#inconvenient as in overstimulated and on my way to a meltdown lol
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ok so we can accept that I’m autistic when we can conveniently forget about it but when it’s inconvenient, I’m “using autism as an excuse” and “ruining the family vacation”
#inconvenient as in overstimulated and on my way to a meltdown lol#if yall had listened when I said just leave me alone for a moment so I can get it together#instead of continuing to tell me it’s inconvenient to get me a rider pass for my wheelchair so I can actually ride rides#then maybe I would not be publicly crying!!!!#I’m not even being loud about it I’m just upset not my fault yall won’t also push my wheelchair to a quiet corner of the theme park#so I can cry for five min and be fine#my aunt did however sneak me a spiked hot chocolate so#also for the record I did not use autism as an excuse all I said was I’m overstimulated give me a moment
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#girl who is overstimulated by people walking up the stairs: 'can't wait to go to this big hall filled with hundreds of people#and music blaring so loud you have to yell in someone's ear to get them to hear you#and i'm ill. three days before freshers and i'm ill. what if i ****** *** *** ******* **** ********#and the outfit i have to wear is sleeveless so i will be even more ill tomorrow#i literally told my mother please don't get me ill so ofc she proceeds to cough on me and grab hold of me like a fucking koala#and i can't even be visibly upset or she's gonna yell even more and i'm gonna get even more overstimulated and she's somehow gonna blame me#i literally told her and she said that it was my fault for walking around london yesterday as if it wasnt 15c outside#and i was wearing a jumper and a coat and didn't stay in the same place for more than five minutes#but it's my fault for being ill. of course#like freshers (and moving out in general) was the only thing i was looking forward to and now thats fucking ruined too#and my parents are visiting me every other weekend probably so i'm not even moving out really#probably more often if my mother gets her way#i should've gone to manch instead at least it would be an inconvenience to visit and i wouldn't have to move back every two months#i just really didn't want to be ill and now i can't even recover because we have a fucking event that i hate#and wasn't even told about until 6pm today#and my head hurts because why wouldnt it#and i'm probably gonna have another meltdown in the bathroom lol
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