watch this. It's disgusting#I keep thinking- it'd be so easy for you to justify my people being killed if violence broke out and it was in your favor#It's unlikely because. Well. America loves 'the church of the martyrs'#But you'd do it if that was favorable. You wouldn't think twice. You might feel a twinge in your heart but that's all#Because we aren't people to you!#We aren't all that important! Not important enough for you do anything more than 'well let's vote a blue in and do some protests'#What's a protest worth if you perpetuate the system and can't see a way out and don't try for a way out?#That's killing a man then putting flowers on his casket. It's /perverse/.#You get used to the idea that Africans die that West Asians die and that's just the way of the world. My g-d do you understand anything??#I watch necrosis take hold my parts of my culture and I watch every good person I know be ground to dust under a military regime#I talk to my friend who got drafted and is trans and may never come out because if they do they can get arrested as a 'prostitute'#I watch the wild hope for the future I was introduced to over radio at 9 years old wither#I watch people risk it anyway because just past the fence they can see they know there are people there#I watch my neighbor to the south crumble and weep because our hands are bloody and it's in part because we bloodied them for the west#And you just think that's how things are.#Fascist white death cult mindset
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@showmethehotpods replied:
"Even me?" B)
"Especially you, Reaper boy."
#👑————default verse#👑————ic#‖ ♥︎ 》 Is she threatning him? Is she flirting? The world may never know!
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Goood morning ya sinners! Be on your best behavior today because I'm Out There™. Thank you!
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He heard it was bully-Jean-o'clock.
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@televisionrotsyourbrain whispered a line !! dark action prompts ( not currently accepting. ) sender receiver locks the receiver sender in a room , promising it's for their own good.
HE TURNED THE LOCK ON THE DOOR. this was ... a slightly over - reactive action, but he wasn't entirely sure what there was to do. this version of himself ... this person he was presented with was so terribly broken. he was a danger, to himself && to others. he had some intent to sort out what had happened to him, how to send him back to where he belonged, too, but it would take time. he could not keep a close eye on him well enough with him floating around free, or even to trust him to follow him around. he didn't know the capabilities, the limits, any of it.
��� listen, alright, i will be back. this is for your own good, there's hardly a way for you to get hurt in there. ❜ it was, after all, a cold, half - lit, completely empty room. he'd put in a mattress with sheets && a quilt. just in case. he would be back within a couple hours. ❛ i can't have you seen around here causing problems. we can start sorting things out when i get back, but i have a few meetings. ❜
#【 I'M GROWING COLD | VOX ( IC ). 】#【 AN ERROR IN THE CODE | VOX ( VERSE THREE ). 】#【 BROKEN DOWN TO PIECES | TELEVISIONROTSYOURBRAIN ( VOX ). 】#【 WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW IS ... | ( ASKS ). 】#【 BIT OF A LINE TODAY | ( QUEUE ). 】#televisionrotsyourbrain#is it purely for his own sake or for ram vox's#the world may never know
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I'd apologize for telling @gumpistol about the super boops, but it's been too funny to watch the chaos .
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“The ice cream isn't what's important! Well, it is, but--”
Dooon't think about ice cream in a situation like this, March, there are more dire things on the line that a delectable sweet treat after a savory meal! With each passing second of Caelus seeming none-the-wiser, March prepared for her soon-to-be explanation of one of the best pseudo holidays ever. Even prior to their courtship, March 7th was a sucker for romance... in measurable quantities, anyway. The ordeals of Penacony were very much present, each affair yet settled and meeting schedules not tied down, but darn it if March hadn't desired his attention.
It was a necessary evil, but nobody ever said March couldn't complain about necessities, and frankly, Aeons helped whoever tried to tell her otherwise.
These still moments were what they had for now, disappearing into either's bedroom, snug against the cool vastness of airspace. Typically awoken before the others sprung forth to keep a secret that was known by everyone aboard, and their days continued on their busied path with no end in-bound. The ice cream dates were nice, and Caelus assured due time when the opportunity arose for one -- for as much as March 7th complained, teased, there was aplenty to be in awe of.
It was just as good an opportunity, March thought. A way to buy them some time, however transient.
“It's not about midnight, silly,” spoke against his lips still, lashes fluttering against his cheek. “It's about the day: you're supposed to give someone a kiss! Aand ~ you're lucky enough to be loved by me, which gives you an automatic ticket.”
As was she, the luckiest girl in the universe. With the (in)famous Trailblazer, one might expect the least thought of, the unexpected — and Caelus' kisses were dizzying on the best of days, enough to reduce her thoughts to moosh and her tummy to jello. Upon being drawn into that second kiss, one that urged to steal her breath away and make her heart thump-thump-thump against her ribs, March gave easily into that request, breathing a lengthy sigh as her index, thumb braced the side of his face.
“This angle is - weird, huh,” blink blink, her eyes didn't steady. “If you're not gonna' come up,” a loving pinch to his cheek as she maneuvered, carefully, his head onto the plush of her mattress, only to spider-crawl her way into his haphazard lap. “I'm gonna' come down! Not... ugh, not in that way, don't look at me like that—”
@astrxlfinale, continued!
#astrxlfinale#ic‚ march.#How can a girl have so much game but still be so awkward? The world may never know.#Your reply was excellent Jace!! Thank you for giving it to me! :pleading: ;A; <3
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Tag drop: Solas
#[ solas: ic. ] the dread wolf inspired hope in my friends and fear in my enemies. not unlike “inquisitor” i suppose.#[ solas: inquiries. ] let me help you. / you cannot. there is no glory here. only a price that i alone will pay.#[ solas: countenance. ] i was solas first. “fen'harel” came later. an insult i took as as a badge of honor.#[ solas: introspection. ] war breeds fear. fear breeds a desire for simplicity. good and evil. right or wrong. chains of command.#[ solas: meta. ] just remember; an enemy can attack but only an ally can betray you. betrayal is always worse.#[ solas: etc. ] i have people; seeker. the greatest triumphs and tragedies this world has known can all be traced to people.#[ solas: mythal. ] they killed her. a crime for which an eternity of torment is the only fitting punishment.#[ solas: elvhenan. ] imagine beings who lived forever for whom magic was as natural as breathing. that is what was lost.#[ solas: fade. ] everything is a memory; they are easily muddied. they contain truths but reason and sense are required to extract it.#[ solas: skyhold. ] there is a place that waits for a force to hold it. there is a place where the inquisition can build… grow.#[ solas: inquisition. ] you created a powerful organization. and now it suffers the inevitable fate of such; betrayal and corruption.#[ solas: inquisitor. ] you hold the key to our salvation. you had sealed it with a gesture; and then i felt the whole world change.#[ solas: vhenan. ] you have a rare and marvelous spirit. in another world— / why not this one? / i can't.#[ solas: dorian. ] is that a problem for you? / no. no. you're a special and unique snowflake. live the dream.#[ solas: varric. ] you know what i like about you? your boundless optimism. / it's comforting that what qualities i lack; you invent.#[ solas: cassandra. ] i am impressed by your honesty and faith. it is a difficult path; but if anyone can walk it honourably. you can.#[ solas: cole. ] never forget your purpose; cole. it is a noble one. even if this world does not understand.#[ solas: vivienne. ] i leave you with the greatest curse of my people. dirthara ma. / what rustic curse is that? / 'may you learn.'#[ solas: blackwall. ] you have seen a great deal of battle. / we all have. / not like you. you live and breathe war. it's home to you.#[ solas: sera. ] i suppose now you’ll switch to how i’m the same but different? / you are the furthest from what you were meant to be.#[ solas: bull. ] what you think is what you say and do. / even peasants may find freedom in the safety of thought; you take even that.#tag drop#[ solas. ] to the people i was fen'harel. to my enemies i was the dread wolf. but i was neither. i was just solas.
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“ ‘ ohhh you need a plan, you can’t just overthrow the government without a plan - ‘ “
“ maybe YOU don’t have a plan . we’re different though . “
#⁽ ⠀ ☆ ⠀ ⁾ ⠀ ⠀ bright star ⠀ / ⠀ * ⠀ ic.#⁽ ⠀ ☆ ⠀ ⁾ ⠀ ⠀ i would’ve gone with you ⠀ / ⠀ * ⠀ open.#⁽ ⠀ ☆ ⠀ ⁾ ⠀ ⠀ it’s all going on outside of your door ⠀ / ⠀ * ⠀ dash comm.#// is he lying ?? the world may never know
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No thoughts, head empty.
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Trying to get a kid to bed and then escape the room is like pulling off a heist with the most accurate and sensitive security system ever.
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i C u moyle
captured in 4k
#i REFUSE to admit defeat at the hands of the umich boys#except i did verbatim send a text to my roommate that said ‘bro stop he’s disgusting i’m so in love with him’#after fully watching a trail of spit come out of his mouth while he was bent over to take a face off. i am Down Bad#also nolan never keeps his tongue in his mouth my dude is just out there full 👅 all the time i can’t stand him close ur mouth or i’ll kiss u#nolan moyle#ethan edwards#philippe lapointe#relatedly duker skates EXACTLY the way he runs in the monday videos which is how i identify him at all times & i almost started wheezing#if i knew how to make gifs there would be gifs of nolan stickhandling however i don’t Know how to make live videos gifs ☺️#deep cuts from the draft dumpster dives#is this from two different games? the world may never know (yeah. do i remember exact dates for either of them? no of course not)#we’re just getting close to the end of the season & i am succumbing to my desire to post Him#also inCREDIBLE nemcklance content in the second picture (not of nolan) 🫠#nemcklance#things i am not proud of: my reaction 2 this. everyone shhh i’m allowed one breakdown about a dirtbag per quarter & i haven’t seen mo enough#like most days i do not want to be a puck bunny but sometimes u lock eyes with a man & go ohhh the hoggles are glued on for you ✊😔 buffooner#trying 2 undo my internalized misogyny! by allowing myself 2 say i can be a valid sports fan who likes players! sorry about it! idk why him!#it is 1000% because of la’s umich fic & all the lore though. most likely. also apparently i’m a crustasche lover 😪 the struggle is real#if u loved me u would have stopped at the tag about nolan drooling on the ice & we will never speak of this again (said by someone who will)
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do you think there’s cool rocks in ultra space
#this question must be answered.#++ 𝔥𝔦𝔧𝔦𝔫𝔨𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔰𝔥𝔢𝔫𝔞𝔫𝔦𝔤𝔞𝔫𝔰 ( dash commentary ) ++#is this ic or ooc? the world may never know
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