#insomnia on a school night π
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It's currently 3:40 am on a school night, I'm tired asf, and I have tried to go to sleep for the past 4 hours. I haven't been able to sleep properly for the past like 3 days. I have given up on sleep at this point. I love being an insomniac π
#i will put a gun to my head if it will make me fall asleep#im so fucking tired#i think its bs that doctors say to avoid electronics before sleep because as im writing this im beginning to feel sleepy#FINALLY#anyway#im gonna go do smt productive#insomnia#insomniac#insomnia on a school night π
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Back with the questions if you don't mind. :)
And wow I never knew that people can have so many phobias. :0 But no worries I think you will fight them all in the future! I used to be afraid of hospitals, doctors, and needles(Damn, I even kicked a nurse in the stomach when I was younger, she really scared me with a needle. ^^; ) But now it's over with that. And no worries with the dolls they tho are very creepy at night. The darkness is my enemy, I'm way too afraid of it. T-T
I don't think you overreacting! I think you have every right to be angry at that and those things that happen.
I don't think it's creepy I think that it is nice to have something that gives you ideas, motivation, and energy to do something. :]
What makes you laugh the most? (For me it's Steve Harvey, I be laughing hard at his reaction to the answers of people, x factor-the one where a woman is singing with a chihuahua XD, and some funny animal videos.)
If you could only eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be? (This is a very hard question, I have so many favorite dishes that I can't choose T^T)
What's your favorite and least favorite zoo animal? (Mine is lions with tigers, maybe even horses, and my least favorite are those monkeys with red butts)
What's the longest you've gone without sleep (and why)? (I could say a week, I think I had insomnia and I still have problems with waking up and can't fall asleep :') )
Β What is/was your favorite subject in school? (I used to like my national language subject now I hate it with all my heart, but right now it is English, chemistry, and biology)
Which of the five senses would you say is your strongest? (For me it is hearing and smell.)
How many languages do you speak? (That is my national language, Russian, English, and a little bit of Poland, Ukraine, and Japanese)
Okay, I think that's enough questions for today. ;D
Here's Kyle!
PLEASE, THESE IMAGES ARE HYPING ME UP FOR THE KYLE PLUSHIE THAT I AM GETTING FOR CHRISTMAS πππ€©π€©
This may seem weird, but whenever I am playing super smash bros I always find it funny whenever the characters fall off the screen and do their screams or something. It makes me laugh hysterically for some reason π
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Oreos....I can live with eating sweets I swear! >:C
My favorite zoo animal would probably be the pandas, they are literally so cute! My least favorite are elephants and rhinos tbh..-
Ehm...I don't remember how long I went without sleeping, I think my longest streak is about 3 days.
My favorite subject is chemistry! I hate history, social studies, and English though. I struggle with those subjects ;-;
My strongest sense is hearing, even though my ears are tiny from what my parents told me.
I speak English and Japanese. but I can only speak Japanese a little, I am still learning about it. English is my first language though!
Don't tell Kyle that I store a bunch of bananas in his closet, I heard he hated bananas-
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Saturday, August 6th, 2022;
Hey! I would like to announce something. Today there are two important anniversaries! π₯³
Please read it all to the end! Thank you!
First of all:
On this day in 1988 Appetite For Destruction reaches #1 on the Billboard Top 200 Albums chart for the first time! πΈπ₯
Secondly:
I started this blog in August 6th in 2015 (it was 7 years ago!) ππ
And I was regulary posting to 2017.
I published the last post in November 22nd 2017 at 7:03 PM before I dissapeared without any explanation.
And after 5 years (!) I came back and started to be active again. π₯
On February 6th 2022 everythig has changed. I started the post of that day with words:
"I haven't posted here since 2017, but today is the day. Today on February 6th 2022 W. Axl Rose turns 60".
And this was the big comeback. π
Besides, I discovered that my blog is followed by 355 people! You have no idea how shocked and incredibly gratefull I am! So, since there are 355 here of you, I would like to thank you all! You're all amazing! β€οΈ
I've decided to write few things about me. Normally I don't like sharing that kind of information, but today let's make an exception. β¨
My name is Magdalena. ππ»
I'm turning 22 in 20 days. π
I'm a vegetarian. π
I don't drink coffee - absolutely hate it.
I lead a specific, rather destructive lifestyle. ππ
I don't sleep at nights, not because I'm suffering from insomnia, but because I don't want to. I read, watch movies, write and do many other things during that time. I just lead a nocturnal lifestyle. π
I love rain and snow! π§οΈ Winter is my time in the year βοΈ
I have a cat and I'm obsessed with her! π
I've studied English Philology and now I study Scientific and Professional Terminology of Library and Information Science. π
I write short stories since 2007. βπ»
Since 2013 I'm writing a book. Currently I'm working on 3 books at the same time. βοΈ
Since 2021 I belong to the editorial office of the student magazine for which I write articles, interviews and short stories. π°
I love reading books and creating. I read A LOT. π
I'm an introvert. π€
My first word was "nie" which means "no" in Polish. (it makes me think of Izzy) π
I know Guns N' Roses since always. πΆ
When people ask me what have I listened to before GN'R I start to laugh. I don't remember times when I haven't known them. While my mother was pregnant with me she was listening only to Guns N' Roses, ABBA and a Polish band called Dwa plus Jeden (It means Two plus One). When I was born GN'R was the first band I had contact with. Litteraly I know and listen to them since the moment I was created. You could ask: "Weren't you too young to listened to them? Why your parents let you listen to them?" Wanna know the answer? NO, I WASN'T TOO YOUNG AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY THEY LET ME LISTENED TO THEM. My parents are strange people. So am I. π½
In primary school I was wearing my dads T-shirts with GN'R logo (no matter that they were way to big, my dad encouraged me to wear what I wanted since always and at that time I used to have long hair, because I wanted to look like Axl. π€© I was six year old when my mom let me have my ears pierced. That were those "cool years" for me.π©π»βπ€
I've always loved music. To be more precisely: rock music. πΈ
All you have to know is that back in 2004 unfortunately my dad sold ALL the music records that we used to have. Hundreds of vinyls, CDs and cassettes dissapeared in one moment. These were all the things I loved. I was mad, angry and full of hate. But now I know why he did this and I respect him for that, because he sacrificed everything he loved to raise money and fight for the life of someone he loves. Now I know that. π½
I listen to rock (classic, hard, glam, psychodelic...) from the 60's to 90's. I also like metal and grunge.
Guns N' Roses are obviously my favourite band of all the time, but I also listen to other bands. I love The Doors, Queen, Led Zeppelin, Black Sabbath, Pink Floyd, Aerosmith, KISS, MΓΆtley CrΓΌe, Alice Cooper, Blondie, Iron Maiden, Metallica, Judas Priest, The Beatles, The Animals, The Rolling Stones, The Zombies, The Moody Blues, Jefferson Airplane, Linkin Park, Pearl Jam, Nirvana and some others. The only new artists I listen to is a metal band Black Veil Brides. Rarely I discover some new bands e.g. Classless Act (Found them litteraly yesterday! π) I think they all have potential. π₯
And the last, most important thing about me:
I'm hopelessly in love with Axl. πβ€οΈ
M. πΉ
#anniversary#confession#guns n' roses#axl rose#slash gnr#duff mckagan#izzy stradlin#steven adler#dizzy reed#frank ferrer#melissa reese#richard fortus#blog post
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For the 40 writing asks: 4, 7, and/or 8!
4. How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Care to share one of them?
Oh wayyyyyyyyyyy too many as evidenced by my huge pinned post about all of them lmaooooo
The most recent being rooftop gang normal au where Shouta, Oboro, and Hizashi are all regular teachers at a regular high school and then Nemuri gets a job there and Oboro is just like π
So
You know
The usual
7. Share a snippet from one of your favorite pieces of prose youβve written and explain why youβre proud of it.
Every time someone asks me to share I immediately go to the highly acclaimed fanfiction Present Mic's Totally Bullshit Life because it is without a doubt the best thing I've ever written but today I want to share something entirely different so what you're getting, you poor bastard, is something from the smash bros fanfic my brother and I co-wrote, The Problem With the Cold Season
"And with a sneeze that mimicked the sounds of nails on a chalkboard, a squirrel barking, and that noise Jim Carrey makes in Dumb and Dumber, Kirby quickly absorbed Wario and gained his powers."
"He tried to keep from sneezing, but with a noise that sounded like a dolphin cover of the Spongebob theme, a cat screeching in the night, and the low mournful song of a lost whale in the deep ocean, long forgotten by its friends and family..."
"The feeling hit, and with the sound of a microwave beeping at 3am, the seagull singing in The Little Mermaid, and silverware on a dinner plate, another sneeze forced him to send an arrow far, far off course."
Okay I know this is cheating because it's three whole examples BUT
Like if you track down this story now that I've given you a title and three entire snippets, be my guest dude, it's old and dumb and really really terrible but the last chapter might be the funniest fucking thing I've ever written. The entire premise of this story revolves around all the super smash bros characters living in a mansion and Kirby catches a cold, and every time he sneezes he accidentally inhales and steals someone's power. Like I said. The dumbest thing. But writing out these dumb sound descriptions had me fucking wheezing four years ago when my brother and I made a joke fourth chapter after ten years of abandoning this story, and between describing sneezes with awful sounds and the running "it's been ten years" gags I'm mostly proud of it because it's the rare opportunity to see what my writing was like in 2008 as compared to 2018.
So yeah. Sorry you had to learn I wrote terrible smash bros fanfiction
8. Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes youβve writtenΒ and explain why youβre proud of it.
Ah fuck.
I wasted my funny answer so now you get a serious one
This is a huge fucking snippet I'm sorry
"Well, I for one think you have the saddest eyes I've ever seen. It's like if somebody kicked a puppy, then that puppy got lost, then it started raining, and now the puppy's begging at a doorway of an abandoned warehouse hoping for scraps from whatever grisly creature lurks within."
"... Thanks. That's really-"
"What I'm trying to say, Puppy Eyes, is you haven't had many friends have you?"
"... No."
"And you've kinda implied that your parents are massive douchecanoes."
"... Shirakumo."
"Plus you think your quirk is terrible because it doesn't give you advantages, meanwhile your three super hot besties all have totally rad quirks."
"If this is supposed to make me feel better-"
"And then there's insomnia and dry eye and your 'i'm a loner so leave me alone' vibe-"
"Are you going to get to the point?"
"The point is you clearly need a lot more love in your life man!"
So this is from the bnha fic Would Anyone Care about Oboro basically talking Shouta down from a pretty bad point in high school which is like a Core Memory in regards to my own personal headcanons and a conversation I think I've brought up before in an ask game?
But anyways I think it's something I'm really proud of because I honestly felt I nailed Oboro's personality without actually cheapening the overall subject matter of the story. Plus it flowed so well when I was writing it that it's one of the sole reasons it even got published, cause this was a short fic I did as backstory to an abandoned au. To date it's one of my favorite things I've written for these characters.
Also it does kind of take the edge off of the real focus of the story in a good way and god bless for that because it could have been real sad.
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4, 7, 24, 35 for the asks βΊοΈ
Thanks babe! Here we go:
4. Are you tired right now?
Unfortunately yes. Physically, mentally, and emotionally. Just plain exhausted and could use a heavy dose of hibernation for sure.
7. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
I don't think I have been. I've definitely pulled a 24 hours/all nighter, but always managed to sleep for that next night or get a nap in before hitting that 48 hour mark. If I'm having insomnia spells though, definitely will happen night after night for a chunk of time though and I only get like 1-3 hours a night, so sort of at times.
24. What are you looking forward to?
By Saturday night, I will have taken the first portion of the bar exam and will be done with my summer internship so I'll have a week off to "relax" which I've yet to have all summer and lord am I looking forward to it before law school kicks off again.
What I'm probably more excited about though, is seeing my girlfriend who comes to see me in less than three weeks!!π
35. If you could move somewhere else would you?
I'm really happy living in DC for the moment because that's where school and my career is so I'm not looking to leave, but I'm always open to exploring and trying new places and could see myself living somewhere else eventually. It used to be my goal to make it to Boston, MA but we shall see! Life is what happens when you're busy making other plans ππ»
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