#intrcspection

[nyctcphiliacs]

@intrcspection​​  liked this for a small thing

“You know when I gave you that key it was for emergencies, and no running out of chips does not count as an emergency.” Gaze shifting from bottle in hand to the intruder before he moves across kitchen to find the bottle opener.

[littledots]

@intrcspection said : “ nothing is worth losing you. “ - edward & daze

daze blinked back at edward, confusion laced in her expression as her brain tried to catch up to his words. "why?" it wasn't that she didn't believe him, as much as it was that she never understood why he put so much stock into their relationship, into this friendship she was always waiting to end, one foot out the door to escape the pain that she knew would come with his leaving her behind. "i don't understand it, your need to keep me around. why do you care so much about me?"

[gcldcnhour-a]

@intrcspection​ continued from here 

if violet was being honest, she was having a shit time at this party. her friend group was incredibly strained, mostly because of their own judgmental parents passing down their social gossip about the turmoils of the frances family, which made violet incredibly lonely. people she had thought were her best friends were turning on her, for incredibly stupid reasons in her eyes. so she was siloed off to the side, sipping out of a red solo cup and checking her watch trying to determine when she could make an irish goodbye. 

and then benjamin was in front of her, and his bickering was probably the most consistent and stable thing in her life currently. how sad was that? and even in that she had a complicated relationship with it. on one hand his snarky comments (though they weren’t actually that bad and were kind of hilarious) annoyed the shit out of her, she also looked forward to it. it was funny, a bit of fun, something she could rely on. “ben, what are you even on about?” she questioned, eyes narrowing as he continued on. 

and then he mentioned her being the worst and her heart sank. is that what he really thought of her? “are you fucking-” but she was cut off by his lips crashing into hers. instinctively a hand settled on his arm and she kissed him back. it was unexpected, but she’d be lying if she said she didn’t like it. and all too soon he was pulling back, leaving her standing there confused. 

“i...i’m just confused.” she admitted softly, eyes never leaving him. “do you like...always kiss the people you hate?” or was he just being cruel to her? 

[heartbloomed]

@intrcspection wanted a starter 2/2 based: tell it to my heart by taylor dayne muse: aviva emerson, 21, she/her, professional cheerleader

"take me, i'm yours. into your arms — never let me go. tonight I really need to know.. tell it to my heart. tell me i'm the only one. is this really love or just a game?"

[kiissme]

JANE & ELIAS — WITH @intrcspection

               She couldn't help it, a laugh just rolling out at his words. "God. You really are like... I bet you watch those Hallmark Christmas movies unironically, don't you?" Oddly, there was no judgement in the statement, just amusement, smile stretching wide. "I'll concede to the fact that, yes, most are looking for a good time during Christmas, I love Christmas, maybe not Hallmark Christmas because those are ridiculous, but, I will sit down to Home Alone, Elf, some Rudolph any day with some hot cocoa and tiny little marshmallows, I'll do that. However," she said, crossing her arms in front of her. "Have you heard the lyrics to Wonderful Christmas Time? Allow me," holding a finger up, clearing her throat. "The mood is right~ The Spirit's up~ We're her tonight~ That's enough~" she sang, holding out a second finger, "And then — wonderful christmas time, right? The party's on~ The feeling's here~ That only comes~ Once a year~" Raising her brows, "There's no story to it! It's just like, facts. The sky is blue~ You've got brown eyes~ Hot water is hot~ It could be anything. And then some of the lyrics are just Ding Dong'ing and... Last Christmas at least tells a story, there's emotion! It makes you feel something. Elias, c'mon, accept defeat, I won't think any less of you I swear."

[littledots]

adam let out a low laugh, but when he turned to look back at giselle, he got the impression that she wasn't kidding. "giselle-- come on, i can't afford any place---" he let her talk, hoping she could explain just what the hell she was getting at. no where she knew about was going to be even sort of in his price range. adam and giselle hadn't gotten into the nitty gritty of either of their lives before they met at christmas, that kind of trust was built over time but that didn't mean she hadn't said enough for him to put the pieces together. this wasn't a charity or pity or whatever thing, this was one kid from a broken home trying to help his little sisters, him, before the damage was irreversible. this was kindness. adam ran over her words in his head, over and over and over again. "you aren't messing with me, are you?" he asked, no accusatory tone to his voice, rather sincere curiosity. hesitant to accept something as kind as she was offering. it wouldn't be cheap, moving them out, but it wasn't as if he hadn't been saving since he moved away. he had the money to go and get them, to move them out here and outfit a place for them, with a little left over to manage the rent.

"what if i knew a place with extra rooms that you could use?" part of her was worried her words could come across like charity, but the bigger part was focused on remembering how awful she'd felt growing up knowing how little she was wanted. acting out in ways she hated, because being screamed at by her parents for ruining their reputation was the only way she got any attention. the idea of other people growing up the same way, feeling so unloved and worthless, was something she hated - and if she could help get even one person out of that kind of situation, she'd be happier. "i'm meant to spend most of my time at home - my parents like to claim we're one big happy family, but keeping us close means they can control us better. for another couple of years, they do control the money i need to live the way i want to. but i do technically have my own place. my parents didn't want college parties thrown in their pristine home so... if it was only that keeping you from getting them out here... you could... i don't know, rent the rooms?" she'd offer them for nothing, it wasn't as though she was actually paying anything for the apartment - but she thought saying she'd take some money from him was more likely to get a yes.

[monstersmuses]

@intrcspection​

ready to shoo away whoever had been at his door, daniel’s unlocking it from the other side. ‘’i’m warning you, i know ho--’’ the words dying as he comes face to face with her, a slow brow raising. ‘’.. did you lock yourself out again?’’ the tiniest hint of a smile, moving to lean against the door frame. ‘’kidding. do you-- want to come in?’’

[lcnelyday]

i would like to thank some people for bringing back my muse today. @rennisaturate i adore you. and ame. and georgie. and marcus. thank you friend. @colcrado you know i could wax poetical about your muses all day and all night, right? @wynterlanding sometimes i think i should be locked up for how much i adore landon. @reveriemxses my sweet love, i am so glad we are both back, and that we have our babies. @intrcspection you tolerate me and my short attention span and never stop giving me my favorites. i love you. @dozenrozez your patience with me is astounding. i love you and all of our pairings. sincerely.

it's the last of us night, so i am off to my besties to watch the new episode, thirst over pedro and ashley, and then likely watch yellowstone and thirst over, well everyone. C & K don't get my attraction to the cowboys, but they also don't mind, so win win for me.

[huntrcssqueen]

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favourite colour(s): Red

favourite flavour(s): Salty, sweet, can chicken count as a flavour or garlic? LOL

favourite genre(s): Horror, action, drama, romantic, comedy, true stories

favourite music: pop, country (there are more but I only know those two types for sure)

favourite movie(s): Harry Potter, The Last Song, Purple Hearts, The Hunger Games, All of Marvel basically, After series

favourite series: The 100, Grey’s Anatomy, The Vampire Diaries, The Originals, Legacies, Pretty Little Liars, Criminal Minds, Julie & The Phantoms... honestly I’ve lost track because I’m sure there are more

last song: Flowers Need The Rain - Preston Pablo, Banx & Ranx

last series: After

last movie: Spider-Man Homecoming

currently reading: Mockingjay - Suzanne Collins

currently watching: Greys Anatomy

currently working on: planning a murder mystery party for my friends, planning a trip to Florida in 2024 (yes awhile away still)

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tagging: @scinglives @aracnokid @spideysmuses @daringsunflowers @dcnimdreams @unlevshed @menofmarvelx @intrcspection @imperfectox

[gcddamnvampire]

I posted 1,636 times in 2022

That's 1,274 more posts than 2021!

404 posts created (25%)

1,232 posts reblogged (75%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@intrcspection

@kiissme

@selfishsaviour

@uncommonmusing

@gcldcnhour

I tagged 1,635 of my posts in 2022

#queue and whose army? - 814 posts

#( from the mind of the mun ) - 164 posts

#indie rp - 162 posts

#open rp - 141 posts

#indie smut rp - 128 posts

#( wanted plot ) - 122 posts

#open smut rp - 120 posts

#( open starter ) - 112 posts

#( meme ) - 68 posts

#smut rp - 64 posts

Longest Tag: 101 characters

#( i'm imagining that maybe her dad is pretending not to like him so dylan will agree to date him??? )

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

( open to: f/nb ) ( plot: hunter is a pilot and every time he is in town, he stays over with your muse but they always miss each other horribly when he has to leave, though they won’t admit it. could be a fwb/friend/step sibling/family friend etc bonus points if they already have someone over/a date)

When he found out which city he would be spending the night in, Hunter couldn’t contain his excitement. It had been a while since he had spent the night with them and he couldn’t wait to see them again. He knew that he shouldn’t be so eager. They only really saw each other on the off chance that Hunter had a break in between his flights in the city in which they lived, but aside from that, that only communicated through text. Of course, he couldn’t always do that either because he was busy flying so much. As much as he loved his job, they were the one person that he wished he could stay for. Still, he’d never admit that out loud. They’d never made any indication that they wanted to spend more time with him, so he wasn’t about to do something that would ruin things between them. His suitcase dragged across the ground as he made his way to their front door, still smiling as he knocked swiftly. “Got plans tonight?” He asked the moment the front door open.

30 notes - Posted July 13, 2022

#4

( open to; m/f/nb ) ( muse; jasmin jamil. thirty five. fbi agent. bi. ) ( plot; they’re partners but they hate each other and also secretly like each other )

“It seems like I’m out of fucks to give, Oops.”

32 notes - Posted August 27, 2022

#3

( open to; m/f/nb ) ( muse; bianca russo. twenty. president’s daughter. pansexual ) ( plot; could be a bf/gf/friend/ex/bodyguard/rival/anything really )

“You’re talking mad shit for a person within kissing distance.”

36 notes - Posted August 24, 2022

#2

( open to; f/nb ) ( muse; javier sanchez. fourty four. cartel boss. straight. ) ( plot; based on this )

It was taking so long for the ransom money to come in that Javier had taken to watching his captive himself rather than allowing his men to do it for him. It didn’t help that he had found the other very attractive and, if they hadn’t been in this situation, he would have definitely hit on them by now. That was probably why the clothes he had offered them were nothing more than barely there articles of clothing. If he was going to be boring himself by keeping watch over them, at least he would have some eye candy as he did so. He let out a sigh as he walked into the room where he was keeping them, blinking a few times as he eyes what they had put on. “I didn’t think you’d actually wear that stuff,” he commented, nearly in shock.

37 notes - Posted September 4, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

( open to; f/nb ) ( muse; harley esposito. twenty four. personal trainer. straight. bio here. )  ( plot; the jock in school is about to lose his scholarship because of his grades, so he finds the smartest person in his class and asks them to be his tutor. in exchange, he’ll help them ask out a fellow jock. ) @indiestarter​

Harley was sure he’d never been in the library before — and this time he wasn’t necessarily there to read any books. His eyes scanned the face of every person he passed until he finally came across the person he was looking for. “Okay, hear me out,” he said softly, sitting down at the table across from them. “I have a proposition for you.”

37 notes - Posted August 27, 2022

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[musebluebird]

PATRICK X ODETTE @intrcspection​

The game had gone well, it was a good start to the season considering that the team had won the first three games of the season. The next two were away from home in Vancouver and Ontario, so he would be on the road for about a week and a half. Patrick made a mental note to remember to tell Odette about it later. His teammates were yelling and talking loudly, he made a couple of game related comments after getting out of the shower. Usually the after game party was at the team owner's house when they played at home. He promised to go with Odette despite not having asked her but he was almost sure that she wouldn't have a problem. In a couple of days they had an interview scheduled and if there was one thing Patrick hated it was talking to journalists, especially when they didn't want him talking about sports. They needed time to get familiar with being together in public acting like a couple or else any journalist would see through their act.

Patrick shouldered the bag before leaving the locker room. "Hey babe" he called her approaching her and giving her a kiss. Odette had seen the game in the box that was usually shared between the families of the players "We have the after game party, wanna go?" He put his arm around her shoulders and began to walk away from the rest of the families "It might be a good time to socialize before the interview," Patrick added in a whisper as he directed her toward his car.

[nyctcphiliacs]

@intrcspection​  liked this for a small thing

“Okay but like I can’t help that I look like shit, I just got off charter and I”m running on like 4 hours of sleep.”

[littledots]

@intrcspection said : “ i’m not a good person. “ - grey & olympia

"do you think i am?" grey asked, a small chuckle wiping away his serious look for a moment before he let the humor pass him, bringing him back to his prior emotions. "olympia, people aren't just good or bad. everyone does good and everyone does bad, what you continuously choose is what determines who you are. not a stupid label."

[gcldcnhour-a]

[ FORT ] - lexi/knox

[  FORT  ] :  sender and receiver are chilling in a pillow fort they spent a good part of the day building, in an intimate moment they both lean in for a kiss, only for the ill-built fort to collapse on them. 

it had been lexi's idea, but knox couldn't say no. in fact there was very little she suggested that he could say no to. and so they pulled all the pillows from the couch, the blankets strewn across his apartment, and even included the broom for some sturdy height. it seemed to be holding up alright. in fact, knox was pretty sure it was the best fort he had ever built.

"don't ever tell my sister this, but this might possibly be the best fort i've ever built." knox laughed, leaning back into the makeshift bed of blankets and pillows, looking up to admire their work. lexi moves to rest on his chest, his arm wrapping around her.

this was a place of comfort, some place he could fall asleep to, where they could ignore the outside world and just...be. glancing down, he was a bit surprised to see lexi looking up at him, not their fort. no words passed between them, and instead knox felt himself drawn in, leaning slowly toward her, his arm tightening around her. he could be brave for a moment, he could seize the feeling that was surrounding them.

and just before their lips met, his eyes having already fluttered closed, the broom gave way and all of their hardwork collapsed on and around them. a large belly laugh left him as he let go of her so they could try to find their way out. "okay well...maybe i spoke too soon."

[heartbloomed]

@intrcspection wanted a starter 1/2 based: landslide by f.leetwood m.ac muse: ambrose townsend, 36, he/him, defense attorney

"well, i've been afraid of changin' because i've built my life around you — but time makes you bolder. even children get older, and i'm getting older too."

[lcnelyday]

@intrcspection @whileurmine @wynterlanding @dozenrozez

bro you better shut the fuck up before i look at you one day and feel warm and realize i’ve fallen in love with you bro. im serious quit it dude