#insomnia has been kicking my ass

[degendog]

a mouse briefly got into my room tonight and now after panic-cleaning my room i’m too wigged out to sleep lol. what if it comes back. what if it gets in my bed.

[bloodmoths-archive]

i ❤️ you weed

[fatiguedcoffee]

insomnia has been kicking my ass lately but after a fully sleepless night on Saturday (we're talking 0.000 hours) I finally managed to get some sleep last night whoo

[iwtvdramacd18]

https://twitter.com/gimpyordle/status/1588039657891123200?t=e-EpO7kOLYOuf0zRnlMwSQ&s=19

Thanks!! The link goes to the og tweet thread which yall definitely should check out bc it does go into a lot more detail specifically about it in the context of the episode but for quick access of the painting here:

The Fall of the Rebel Angels, by Pieter Bruegel the Elder (1562).

gimme some time to think on this

[diazheartsbuckley]

Inspiration Saturday ✨

A little snippet from the insomnia fic 💗

“I know you’re hurting, Eddie. But-… but it’s okay to ask for help. Whatever is going on with you, let me help you. Please” Buck’s voice is soft and almost pleading at the other end of the line.

And Eddie has to admit it to himself. Admit that not even a year after his wife died, he’s falling in love with his best friend. Scratch that, he knew exactly what he was feeling months ago but he didn’t want to admit to himself, didn’t want to admit that things were changing between them.

“I-…” Eddie takes a deep breath, trying to compose his thoughts because this is not the sort of thing that you tell someone over the phone. “I can only sleep when I’m on the phone with you. I don’t know… uh, I don’t know why that is but you just make me feel at ease, Buck” Eddie chews on his lip, hoping that he said the right words.

“And you take care of me and Christopher. You spend time with us, with me. And you never judge me. You always have my back, no matter what. Even if it means telling me that I’m an idiot” Eddie says, listening to Buck’s chuckling and he can almost see Buck rolling his eyes at him.

Buck’s chuckling fades and a moment of silence lingers between them. Eddie hates asking for help, hate that he needs it but he can’t care less right now. “Will you stay on the phone with me? Till… till I fall asleep?” Eddie’s voice is quiet and he can feel his cheeks heating up at the thought of saying something like this in front of Buck. Even though he knows that Buck would never judge him.

“Yeah, of course, Eds. Anything I can do to help” The softness of Buck’s voice allows a familiar warmth to fill throughout Eddie’s chest, instantly putting him at ease.

Tagged by no one lol but that’s okay, I’ll get the ball rolling 💕

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[clockworkvampyre]

funny things i made idk

[moonchild-in-blue]

This is me today. I am angry and cranky and in need to commit acts of violence.

if anyone is mean to me i will cry

[snake-spotted]

p-pls sir, may I have some more (sleep)?

[fidgetspringer]

Did some retrieves at the cabin yesterday

[regina-cordium]

Jeremy Jordan??????

[caitlynmeow]

ya girl is gonna go all Victorian and staying at the beach for a couple of weeks to not feel as dead. I will probably not take my laptop with me but I can post on here as usual because internet is still a thing buuuut I probably won’t be able to update Daniela’s diary because I need my laptop to post on ao3 so I’ll try to update tonight and the rest will be posted when I come back from my Victorian retreat

[leslieseveride]

i just wanna write cute chenford fluff but i'm so tired. 😩😩

[ravenkings]

putting a question out there: does anyone have the type of insomnia where you can go to sleep easily but then wake up frequently during the night/super early and then have issues going back to sleep? and if so, what do you do for it?

[thedaythealienscame]

feel asleep at six in the morning, didn't wake up until noon, immediately rolled out of bed to crush an energy drink on an empty stomach like that would help anything ?????????

[jdeanmorgan]

Okay 5 am.

[horrorknife]

woke up at 5:30 this morning and immediately infodumped my thoughts on jane in the server and then went on to write another mini essay on my gender. Im so normal