#is Friday arvo im stuck at work

[horsyunicorn]

forgot to pay tuition today and got a threatening email from the bursar, I just had so much senioritis I forgot I had to actually pay for this

Oooop I know the feeling. When I first applied to my professional college they were like "okay that was your membership fee, now you have to pay your course college fee" which was 10x the membership.

Then they sent me a sad letter cos I didn't pay the GST (goods n services tax) on my course fee.

Finally we moved to a new online system (like moodle) and they lost my degree certificates, my degree transcripts, my ACCEPTANCE LETTER,,..,

[splendiddlydoo]

monday, 5 july 8:00PM

what a day. the last few hours of work was hectic. i was on speed auto pilot mode and internally talking to myself not to lose my shit but i felt it was obvious i was about to lose my shit from the look on my face. anyway, i managed to get through the day. twas a success. i spent a lot of the day

friday night, i watched uproar at home. i cried multiple times when they were doing the haka. its such a powerful dance. saturday, tyson and i went to get coffee at custodian and then toasties in moorabbin. it was really nice spending time outside together again. saturdaynight we went to pakenham.

i've been spending a lot of time this week internally CBTing myself and idk if i should just crack it or keep cbting myself. its so hard lol i just want to lose my shit at everything.

spent saturday arvo at kats with the girls, was nice catching up.

blah blah blah blah blah i'm absolutely losing my marbles and want to implode from this bad mood. the only good thing that comes from this mood is that im more upfront and am less tolerant to bullshit. but then at the same time it feels like im so stuck up lol i need to do an mdma trip to ease up