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asfdhgsdkjhgb · 3 years ago

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wait i also just remembered and wanted to note that the storm thing is sort of how i started realizing that i am closer now to this person than i think ive ever been to anyone?

and like part of it even reflected on me realizing like. sure i was in love but i never really was that close (emotionally or physically too lol 2020) to my ex? ESPECIALLY in comparison to now,,,,,

#just me rambling again #2 whole big rambles in a row i apologize yall sgkjbdfhbskg brain is thinking a lot today for various reason but this is a big one #like either she never knew about it or i had mentioned it but it was never really an important thing ig #and its sort of the same w like. most other people ive been close to like friends n shit. like i just sorta mention ''lol dude im #literally afraid of thunder'' in passing and like its not really thought abt much. and im not saying they didnt care bc that just wouldnt #be true. all of the past connections ive had with people i have cared a lot and ik (i hope) they did too. but this is. different /pos #in a way i cant really comprehend or word. almost more ig #idk. i cant figure out how to articulate the difference the way i want #ig that sorta makes sense tho even just considering that the last time i was even sorta close to someone was between 8th-9th #grade and like. im not really that much older but i have grown a lot as a person since even despite not much time chronologically #and it makes sense that as time progresses it allows you to experience relationships between people in different ways. just bc of #like. evolving and growing as a person. idk #it does still feel strange tho #that i can feel a connection that much deeper now #idk #and just that someone can care that much about things that i usually present as so small. idk im thinking abt it too much arent i #Its Not That Deep Frog Cmon #ah well

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