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Idea: Tsujimura as a recovering alcoholic
#.txt#gaidenposting#what if her mother's death led her to get blackout drunk constantly for the first couple months#maybe it caused her to fail out of college or something#and then she joined the military police where the special division scouted her#and she's been getting better in the years since and has been learning better coping strategies#but maybe she still gets wasted on the anniversary of her mother's death and maybe her birthdays too#i really don't think tsujimura was mentally healthy in any way shape or form after her mother's death#and she still isn't#she for sure has some self-destructive habits#the overworking and the sleep deprivation and the rage and the vengeance#if you're going to call her a failgirl make sure to understand that she's REALLY a failgirl#she's definitely passed out in alleyways like those drunk japanese salarymen before#in my mind tsujimura is barely holding on#she's trying to be better. she is. but it's an uphill battle#i've always wondered why she wears that scarf#my personal theory is that it's from when the shadowling first appeared#because when would tsujimura have had the desire to kill someone before joining the special division?#i think the shadowling probably tried to kill her at least once. because her mother's death definitely led to some intense self-loathing#and the scarf covers her scar#or something like that#because in the light novel tsujimura didn't seem very shocked by the shadowling appearing and being threatening toward her#she probably thinks it's out to get HER specifically#anyway. where were we#right. tsujimura is so messed up. to me
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