#is it imperative to do the physically harder thing. go downstairs and look. for integrity and moral backbone
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I think it should be illegal for me to have done my capstone in political philosophy and have ocd i think someone should have warned me my life studies would go. In circles. Forever
#im constantly outsmarting myself and then being stupid.#where is the line between superstition and ocd.#between analysis of behavior and hyperanalysis.#between religion and superstition and the mental disease.#do i lock the door bc its windy and there are demons#do i not check whether ive locked it bc i know thats good therapy. not looking is good for the brain. dont check things#but is that betrayal of the spirits and god who i do care#or is that the brain telling me im betraying bc im thinking#is it imperative to do the physically harder thing. go downstairs and look. for integrity and moral backbone#am i just justifying being lazy bc of the brain evils#i cant tell im so fucked by the evils :(#dont worry. none of this matters. random philosophical bullshit#is it bad to be posting about it bc it stigmatizes. or is it bad to say that bc of whatever send it
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