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featheredomen · 18 hours ago

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...wondering how dramatic it would be to buy a mini fridge and stick it in my room because my brother refuses to understand that sometimes I purchase food and drinks that are specifically meant for me, and when I write my name on them that means that they are in fact, not for him

#it's a silly little thing but i have a very particular need to plan things #even things like meals #i like knowing exactly what i'm eating - and even what i'm drinking with it - and when #even little snacks #so when i buy food and drink it's a very specific amount and i have a very specific idea of when i'm going to eat/drink it #so when my brother takes any (or all) of it it throws me off #especially because i don't have a car so i can't just drive to the store and buy new stuff #i either order everything at once to justify delivery #or i go when my parents do and buy stuff then #stuff he takes is not conveniently replaceable for me #i miss my housemates man #if we didn't buy something we knew it wasn't for us #my brother just has no consideration for people #not just when it comes to things like food just in general #if he wants something he takes it and if anyone else wanted it they should have been faster #though the family attitude of 'if it's in the common area then it's for everyone regardless of what you want'#is helping me understand why i'm so feral about people touching my things without permission now #the food thing is just a symptom of a larger problem that will never be resolved #because i am the only one in this house who considers it a problem #it's a lot of little things that are building up and driving me crazy #hi there these tags are brought to you by someone who is writing her problems down so she doesn't go postal irl #i'm venting to keep calm #and i am calmer now so that's good #feathers speaks #i might buy the mini fridge #it's only a couple hundred dollars and it can sit on my filing cabinet and i can just turn it on/off as needed #plus with christmas coming up i don't think it'd hurt to have more fridge space #my only real concern is how many appliances/electronics i have hooked up in my room #i'm wondering how much the power point can handle before shorting out

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