#is it really paranoia if you have a nightmare where you're wearing something you don't have and then someone gives you that clothing
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thebad-lydrawn-sanses · 9 months ago
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Why is Dream uh...like....all this? (Gestures to all of Dream while covering eyes)
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First image: 3 months old Second image: 3 years old Third image: 7 years old Eight/Ninth image: 9 years old Tenth image: 9 years old
Dying tree guardian: i need to give you two bodies, don't i…? Random people: "Oh, my grandmother is sick, can't we get some apples for her?" "Apple!" "Dream, we need more apples." "Don't be stingy, you can grow more." "My daughter is dying! I need apples to cure her!" "I need an apple for good luck!" Dream, 7: you fell out of the tree? Nightmare, 7: yeah, i'm so sorry for being clumsy. Dream, 7: ok
Prophecy Dream: i hope you've found peace. Prophecy Dream: i love you. Prophecy Nightmare: I DON'T.
Villager: oh, please take these cloaks! i made them for you and your brother, since you've had your current ones for so long! Dream, 9: oh. Villager: do you like the matching buttons? the sun represents- Dream, 9: i know what the sun represents. thank you Mrs. Henway. Villager: oh, just call me Rebecca! i know i have grandkids, but that title does make me feel quite old, dear Dream, 9: sorry Rebecca
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cinnamonest · 4 months ago
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holy crap, that tohru fic. Pleaseeeee I MUST know what happens next. Incel misogynist is actually peak content idek anymore what can top that for me. And your writing is so great. When Tohru warned reader he was about to ask a question she could get the wrong idea about, I was like "yeah, it can't be that bad, since he's being apologetic and all," and then he hit her with it 😭 i was like help 💀. I'm also very curious to know how he got fixated on her. Like he was so quick to go, "im gonna kill u because ur not nice enough," but we all know what those small greetings and smiles from darling did for him
To be fair, the more attached guys get, the more volatile they are towards rejection — it's that if I can't have you, no one can type of mentality, and he has it to a very intense degree.
One of the most interesting and captivating parts of Adachi’s character imo is how in the official P4 anthology manga it shows how he's just so bitter and mad that even when he spends a day with the Dojimas and they're actually so nice to him and appreciate him, he goes home and reflects on the day, and ends up getting mad and throwing things and tearing his apartment up — he's one of those people who just can't be happy, can't accept kindness because he's just that bitter.
There's no winning. He'd get angry if he's rejected or reprimanded, but he also can't emotionally handle kindness and love and will push back against it as a defensive measure.
That's why living with him is such a nightmare — you can't appease or placate him. Once he's “mask-off” towards you, you learn he's incredibly pessimistic and interprets everything with bitterness and paranoia. So even if you go out of your way to try to make him happy, his eyes just narrow, he tilts his head and draws the most negative conclusions—
Oh, you're trying to get me to let my guard down, huh?
—or—
You're being awfully nice today. What did you do that you don't want me finding out about…?
—or—
You think I'll just forget about earlier if you're all sweet now, is that it?
Everything, everything you do is automatically viewed through such lenses of negativity. And when he suspects that you're doing something with deceitful intent, he gets mad, and when he gets mad, he gets violent. Holding you by your throat or hair and manhandling you around like a ragdoll.
So you're punished if you're bad, but you're also punished if you're good. But don't think you can escape by trying to stay quiet and neutral — then he gets pissed off because you're being boring and that's annoying, or he interprets it as you avoiding him, giving him a cold shoulder and silent treatment on purpose. And that is probably the worst thing you could do — as always, he's so incredibly sensitive to any form of perceived rejection.
So there really is no winning. You have to give him attention, but if you do, you're trying to deceive him somehow, and if you say you're not then you're lying and that's especially bad. To say it wears on your psyche is an understatement.
Not that he doesn't have his vulnerable moments, in particular when he has bad days at work — he comes home and takes all the frustration out on you, either making you listen to his whining and complaining the whole night, reaming your holes raw and sore, or, usually, both. And in those moments, you sometimes do get a feeling of tenderness, where you physically feel him lose that near-constant feeling of tension in his body as he melts into your touch, lets you rub your hands through his hair and down his back for a few precious, soft moments… but after a bit too long, of course, he snaps back to self-awareness and embarrassment over the momentary vulnerability, and now you have to pay for making him like that.
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loversdelusions · 2 years ago
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Honestly good luck to Yandere Deku , shoto and Katsuki cause good luck trying to spy on your darling when she has a load of sibling at home , want to watch her sleep ? To bad her brother had a nightmare , watch darling do cooking , nope sister ordered take out , try and sleep with her good luck her cat ready to pounce on ya , try and steal something oops , to late her twin already wearing it :)
Okay the cat thing reminds me of this:
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Oh, honey, they find a way.
Izuku knows everything about you, after all.
He times his moments manipulates the situation to his advantage and plays with the people around you so he'll have his opportunities. It's not really so hard when he dedicates a couple of weeks to researching your family, routes they take every day, things they do, the schools they go to, hobbies that could distract them, or if they are too dangerous to be left in your life. He doesn't like to hurt them, they are to some extent, his family too, but sometimes things have to happen so he can be with you.
It's okay for your sister to ruin his plans. He understands that they sometimes don't really deserve your cooking, but that's okay. He'll wait outside for the delivery to happen and slip something to...dampen the noise later that night. So while wanting to watch you sleep while the house could noisily disrupt you is irritating, that's okay. He'll lock the door and wait for the pills to force your family into a deep sleep, and then he can so comfortably watch you sleep and look through your things with no paranoia dripping through his body.
Okay, see he doesn't like it when your siblings take your clothes. It makes him annoyed because he wants that shirt and he never seems to find it in your closet, and when he does, it never fuckin smells like you. What's up with that?? Come on! Whatever, he'll settle for anything of yours. Yes, he might be cranky a little but you know what? He's just lucky you exist in his life. He loves you, and while your twin is getting on his nerves he'll deal if it means having you in his life.
Okay. Okay the cat, the cat is a fucking problem. He doesn't like it. It doesn't like him. All cats don't like him, which is why he watches out for that little fucker whenever he sneaks in. Bitch about to be punted across Japan until he decides that maybe, just maybe he shouldn't kill the cat, just show it who's boss. He uses Black-whip to hold the cat and push it away, outside of your room and locks the door, because resisting throwing that son of a bitch outside the window is becoming too much to resist, even for Izuku, who considers himself to be a patient person.
He always tells you how much he loves you. He always says so, even if you can't hear him, even if you're asleep. So having a big family would never stop him. Being quirkless never stopped him from following his dream, you are his new dream, and he'll do anything for you.
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Katsuki is very fucking annoyed. He's not the typical stalking kind. He kinda sits on the rooftop, or outside your window where he can gaze through it. He doesn't like your siblings per se, but he isn't about to do anything about it. He thinks it's good for you to be with people that love you, though obviously, you'll be happier when you're with him because as much as he hates himself for it, he loves you too much to give a fuck about what your siblings will do.
He also thanks God he's an only child, he does not need the hell he sees your family raise.
He's more ready to make shit disappear, he cares that you're happy, but that doesn't mean he won't remove the inconveniences from his way.
He's surprisingly a bit more patient when it comes to things like your brother having a meltdown in the night. He'd simply wait it out, he can do things calmly. He can. He's on the verge of telling him to shut the fuck up but he'll refrain. Only for you.
See, he can be considerate.
Bakugou realizes afterwards, that it wasn't the circumstance driving him crazy, it was your family, making him crazy. It feels like self-inflicted torture. Seeing you pull on a cute little apron, getting ready to cook your magic when he notices your sister opening the door and taking pizza, yelling something in your direction. He'd feel the blood almost gush out of his ears with his anger, gripping the tree trunk so harshly the bark might as well be playdoh.
Finally, when it's time for you to fall into a deep medicated sleep, he can slip into your bed. He opened the door and stalked towards your bed, before seeing the light of an animal's eyes. He stares at it for a second, and it stares right back, pushing itself in an attack position.
It hissed.
He hissed back.
Fighting your cat was even tougher than fighting all might. He had to be quiet and precise, avoiding your bed as much as possible to not wake you up. You will never see the fear in a man's eyes until you see your cat, jump and fold itself near your side, eyes meeting his, unwavering as if daring him to move it, because it knew.
He wanted to smack a bitch. that it leaves its fur behind and he can make you a hat or something. Maybe you'd like to keep the skull--
He couldn't kill it. He knew that it knew that, and no matter how much he tried, your sleeping body made sure of its impossibility.
He has to abandon ship, knowing that the next time it leaves your side, it'll wish it was roadkill. He'll just have to settle for something smaller. Whatever, this is just a small battle. He'll give himself some time to relax, and not turn your cat into a rug. Something like your cute little shirt that you sleep in, or the pretty lacey bra of yours in his favourite colour--
Until of course, he narrows his eyes at the very recognisable lacy strap on your twin's shoulder, slipping from under her shirt.
Oh my god, he was going to murder someone.
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Shoto doesn't really stalk. He just gets. He just takes, and since you were his anyway, why bother stalking you when he'll just set up some cameras. He's not really annoyed by your siblings' antics. It's just really cute, the way all of you love each other, even with some fighting you guys seem so... happy?
It's becoming slightly excessive, bordering on obsessive. He just loves watching you, loves seeing your bonding with your siblings. He can only see his future with you, instead of your siblings he could just imagine seeing you playing and taking care of your kids. He'd always wanted the closeness of a big family, something he was robbed of.
It's just so...so beautiful. So innocent. When you guys fight it ends with apologies and hugs, and even if it were chaotic, he can only see the love within your family. It makes him excited, to start one with you. His eyes are focused on the future, he barely cares about the little stuff anymore. You'll notice the change in his composure. He's more touchy, the tone of this voice dreamy.
You'd think nothing of it at first, he's just happy. He's just excited for the future, for his career, for your relationship. You'd be wrong.
He's already planning around your birth control.
Because when you're pregnant with his child, you won't need to worry about living with your siblings, they won't steal your things, you won't need to worry about taking out when you're cooking, it'll all be so perfect!
You can take the cat. He likes the cat. It makes him happy.
But everything makes him happy when you're around. It's like he's on cloud nine, walking on air and watching you, waiting to swiftly magic you into his arms, then your family life can actually start.
Aren't you excited?
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