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Energy never dies, it just transforms
(some people believe that seeing a cardinal is sign or message from a deceased loved one, or that cardinals appear when angels or spirits are near)
#dutch van der linde#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#art crimes with koko#I’m never drawing a fucking tree again I stg#or feathers#someone told me this about cardinals and mourning doves when a loved one of mine passed years ago#and now I have a whole flock that live in my backyard#and this is all I can think about#the cardinal could be both of them or a general message or even annabelle#interpret as you see fit
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all dogs bite but,
"my dog doesn't bite" he latched his hand around the underside of my jaw pulling back my lips and showing my teeth "see? she's a sweetheart" he grabbed me by the scruff exposing my stomach "wouldn't hurt a fly" he laughed pushed me to the floor "see, she doesn't bite" all dogs bite, bite with their tails tucked between their legs bite with a snarl hiding in the backs of their throats behind a cry they cannot contain bite until their teeth are taken from them, bite until they find themselves at the wrong end of a gun all dogs bite, all dogs latch their jaws around the things they hate
all dogs bite, and they don't let go
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There’s something looking back at me
I don’t know why, I don’t care enough
It doesn’t look happy. I can’t read it’s face
I don’t care enough. I don’t know why
I can’t read my mind anymore.
We’re collapsing under my apathy.
And I don’t care enough to stop that anymore.
I broke all my mirrors. I was angry.
It didn’t feel good. I hated being angry.
I cared about it. But not enough for the mirrors
I broke them. All of them. Am I alone now?
Do I care.
Maybe I’ll let myself care for you. Whilst i still can
Let me anchor myself?
I broke the mirrors, do you hate me for it?
I care for you. I don’t understand it. I never did.
But I don’t want to let you go.
I’ll look at you until I can look at myself.
Goodnight, I love you
#original poem#sort of about my experiences with gender and being#queer#interpret as you see fit#but the realationship is platonic in near all of my poems
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i think the sacrificial lamb take on evbo is nice and very cool to play with but might i offer my cent?
evbo is a calf.
there is something inherently holy about the sacrifice of a lamb. it is innocent and pure and you give up its life in worship. there is nothing holy about what the iron swords do to evbo. they open the door, they torture him, they slaughter him. they farm him. cattle are farm animals.
some calves are born to be killed for veal. there are multiple different ways veal calves are raised, with a range in ages at which they are slaughtered for their meat. one process for raising veal calves, which is particularly inhumane (and really quite disgusts me), involves placing the calf in a small pen and feeding it barely sustainable food until it reaches around eighteen weeks old. they are then killed for veal.
there is no worship when it comes to slaughtering the trembling calf staring down the barrel of your gun. you simply watch as it falls limp to the ground, blood pooling beneath its body, before you drag it off to be turned into the meat that sits on your plate.
why would you ever worship the creature that only ever lived to die?
#mcyt#minecraft youtube#pvpciv#pvp civilization#pvp civ#pvp civ spoilers#evbo pvpciv#evbo#ah yes farm animal metaphors#evbo no!!! you aren't actually the chosen one!!!!! you are just the tool the iron swords see fit to treat like livestock!!!!!!!!!#pvp civ brainrot is crazy#also i did research on veal calves when i considered my calf evbo interpretation and#that was SO sad#and disturbing
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@mcyt-yuri-week Day 5, Rose/Thorns I never stop thinking about SL episode 8 never ever
#gempearl#pearlgem#shinyduo#shiny duo#trafficshipping#I tried to word it a few different ways but I feel like its still so easy to interpret this as negative but noo its positive#because the thorns here are referencing the scarlet persona that Pearl's embraced. being left with nothing but it - the thorns#But it's not that Gem likes her just for her scarlet persona. She likes her for her. Pearl's not just thorns#Gem doesnt really care about the “thorns” or the petalless rose stem. she cares about Pearl. She thinks Pearl's cool (thumbs up emoji)#Pearl changes into her scarlet fit like she has many times before with the purpose of scaring people & leaning into her feared witch thing#but Gem's just like “omg slayyy” and its the best. And to Pearl it's like whoag#Gem never saw how she changed. Never saw her be ostracized and the aftermath#But she thought that the Pearl she did see in SL was cool and so easily accepted her when Pearl herself though herself so unacceptable#she got love from the Mounders and BigB and that warms my heart but Gem being a newcomer immediately embracing Pearl is just#it hits different#whoa jimbo way too many tags hghghgh#mcytyuriweekvalentines#at first I thought about smth like “where the others saw thorns you saw a rose” but I thought it was more fitting this way#I guess you guys be the judge of that haha idk what Im saying#tubby art
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Well, after some several hours i finally finished this. I used the "Kermes" art as a reference. Im doing another, but that im wanting to change thr colors. The sun was something that i wanted to draw because of your arts that has some red background. dunno why, but my first idea was drawing machete with Dante's clothes or Vergil.... i hope you liked it :)
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#oh it's wild seeing him interpretated through embroidery!#it must've been a painstaking process to fill in his clothes with all that red#and with such small stitches#yeah I've used sun/halo imagery quite a few times especially with him#so it's definitely fitting#I'd be lying if I said The Divine Comedy and all the art associated with it hadn't been a steady influence#when it comes to Machete#I think it's rather unavoidable considering his time period occupation and general vibe#that's really neat! thank you for sharing!#gift art#ravenfinetemper#own characters#Machete
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in my heart of hearts mike wheeler is absolutely an athena kid but i also have to offer up a concept that i think has extreme comedic and dramatic potential aka: repressed gay teenager mike showing up at camp half blood unsure of who his godly parent is and feeling insecure about not having powers and one day when he’s making not-so-secret heart eyes at his best friend and son of apollo will byers is when a bunch of glowing floating hearts show up above his head. and that’s how mike gets claimed by none other than aphrodite, the goddess of love and sexuality, and is in full denial about it for three days because he thinks it’s some kind of sick and twisted JOKE
(on aphrodite’s end, she’s upset mike is throwing away the gift of true love and keeps trying to trick him out of repression by making more and more improbable and hilarious gifts appear when he and will are hanging out. mike hands will a book and it turns into a box of chocolates and he has to fling it away like a frisbee before will sees it. they’re having lunch and romantic music starts playing. she gives mike the same blessing she used to claim piper and will can’t even look in his direction for a full day because he starts blushing so hard. fifty bouquets of flowers show up at the apollo cabin’s doorstep with a note that says love, mike and by the end of it, mike isn’t even repressed and unsure about his sexuality anymore — he’s just trying to not throw himself into the bonfire out of sheer embarrassment)
#also shoutout to piper mclean bc i think her arc of not believing she is an aphrodite kid bc she doesn’t fit the model for it and having#been teased and made an outcast of sorts kind of jaded her and made her actively rebel against being an aphrodite kid#i just think that is very mike wheeler of her#n then she spends five books learning what love means and what being an aphrodite kid means#again. very mike. to Me#credits to abby bc i said ‘what if mike shows up at chb and he is repressed and gay and immediately gets claimed by iris the rainbow goddess#and she said i see this and raise you aphrodite#and i said oh my fucking god.#anyways might write this. (is opening a google doc)#but we will see.#again like in all actuality i think he is super an athena kid to Me anyway. although i think a pjo/st au is one that is very open to inter#*interpretation#i just think this hc has a little kick to it#before anyone gets MAD and says no that’s STUPID and he would totally be Blah Blah Blah. i don’t want to hear it#byler#mike wheeler#/astro posts#pjo
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//hi hi. just before we embark on this journey, there is a song that just adds a whole new element when i read the comic while listening. it's called "Je te laisserai des mots" by Patrick Watson, if you want! i put links at the bottom of the post O_o//
Same phrase, different contextual meaning... nothing but LOVE
#i drew the outline and while i was coloring this song happened to play#and the melody really fit with the vibe#and then i looked up the lyrics#and it was kind of crazy to see how a song perfectly told the story i was trying to tell#i can rant about that if you are curious :)#also i am kind of curious of how you will interpret it#im at a loss for words this comic means a lot to me#rottmnt#turtle tots#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#disaster twins#dreamscape#Spotify
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teen wolf meme: [4/5] motifs -> bardo
All the stuff you guys were just saying? All that happens in Bardo. There are different progressive states where you can have hallucinations. Some you see, some you just hear. And you can be visited by peaceful or wrathful deities. [...] If there are different progressive states, then what's the last one? Death. You die.
#teen wolf#stiles stilinski#scott mccall#theo raeken#allison argent#kate argent#tara raeken#twedit#twgifs#mine#my gifs#twmeme#this motif can also be called that fuckass morgue drawer jeff is obsessed with#yes i know scott's nightmares in time of death while he's basically dead and theo's time in the skinwalker prison aren't actually said to b#in bardo in the show but to me the way the show portrays bardo as this inbetween state between life and death and the way kira describes it#it makes a lot of sense to me to interpret them as being instances of bardo within the show sue me#like reading tara and the mute as wrathful deities much like kate was for allison just fits for me soooo well#and also characters being in this in between stage is a motif in teen wolf you can't argue with that and the show called it bardo in 3b#so that's what i'm gonna call all the instances#also bardo is obviously closely tied to the resurrection motif especially in the case of scott stiles and allison in season 3#which is why i didn't include them being surrogate sacrifices for the resurrection one cause i felt like it might muddy the water too much#in terms of what i'm trying to convey with these gifsets but just know that i do see that scene as a death and resurrection#and then of course it involves being submerged in water and you all know how insane i get about that
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super disorganized sketch page because i do what i want
#my art#not sure if i wanna tag these... hrm#i wonder if alt text shows up in search results.... shudders#well anyway. i wanna ramble about these!!#for willy mafton: i've been working on designing more of the human cast. mainly all the big name important ones#it's been a slow process + a little challenging but i like getting the chance to practice drawing faces! :]#in regards to His design specifically.. it's very much based off of his movie apperance#but with a reference to that Classic sprite thrown in#bc i thought making him a little cartoony and inhuman would fit him :] but idk im not an expert on his character or anything#about the rabbit lady: i forgot how i had that idea initially but it ended up looking so fucking cool tbh#im always a fan of making her design less of a feminine eye candy type of design and more of a Spooky Murderer type >:3c#it also gave me the idea to try making some similar designs for the glams...#but if i do that im not gonna be giving them that vintage rubber mask look... since they're meant to be super flashy and high tech looking#so i was thinking they could have faces with more of a silicone texture.. and that have a style based more off of their in game art work :]#so they'd be like giant dolls with weird moving faces rather than having a vintage animatronic look#also that van in the bottom middle is 100% a homage to a specific user i wont be mentioning but iykyk HFJZJFJF#ANYWAY the 🌞🌜 stuff: dont be weird about it please HFJZJG#im aware that these tags are very easy to ignore but like. genuinely pls dont be weird about them#dont romanticize it. its not meant to be ''y/ndere'' or anything like that#its actually a bit personal to me so like... interpret it as you like but be aware its not meant to be a happy or positive thing#anyway i think thats all i have to say... i've been trying to branch out a tiny bit regarding the things i draw#it's always nice to challenge yourself even if its tough... especially if its tough!!#i mainly draw just for my own sake but i hope ppl see something they like here#these tags got so fucking long oops... i'll stop now JFKZJFKSJGKSJG
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24? 👀
24. Holding onto you by Twenty One Pilots "I'm taking over my body, back in control, no more shotty I bet a lot of me was lost, T's uncrossed and I's undotted I fought it a lot and it seems a lot like flesh is all I got Not anymore, flesh out the door, swat!" HIIII ELLA HIIIIII. i have. gem and pearl for you!! this is the first time i've ever written them so i'm sorry if it's not great- but i know you're a pearl fan so i thought i'd try it out :D the connection between the song and the fic is kinda... odd... it's not the most obvious. i'll probably leave an elaboration in the tags/below the fic if you're curious. but i just wrote the first scene that came to my mind after listening to the song on repeat for like half an hour and staring off into space. i hope you like it and i hope you're doing well <3 thanks for sending one in! spotify wrapped ask game
Pearl is patching a hole in an old hoodie.
She hasn’t always been the best at sewing—but she could manage enough to fix tears or pull at a seam or two. The red fabric is set in a rippled little pile in her lap. Her elbows dig into it as she works, warm and pilled and familiar. The needle pushes through it, dragging with it the only thread she had available to her: a bright green.
Pearl could manage. It’d do the job.
The poor thing is.. riddled with random stains. It’s torn in ten different places, the cuffs loose and coming undone in thin strips; overused, overworn.
She couldn’t understand what compelled her to take the thing out and fix it. It’d been shoved to the bottom of a chest. Even still, the moment she touched it again, a strange comfort overcame her. It didn’t feel bad, but it didn’t feel good either.
All Pearl knew is that a few minutes ago, she hadn’t wanted to look at it for a while. But..
She pushes, tugs the needle through again.
The fresh green pops against the dull crimson—odd, but not unwelcome. The little lip of fabric from a decently sized tear, slowly but surely, is reattached to its original home. It isn’t straight; in fact, the whole thing looks a little janky. It must be curling underneath, not flat enough. Ironing would be useless now; the damage was done.
A weird buzz washes over her with that. She shakes her head and refocuses.
Push, grab, tug. Gently. Not too gently though, the needle won’t go through.
Then, if it’s too hard, the needle could break. The thread could snap. She’ll have to start over again, and again after that for sure—she didn’t have the gentle hands, it just didn’t feel like it anymore. But she’d manage, Pearl was always very good at managing. Especially when the cards weren’t good. But she’d fix this, she’d solve it by next time and-
And.. Pearl has sufficiently thrusted the sharp point of her sewing needle unfortunately far into her finger.
She yelps, yanking the tiny sliver of metal out and shooting her hand out, shaking it a few times out of instinct. It throbs, she bites her lip. There are a few scattered footsteps tracking across the room. Pearl glances up.
“Pearl,” Gem says, taking a knee in front of her and grabbing the assailed hand, “Did you poke yourself?”
With a throat too tight—-when did that happen?--Pearl can’t do much but mutter something and nod. Gem’s eyes scan over her hand, nose scrunched up and eyebrows furrowed in concern. She singles out the wounded finger and sighs.
“What did I say about being careful?”
“I-I was careful,” Pearl says, clearing her throat a bit, “It’s nothin’. Just wasn’t paying attention.”
“Well, you should do that better.” Gem smirks up at her, obviously teasing. “You could lose a finger.”
Everything feels tight in Pearl’s shoulders. Gods, she’d really gotten herself worked up. She forces a breath. Out of Gem’s pocket comes a band-aid. She unwraps it quickly, holding some of the spare wrappings in her mouth as she wraps it around Pearl’s finger, careful not to push too hard.
“‘ere we go,” she mutters between clenched teeth before dropping the papers into her hand, speaking clearer the second time around, “All better!”
At that, Pearl’s chest tightens again. It really isn't all better—the hoodie is still in her lap. The needle is long gone. Her finger hurts. She huffs hard, like a sob was hiding in the back of her throat and she wanted to keep it there.
“Hey. What’s up?” Gem asks, her hand resting on Pearl’s knee, “I heard ‘I’m gonna patch my hoodie’ and then silence for like.. 15 minutes.”
Pearl avoids Gem’s gaze, thumbing at a drawstring. “Just focused.”
“Sure, Pearl.”
“What?”
“How about you look at me and tell me that?”
She doesn’t. Gem snorts.
“Come on,” her voice softens, and she takes Pearl’s hand in hers, “I can tell you’re upset.”
When Pearl does look up, she sees Gem’s green eyes staring back at her hard. Her friend’s face holds concern, though it’s buzzing behind pink cheeks and a half-smile that feels reassuring. Out of some habit—maybe instinct, Pearl smiles a little too; not too warmly, or kindly, but bitterly.
“I can’t sew this thing.”
“No?”
“No.”
“That’s okay. There are other things you can do.”
“No- I really should fix it. It’s such a mess.”
Gem squeezes her hand. “Pearl.”
“It can’t go back into the box like this, it has to be ready for next time.”
“Next time,” Gem starts knowingly, “Isn’t in the next five minutes. You can try again another day.”
Pearl lets out a little frustrated growl, squeezing her eyes shut. Her hands shake. She can still feel the weight of the thing in her lap. Clearly, it won’t be easy to let this idea go. It didn’t help that Gem was also stubborn and wouldn’t let it go either. Not till Pearl came to a conclusion that would ease her distress.
“...And who knows, maybe you won’t need it,” Gem says, glancing away as if she’s afraid she’s saying something wrong, “Things could go differently.”
“But they won’t. We both know they won’t.”
Gem doesn’t like this response, visibly pleading.
“Pearlll…”
“Gemmmm…” Pearl mimics, unable to hide her sad smile even as she tries (and fails) to distract, “It’s fine. I just- I can’t let it go today. I need to fix this.”
Gem narrows her eyes.
“Okay. If you feel so seriously about it, we can do it together then.”
Pearl’s face twitches, visibly taken aback by the suggestion.
“What?”
“What do you mean ‘what’? I let you borrow my thread already. Might as well let me help you at this point.”
Before Pearl can even object, Gem stands up and moves to Pearl’s side on the bench. She uses her hip to nudge at Pearl’s shoulder, a silent ‘move over’ before plopping herself on the seat next to her.
“Gem, I can do it.”
“Oh, hush. Let me see it.”
Gem’s hands dig into the red pile and Pearl feels her fingers clench it tighter before she realizes what she’s doing, and forces her hands to relax. Even as Gem pulls it apart slightly to get a better look, Pearl won’t let it go entirely.
“Your stitches are too tight.”
“You have other projects.”
“They can wait. Here, let’s get a new needle and thread.”
Pearl knows when she has lost a battle. Against the hoodie, against the Gem (those battles were particularly easy to lose). After a few minutes, Gem has managed to give Pearl a step-by-step refresher in how to mend something, even if she didn’t really need it. Pearl fiddles with a tiny gash in the side, near a seam. The needle feels a little less like a weapon this time around.
Gem still prattling next to her, Pearl smirks down at their shared project, fingers and hands all tangled in thread and fabric.
“...Thanks, Gem.” ~~~~~~ i have really strong feelings about Pearl's hoodie from Double Life being a metaphor for her mental stability and physical form. Especially after being broken down and left alone for a lot of DL. it's fine. i'm fine. i also love Gem not hesitating to, in a sense, help her put herself back together a little bit. yeah. idk if ANY of that came across but even if not, i thought this was a fun little snippet. :) - rose
#rose's fic#gempearl#shinyduo#tbh idk what the nature of their relationship is here. i think they're just really good friends but you may interpret it however u see fit.#i actually think i wrote 'her friend' so like. yknow. whatever AKJDFS#anyway! posting fic on the main! dear god what am i doing#i'll go rb this to the fic blog#also waves HI ELLA THANK U ELLA <3#flowerasks
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I’ll be writing a critique of the way Blitzø and Stolas’ relationship was handled more at length, but I wanted to stop and take a moment to look at this scene from the new episode, “Full Moon”:
This is the sort of power and control that Stolas has always had over Blitzø.
It does not matter that Stolas has never threatened to take away the Grimoire before, or that they were “friends” as kids, or that he offered Blitzø a few months off, or that he’s been nice to Blitzø in the past, or that Blitzø actually does have feelings for Stolas.
When you are in a situation where you cannot say no at the risk of losing your livelihood, you cannot give true consent.
This is the very BASIS of their relationship. It has always been the basis of their relationship—a quid pro quo relationship where Stolas holds all of the power.
I have seen countless people go over and explain in great detail why the full moon deal was not truly coercive, or a quid pro quo situation, or how it was completely consensual.
And it’s just not. It is sexual coercion where Blitzø cannot give meaningful consent. Because if he refuses Stolas, he’s at risk of losing everything.
I want to clarify that my criticism here isn’t with this writing decision. I’m not trying to say anything along those the lines of “because this fictional character did a bad thing the story is bad and people who like the character support sexual coercion!!” That’s not what I’m saying at all.
I am bringing all of this up because my criticism is not of this writing decision, but because of the framing of the Full Moon deal and of Stolas and Blitzø’s relationship.
The narrative often frames Blitzo as if he is the one who has wronged Stolas by not prioritizing Stolas’ feelings and needs above all else. Or, it frames both Stolas and Blitzo as being equally in the wrong for the conflicts in their “relationship”.
This framing, and the extent to which fans try to justify it as being ANYTHING other than what it actually is—Stolas coercing Blitzø into a relationship where he has no power and is at the risk of losing his livelihood—is baffling to me.
This framing, coupled with the writer’s absolute refusal to ever have Stolas held accountable for his actions (including Stolas still not actually apologizing for the situation he put Blitzø into—he acknowledges that the relationship being transactional is wrong, but does not acknowledge that he was wrong to coerce Blitzø into that relationship. He says “…it isn’t right…it never was”, not “What I did wasn’t right, and never was”) is why I can’t consider St0litz to be just a “complex” or “messy” relationship.
It don’t think it can be, because it’s not a relationship. Not a real one. It’s a transaction, where Stolas treats Blitzø like a sex object. And whether that was the intent or not, Blitzø’s reaction above and saying that he would do anything to keep the grimoire makes it really hard for me to see St0litz in any other light.
As a final note, I’m not saying that you can’t write dark relationships, or have complex and unsympathetic protagonists. You can ship whatever you want! You can have characters that sexually coerce and abuse others, you can write every dark and twisted thing your mind can come up with.
But it’s very clear that Helluva Boss’s writers want to frame Stolas as being the wronged party, and the one who we are supposed to sympathize with—and you just can’t have it both ways.
You can’t act like you’re writing a complex love story between two very complicated and real people, when the relationship that you’re describing is so utterly one-sided and unbalanced.
#funhouse convo#media criticism#media critique#helluva boss critical#helluva boss critique#helluva boss criticism#media conversation#I feel like if hardcore fans of St0litz see this#they will say that blitz wasn’t afraid of losing the book but afraid of losing Stolas#and like. that’s a fine interpretation if that’s what you want to believe#and I’m sure they’ll say I’m ‘media illiterate’ for my interpretation#but media literacy isn’t looking at the writers intent first and making that intent fit into what’s been written#it’s analyzing everything that’s been written and portrayed in the context of a story#and coming to your own conclusions from that#and it’s about a whole bunch of other shit man idk#i’m just very tired#stolitz critical
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help
I scratch at the door Let me innnn pleaseeee
Please Please I'm scared
I want to be held I want to be close to you I don't want to be alone
I whine at the door
"Quiet!"
You shout at the door
What are you saying? What do you want? Why are you angry?
I don't know I don't know I don't know
I run my claws across your door
Because I'm afraid
And I want you to help me
#canine poetry#poetry#poem#poet#original poem#original poetry#short poem#religious poetry#?#ig#yk that feeling#when god ignores your prayers or smth#could be many things#interpret as you see fit
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Every time I think about Lords of Fortune and their cultural sensitivity I have to go 'Don't think about it' like that Portal 2 scene, because I get too invested trying to understand the logic behind it and eventually short circuit.
#like what do you mean you don't steal 'cultural artifacts'? what DO you steal then?#coins? but if they are from old ruins they can be considered an artifact too#do you know how much historical shit we got from coins and what was engraved on them?#do they just hand a couple of coins to the local museum and sell the rest lmao?#jewelry? again it can be considered an artifact if it's old enough#but would people even pay that much for dusty ass jewelry if it was just a generic one with no cultural background or magic in it?#just some loose gems and solid bars of gold? is it even treasure hunting at this point?#like sure you can probably find some scrap or random gold you can sell in ruins but I don't think people usually commission others to do so#my point is what is a non-cultural artifact???#don't get me wrong I can stretch a lot to fit the new lore (you see me do it with crows) but I just can't wrap my head around it#I do like the interpretation of it's just Isabela checking for specifically qunari relics because she's like#'never going through that shit again' but I don't think that's the intended scenario lol#dragon age the veilguard critical#veilguard critical#lords of fortune critical
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Numbers 14, 11-20:
And יהוה said to Moses, "How long will this people spurn Me, and how long will they have no faith in Me despite all the signs that I have performed in their midst? I will strike them with pestilence and disown them, and I will make of you a nation far more numerous than they!"
But Moses said to יהוה, "When the Egyptians, from whose midst You brought up this people in Your might, hear the news, they will tell it to the inhabitants of that land. Now that they have heard that You, יהוה, are in the midst of this people; that You, יהוה, appear in plain sight when Your cloud rests over them and when You go before them in a pillar of cloud by day and in a pillar of fire by night.
"If then You slay this people wholesale, the nations who have heard Your fame will say, 'It must be because יהוה was powerless to bring that people into the land promised them on oath that [that god] slaughtered them in the wilderness.'
"Therefore, I pray, let my Lord's forebearance be great, as You have declared, saying, 'יהוה! Slow to anger and abounding in kindness; forgiving iniquity and transgression; yet not remitting all punishment, but visiting the iniquity of parents upon children, upon the third and fourth generations.'
"Pardon, I pray, the iniquity of this people according to Your great kindness, as you have forgiven this people ever since Egypt."
And יהוה said, "I pardon, as you have asked..."
Reading this really changed something in me - the thought that g-d is somebody with Whom you can directly argue against, that His ideas are ideas which you can directly argue against is something that truly makes me love g-d more.
If g-d were solely Divine, I don't think I'd have a relationship with Him. If He were strictly Perfect, I believe I'd hate Him. But here, seeing Moses literally talking g-d into an alternative tells me g-d is the mixture between Perfect and Fallible that makes it so much easier for me to love Him, to serve Him, to want to be close with Him.
I don't know, I just love g-d.
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#long post#maybe my interpretation isn't Correct or Right but... it's an interpretation that brings me closer to g-d and makes me love Him more so hey#this translation was copied from sefaria by the way - i tried to stay completely faithful to their text#if you ever wonder why when i quote things i won't censor g-d or l-rd or anything like that that's why#i will manipulate *my own words* as i see fit and i try my best to be as faithful to original sources as possible#especially because if you misquote something you could indirectly lead to YEARS of misinterpretation and misinformation
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why do people pick and choose what definition of canon they use for which situation and then get angry that anyone disagrees with any part of it 😭
personally, im much less interested in going strictly by the definition that appearances are the things that make canon and much more in what the authors intentions behind those appearances were... and like i feel that i should be allowed to do that without people screaming about how "well this is what i SEE when i watch the show so ur STUPID" LIKE PLEASEEE IM ALLOWED TO THINK DEEPER THAN THAT 😭
like... if i took EVERYTHING at face value, the scene where aiura tries to fake a lucky feel would just actually be attempted sexual assault 😭 but its an out of character moment and im 100% sure that the author didnt intend to make her creepy or an assaulter (more likely, it was one of those "sa isnt sa when its by a woman" moments by the author, so its not supposed to come off as sa and instead just her being a sexual person) ... so i dont see her as one 🤷🏻♀️ but again, if you see canon as only whats seen on screen then thats what it was, so you cant just like... refuse to see it that way and then get mad that there are similar things that OTHER people choose to do the same thing with just because you dont do it for those particular things
#im not making any sense i fear but its ok im just ranting#this is just my opinion but it honestly just doesnt make sense in most cases to NOT take the authors intention into account#like the aiura thing ? was completely out of character and doesnt make sense in the context of like everything else she does#so imo it doesnt make sense to see it as canon that she tried to sa him#anyway kuniharu is a pathetic loser and some things he does would be abusive irl but im 100% sure he was not INTENDED to be abusive#and it doesnt fit into the story and doesnt make sense with his character and his relationship with kusuo to interpret it that way imo#its okay to see it that way but it wasnt written with that intention and i refuse to be treated like im stupid for going by that#once again my opinion and nobody is stupid or wrong if they disagree#anyway the point is its perfectly valid to enjoy a manga the way U want to#and only u get to decide how YOU interpret it#but you cant pick and choose with no rhyme or reason and then get mad when other people didnt pick and choose the exact same way#you cant just say 'this thing that happened isnt canon because i think it didnt fit but oh oh if YOU guys think THAT isnt canon cuz it-#doesnt fit then ur literally stupid wtf !! whats wrong with u why are you enjoying canon the way YOU choose !!!'#'i chose canon already guys no doubles 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺'#'yea this thing happened but it wasnt intended that way... oh but that thing wasnt intended that way but it doesnt count cuz i said so'#you are not the author dawg#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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