#ineedtostudy

[sh4d0wl4dy]

GIRLBLOGGING!

[fancy--that]

Colleges: to get in you have to have really good grades

Athletic kid: what if i throw this ball?

Colleges: son of a bitch you’re in

[tarzansjop]

The most ironic thing is that, with the way I feel right now, you would have been the best help. You gave the best advice, gave me consolation when I didn’t yet know I needed it. No matter what I went through, when I was with you, I could breathe.

I never wanted to depend on someone else so much to be able to deal with loss and pain and problems, it happened when I didn’t look. Everything was easier with you there.

And losing you is so much worse because I don’t have you here to make it bearable.

[annelly27]

I think its an amazing idea that i needed to share it here lolol

Midoriya really needs to ask the first OFA holder their name when Midoriya can talk with them so people can finally settle down if AFO is Midoriya's dad or not lmaooo

[armadaash]

Some face shape sketches ~ That paper had too many marks on it T_T • • #hazashart #faceshapes #differentfaceshape #faceshapeart #sketches #ineedtostudy #facestructurestudy #imgonnaflunk #randomsketches (at Sketch) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJYOZoNFNLJ/?igshid=199er7cfyvd5m

[aconfusing-blog]

there is literally nothing worse than forgetting about a test until the night before. so you have to study the whole subject in one night, making you have no sleep and doing the test sleep deprived.

[thenewmerida]

Issues

Chapter I

The sound of a fist hitting the door took him out of his thoughts. He was sitting on his couch, just staring at the floor, breathing and relaxing a little bit. He was about to shoot a scene, a very short and important one and he has had a very awful week. That, plus the fall weather that was hitting the city with cold and rainy weather all sudden, made him had a very nasty feeling in his stomach. And everyone knew he hated to feel blue.

"Are you there?" he heard from the other side of the door. He immediately recognized her voice. A voice he hadn't heard in a week.

"Yeah." he stood up and opened the door. There she was, standing there looking at the floor, still and patient, waiting for him to make a move. He moved aside and made space for her to get in, but nothing more. The tension in the room was heavy and she felt it in her stomach in the moment she saw him.

She got in and left the door barely closed behind her. "Can I talk to you for a sec?" she leaned on the counter in front of the big mirror looking straight to him, that was standing right in front of her looking at her eyes the way he did the last night they met. He didn't answer. She understood it as an invitation to talk, and so she began her carefully prepared speech to fix what was -at least in her mind- completely and irrevocably broken. "I wanna explain what happened the other night. I know it was weird, and that I pushed you away but is not that I don't like you. I do. So much. And there's no one else. I promise. I... I just didn't tell you all you need to know because... I'm sorry, this is awkward."

"You could have texted me in all this week." he murmured now looking away. He didn't sound well at all and it worried her even more. "If there's nothing wrong with me why didn't you text me and told me? I had a terrible week." he began and her face must have transformed into a scared face for his next reaction. He stopped right there and sat down on the couch once again. "Just tell me what the fuck happened because I don't understand anything of this."

"I am sorry, Aaron but... I wasn't sure. I mean... I didn't know how to tell you-" she began but he interrupted her. When he looked up he had a look she'd never seen on his eyes and wished was only a bad illusion. 

"Close the door." he indicated her. She did and right after took her coat off and looked at him again. He was staring at the floor and wasn't going to move until she told him what was what happened that night.

They were on his couch, watching a TV show after dinner. He had invited her to his place after a few dates and he was proposed to make the next step that night. This were going great, they both had an immediate connection and they were having a great time together. They went out some nights, had coffees, and shared long and interesting talks until morning about work - that was the thing that in the first place united them - and a lot of other things. To be honest, they talked almost of every single thing on Earth and they could keep talking until they grew older. Their personalities were pretty similar and they enjoyed to do more than one thing together, which for them was absolutely great; they both hadn't had that kind of relationship ever and it was all new and surprising.

The thing was, that night while they watched TV they started to kiss. It was all normal. They held each other while they kissed, they played and teased with their mouths, their hands went around everywhere and their bodies fought to be closer every time. Until one of them didn't. When the things were getting hotter, and their making out session was moving further she stopped him. She stopped him right when one of his hands was about to touch her breast. He was confused but then thought it was a mistake and came back to her, but this time she placed both hands on his chest. She sat down and for a few seconds both of them didn't understand any of what just happened. Seconds after she was telling him she was sorry and ran away from his place. He stayed petrified on the couch for a few minutes, trying to review what just happened to know what did he do wrong. He didn't find the spot. And so he texted her. And called her. And she just answered "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." and then didn't say a word for a week.

And at work it was even worse. She wrote the show he was starring, and she also got herself into the project to supervise the scenes and help the actors on their performances - she was also an actress and had some experience directing, so they didn't have trouble with it-, so she went to work as everyone every day for shooting sessions. Then was when it all was worse, for both of them. When they were in the same room they didn't even look at each other, and when they had to interact they just did the necessary to keep the scene perfect, and to not bother anyone on the crew. But if not for that, they didn't see or talk to each other at all. And that was what hurt him the most.

There was something clear, he liked her. There were so many options around him, and she -looking at herself with her critical eyes- wasn't the best one, and still he chose her. And she liked him. And he knew it. She liked him even before knowing him. Even before he knew she existed. So this wasn't under discussion. Anyways, the awkward situation when she pushed him away and left him at his place confused and tormented was still in their memories, and now she was trying to change that situation at any cost. "I didn't tell you this because... Is not that I'm ashamed of it, but... It's weird. And people make fun of it. And that's what really bothers me."

She wasn't finding the right words to explain what she had to, so he pulled a bit from the thread. "What is it? What can be that bad for you to run away without saying a word and don't speak for a week?" He said trying to contain the raising of his voice.

"I've never..." she began. To make her point, she looked back to his intense blue eyes. She stared at him until he changed his bothering and annoyed expression to a new one. A surprised one.

He stayed still, trying to understand and looking at her, that blushed immediately and bite her lip trying to forget she wished she could run away again. He was clearly surprised but that little wrinkle between his eyebrows was telling her he was still mad, and she couldn't complain about it. She felt bad, but the way she left him without explaining anything and the week of silence must have tortured him in a way he didn't deserve at all. And her guilt was killing her slowly.

"I wanted to tell you before but... I couldn't, I was scared. And is not that I don't want but... I wasn't expecting it and... Fuck, I'm a grown-ass woman to deal with this stuff." she said quietly angry and trying -really badly- to excuse herself for what she did. " I think I wasn't ready and my body just defended itself. But I didn't want to defend myself from you. I... It's hard, boy." A laugh escaped from her lips without letting her even notice. She was nervous as hell and that nervous laughter didn't help at all. It wasn't a good moment to laugh and she was really waiting for him to explode and end everything up right there. Still, he was completely unshaken listening very carefully, and clearly trying to find the words to keep the conversation in a polite and calmed tone. She was now worried it all what was said wasn't getting into his head. "You... Understand what I mean right?"

To be continued.

[ratobsession]

When you are trying to study, but you notice someone in the corner of your eye.

[neongreenreaper]

Bear in the Big Blue House is next on the list of shows to get a reboot

[scatterplotted]

[wanderlustlotus]

My fail of the day. I tried asking for a milk tea flavored bubble tea and ended up only getting milk tea. I really need to start learning Chinese so I can at least order food correctly. . . . #travelgram #milktea #languagefail #ineedtostudy #chengdu

[sammstudys]

4/100 days of productivness!! Yeppie. Did a solid amount of work today.  Ps. I think I got distracted by the Commonwealth Games, lots of medals being won, but overall it was a good day. I’m not planning on doing an intense studying since I have some left over cleaning around the house and also I have school re starting on monday, so wow. Got some work to do! hnng I think I need to start posting some original photos. Maybe up by tomorrow;)

Overcompensating for the snow by making my study setup extra tropical 🌵🌿

Follow my studygram for more tropical study vibes 🍃 

[sarahpop18]

I didn't study yet. My final is 2moro. What is wrong w me???? 😢😧. I can always relate w out of context KNK tbvh. Halp😯. -Sarah🐘 . . . . . .#KNK #OutofcontextKNK #ExtraKNK #Tinkerbell #크나큰 #팅커벨 #크나큰짱짱 #Ineedtostudy #IcantFocus :( #kpop #multifandom #STANKNK

[jennalephotography]

i am here, where are you? 

[martustr]

Mood 9/12 • • • • • • • • • • • • • #mood #ineedtostudy #ineedtogetdrunk #drinkdrankdrunk #cateblanchett #film #quotes #shots #tequila

[klaroline-hot-hybrid-sex]

Because learning Korean is more important!!!