#incredibly unfair honestly. i have one book left in the series and im sure it will not satisfy my curiosity here in any way

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I've never been so incredibly frustrated that this world isn't real

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Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire - thoughts after reading it for the first time

honestly guys this book TOOK ME FOR A RIDE like my thoughts are gonna be even more incoherent than usual so bear with me HARRY AND I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT 

okay so

Harry continues to be the light of my life. he’s the most sweetest, compassionate, brave, caring, determined and considerate angel in the world. HOW HE WAITED TO MAKE SURE ALL THE PEOPLE WERE SAFE DURING THE MERMAID CHALLENGE, how worried he was about sirius, how much he missed ron when he stopped talking to him. the angst cranked up high in this one and it both broke my heart and made me love this boy even more. he’s my everything. 

CEDRIC DIGGORY im so sad. i really liked him. he was a nice and good guy im so sad and i wasn’t expecting this. it breaks my heart that harry blames himself when all he wanted was for him and cedric to win it together. I hate it it’s so unfair you guys SO UNFAIR

that rita skeeter woman is so annoying no wonder she’s a bug

Ron and Hermione have weird jealous energy going on seriously the teen angst is HERE 

also Ron and Harry’s fight made me really sad but i like that we’re getting a deeper look on ron’s insecurites and struggles because we haven’t really touched on it since the first book. how he’s always in other peoples shadows and worries he’ll never be acknowledged for anything on his own merit :(( i hope this gets explored more but i also hope harry and ron never fight ever again because harry was so depressed without him. Ron is his family, ron is his everything just DON’T FIGHT

I TRUSTED MOODY i did. i really liked him you guys have no idea. i loved him a lot and i thought he was helpful and a good teacher and more understanding than others but IT WAS ALL A LIE IM i feel so betrayed and SO DUMB i can’t get one bad guy right you guys. I am gonna try harder to get the next one right I WILL GET IT RIGHT THIS TIME but seriously moody’s reveal was amazing and that whole story was written incredibly well i��m amazed. 

VOLDEMORT IS BACK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK GUYS HELP HELP HELP OH MY GOD IM i knew he would come back i was sure he would but now that it’s happened and seeing that i’m just IM SO !!!!!!!! fuck fuck fuck and the death eaters !!! MALFOY AND CRABBE AND GOYLE’S PARENTS ARE ALL CONFIRMED AS DEATH EATERS. BUT IT GETS WORSE

What. In. The. World. Is. Wrong. With. DUMBLEDORE?????? like seriously why is he trusting snape?? it’s so frustrating. he’s been shown that he can’t trust people time and time again yet, HE TRUSTS A DEATH EATER??? he’s not your spy you fool he’s voldemorts spy??? like come on he’s done nothing but bullied kids and made Harry’s life a living hell. he hates him and he hated his parents. he hated harry’s parents and dumbledore knows this?? like seriously i don’t get this what has he done to proven that he’s trustworthy?? (besides that one time he saved harry’s life but we all know voldemort needed harry alive to be reborn so nope) and then he tells him and sirius that they are on the same side? bitch i think not?? sirius doesn’t wear that botched tattoo buddy. i’m sorry i just don’t understand and he’s not giving us any reason like im really worried he’s being played and we’re all screwed. also snape was extra cruel in this book can he just stop bullying my faves?

I love sirius <3 i love that harry finally has a parental figure who cares so much about him and worries about him and wants him to just be safe and he can talk to him and trust him i just <3 MY HEART

the twins rock my world as always, i would die for them and the ending when harry gave him the money to start their joke shop and he said that they all could use some laughs now more than ever just,,,,,,MADE MY HEART SO WARM?? like i really love that comment in all seriousness because it’s so true. people forget that things like comedy and lighthearted fun stuff like that is just as important as anything else you could do. making people laugh is beautiful and kind and the best kind of job anyone could do and it’s beautiful that they want to do that and i love that harry pointed that out in the end. after always being kinda berated by percy (and also by molly sometimes) for not being serious enough, the fact that they are pranksters and capable of spreading laughter was finally acknowledged as a beautiful strength and im just !!!! THIS IS A GOOD MESSAGE AND WHY I ADORE MY TWINS i literally could talk all day about how much i love them they are two of my fave characters in the whole series im just <3 babies 

DOBBY !!! yay he’s back and he’s looking out for harry at hogwarts im so <3 i loved the house elves involvement in this it made me so happy i love them 

I’m proabably leaving out so many things because this book WAS A LOT to process and my mind is bouncing in so many different directions about it. But overall I absolutely adore this book it’s probably my fave right now BUT I’VE SAID THAT ABOUT EVERY SINGLE ONE SO FAR hjsjhashjasjh it just keeps getting better. the angst, the tournament, the different wizard schools, voldemort rising !!!! ITS SO MUCH AND SO GOOD THIS IS MY KIND OF BOOK IM LIVING i can’t believe how much everything is changing now and i’m scared for my faves but im also excited THIS IS AHHHH I literally have no idea what’s gonna happen next, not a clue. Like i don’t even have any theories right now because i’m still so stunned about where we just left off it’s crazy i don’t know how to think. i guess i’m just convinced that snape is bad news and i’m annoyed at dumbledore for insisting on trusting him. i’m also annoyed that dumbledore makes harry go back to the dursley’s every year. I’m ALSO annoyed that fudge put the dementors on barty jr so he couldn’t use the truth potion in court and prove wormtail is alive and clear sirius’s name IM JUST STRESSED AHHHHHH like i have no clue what’s happening next but this book has marked a huge change and this both terrifies and excites me. I’ll see you all when i start book five AHHHHH