#immm. actually not in a terrible mood though god bless. going to forget about this shit & play p5 now. waves

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try not 2 talk about it much because its kind of the equivalent of poking yr knee after u skin it for me but man. !!! sometimes i think about like. how cartoonishly evil what happened 2 me was. like if i told you some stories you wouldn't believe them!!! you'd be like, mar that's from coraline or matilda or some fucking neil gaiman shit!! & it changed me on the atomic level... like very literally i'm not the same person i was [n] years ago. & the skinned knees & falling out organs it feels like are still fresh & bloody almost four years later!!!!