#in contrast to other ppl who didn't have a lot of career support growing up my adulthood is instead like
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#anyways....asidefrom that i find it funny that like#in contrast to other ppl who didn't have a lot of career support growing up my adulthood is instead like#trying to make sure the ppl who believed in me dont see how much im struggling now/dont stop supporting me snffhj#like dont get me wrong i had it Pretty Good in comparison to what could have been and im not bragging but i feel the stakes have been set#so high for me unintentionally#like i asked my gma if she would be disappointed in me if i never got an animation job and she said ofc not but i can sense she would be#simply by virtue that she's put so much effort into getting me thry school#actually no.....i put my damn self through school i did that work but yknow what i mean#being like yay good job youre making it thru this etc etc#she told me once and idk if she meant it that the least i could give her is going to college so 😬#oof#anyways i dont feel comfortable telling her im Depression i dont want her prying#it's mostly just her i feel this way about and WHO KNOWS MAYBE I DID DIG THIS DAMN ENDLESS HOLE MYSELF#but telling her i struggle w this seems like itd open the floodgates for soooo many other questions#and i dont think i coukd deal w that
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