#imstuckwithhim

[suicidaldiaster]

I should've told you I loved you. I should've taken the chance. I should've kissed you all those times our noses brushed. I should've given you a chance. But I was scared. I didn't want to ruin the friendship we had built since diapers! I didn't want to lose you because I thought we'd be better as friends. I didn't want to fall in love with you when I still wasn't over him because I knew you deserved so much better. But now it's too late and you cross my mind at night and leave me in tears because all my fears about us came true.....and I never had the chance to tell you I love you before you slammed the door on my face. It's been a year since we last talked and I still love you. You were the love of my life and I let you leave without a fight. I'm sorry. I love you. I miss you.