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godza · 3 months
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dont get the picrew app it sucks theres audio ads. anyways this is anabella. she is a character in ipttw probably not the love interest but an important character nonetheless. she represents misogyny basically shes toted around like a plaything for people to look at her beauty. shes been sexualized from a very young age and has gotten all her validation from that. she has no sense of self outside of her appearance and the deep directionless rage she feels. if she had her way she would be a jeweller. she is the candidate for engagement to the second prince who is four years older than her. she wasnt supposed to train eith the sword but her older brother gave her lessons in secret. she is formidable with the sword and is secretly one of the top fighters in the kingdom, surpassing her brother. she plans to duel her father and betrothed for her freedom. she feels pity for melissa but dislikes her tendency to fawn and cry. she wants her to learn how to exist in the political world and have some power. shes 18 like leopold. a scene i have in my mind is her holding her sword, white ballgown covered in blood, running barefoot down the castle halls, her hair matted with sweat against her face. not sure how thatll happen but its in my mind. i want her and melissa to be opposed but in a yummy way. actually they wont be love interests anabella will just be some kind of foil. i want some kind of representation of historical misogyny since melissas kind of complacent with her role in society. she doesnt like it but shes not trying for social change. anabella cant express her anger and it bubbles up out of her. think sarah berry. she might die in the story after killing a few people. like probably her dad and her fiance. shes gonna either die or escape with her brother. not everybidy can find a happy ending not even melissa
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godzas · 3 years
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more cordelia and edward. comtemplating changing edwards name to noah bc he looks like noah luire and nobody knows who noah luire is so it wouldnt matter. but i probably wont. i dont like how edward is supposed to be for the war i think after he meets up with oscar again hell realize the badness of the war and all that. and what kind of kingdom has a revolution during a war i think i might need to change it so gwendolyns on trial in dwallia or smth
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godza · 5 months
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heresmy oc daisuke. their groupmates will be coming soon its just 3am. ill explain the group dynamics once the others come out and make an intro post to the group, dreamday. name to be finalized a lot of stuff can and will be changed. had a whole argument with myself about his last name. it could also be ikehara but i needed it to match chizuru who i have no digital info of all of her stuff is at home in sketchbooks and notebooks. minori has stuff its just from four years ago and outdated. ew 2020 was four years ago. barf. anyway goodnight there will be more formal posts of these fuckers coming i just need to release them into the wild i finish a piece then collapse with relief and post it
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godza · 3 months
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dorothy sticks out so much against my other ocs. shes just some random woman amongst teenagers. she is an adult btw shes early 20s. her computer is full of viruses she hasnt taken out the trash in two weeks and all her plants are dead. she just kinda sucks. i put her in business casual but shes really wearing ratty hot topic anime tees and short shorts 24/7. this is her work/going outside look. what she wears to the fabric store and to meet clients, not what she wears when shes on her fifth rewatch of ouran and finishing all her hems. she has a deal with the local bodega that if she mends their clothes she gets a free meal. she also does free mending for the families if they give her some dinner. she likes her community bc they dont ask questions and pretend not to hear her nightmares through the walls. she has a rat problem but shes started to take care of it and make sure it gets fed. its name is checkers or philip. havent decided. she has considered a cat she will eventually take in a stray once shes more stable. just like she is a stray cat to me i have rescued. she has nerve damage from sticking her finger so many times on needles she thinks shes too good for thimbles. she thinks shes so cool but no shes a failgirl. shes given up on being nice shes kinds bitchy since shes always stressed. shes my baby now. wont explain my relationship to her its complicated. she spawned in my brain like a minecraft zombie
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godza · 3 months
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i KNOW i've mentioned them before but melissa would so be besties with the main girl from my third project. clementine planchette aka minty who's also the daughter of a nobleman (either viscount or earl) who is a crazy lesbian. minty is also cursed to see ghosts and shit though and has one leeching off her. while minty's dad doesnt suck like melissa's her stepmom does really bad. too bad the fiance they got for her is also gay as hell but he's so confused how she isnt falling all over him. like hes used to women wanting him so bad because of his status. like hes happy about it but hes also like "did i do something wrong orrr" the sillies fr.
theyd be besties!!!!! gay people in lavender engagements!!!! theyd be besties. my ocs and ur ocs are besties forever. minty is such a cute nickname for clementine omg. sucky parents sucky engagements we love to see it!!!
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godza · 4 months
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this is my dnd character. shes a dwarf and either a ranger or monk. shes a deadbeat mother and divorced, her kids moved out and she doesnt have much to do except get drunk and make armor. i will use her one day my past dnd character was too simple and just me. i wanna act as a middle aged nasty woman. dwarf lifespan is about 400 so shes about 210 and ready to die.
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godza · 4 months
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i forgot i have ocs. theyre out there. i have so many creative endeavors crammed into my brain i cant do anything about it. i had a dream one night foyr years ago and it ruined my life
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godza · 4 months
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my two new shitty ocs
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they were made bc i think itd be funny if a schutzengel fucking hated her schild. blue is the schutzengel and was forced to get a schild since she was too reckless in battle. the schild is red and she has issues. shes obsessed with blue and follows her around everywhere. blue deeply wishes red will die in combat so she doesnt need to look at that hamster freak everyday. there is no learning to love each other, its unrequited forever. red doesnt even love her shes just obsessed with the oath and the idea of sisterhood mentorship. blue wants to kill red with her own charm
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godza · 5 months
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my ocs. ignore daisukes eyes i couldnt draw them at all they were fighting me. reito is slightly off. haruki looks perfect thats him. their group name might be dreamday but thats tbd since i have another story relating to actual dreams. their concept is also tbd i only have a good grasp on the characters and how they came to be idols
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godza · 5 months
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haruki is the most interesting out of my idol ocs but hes so complicated. real fucked up guy. i want to make him sympathetic but its kind hard because hes a manipulative little bitch. i could try to fix this by adding more family dynamics and making his whole family fucked up but im not sure.
haruki summary: former gymnast because of his older sister. was mad he was never as good as her so he started to hog attention from his parents and ended up distancing his sister. i think i can either make his sister worse or the parents worse because yeah they do suck. yeah haruki made some bad decisions. mm actually im gonna keep it like this because i want haruki to learn he was a little brat because reito does not pull punches. daisuke would not want to touch his childhood trauma witj a ten foot pole
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godza · 6 months
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this is my new oc chanlina. name tentative. the picrew does not do her justice neither does my drawing bc she has very specific facial features and clothing (shiro lolita). i dont have much on her personality i just have a detailed family history. her grandfather fled cambodia in the 60s to japan where he met her grandmother. they had a baby there, her mother, who then met a cambodian guy and they moved to the east coast of the us to have kids. my description of chanlina seems unkind but she doesnt care. shes a college student i havdnt decided what shes studying. i want her to be dantes friend but ill need a major for her and how theyll meet. i was thinking mortuary sciences but im not sure how much education that needs. anyway chanlina is my new babygirl i love her so much she cut worms up in her backyard as a kid and made potions. shes a kind girl she just comes off strange. her- sorry i just got extremely hungry looking up cambodian food ohhh my god.
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godza · 9 months
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i have varying levels of motivation but these are my main oc stories. i want to make them into twine games before i do anything too meaningful with them. they have varying levels of background stuff but they all have character outlines and vague plot. at least a premise, i dont have an overarching plot for any of them. except ipttw, but its really complicated and unclear.
brief plot description of each:
ipttw: melissa is engaged to the prince. he sucks ass but hes just gay and mad about it. they both get partners and have a lavender marriage where they try not to kill each other. requires extensive research into history despite it being fantasy
dream angel: florian is a dream angel whos job it is to make people have good dreams. he gets assigned to andrew, a young programmer with cerebral palsy. requires more research on cerebral palsy and on dreams
vampire: plot is kinda up in the air rn but what i have so far is two college roommates, dante and theo, both start dreaming of a past life of a vampire kingdom. theo knows more than he lets on. soulmates enduring across lives and timelines. really hard because i have to develop an entire vampire society
idols: what i was rambling about today. an idol group is formed by three dysfunctional people at an all boys school. has a defined beginning. needs very little research since ive seen enough idol anime
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godza · 1 year
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melissa.
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godza · 2 years
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oh you know what would be fun. an ask game where you ask my ocs questions and i write their answers. can we do this actually i need dialogue practice. info abt my ocs under the cut:
(mc)melissa: autistic swag. hates her father and most people around her but simply plays the role shes been given. shy, caring, nobodys ever praised her before she meets maddie. originally engaged to leopold but neither of them liked that.
maddie: eccentric adhd swag. shes from the countryside and got a scholarship to study at the capital. shes not shy about herself at all, she is super bubbly and smart. seems a little unhinged to people who dont know her well.
(mc)leopold: he is gay wrongs. hates his father hates his country hates everybody ever. he wants to rebel from being the crown prince so bad but he knows if he showed weakness hed be killed. jealous of melissa for accepting her duty and takes things out on her sometimes bc he thinks of her as a representation of everything hes been put through even though melis hurting just as bad
henry: mr medical malpractice. an unwilling spy from a neighboring country who was set to be executed until leo saved him. he is crazier than maddie there are many things wrong with him. likes being a doctor so he can get an ego boost and see people in pain. (<- havent quite figured out his freakish specifics)
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godza · 1 year
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facts about this character: gender neutral, x gender if they had to say it themself. they play a bit of a mother role to their unitmates, and is more of a singer than a dancer. they are usually kind but can be snarky with a quick temper. they love fashion and make the units clothes. they are physically disabled but i havent figured out how exactly ill get back to you on that. each name has pros and cons, i have a few masculine options because i want them to keep their birthname, whatever that will be.
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godza · 1 year
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oc fight to the death for me. pick which one you like best. dont even need to know stuff just pick
melissa: autistic swag. madeline: adhd swag. leopold: terrible gay rep swag. henry: orange cat medical malpractice swag
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