#in a mood bc i had to hang up on the phone w damien early and met went to bed and im like ah fuck. now what do i do

[enderwalk]

like okay here’s the thing. ive been in a ton of fandoms before here on tumblr, mostly spn because it was my big special interest at the time but i was always like. idk a rlly small blog. like 50 followers max for years bc i was so Nervous about putting myself out there and interacting with people and making friends. like i was so fucking nervous abt it. but for some reason in this fandom ive made so many friends that i just adore. people i can really just click with and dont get nervous about dming or vcing, people im comfortable talking to about my interests without fear of being judged or anything. being able to just join a vc with met and holly and damien and just dick around on the realm and laugh and just be comfortable with is so fucking nice and i wouldnt trade it for anything honestly