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[urguypt3l]

My dearest future wife,

As I put pen to paper, my heart races with a fervor only true love can ignite. My soul yearns to express the depths of my affection for you, for you are the sun that illuminates my every waking moment. From the moment our paths crossed, a profound connection was forged, transcending the physical miles that separate us. Though oceans may divide us, love knows no boundaries, and my love for you knows no measure.

With each passing day, my thoughts are consumed by the essence of your being. Your voice, a melodic symphony that captivates my very core, echoes in my mind, etching its resonance upon my soul. Oh, how I long to hear your laughter, to bask in the joyous timbre that dances upon the airwaves. It is a sound that brings solace to my restless heart, an enchanting melody that speaks directly to my spirit.

Every gesture you bestow upon me is a testament to the depth of your kindness and compassion. Your gentle touch, though absent in this physical realm, remains imprinted upon my memory. Your kindness has blossomed within me, a seed sown in the garden of my heart, nourished by your affectionate spirit. Your presence, even from afar, has the power to soothe my weary soul, filling the voids left by the absence of your touch.

In this ethereal bond we share, I find solace and strength. The trials and tribulations that come our way only serve to fortify our love, for it is in overcoming obstacles that our love blossoms even brighter. Our love is an unyielding flame that burns fiercely within my heart, its warmth radiating through my veins, reminding me of the unbreakable bond we share.

As your birthday approaches, I yearn to express the intensity of my love for you. My dearest biscuit, I wish to be more than a mere admirer from afar. I wish to be the Romeo to your Juliet, to hold you in my arms and declare my unwavering devotion. With each beat of my heart, I am certain that our souls are intertwined, destined to navigate the complexities of life together.

I long for the day when our paths shall converge, when I can look into your eyes and profess the depth of my love without the constraints of distance. Until that moment arrives, I pledge to be your unwavering support, your pillar of strength, and your constant companion. Together, we shall weather the storms that life may bring, for our love knows no bounds.

My dearest baby, as I conclude these words, know that you have ignited a flame within me that burns brighter with each passing day. You are the embodiment of all that is beautiful and pure in this world, and I am forever grateful for the love we share. On this special day, I pray that the winds of destiny shall carry my message to you, whispering the love that knows no boundaries.

Yours, eternally,

Your Brijesh.

[urguypt3l]

Only if you knew how much i tried to not make you look away,

Only if you knew how much I’ve wanted to tell you everything that day,

Only if I knew how my heart will be shuttered and thrown away❤️

- Brown

[urguypt3l]

I adore simplistic version of you that everyone always ignored.

- Brijesh

[urguypt3l]

1:20 PM

Tue 26 Dec

And she said, “from now on, any person you will love, will leave you eventually and you will always be alone, you will cry and feel empty, you won’t have anyone to talk about your pain, you will feel heartbroken thousands time more than I ever felt because of you.”

“despite all of this, you will have to smile, you will have to put that smile to show the world. Every night you will think about me, you will repeat each and every happy moment we spend together and it will break your heart again and again knowing that from now on bearing this pain till the end of the time is your destiny.”

A curse he never talks about❤️‍🔥

-Brijesh

[urguypt3l]

It's painful

That i can look at you like you are mine

But you are not.

It's painful

That you are more close to me than any other person,

I love you, you love me but we are not soulmates, We are just friends.

It's painful

That you said no, when i proposed you It broke my heart and our friendships too.

The next day, you held my hand and looked at me like your heart was broken too.

It's painful

That I wrote thousands of words for you, Got many appreciations from others, I saw you were clapping for those words too,

Without knowing those all words was written for you.

It's painful

Knowing that today after all this,

I'm still trying to get you.

[urguypt3l]

I didn’t know loving would gonna hurt like this. Or maybe it’s because I’m not ready to love or take responsibility or maybe it’s because the love isn’t coming to me in a whole form. Not sure. I thought loving someone would be a one way ticket to paradise but it hurts like I’m burning in hell. I don’t know what’s wrong here. Is it because I’m trying to love someone who isn’t ready to take my love or is it because I’m trying to love wrong person.

- Brijesh

[urguypt3l]

If you are going through a pain, Suffer, cry but most important take all the pain for yourself and wait. It will give you a strength of diamond. After that no pain or suffering will be able to break you or make you sad.

However, in this process don’t forget to love yourself and others.

[urguypt3l]

If something makes you happy and it betrays you and leave you and then it comes back and if it still makes you happy then hug it and burst. Cuz being happy is one of the hardest thing in life. Not everyone gets it.

[urguypt3l]

She isn’t sure of me and asking me if i talk with other girls? I mean. Yeah, I do.

[urguypt3l]

I can choose whatever I want. Call it a selfishness but In real it’s a self care.

[urguypt3l]

I think good people are hiding.

[urguypt3l]

She doesn’t tell me. She text me,start talking with me. Talk with me again and again. Sometimes we talk about love. I asked her about her hobbies, she asked me about my hobbies. I told her what i likes, she told me what she likes. I sent her a song, she said it’s my favourite song, how’d you know? We talk in the morning, afternoon, evening and at night. I forgot my sleep, she forgets to sleep. In the beginning, she said she talks a lot, i said no worries, I’m a good listener. Days are spent with this talking. Now that day comes, when you have nothing to ask because she told you everything and you told her everything. You know everything but in reality you don’t. Do you know what’s gonna happen next? You will stop sending first message. She will leave you on seen. You will send her a beautiful quote which you wrote for her. She will like it and that’s it. Now with time. You will talk only once per day and then once per week and that’s it. Strangers. I don’t know, why? Because she doesn’t tell me.

-Brijesh

[urguypt3l]

Whenever I want write something, I think about you.

[urguypt3l]

And I hope that your mind will find a happiness eventually. However Your heart will not. It will always remember me:)

- Brijesh

[urguypt3l]

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[urguypt3l]

It's painful

That i can look at you like you are mine

But you are not.

It's painful

That you are more close to me than any other person,

I love you,  you love me

but we are not soulmates,

We are just friends.

It's painful

That you said no, when i proposed you

It broke my heart and our friendships too.

The next day, you held my hand and looked at me like your heart was broken too.

It's painful

That I wrote thousands of words for you,

Got many appreciations from others,

I saw you were clapping for those words too,

Without knowing those all words was written for you.

It's painful

Knowing that today

I'm still trying to get you.

- Brijesh Patel