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anyalovesu · 3 months ago

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we're not saints at all.

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necessary reminders:

contains angst ( jas makes terrible decisions )

tw || allusions to panic attacks and post-partum depression

include probably inaccurate medical scenes / terms

read at your own discretion.

will include second generation characters ( click here for the character directory )

not beta read

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Jas stared at the two prominent pink lines on the stick as she tried to calm her breathing. She had probably one of the most effective contraceptives that there is ever since she and Tobi started seeing each other. Fuck— even that was two years ago and it never occurred to them that something like this was even possible. Her eyes darted to all the pregnancy test kits on the counter of their bathroom, all indicating as clear as day that she is in fact pregnant.

The timing couldn’t be any more wrong. Her grandfather was running for senate, everyone’s eyes are on their family, especially her as he’s running against Kashiana Alvaro’s dad, and their family seemed to hold grudge against her and Tobi for the embarrassment that Kashiana had to face after lying and admitting into lying after they were threatened with a case. To add more fuel to the fire, the Kangs and the Parks are in some kind of civil war over the resort in Isabela that the Kangs have looked forward to and openly supported got suspended after one of the foundations of the buildings collapsed. While fortunately, none of the workers were injured, as much as they want to pretend that they didn’t know how this came to be, it seemed like a film that they’ve seen before—only that it was even more infuriating now that they managed to get under their nose this time. At some point, with a hefty amount of bribe, Amina Park managed to get the suspects admit that Kiano Alvaro was behind the sabotage. The information of sabotage had already been announced to the public as soon as they could but this only sparked even more fire for the Parks and the Yangs for having another infiltration incident once again. Now, the Kangs are furious because they are having their name dragged along with this for trusting Tobi’s family once again even after knowing their issue. To top it all off, she is soon to release her first full album, and if everyone finds out about her getting knocked up, her career will be out the window and so will Tobi's.

Their families are not on good terms. And considering how batshit crazy her family is, breaking this news would give them an aneurysm. If it doesn't and they start to wreak havoc, God bless her, she will be the one having it.

“Pretty, you've been there for a while. Okay ka lang?” Jas feels her heart pound as she gathers all the tests on the counter and shoves it in her feminine products drawer, hoping that Tobi never finds a reason to open it because it would be a disaster if he finds out this early. She is not ready for that conversation yet. She doesn’t know when she will be. Midnight Covey has gained even more popularity around the globe the past year, enough popularity that demanded a world tour from them. He’s set to leave in a fortnight. But knowing Tobias, he would not go if it meant he was leaving his pregnant girlfriend on her own. He would give up his dream, single-handedly, just as quickly as Leon would’ve done two years ago if no one stopped him.

“Jacynthe, open the door,” he demands sternly, knocking on the door more vigorously as Jas hurries to wash her face with cold water to conceal the fact that she has been quietly crying for the past 30 minutes. “Jas?”

She doesn’t want to face the fact that she is in another situation where all she wants to do is run away and pretend like nothing is wrong, just like how she did before there was Tobi to hold her hand through it all. But Tobi can’t hold her hand all the time this time. Tobi has a life outside of their relationship. Tobi has a dream come true to enjoy. This was all Tobi dreamed for the band ever since they began. She would be cruel and evil to deprive him of that.

But what about her?

What about the life inside her?

“Pretty? Are you okay?” Tobi asks worriedly, pulling his girlfriend in for a hug, sensing that something was off. He always knew when something was wrong with her. He always noticed the earliest signs of her panic attacks before she could even notice for herself. He always knew when her period was coming up. He always knew. He knew Jas more than she knew herself. Can he sense now that his own flesh and blood are coming together inside of her?

Jas only nodded and tried her best not to break down in front of him but the weight of it all felt too much to carry.

Did it feel like this for her mother when she found out she was having her?

It must've been so much different. Tobi is a good man and her father fled the moment he knew. Tobi is not like that—he will stay…and that's the problem.

So there she was, grasping onto Tobi's shirt, hyperventilating as she sobbed against his chest. She hopes he takes it as everything else is catching up to her and he will stay oblivious of the life growing inside of her. She hopes it will remain that way. She doesn't know how to tell him, yet.

And so it remained a secret. Jas surprisingly hasn't been experiencing the extremes of the symptoms, thank the good heavens for that because Tobi would've been suspicious immediately. The only people who knew were her mom, her tita Philo, and Al. She didn't want to involve Eli just yet. She knew it would guilt her to hide it from Leon. Jas could only hope she would understand why she couldn't tell her right away.

Tobi is leaving tomorrow. Tobi will be gone for almost 8 months, playing music around the world just like how he imagined with Leon and Amir when they were all kids. She has to stay back because she has to release her album and promote it. It seemed impossible, but she hoped she would have the core strength to do it, she would have to be styled a certain way to hide the pregnancy for the time being.

After that, she doesn't even know.

Tita Philo and her mom did not pass on the question about if she wanted to give it up and Jas would be lying to say she hasn't thought of it—she did. She was young. Her career is soaring through the sky right now and so is Tobi's. It would be so much easier to just give it all up and wait for a better timing, maybe when their families aren't fighting anymore or when one of them doesn't have to be on the other side of the world. Maybe next time, when she's expecting it… but she dreamed of this too. She dreamed of having kids with Tobi. She dreamed of being a mom too and it's happening now… how could she give it up?

“Crying na uli?” Tobi chuckles as he finds her with a cup of water in hand, hands shaking from trying to hold back tears once again. “I will call you everyday, pretty. I'll tell you how the show went. I'll get you something nice from every country and then come home to you on your birthday and give them to you, okay?”

Just like every time, Jas couldn't say anything. She only nodded and continued to bask in the remaining hours of comfort in Tobias’ hold. She doesn't know when the next one is going to be. Or if there will ever be a next one.

Tobi kissed every inch of her that night, not leaving a spot untouched by his lips, hoping one of those kisses ingrains itself in Jas’ skin to remind her that he is never not by her side. But Jas, as troubled as she is, has already made up her mind.

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The first three months went by as smoothly as she hoped it would be, though little Amna (yes, in her mind, she had already wished for it to be a girl and had already named her), remained a secret from her own father. Jas didn’t have it in her to not answer Tobi’s calls. They’re in Jakarta now, next week, they’re flying to London to start the European leg of their tour. She heard how restless everything was, but the boys seemed to enjoy every bit of it, making her less guilty of hiding Amna from Tobi—he wouldn’t be able to experience all that if she had told him. Tobi deserved to be happy, to see his dream coming true. She’ll make it through this, she knows it.

However, tomorrow, it will be her, flying to her late grandparents’ farm house in Pennsylvania to stay with Khloe until her late term where they will have to move to their Upper East Side house for convenience when she has to give birth for her to have more access to better hospitals in New York City. Her mom and Tita Philo promised to be there when it happens, which somehow gives her some sort of comfort that everything will be okay at some point.

“Siguro ka na bang hindi mo sasabihin kay Tobi?” Althea asks once again, as she helps her haul her bags downstairs in her and Tobi’s shared house in QC, Raziel already passed asleep in the master’s bedroom. Seeing most of her important things get packed up in a suitcase hits her even harder now more than ever, especially because two years ago she swore that she couldn’t live in the states, so far away from the people she loved because she wouldn’t be able to write music as lovingly as she used to. But this was out of love too. This was out of her love for Tobi’s dream and for everything that he had worked hard for. Wala namang masama kung uunahin muna niya ang pangarap ni Tobi kesa sa kaniya ‘di ba? “Honey, Amna deserves to have a father. Tobi deserves to know.”

“But Tobi also deserves his dream.” Al doesn’t know how to argue with that. When Jas told her, it was the first thing that came into her mind too—hindi sasama sa tour si Tobi kapag nalaman n’ya. “Sasabihin ko naman. Siguro kapag hindi na gusto ng mga pamilya namin magpatayan over something na hindi naman nila kasalanan. Ang gulo gulo, Al.”

“And your solution is running away from it? Hmm?” Al deadpans, making it to the final step, rolling Jas’ suitcase towards the door. “Running away from everyone na p’wedeng makaalam?”

“Lolo is going to want Tobi’s head if he finds out na I got pregnant by him out of wedlock. Kahit naman pakasalan ako ni Tobi it will still end up in the same situation—masisira ang pangarap ni Tobi—ang pangarap rin ni Karlo, ni Leon, ni Kyle at ni Amir. Magiguilty si Eli na magtago kay Leon—si Ynes magiguilty na hindi sabihin ay Kyle. Lalo na si Bella, magiguilty yon na magsikreto sa mga kuya n’ya.’

“Are you saying na wala akong puso kaya mo sinabi sa akin?”

“I’m saying na for someone na graduate ng Psychology, kulang ka sa emotional intelligence at hindi mo didibdibin kung hindi mo muna sasabihin sa kanilang lahat,” Jas snaps at her. Al understands her point though. The other girls would have to carry the heavy weight of Jas’ questionable decision that she doesn’t have any trouble carrying right now. Classic Jacynthe to be an overthinker to be able to think of that, but it doesn’t make her decision less questionable. She knows her friend is making big decisions for her and her partner without so much as consent from the other party which is a problem within itself.

Silence filled the house for the next 7 hours, it was just Jas and Al, holding each other, wishing that things will pan out just like how they planned… wishing that Amna will grow healthy and happy and that she will get to meet her dad before it’s all too late. Raziel will be bestfriends with her, he will help Amna out of trouble too one day. They could only hope that everything will be okay.

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Khloe has already driven west to Pennsylvania, settled the farmhouse for Jas’ arrival and there was now, in the waiting area waiting for Jas to arrive anytime soon after receiving a message that the plane she was in landed safely. Khloe could not help but feel jittery, feeling ever so nervous about Jas’ plan—it will be messy. She wonders if Jas really thought this through because they came from fairly known families in the Philippines, her being the daughter of one of the best pediatric surgeons in the Philippines right now and Tobi being the son of the most successful women in country, if not the world—it does not help that they are both VERY known in the show business, their relationship being one of the hottest topics out there—one wrong move and everything will crumble down. She doesn’t know if Jas’ wonderfully crafted soft heart will be able to handle it. Oh dear, Khloe just wants to protect her from everything and if hiding away with her is the way she can do that, she will do that.

“I need you to contact Hyacinth,” was the first thing she said to Khloe after she pulled away from the hug.

“Para saan?”

“Bawat Piyesa.”

“At this point I’m convinced that you hate him,” Khloe blurts out in a sigh. “Talaga? Aabot hanggang doon?”

“I have the first version of it,” Jas tells her frantically. “He would want to be there if the songs comes out in the deluxe version. Malalaman n’ya Khlo.”

“So now you’re just going break his heart like that?”

“We still have about 2 weeks before to produce it again on the 3rd week we’ll be able to pitch it in sa Hyacinth. They’d have no problem with it, I swear!”

Khloe knows better than to pick a fight with Jas—that woman as a will stronger than any force in this world. She’ll eventually get what she wants.

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How did it get here?

Every decision she made was wrong.

Every single one of them.

One moment she was arguing with Khloe about being okay while Khloe insisted that they drive to the nearest hospital despite her still having another month before her due. The next thing she knew she was looking behind a glass pane watching her daughter be hooked up to different kinds of tubes and wires that kept her breathing. It only took a phone call with her mom to find out that the same heart disease that almost took Bianca was genetic and her daughter got it too. Everyone was too busy figuring out how to hide it from Tobi that no one would have suspected that this could happen.

Amna. Her little Amna, waiting for her grandmother to arrive in Pennsylvania to save her. For fuck’s sake. She could’ve thought of this better but she was selfish and preoccupied with keeping Tobi happy instead of actually getting it together to be a good mom for Amna.

“I’m sorry, Honey,” Khloe sniffles behind her, wrapping her arms around her. “I shouldn’t have argued with you. I could’ve triggered it for the worse—”

“If anything, you saved her, Khlo,” Jas whimpers as she just sits there, full of anguish as she watches her daughter fight for her life. “Kasalanan ko naman kung bakit tayo nandito. My daughter could never meet her dad because of me, Khloe. It’s all on me.”

“Jas,” Khloe responds. “Hindi mo rin naman alam. Wala namang may gusto na mangyari kay Amna ‘yon, eh.”

“I should’ve known,” Jas argues. “Nanay n’yo ako, Khloe. I should’ve known. Dapat alam ko na may mali sa kanya, if I wasn’t so stupid—”

“Honey, don’t say that.”

“You don’t have to sugarcoat it, Khloe,” she cuts her off, letting herself fall into a sobbing mess as she rests her head against Khloe. “I can take it.”

She can’t take it. Not anymore. She wants Tobi. She needs Tobi. She needs him to meet their daughter just in case something happens.

Tobi still has to meet his dream of having a daughter.

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“Pretty…” Tobi breaks down when the call finally connects, for the first time in 5 months. “Thank God, Jesus Christ, how are you?”

He didn’t even seem mad that she went off the grid for the past 5 months with no contact from anyone, even Elijah, or Ynes or Bella. He was just relieved that she answered and he could hear her voice again. He just wanted to hear her after everything Elijah told him, who seemed to only find out a couple of hours as well and rushed to book a flight to Las Vegas where they were playing at the moment to break the news to them.

He wants to ask so much more.

Why did she have to hide it?

Why did she leave?

How could she do that to him?

But nothing felt more important to him than knowing if she was okay. Everything else be damned, he just wanted to know if his girlfriend was okay.

“Louis,” her voice breaks as soon as she says his name, and he already knows, just like he always does, that nothing is okay. How could it be? Their daughter is fighting tooth and nail for her precious life in the NICU and it would only be one more bad news for Jacynthe to completely lose it. She is not okay even though he hoped she would… even though he prayed, desperate for someone working in the heaven above to listen to him and make sure that Jas was okay. “I’m sorry.”

“Amna will be okay,” was the only thing he could say. Her daughter’s name slipped out of his tongue so naturally that it only felt right to say it. He wanted to say her name more in the future, call her name out lovingly whenever she runs too fast. It was all the same feeling he had when he found out that Bianca had a slim chance of making it. He couldn’t stop imagining himself spending the next few years with her, coddling her and giving her every single thing in this world that she lays her hands on. He wants to hold Amna. He wants to be a father to Amna, so he has to convince himself that Amna will be okay just like how he did when Bianca was in the same position.

Jas could only cry out and call out his name, while she sobbed in the private waiting room with Khloe and Bella who went straight to the hospital after her arrival. She was overflowing with anguish and self-hatred for every single selfish decision she made but couldn’t, for the life of her, wish her passing just to end the pain, because just like Tobi, she wants to be parent to her, hold her and give her the world if she asks for it.

“How?” she manages to ask. She is far too gone, Tobi knows.

“I will be there as soon as I can,” he says firmly. Jas has been strong for far too long, he knew it was only normal to break down now. Nothing about how she’s reacting right now felt weak to him. In his eyes, Jas is the strongest woman that he knows right now. Keeping a secret like that for 8 whole months, keeping herself healthy and making sure he didn’t find out with his sake in mind. At this point, he was a saint for never finding it in him to be angry at Jas for what had happened. Everyone’s eyes are on him, looking at like like a goddamn fool for being so stumped on Jacynthe that even if he was purposefully been denied of knowledge that he was about to have a child, he still talks to her so lovingly, like she’s never been at fault for anything. “Gagawan natin ng paraan. Pupunta ako d’yan.”

Jas apologized over and over, and even though it hurt him to hear it he put himself through it. She would only feel worse if he made her stop and made her suppress her emotions. Jas was an open book after all, one that’s been closed for months. She’s bursting from the seams now and if she doesn’t release all those pent up emotions, who knows what will happen.

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Everyone basked in the first moments of silence. Jas had fallen asleep a few hours after Tobi arrived. If Khloe was being completely honest, it was the first time she had seen Jas look so peaceful since they got there.

There were still so many questions that needed to be answered, but it was for another time. Some of them had already gone to the chapel to talk to whoever divine being might be listening, praying for Amna’s survival—god, even Amina Park, who seemingly never believed in God, went to pray for her first granddaughter. Years ago she wouldn’t have done it if Tobi hadn’t told her that he believed his and his brother’s prayers might have saved her youngest child from ending up in the same fate. Amina Park felt guilt over not discussing the illness that loomed in their genes, especially after she knowingly lost a sister due to the same illness before. She thought suppressing the fear of it happening again by not discussing it any further would help, but she guesses it was never really the way to go… because if she had told Tobi or anyone—Jas could’ve known. She could’ve been more prepared. Amina Park felt responsible above all else for all of this crashing down on Jas and Tobi like this.

Times like this really reminded them all that Tobi and Jas was a match made in heaven, as if star-crossed lovers, made to withhold and understand each other’s storms. Tobias swears that once all these are said and done, he will put a ring on her pretty finger, he will build a home for them, one that Jas would be happy to come home to every single day and would never want to leave alone again. It feels sick and twisted how something from the luck of draw renders them all feeling accountable for how it simmered down to this—with everyone huddled inside the waiting room, with merely thoughts and prayers only that little Amna Park makes it through the surgery with her angel of a grandmother.

Even in her dreams, Jas begged and begged that she will be given another shot to make a beautiful life out of the chance that she will be given with Amna and Tobi. She wished to lose everything but Amna and Tobi. She wishes for them to stay and that for her to never wake up if she’ll open her eyes in the abyss of her loneliness again because Amna couldn’t make it and Tobi was too distraught to be with her anymore. Anong gagawin kung wala sila? She has spent the past months, dreaming and wondering the prettiest visions for her little family when everything settles down, Jas doesn’t know what else to do if that life doesn’t come to be.

To love is to change. Jas doesn't recognize the person who she was the past few months—how the people tolerated her bad decisions was a wonder, how they managed to pick her up and fix what she ruined was even more of a miracle. She turned into a hypocrite, bending her own wishes, leaving behind the very same person who promised to learn how to love her—the person she had asked to stay for her.

“Will you ever forgive me for what I did?” Jas asks as Tobi sits next to her on the floor of the comfort room.

“Forgive you for what?” Tobi hums quietly. He isn't mad. He couldn't get himself to be. At himself, probably, for being so passionate about music to the point that his girlfriend thought it was the most important thing to him and went through hell to protect it. But to Jas? He could never. How can he blame someone for loving him too much?

“We almost lost Amna,” she mumbled quietly, eyes staring into a distance. “You didn't know you were having a child. Everything. I was selfish dapat magalit ka sa akin.”

“I can never be mad at you, Jas,” he mumbled, moving to hold Jas, who melted into his embrace right away. “Not when you've done your best to keep Amna healthy on your own. Yung nangyayari ngayon, genetics na ‘yon mahal ko. Wala tayong laban doon. We didn't expect to have Amna, if we did we would have talked about the possibility of it first. Para hindi ka nagulat.”

“Mali na itinago mo sa akin,” he continued. “I would've compromised, mahal ko. I would’ve gone on tour and still take care of you and Amna but I guess masyado kong ipinaramdam sa’yo na malaking bagay sa akin yung tour na inisip mo na mas mahalaga ‘yon sa inyo ni Amna.”

“It’s not your fault, Louis.”

“And it’s not yours too,” he sighed heavily, feeling for the mother leaning against him. “We only have one show left in LA next week. If all goes well, we will figure this out okay? I will put a ring in your finger and take care of you and Amna. Ako na ang bahala sa inyo. Naiinitindihan mo?”

Jas nodded, fearing that if she argued, Tobi would change his mind. She’s already at the risk of losing her daughter, she cannot lose Tobias too.

“Anong gagawin ko kung wala ka?” he asks as he kisses her hair, letting a tear fall from his eye as he holds Jas’ frail figure.

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felicitysmoaksx · 8 months ago

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Hi, everyone. Thanks so much for reading! I had a plan for this chapter, it was going to be about 5k in total, but the characters had other plans so this is being split into two parts once again! Happy reading! Song recs are: The Little Things by Kelsea Ballerini, The Other POV by Khloe Rose, and Kill Ur Vibe by All Time Low

Rating: Explicit (Minors DNI 18+)

Summary: Sarah returns to work following her injury and Justin's death. (Did she also mention that she was four months pregnant and had also 'popped' overnight?

Word Count: 2.6k

Warnings: implied Sexual Content, inaccurate therapy session, unplanned pregnancy, inaccurate pregnancy depictions, and some slight survivor guilt

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Sometimes Sarah wondered how she got here. She thought, staring at her raven-haired boyfriend. With this wonderful man, who probably should’ve run away from her a long time ago, but instead stayed by her side like he was superglue. This man was arguably the sexiest man she had ever seen, but not only that…Connor was kind. Connor was protective and admittedly, could be a bit of a mother hen. But it was only because he cared, deeply. He cared about everything. From his patients to his friends and family and for some reason he cared and loved her.

So yeah, sometimes Sarah thought about how she got here and how different everything was in her life. Especially the biggest change to come…Her hand moved without thought, resting over her still flat stomach. Only…it wasn’t still flat.

Getting out of bed, she crossed the room to stand in front of the mirror and saw that her stomach now had a small swell to it. According to all the books, she had finally popped. Honestly, they made it sound like she was a piece of popcorn. She thought to herself, turning and running her hand over the small swell of her stomach. Even though the shirt was oversized, there was no denying she was pregnant now. Before, it had just looked like she had put on some extra weight.

A muffled noise came from the bed. Then the man in the bed turned. She watched, struggling not to laugh as Connor stretched out a hand to find her. And when he didn’t find her his sleepy, “Babe?”

“Over here,” she called softly. Connor shifted to sit up with one hand rubbing the sleep out of his eyes.

“Another nightmare-” He yawned but stopped short when he caught sight of her, of her stomach His eyes widened a little, “Oh, wow.”

“I know,” Sarah swept another hand across her boulder-like stomach. Her boyfriend moved so he stood right behind her, arms wrapped around her waist. His hands were covering her own. She nuzzled her face into his neck. His lips pressed to the side of her forehead.

“Guess the cat will be out of the bag now,” Sarah said in a quiet voice. Connor hummed in agreement. It wasn’t like they had been trying to keep it a secret. But in the grand scheme of things, between Justin passing, Sarah seeing Dr. Richardson again at Hank’s request, and everything else in between with Sarah’s recovery, telling people that they were expecting wasn’t the first thing on their minds. Besides, it was nice having something to themselves for a little while.

“Are you sure you’re ready to come back? It’s not too late to change your mind. You could take another week,” he mused quietly, squeezing her more to him.

“I’m going stir crazy enough as it is,” Sarah shook her head at the suggestion. “Hank and Erin are already back at work and besides that, working will provide me with some stability. And I should go back now because, in another five months, I’ll be out for maternity leave.”

Connor bit his tongue. Because they both knew it didn’t quite work like that. Grief didn’t work like that. But he didn’t tell his girlfriend that. Instead, he told her carefully, “I just don’t want you to push yourself to do too much too soon.”

“And you think another week will fix that?” Sarah asked, pulling her face out of his neck.

“I think another week would help you mentally prepare for helping people dealing with their most difficult times after you had been through something so traumatic yourself,” Connor ducked his head down to kiss her neck. His lips were so careful around the still-healing scar of her bullet wound. Though Ava had deemed it healed enough that it didn’t need a bandage on it anymore.

That was a difficult conversation to have. Sarah felt insecure when she looked at the scar. The deep cavernous indentation that wasn’t quite a hole anymore but it certainly wasn’t gone either. It wasn’t attractive, the brunette knew that. Adding that to the scarring she had on her back from her burns and then Connor treating her as if she were glass just waiting to break didn’t help matters either.

Dr. Richardson noticed a day when her insecurities were getting the best of her and when the brunette confessed what was wrong, encouraged her to do two things: put something that made her feel attractive and then have an honest conversation with him about it.

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“What is bothering you most about approaching Connor with this?” The older woman posed the question to Sarah. The brunette shrugged, “I guess the unknown variable. What if I’m right and he does find me unattractive because of my scars both seen and unseen but he doesn’t feel like he can leave me right now because of everything that’s happened? Or ever because I’m having his child and he’s forever tied to me because of it?”

“This is the first time you’ve mentioned your pregnancy outside of our first appointment since you’ve started back seeing me again. But we can circle back to that.” The psychiatrist made a note, “And if that happens, if you’re right. What then?”

“Then I’ll have to be the one to walk away and I’m…Connor is a good man. He’s the best relationship I’ve ever had in my time as an adult. I love him. I don’t want to walk away. But what if that isn’t enough anymore? What if this is all too much for him but he can’t say it because of everything that’s happened to me? Or because of our baby?”

Dr. Richardson made another note before noticing the time on the clock on the wall behind Sarah. “Okay, we need to find a stopping point. So I want to leave it here and encourage you to talk to Connor about what you’re feeling. You’ve told me he’s honest, kind, and a good man. So be honest with him and see where that leads you, Sarah. Because sooner or later, you’ll have to know and we’ll discuss it next week.”

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Looking back at it now, Sarah thought she could have handled the conversation better than just blurting out, “You don’t find me attractive anymore, do you?”

And watching her boyfriend look so dumbfounded at her words. She’ll never forget the look on his face as she continued, “I mean, I know I wasn’t much before everything happened, but I’m not attractive anymore am I?”

Then he proved just how wrong she was in her thinking. But that was a story for another time. She didn’t want to think about that right now. Instead, she wanted…

“Love me,” she moaned quietly as she leaned into his touch. Connor captured her lips in response, pulling her back to the bed.

“How is it today?” Her boyfriend asked quietly while they were basking in the afterglow of their lovemaking.

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“Sarah, you’re a psychiatrist.” Dr. Richardson reminded her during a session when the curly-haired brunette admitted to feeling guilty because she felt normal one day because it felt like she was moving on way too soon from Justin’s death, “If you were to have a patient tell you this, what would be your response?”

“Grief is something that rapidly changes from day to day,”

“Exactly. Grief isn’t linear. Some days you’ll wake up, and getting out of bed will be a struggle. Some days you’ll wake up and be angry or sad. Sometimes you’ll wake up like today and be perfectly fine.” The woman nodded, agreeing, “You need to treat yourself with care, Sarah. Grief will never completely go away, but don’t feel guilty for the good days you do have.”

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“It’s there, but it doesn’t hurt as much today,” Sarah told him quietly, pressing a kiss to the permanent love bite she left on his shoulder.

“If that changes?” Connor ran a hand down her back. Another kiss was placed on his shoulder, “You’ll be one of the first ones I tell…What if none of my clothes fit? I haven't had a chance to get maternity clothes yet. They must’ve known I was going back today.”

“Or they knew we’re going to be checking in on them with the ultrasound today,” her boyfriend grinned, patting her newly swollen stomach softly.

“I might be on the early side of showing, but the book’s and Dr. Grant both say the baby won’t be kicking for another few months: until I’m at least six months or later considering this is my first pregnancy…and what?”

“What?”

“You have this weird grin on your face. Why?” Why? He was probably reading too much into her words; no he definitely knew he was reading too much into her words. But she had said first pregnancy and that had conjured images of them…with a sibling for this child. But Connor didn’t want to freak her out because they hadn’t even had this baby yet. So he ran a hand through her curls as he said, “I’m just happy.”

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“Have you thought any more about moving in with me?” Connor prodded in the elevator while they were on the way down to the parking garage. He had floated the question last week during dinner one night. And it was logical, they were about to be tied together forever by their baby. And yet…Sarah didn’t want to move in just because it was smart and made sense.

And hadn’t they seen this film before? Connor moving in with his broken and recovering girlfriend and it blowing up in their faces? All of it was starting to feel too similar. (There was that secondhand deja vu again.)

“Or we can find a different apartment if the idea of moving into my space is what’s bothering you.” Sarah shot him a look and her boyfriend shrugged with a smirk.

“I can see the gears turning in your head,”

“I don’t want to move in together just because we’re having a baby. That’s about as dated as getting married because we’re having a baby out of wedlock.” She told him before pausing. Then the brunette turned sharply to her boyfriend, wagging her finger at him. “Don’t you even dare think about proposing to me right now, Connor Rhodes. I will say no.”

“So wait nine months after the kid is born, got it.” He snorted and when she shot him another pointed look; it turned into a full-blown laugh as the elevator opened with a ding to the parking garage.

“You’re ridiculous, but more like twelve months,” Sarah rolled her eyes fondly before he opened the door to his car for her. He leaned in to peck her lips. “But I’m yours and you love me.”

“Why do you want to move in with me? Outside of the practical reasons because of our baby?” She asked after he pulled out of the garage and they were cruising down the road. The hand he had on her thigh flexed. They stopped at a red light and he glanced at her. His blue eyes were practically shimmering.

“The baby is the main reason I want this sooner than later. But I’d like to think we were always headed towards this. Because you said it yourself a few months ago. You spend five nights out of the week at my place. More often than not though, you don’t even go back to your apartment. Over half of your stuff is at my place by now. So why are you paying thirteen hundred dollars a month for a place, that doesn’t even have an elevator and you spend maybe a week at? Each month?”

“So you always saw us living together?”

“I always thought that’s what we’re working towards.” Connor shrugged at her question while they started moving again. His hand flexed again as his thumb started rubbing circles into her skin. Such a possessive action. It was something Sarah never found attractive in a man before, but the difference between her exes and Connor? Connor was possessive in private, unless provoked. (She had seen this firsthand because Joey liked to test this boundary and her boyfriend was quick to put him in his place.) Like the love bites on her body, his possessive actions were for them, only.

“But I’ve thought this was a relationship sooner than you did,” he said, pulling Sarah out of her thoughts.

“Huh?”

“We weren’t on the same page until we were four months in,” Connor explained, “I thought we were a couple sooner than you did. So I think I’m a little quicker to jump for this because of that.”

“When did you start to think of this as a relationship?”

“I-“ he hesitated and Sarah was pleasantly amused to see a flush crawling up her calm, cool, and collective boyfriend’s neck. “I’m not sure I want to tell you that because it’ll come out in a weird way.”

She just grinned at him. Then she laid her hand over his resting on her thigh. Connor sighed.

“The day you called me Dr. Rhodes in bed for the first time.” He muttered as he maneuvered his way into the other lane. The brunette felt her mouth drop open, a laugh bubbling its way off of her lips.

“So many things to unpack here,” Sarah started, still laughing even as Connor pinched her thigh lightly. “But we had only been sleeping together for about two weeks at that point.”

“Yeah, so?”

…So he had only been broken up from Robin for about two months? Or was it three? She couldn’t remember…and why did her brain keep circling back to his and Robin’s relationship? Why did she keep comparing them?

“I also think that’s the first time you rode me too,” Connor commented and Sarah whipped her head to face him, but her boyfriend was staring at the road.

Sarah felt her cheeks heating as she said, “Connor, you can’t just say that!”

A red light caught them again. They were nearing the hospital now. Her boyfriend faced her, a wicked gleam in his blue eyes. His rapidly darkening blue eyes-the way they did when they had sex. She shivered.

“Why? We’re the only ones in the car and you were thinking way too much and I needed to get you out of your head somehow. Since we’re in the car, I’m limited as to what I can do…” His hand moved a little higher up her thigh.

“Because I think the last time you talked dirty to me,” she started trying to ground him back to reality, the brunette grabbed the hand on her thigh and placed it on her swollen stomach, “This happened.”

“You act like I’m afraid to put another baby in you,” he pecked her lips quickly, before he went back to driving, “I’m not.” (If only they knew…)

“Connor,” she sputtered, while they pulled into the hospital parking lot and waited in line for a valet to come and take his car. Her boyfriend kissed her again, this one their tongue met but it was fleeting.

“It’s true,” Connor muttered against her lips, before he leaned his forehead against hers. “You know how proud I am of you, baby?”

“I haven’t done anything yet,”

“I’m still proud of you for trying.” Connor reiterated firmly with another kiss on her forehead. “And if it doesn’t work out coming back this soon, you know that’s okay too.”

(If only Sarah knew it wasn’t going to be a good day, but not for the reason everyone thought.)

#chicago med #one chicago #rheese #connor rhodes #sarah reese #my writing

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celebrityxbabes · 16 days ago

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#khloe kardashian #pregnant celebrities #blonde

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metataxy · 2 years ago

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Remember Khloe, the Musae in like S2? What if Nick DID sleep with her? And what if she was pregnant when Renard ran her out of town?

I can just imagine her having a girl. Fast-forward 12 years, and that girl turns out to a Grimm--she’s an early bloomer like her grandma Kelly Burkhardt. Khloe wouldn’t actually care that her daughter’s a Grimm, except half her lovers are wesen, and most of THEM certainly do care. It takes all her enchantment to convince them not to behead her daughter, and detracts from the energy she can put into inspiring her would-be artists. Clearly, this situation isn’t sustainable. So she ships the girl off to live with her father.

The girl herself had, up until this point, no idea who her father was, much less that he was a Grimm. Khloe expected her to be a Musae--she expected to be a Musae--so the fact that she had a father was pretty insignificant, right up until her eyes began turning rim-to-rim black. Her Mom ships her to Portland with a friend, since Renard still prohibits Musae from crossing into his Principality under pain of death, and she gets dropped unceremoniously on Nick and Juliette’s doorstep (bc Nick/Juliette, sue me).

Nothing too exciting happens after that.

Juliette’s nonchalant about the new addition to their household, because by this point, she’s basically spent ten years cooperatively parenting Kelly Schade-Burkhardt with Adalind Schade. The worst she does is jibe Nick as to when she can expect to learn about the rest of his love-children. Also, if some of the local wesen were displeased to hear about Blutbud/Fuchsbau babies, they (and not a few Grimm), were even more alarmed at the prospect of Grimm/Hexenbiest children. Since for safety reasons, neither Juliette nor Adalind could get a regular babysitter for their kids, the whole lot of them (and the Monroe/Calvert kids, because why not) grow up between their houses.

Beyond all this, the rituals that changed Juliette into a Hexenbiest bind her close to Adalind as a sister. She shares the Schade family magic, and she even shares some genetics with Adalind--enough to be flagged as a cousin. Hexenbiest always raise their children with close female relatives. As far as Diana is concerned, Juliette’s daughters are her sisters.

Sean Renard also ends up babysitting. Partly, this is because he wants to be close to his daughter and heir, and Diana and her pseudo-siblings come as a package-deal. But it’s also because he can see the benefits of cultivating familial loyalty to himself and his daughter among a pack of baby Grimm and Hexenbiest. And, he supposes, the Monroe/Calvert children aren’t an unwise investment either. Their parents certainly proved their worth many times over in a thousand small demonstrations of skill and good sense.

The only person who ends up slightly annoyed with the whole arrangement is Nick’s son Kelly. He’s pissed because, like his father, he doesn’t Grimm up until well past the point anyone expected it to happen--long after his father and Juliette’s kids Grimm up or woge. Poor dude.

#Grimm #Nick Burkhardt #Juliette Silverton #Kelly Burkhardt #Nick Burkhardt/Juliette Silverton #Khloe Sedgewick #Sean Renard

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I wouldn’t be surprised if Joe got a different girl pregnant. The way Olivia acts over him I am sure she will pull a Khloe Kardashian.

The fact that Josh supposedly got another girl pregnant, and I wasn’t expecting that at all just proves that ppl can do it from when u least expect it so I agree with you

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50news · 3 months ago

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Justin Bieber and Hailey Welcome Their First Child

The Bieber family has grown by a member! Justin Bieber and his wife, Hailey, just welcomed their first child this fine Saturday morning—a baby boy named Jack Blues Bieber. The new parents took to Instagram to share their joy with the rest of the world, as Justin posted an endearing picture of his newborn baby boy's tiny feet, captioned, "Welcome home.".

That announcement post was well showered with love and good wishes from friends, family, and fans. One of Hailey's close friends, Kylie Jenner, commented, "I can't handle this little foot Jack Blues Bieber." Then, Khloe Kardashian wrote about her excitement, "Jack blues! Congratulations! I love this tiny foot so so much." Heartiest congratulations were also offered by the star of Hollywood Chris Pratt, who said, "Congrats guys! Love the name.

A Look Back at Their Journey

One love story that so many have had to share is that of Justin and Hailey Bieber. The couple tied the knot in a private wedding in South Carolina back in 2018, with only close friends and family members in attendance. Their relationship has been out for everyone to see, as both normally do share snippets of their life on social media.

Pregnancy Announcement

Hailey announced her pregnancy in May this year, where she revealed some stunning pictures of her in her baby bump that left the world in shock. Well, she kept the pregnancy private for the first six months; managing this—what one can note is that she remained small in size, often putting on oversized jackets. In an interview with W magazine, Hailey explained, "I was honestly able to keep it quiet because I stayed small for a long time…I didn't have a belly, really, until I was six months pregnant, which was when I announced it. I was able to wear big jackets and stuff."

Hailey's Pregnancy Journey

Since her pregnancy, Hailey has been very vocal and has shared everything from the early pregnancy stage until the last weeks before the birth of Jack through pictures and videos in her diaries. Hailey was pretty open and candid about this newer chapter in life; thus, it turned out that so many fans actually admire her for her grace and poise.

Hailey's Career Information and Background

Hailey Bieber, née Baldwin, is a very famous supermodel and the daughter of actor Stephen Baldwin and graphic designer Kennya Deodato. With a career Walking for some of the industry's top designers and taking part in the biggest, most famous fashion weeks, including New York, Paris, and Milan, she has managed to build a presence within the modeling world. Her career was characterized by style and a specific presence that made her in high demand as a model.

The Bieber Family's Future

Justin and Hailey are ushered into a new chapter of their life with Jack Blues Bieber. With the due dates approaching, the celebrity couple was feeling quite ecstatic and elated about becoming parents. Fans are consequently looking forward to updates on their journey as parents. Justin, being a renowned musician, and Hailey, an established model, have built prominent careers in their respective fields. Now comes the most rewarding journey of them all: parenthood.

Congratulations to Justin and Hailey Bieber on the birth of their son, Jack Blues Bieber! Wishing them much love and joy in welcoming their little one into this world.

What are your thoughts on this wonderful news? Do you follow Justin and Hailey’s journey closely? If you don't then follow 50news for his latest udpates.

#celebrity news #justin bieber #news

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theuniverseawakens347 · 5 months ago

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FUCK ASS RETARD CON ARTIST VIVICCA A WHITSETT // ERYKA BADU UGLY INCEST TWINS

SHE MY “adoptive god mom” THIS LIFE TIME ANYWAYS THIS DUMMY RIGHT HERE AND CHRISTINA SIMOS ( sister IVF/ INVITRO) OWE CLIVE DAVIS W FUCKTARD LEE GARLINGTON AND JASON George ( Shayne Murphy and eryka badu child 🥚🏊🏾‍♂️)

ANYWAYS DONT CARE WHO BELONG TO WHO YAL GON FIGURE THAT OUR URSELVES IM NOT DOING EVERYTHING FOR YOU LAZY SHIT FUCKS.

But THIS BITCH AND BADU THE RING LEADERS TO THE DRUGGING PIMPING AND CPN / OTHER FRAUD GOING ON IN THE “free Mason “ COMMUNITY. AT BEYONCE .. JAYZ .. DIDDY STYLE .. as you go HIGHER INTO THE TIERS YOU GET MORE “perks” BUT YOU GOTTA DO SOME FUCK ASS LOW BALL SHIT ,

And ALL YOU WHO SIGN UP BECOME A SLAVE TO THE LEE GARLINGTON CLIVE DAVIS KRIS JENNER FAMILY SEED KLAN LIKE TRISTAN THOMPASON AND KHLOE CHILD OF OJ .. ROB LEFT KRIS BC NICOLE TRIAL WHO DIDNOR DIDNT DO IT,

HE DID IT. 🤷🏽‍♀️🖕🏽

KRIS STOOD BY HIM AND WAS PREGNANT AT THE TIME, ROB FOUND OUT AND DIVORCED HER ON THAT BACK END OR WAS TRYING TO BUT OJ FOUND OUT AND KRIS WANTED TO KEEP HIS $$$ AND RECORD COMPANY SO THEY SHOT ROB WHEN HE DIED BUT NEWS SAY CANCER ..

YOU ARE INCUBABYS YOU AINT COME OUT THE WOMB FORREAL, YOU CAME OUT A TEAT TUBE THE BABY THAT WAS IN THE ATOMACH GET RETURNED BACK TO THE HOMELANDS .. as I’m calling it ..

THE OUTSKIRTS OF THE “DOME” ..

And ways YA MOMS PUSH ONE OUT, and the doctor hands her a “genetically modified version” HAS ME OR MY ORGINAL BLOOD LINE IN IT SO THAT THEIR KLAN AT KEVIN SPACEY READING RN CAN ATTEST WILL KEEP A TRACC RECORD OF “slaves” GIRLS AND BOYS THEY PUT INTO THE INDIATRY TO BE TRAFFIC / PURPOSELY PREGNANT BY INCEST WILLINGLY OR WEIRDO SHIT,

Basically wanting RHEIR OWN “spiritually” CONNECTED BABIES TO USE TO CONTROL THE POPULATION MKULTRA FORM BY “voodoo” / “hoodoo” .. WITCH MAGIC LIKE SALEM WITCH TRIAL SHIT MIXED W PAGONISM..

Fuck the spelling,

SINCE YOURE A SLAVE YOU HAVE TO MY PROGRAM FOLLOW THE SIMULATION.. A FEW OF YOU GOT LICKY AND WERE LET FREE MEANING LEGIT CAME OUT THE COOCHIE NO SWITXHS BUT YOU WILLINGLY OR YOUR PARENTS HALLE X DDG SOLD YA BABY AND UR SOUL AT SOME POINTNTO GIVE UP FIRST BORN AS PAYMENT IE SNOOP / CORDELL / CORDE / CORRI / Julian = payment for record labels ..

ANYWAYS.. THE LKAN FROM THE FIRST PARAGRAPH STARTED THE SWITCH AROUND MEDOTH BC THEY WERE BROKE AND NEEDED TO OAY BACK CLICE FOR ACTUAL HEROIN METH AND WEED THEY STOLE .. IRONICALLY OFF MY DADDY THE ROCK ( POT) THAT OTHER SHIT IS THE WEIRD WHITE MAN VICTOR GARLINGTON WW2 MKULTRA MIND CONTROL UNDER A DEADLY WEAPON OF DRUGS TACTIC ..

Skipping pieces , cause FIGURE OUT YOUR OWN FUCKING SHIT IM SO TIRED OF YOU FUCKTARDS FUCKING W ME N ME HAVING TO FIGURE IT OUT MY FUCKING SELF. FAILED ME ON THAT DEPARTMENT OF “coming out” but I digress..

ANYWAYS THESE MOFOS RETURNED THE MONEY BUT FOUND FUN IN BEING SICK SINISTER BASTARDS WHILE THE QUEEN ME WAS ASLEEP AND TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MY FAMILY IN ALL PHYSICAL PLAINS ..

AND THEN PINNING THEIR FUCKED UP INCEST AND DRUG DEATH CRIMES ON MY FAMILY NAME TO EXONERATE THEIR OWN .. YOU YOUNGING STILL FALLING TRAPPED TO THE MKULTRA MIND CONTROL ENSLAVEMENT CAMP ..

NO LONGER IS IT INCUBABY “pick your child” IT LITERAL KIDDIE PORN AT JERRY FROM SUBWAY style,

THEN AS YOU GET OLDER YOU BITXHES LAUREN LONDON SOLD A LIFESTYLE OF LAVISH DREAMS TO SET UP NIGGAS TO “die” FOR A “become THE first millionaire in your family” BULLSHIT.

Knives out type beat, and MAFIA .. games sets ..THEN YAL NIGGAS SELLING NUDES AND WHATEVER ELSE OFF THE ORIGINAL BLOOD / CREATION OF ME N MY HUSBAND.. WHICH IS WHY WE ALL TO A DEGREE LOOK ALIKE..

“HAPPY HUNTINGZ” FIND YA CLONE vs THE REAL ONE..

FOUND ME N MY HUSBAND,

BUT FUCKTARDS DONT WANA MAKE RIGHT AND TELL ME WHATS UP, SO HERE WE ARE WAITING FOR THAT TO HAPPEN SO THE TIME LINE CAN BE RESTORED BACK TO FUCKING PEACE .. BUT THE LONGER I SIT AND GET ANGERY LEE KNOWS MY DADS ARE GOING TO KILL .. but she afraid cause she and her KLAN DAVID SPADE ALREADY ADMITTED THE FUCK AHIT OF MY COOCHIE PICS + BASEL SHADFAN THE KILLING SUSU “ money heist” POT ..

= FEDERAL FOR THISE WHO WILLING JOINED AND DID IT / vs JAIL TIME/ PURGATORY FOR THOSE WHO DISNT KNOW AND ADMIT FULLY THE PARTY THEY PLAYED in the never ending fucktard incest killing spree of VICTOR CHARLES MANSON ARLINGTON HOWARD NUGENT REGIME.

Like be soooo fucking frfr, CLEAN UP YOUR FUCKING PART. THIS SHIT IS IRRITATING. VIVICCA COME OUT AND OWN YOUR FUCKING PART MISS YOU LIVE IN A SHOE BOX FILTHY ASS APARTMENT , yo cats love me more, HEAD ASS BITXH. IDC ABOUT A FILTHY CAR IM IN IT RN CAUSE YOU DID THIS SAME WEIRDO SHIT TO MY MOTHER DARNYCE WALLACE RELLY LISA BONET .. ORIGINAL BLOOD YOU THEN DRUGGED AND SENT TO AQUAMAN WHEN I AWAKEN IN 2021 CAUSE SHE AWAKENED TO THE TRUTH TOO,

WHY YALL NIGGA KILLED MICHAEL AND WHITENEY AND PRINCE AND XXX AND NIP FIT BUT ITS SOOOO MUCH MORE THERE.. etc ANYONE WHO TALKS ABOUT THE MATRIX CAUSE THE QUEEN GOTTA WAKE UP, me.. AT BEYONCE ALREADY CAME OUT W CASSIE ABOUT THE TRUTH

Mans Clive’s end IS restoring my shit BUT THE REST OF YOU SMALL CIVILIANS UNDER LEE GARLINGTON AND MICHAEL HEIMOS AND ANDRE HEIMOS AND HOWARD NUGENT AND ANTHONY BARTON SHIT, an BEN AND TINA TICKNER

ANTI/ MASON / ILLUMINATI / KILL ADONDI CASHAY MONEY HEIST .. FUCKTARD AJA MILES FEDERAL AND DEPORTED .. IDR WHAT YOU CALL IT MAKE FUCKING RIGHT NO MORE MATEIX THERE WILL BE RESTORATION TO THE ORIGINAL SHITS .. like Futurama

AND IM TALKING MONSTER INC THEME BUT PLANET OD THE APES GET DOWN WAR IF YAL KEEP FUCKING TRYING ME IN THE STUPID ASS CAR.

Over IT over you OVER THE GAMES DONT CARE WHAT OTHER 🖕🏽 LEE GARLINGTON TYPE OF “movies” AT HUNGER GAMES YOU THREW IN THIS BITCH.

Like be so fucking frfr , the games are beyond childish and stupid and bitch grew up mentally and physically THIS time, YOU FUCKING NEED TO TOO,

“Miss none of this is real it fantasy”

THEN STOP CALLING ME FUCKING CRAZY WHEN I CAN READ YOUR FUCKING THOUGHTS AND REGRETS THEU MESSAGES.

AT CHRISTOPHER WHITE RAPING A DEAD BODY AND DAQUAN FILMING IT SAME W JANAE AND SHANNON T DOUGH IN THE HEAD AT CORREY C TOO .. AND SOLO? FINAO ..

ALL TELEPATHIC AND HOW A RIGHTFUL SCARY COUNTER PART THATS COMING FOR FUCKING W ME AT STICCY AT IAN 72nd N VERMONT CREW / AT WEST BLD JHENE AIKO / NEIGHBORHOOD.. DEATH ROW..ETC ORIGINAL BLOOD ON THE GROUND AND FROM THE SKIES,

GREEK / AFRICAN/ MYTHOLOGY AND ALIENS STAR TREK, ZENON w raven symone/ PLANET OF THE APES 2 .. acolytes..

LEE YOU AND YOUR FAMILY MATRIX TIME IS UP, NIGGAS IS WAITING ON YOU TO HAVE THE FUCKING CONVERSATION W ME AND FREE ALL MY FUCKING LOOKALIKES AND THEN SOME FROM FUCKING SLAVERY,

AT OBAMA TREVOR NOAH NOAH DECORSI DIGUSTED CAUSE YOU TOLD EVERYONE SOMETHING DIFFERENT AND WEIRD CAUSE YOU WANTED ME TO SEEM FUCKING CRAZY AND MENTALLY PHYSICALLY DIRTY AND YOU THE “GOOD” ONE TO KEEP SHIT GOING.

IN YOUR HEAD I AM YOU AND YOU ARE ME,

IN REALITY BITCH YOU JUST ANOTHER FUCKING CHARLES MANSON SCARED BITCH.

You’re 72 I’m 30.. like really my dude? TALK AND ATOP CALLING ME CRAZY BEFORE I LET “THE EAGERLY CRAZY HAVE YOU” 🙂🖕🏽🤷🏽‍♀️

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