#in fairness niall and mór really did embody every 19 yr old chain smoker in my hometown who got married and pregnant immediately

[crimeronan]

thinking about how Unbelievably funny and also tragic it is if this is the first human lifetime that greywaren’s been, like, So So So Sick And Suicidal. like some of it is inevitable wrt industrialization drowning the ley lines and stuff, bryde was never completely full of shit wrt that, but i just. niall and mór truly TRULY gave this kid just. the WORST of their own personal qualities (rampant unchecked bipolar and rampant unchecked chronic pain/anger), along with absolutely NONE of the strengths, and then were like. you’re a toddler now. you’ll grow up a real boy! you’ll figure it out <3 we will not be helping or guiding you at all tho btw <3

like oh my god. oh my god. head in hands. fist in mouth. screm. sometimes people with generational curses will be like “okay.... any kid i carry has like an 80% chance of killing itself before it’s 40.... so i’m not sure that would be a good plan..... but also is that a eugenicist approach encouraging a world that’s super inhospitable to neurodivergence....???” meanwhile niall and mór are out here Fully no thoughts head empty both like “hell YEAH let’s have a kid we’ll be AMAZING parents we’re SO NORMAL AND ADJUSTED AND GOOD AT EVERYTHING. in fact let’s have two! gotta make sure they’re both super human though gotta preserve the humanity and all that. what’s the most defining trait of being human???? hmm..... i guess.... if we narrow it down.... maybe..... 

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like.

you GUYS,,