#in this spot where I’m 25 and financially stable with a fiance I love who will be a good dad
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#tw fertility#tw pregnancy#tw periods#okay so like fully realizing that I definitely just can’t count#and I’ve been stressed so that’s why my period is late etc etc#there’s no real concern im actually pregnant (it would be one step above the next messiah lmao)#but it’s so weird being someone who actively wants kids#in this spot where I’m 25 and financially stable with a fiance I love who will be a good dad#and we aren’t trying for a kid because it’s just bad timing and I JUST passed the bar and started work#but it also wouldn’t ruin our lives and we could rally#so I don’t feel that genuine all encompassing relief with a negative test anymore#there’s always a little twinge of sadness or disappointment#that my s/o obviously will not understand (nor do I expect him to) because he didn’t want kids until he met me#not like he changed his mind we were just 19#but yeah idk. its weird.#I don’t want to be pregnant or have a baby rn but I’m also sad whenever it doesn’t happen
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