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#in fact just stop caring abt academic shit altogether!!!
butchfaith · 7 years
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seeing all ur friends going out living their best lives and having fun while ur stuck inside literally all the time doing work :))
#take my advice and do not go to sixth form#and absolutely do not do 4 a levels#in fact just stop caring abt academic shit altogether!!!#i took a-levels instead of btecs bc i thought it would help me get into uni#and going to uni is meant to get you a better job#but thats not fuckin workin out!!#bc everyone pretty much agrees degrees are useless now!! and they dont help u get better jobs or pay!!#they just sink u into £45k worth of debt for the rest of ur life!!!!#im never gonna be able to get a job or a house anyway so whats the point!!!!#the course i really wanna do doesnt even require qualifications bc it's acting#so like..... these 3 years of my life are being completely wasted#i'm wasting my youth writing bullshit essays that mean fuck all#spending 5 days a week sat in classrooms that make me wanna fucking die#and spending the other 2 days catching up on mountains of homework that they set us#and when i chill out for half an hour i stress bc i'm meant to be working!!!#and when i work i stress bc this is not what i'm meant to be doing with my life!!!!#i want to drop out but if i did then id have wasted 2 years of my life with nothing to show for it#it just feels like im being dragged in so many directions at once and all of them are terrible#but what would i do if i dropped out?#i'd never get to see my friends from sixth form and honestly thats my only motivation for going#id be disappointing my mum whos spent a fortune on travel costs for me to get to school every day and on school trips#id have no qualifications#so id have no backup plan in case i cant get onto the course i want#so i'm damned if i stay and damned if i don't#i just feel so fucking trapped and i hate it
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