#impulsively took out my knife and slit my leg in reflex to seeing my dog get killed.
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I fell asleep on the couch and had a dream that kind of freaked me out
#It’s five in the morning excuse me if my wording isn’t as eloquent as usual#fun claude fact: zombies freak me the fuck out#another fun claude fact: my brain loves to torment me with reoccurring zombie apocalypse dreams#my brain is just OBSESSED with figuring out every way things could go wrong in an apocslypse setting#and subjecting me to them in what feels like my own personal hell#anyways the highlights of tonight’s dream:#mother left to get supplies for the first time since it all started. it was horrifying because I knew she probably wouldn’t come back!#i had to reckon with the idea that this would be the rest of my life. this was the world I lived in now.#doppelgänger zombie dog came into my house! I had to witness my father kill my dog knowing we would also have to kill the other.#impulsively took out my knife and slit my leg in reflex to seeing my dog get killed.#had a moment of ‘fuck does that count as relapse’ before realizing the undead would smell my blood and come for our asses#realizing that we were doomed#my mother left and was probably going to get killed#we were running out of supplies. what would I even do when my father grew old and died too.#a dog that might or might not be our dog ni sat in our living room. we would have to kill it.#another dog that might or might not be our dog laid in a pool of blood in our garage#i was bleeding profusely and there was a chance they would come for us#we were fucked#and then i woke up on the couch and tried not to freak out#claude’s meowing
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