#ironically i was planning on throwing birdie at selena ^^'

[stillresolved]

continued from here! / @geaesaekki

SHE’S BEEN IN PLACES LIKE THESE BEFORE. And not when she was in university– the pubs in Oxford could never be this spirited and if they were, that could only spring from the ragers the gentlemen clubs threw. Amara never liked those parties, those chaotic, not spirited places. 

No, the familiarity of the club scene actually comes from her earlier days, back when she was a young child. Before she was Amara. Back then, her mother worked at one of these clubs to make ends meet and because child care was too expensive, she brought Birdie to work. Perhaps it is the childish need for familiarity that made Birdie return to a place like this. There is a solidarity to be found in these supposedly seedy places.

She’s still glaring in the direction of the asshole, even after he’s long gone. She’s not like Selena, effortlessly graceful, effortlessly affable in a field of annoyances. Birdie still has yet to learn how to let go. “Do I have to turn in an application? I don’t have an ID.” One that wouldn’t get her arrested at least. Her hands curl into fists. But that can be remedied, can’t it? The underbelly of Seoul has a way of making the impossible possible if you look in the right places. “...I’ll throw rocks at all of them. I don’t care if they get mad at me, they deserve it.”