#irrational worry im neglecting them but unfortunately that realisation does not make the nightmares stop | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

nailgunstigmata · 1 year ago

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every few months or so i have a recurring nightmare where i horrifically neglect some animals i have and theyre like barely holding on and im like what have i done how did i let it get so far im a monster and its always like hamsters or mice or something and once it was a human baby and once a spider. anyways today it was rats and one of them bit me which i think was deserved and a sign of revolution. next dream theyre going to unionise and start eating me alive or something. and good for them honestly dream me had it coming

#just for the record these animals are not real and i dont neglect my pets i swear my dog is very spoiled #i talked about this with my therapist and the conclusion was that i probably worry too much about doing things right so it doubles over into #irrational worry im neglecting them but unfortunately that realisation does not make the nightmares stop #so now its like upsetting in the moment but once i wake up im normal again #and almost kinda funny like. why am i dreaming about rats i dont have. ive never had a rat #they need too much space and their short live spans make me sad #cw animal neglect #its only imaginary but. anyways

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