#instead of letting my passion n ambition destroy me. i need to shift it. to help me forge onwards instead
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i feel a lot better again now hehe
#🌙.rambles#I'M DONE FOR TODAY#not really since there's two more assignments i wna finish#but i feel a lot better after finishing that one assignment !#it's not even completely done yet bcs it's a grpwork#but there was this mental block in my head that i can't do anything else until i've finished it#the action itself of writing n doing assignments isn't inherently difficult for me but#the mental gymnastics my mind does#so i feel productive again!#i'll indulge myself a bit w some games#or. writing#or. noooooo#there's a lot of things i have to do 😭#NO IT'S OK as long as i focus on what i can do rn then that's enough#instead of letting my passion n ambition destroy me. i need to shift it. to help me forge onwards instead#i'm gna be embarrassed in a few hours tho bcs i'm brain empty in a way that i don't have the capacity to overthink or be shy rn#as long as i keep this kindness in me then i can continually do better. in the next seconds and hours and days#WAIT I APOLOGIZE THO BCS MY ATTENTION SPAN IS STILL REALLY SHIT#NO ONE AT A TIME I CAN DO THIS#my ability to focus is so fucked up tho WTF it's either i can concentrate really well or not at all#I KEEP ON SWITCHING FROM DOING ONE THING TO ANOTHER ?#i swear i go through several phases like the moon but in a day instead of in a month
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