#imma shut up now and sorry everyone im very emotional lately

[miabbh]

every time this song comes on (well a lot of his songs actually), i suddenly become fluent in spanish lmaooooo but also ever since we met, i can’t help but think of you whenever i hear it hehe 💕💓💗💞💝💘💖😚😚😚

oh sis fr 🥹🥹🥹????? that's so sweet oh my 😭 that's the sweetest thing, when you remember someone when you listen to a song sjajjwjsjs *sobsob*

my initial idea for the username was Elamia to make sense of the verb to meow (?) in portuguese, also with the last part of my own name......i hated it cus elamiabbh was too long and the first letter would be e and then elamia would be my name but it kinda sounds like the name of an italian restaurant(???)

you know i have a song that makes me thing of you tooooo!!!!?????? this one here. it screams lisa sis comfort to me cus i listened to it soooo much during my last week of classes before giving up on college, and i still have the perfect image of waiting by the bus stop, listening to it, and sending you little things and you replying so sweetly to me that made me feel so loved and cared for

you were such an inspiration already, sis. i truly don't have words to express how much strength you, too, gave me at that time. and now too, ofc sjajs i mean i kinda let it very clear djsjsjsj

[sorryimanon]

Pairings: Bakugou Katsuki x fem!Reader, Izuku Midoriya x NB!Reader

Warnings: some angst, FLUFF, and our boys being the best boys.

In which they comfort you after a rough day or week

A/N: im sorry if Izukus section is shorter than Bakugou’s. trying to practice writing other characters. enjoy!

Saturday's are reserved strictly by the majority of the girls from class 1-A, leaving the guys to hibernate inside their dorms as they allow the commencement of girls night. You've never rain checked nor rejected the idea of spending  quality time with your friends, considering all the tribe's and trepidation's everyone has endured together during their time at the academy. It's nice to just strip away the stress and dip your toes in pure relaxation.

Unfortunately, you woke up with a bad case of cloudy thoughts. For the past week you've been carrying the weight of dread, causing your mood to drastically change throughout the day. You'd be having a civil conversation with someone one minute and then the next minute you're completely irritated by their presence. You've tried to balance it out and fix it overnight with the regimes you researched on the internet. A new sleeping schedule, healthier diet, yoga, and even went to the extreme of writing in a journal. It was all so cut throat and prestigious, nothing close to your liking. Katsuki made fun of you for it one day when he snuck into your room and read the many inscriptions in your journal entries.

"This stuff reminds of Deku. Always shoving his nose in that stupid notebook of his," he didn't care much to hear your refutes about Izuku. "Anyways, what's with all this depressing shit you are writing? You don't really feel this way do you?"

You didn't give him a definite answer that day. Only a curt "no" and he resumed rambling about his day like nothing happened, having you listening with his voice like white noise going in one ear and out the other.

And that's how it went on throughout the duration of the prior week before Saturday.

Inside the confinement of your dorm, you made the rational decision to sleep in instead of attending classes. The chilling thoughts kept you up all night, never once allowing sleep to take full throttle. You tossed and turned around on your bed, unable to shut off your brain. So when you woke up in the peak of late afternoon, you weren't surprised to see the unread messages on your phone. All of them were from your explosive boyfriend.

King Explosion🤍: Oi you running late? Mr.Sleepy head is taking roll call

King Explosion🤍: y/n where tf r u?

King Explosion🤍: fine don't answer me ig

King Explosion🤍: are you at least coming down for lunch? i made curry last night and imma make you finish it

King Explosion🤍: fking hurry before dunce face eats it

King Explosion🤍: nvm he ate it ��

Katsuki never intended for the message to be funny. He's probably blowing actual steams of smoke through his nostrils and ears while chasing kamanari amongst the halls. The comical imagery made you laugh harder. At least he made you crack a smile. You haven't shown any emotions let alone a hint of enthusiasm for tonight.

Maybe it'd be best to sit this one out.

"Hey, we're missing a person! Where's my y/n?" Mina asked after scanning the group of girls huddled around on the carpeted floor.

Momo shifted uncomfortably on the cushioned pillow she stole from the couch. "Y/N said she wasn't feeling too well to join us for tonight. Something about food poisoning and throwing up every hour."

In unison all the girls gasped, along with a concerned 'ribbit' from Tsuyu.

"Well I hope she gets to feeling better. I wouldn't want her to endure such sickness for much longer," Tsuyu croaked out.

Everyone in the circle agreed and promised to pay a visit later in the night to check on you.

On the fourth floor, Katsuki stared blankly at his phone, hands shaking due to the repressed anger he's been holding. Each of the messages he sent previously were all left on read, including the one he sent an hour ago asking if he could have a cuddle session with you before girls night. Yes, even an ill tempered guy such as him enjoys sappy shit like cuddling. After pacing back and forth in his room for a solid 5 minutes, he was now dead set on confronting you in front of your friends.

Katsuki made a beeline for the elevator and aggressively pressed the 1st floor button repeatedly in hopes it'll make the process go quicker. He reached the commons area in precision time, overhearing the girls giggle after someone suggested playing truth or dare. He towered over Uraraka's figure, casting a demonic shadow version of himself in the circle. Hagakure shrieked and clung onto Jirou.

"Where's y/n you extras?" He demanded, voice deafening the brunette under him.

"She didn't come tonight. She's in her dorm room sick," Jirou explained to him as she tried pry the invisible girl off her arm.

"Like hell she's sick!" Katsuki spun around quickly and retreated back to the elevator, mumbling obscenities under his breath. "She's going to pay for being so careless and irresponsible."

The commons room fell silent once the explosive blonde disappeared behind the doors of the elevator, all eyes searching each other in complete shock. Uraraka was the first to speak out of the small group.

“Should we warn y/n that Bakugou is coming for her?”

Jirou averted her gaze to the direction bakugou left off from, a ghost of a smirk spreading on her face.

“Nah. Knowing y/n, she can handle the asshole on her own.”

King Explosion🤍: can i come over? i wanna cuddle, i miss u

The text message kept flashing behind your eyes every-time you closed them - a sad image of Katsuki waiting impatiently for you to reply back with a heart or one of those unusual memes he unapologetically adores. You knew he’d be furious, no doubt about it, but you rationalized your decision and concluded it would be best to avoid your boyfriend like the plague till this undesired feeling dissipates. Katsuki doesn’t do well with people being emotional, let alone handle his own emotions for god’s sake.

Your own thoughts were interrupted by someone raping the outside of your door. The continuous knocks made your head spin, a painful sting ghosting back and forth between your eyes. Remembering back to an hour ago, you messaged one of the girls that you weren’t going to make it to tonight’s session. Surely they respected your wishes and continued on with their hangout? But you forgot about the one person who’s persistent and stubborn like a cat.

“I know you’re in there y/n! You may have fooled your idiotic friends with a lie, but you keep on forgetting you’re terrible at lying!” Katsuki hollers against the wood of the door, not once being considerate of those living above her.

He’s right. You’re absolutely horrible at making up excuses for yourself. Dating someone as intuitive as him will be the death of you.

“If there’s something going can you at least let me in? You can’t ignore me forever y/n.”

Again, he’s right.

You slipped out from the comfort of your bed and padded towards the door, mentally preparing for the blonde to scold you once he enters your room. What you weren’t prepared for was the tears swelling up in the ducts of his vermillion eyes - his hands clenched tightly into fists as he looked down at you. Your breathing hitched when his arm outstretched to rest on the door frame to keep his trembling body steady.

“What the hell y/n? Why the fuck have you been ignoring me?! Did I do something wrong?!” He asked, not caring about his current appearance.

You grab ahold of his other arm and absentmindedly started rubbing it affectionately, trying to coax him into calming down. “Katsuki no! You didn’t do anything wrong! Why would you think that?”

“Because dumbass, you’ve been distant this past week,” he paused, choking on his words. “Are...are you breaking up with me?”

Your eyes shot up instantly at his horrifying assumption. “Katsuki, if I tell you the truth, will you promise not to make things worse for me?”

He tilted his head in confusion, but nodded once you led him into your messy bedroom. Once inside, your boyfriend plopped down on your bed, watching intently as you anxiously bit down on your nails - a nervous habit you picked up at the beginning of the school year.

“I’ve been feeling weird lately. Ever since the beginning of last week. I don’t know how to describe it but, my brain is constantly feeding into my already negative state. Telling me things I know aren’t true but I’ve convinced myself they are. Almost as if a grey cloud is hovering above me,” tears were already starting to pour down your cheeks. “I just...I just feel so miserable and lonely and useless and irritated and- I’m so sorry for ignoring you. You probably want nothing to do with me after this!”

You manage to turn away from the sight of the blonde during your speech, ashamed of pouring out your emotions onto a person who disregards other peoples emotions and constitutes them as a quote on quote “pussy”.

From behind, you can hear faint shuffling nearing your already shaken up figure. A pair of muscular arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you into a wall that could only be described as his own chiseled chest, doing the same as you did moments ago with his arm - lulling you to calm down a notch before he stared speaking.

“If you been feeling this way, why lie when I asked you a few days ago after reading your journal?”

“I know how you are, Katsuki. You get very uncomfortable when people talk about their feelings. So, why should I be any different?”

Your boyfriend suddenly maneuvers you around in the circle of his arms, shifting to where you’re now making direct eye contact with him. His gaze intense and unwavering.

“Because you’re my girlfriend? I don’t give a rats ass about any of these extras. When it comes to you, I’d make an exception for. I made that promise to myself when we first started seeing each other. So don’t think for a second that I’ll disregard your true feelings, dumbass.” He stepped a couple of inches backwards, ankles eventually hitting the bottom of your bed - making him fall and dragging you along with him. You landed on top of him, head still buried in the depths of his hard chest. The vibrations of his chuckle shook your whole body. Katsuki gently titled your head to be leveled with his, a red tint of blush painting his pallid cheeks.

“I’m being serious though. Don’t be afraid to come to me when things get tough, okay? I love you too much to see you like this.”

Next thing you knew your boyfriend stole your breath away by meshing his plump lips onto yours, hands snaking their way into your hair and carefully massaging it. By all means, you let him have his way with you by kissing the sadness away, tears puddling together cheek on cheek.

He let go eventually, pecking a quick chaste kiss on the side of your mouth before hauling you further into the bed. You settled on letting him spoon you, knowing how much he likes the feeling of your backside pressed against him, and the fruity aroma of your hair infiltrating his senses.

“I promise Katsuki,” you said after some time during the cuddle session.

He shifted in his spot, head placed firmly in the crook of your neck. “Promise what?”

“That I’ll come to you when these thoughts return again. I should trust you by now, and I need to not let these emotions ruin everything in my life. I love you that much.

Your confession swelled the very last evidence of Katsuki being a human being, his heart.

He smiled weakly to himself and nuzzled more into your shoulder, brushing his warm lips against the tender skin. “You better, dumbass.”

-

Today was just so exhausting, and the big fat 'D-‘ written in red ink on your final report was the icing on the cake. To make things even worse, Aizawa reminded the whole class before the exam that this was to determine wether or not if you'll be joining the training camp that'll commence the following winter break.

Hopefully this was one of your teacher's terrible deception tactics into making everyone do their absolute best, go plus ultra even. But to your dismay, he was indeed very serious of the matter this time.

It wasn't your fault, not entirely. You stayed up all night listening to another one of your boyfriends rambles, the conversation lasting till 2 am. Izuku grew worrisome and anxious ever since his encounter with a gruesome villain, thus resulting in him to pour his emotions out onto you. Poor baby kept mentioning the safety of All Might and you.

Solemnly, you left class and trailed back to your dorm room, wanting to ignore the jovial atmosphere inside the cramped room as everyone traded and talked about their scores.

Izuku noticed you leaving abruptly and got up from his desk to follow you behind, bidding a quick goodbye to his friends.

Your room was dark and dramatically colder than usual, a trickle of light threatening to pour in from the cascading sunset. You laid down on your stomach with one of your pillows propped on your head, in hopes to shield away anyone from seeing your ugly-crying face.

Too late because Izuku was already standing outside your dorm room, swaying back and forth on his feet while biting down harshly on his lip. He can hear your soft cries seeping through the door. He doesn't know why he's hesitating, he's your boyfriend after all.

Moments later you hear the acute sounds of someone knocking on your door, followed by the soft spoken voice of your green haired boyfriend.

"Baby? Can I come in? I-If that's okay with you I m-mean! It's alright if you need some space but you left class so early I figured something happened to you and I got really worried because you always wait for Iida and uraraka to walk us back to the dorms as a group and maybe it had something to do with what I was telling you last night-."

You crack the door just a smidge before fully opening it, revealing your bloodshot eyes and tear stained shirt to him. His breathing hitched once his eyes fixated on your disheveled state. 

"Can you comfort me? I need you right now Izuku," your voice cracked a little, throat still tight after the crying session.

His strong, lean arms wrapped around your body momentarily, encasing you into a bear hug. Hugs from Izuku were amazing, no exceptions. He placed a quick peck on the crown of your forehead.

"C'mon, let's get inside and snuggle. How does that sound?" he asked as he unwrapped himself and took your trembling hand, leading you back inside the dimly lit room.

Izuku laid you gently down on your side once reaching the bed, crawling alongside with you before  draping the covers over the both of you. His familiar hands snake around your waist and nudges you to roll over. You obliged and shifted your body to face his, sparkly green eyes staring straight at you.

"Tell me, what's wrong baby? Does it have to do with the recent exam?" his thumb started tracing delicate lines on your hips, your uniform long gone and now replaced with comfortable clothes instead.

"I failed Izuku...I did so terrible on the written exam. I kept falling in and out of sleep during the test that I didn't have time to finish the middle portion of it," you exhaled a shaky breath. "Who knows what'll happen on the practical. I'll probably fail that too...I'm such a failure compared to everyone."

Izuku grabbed the tender flesh of your cheeks and directed your vision to level with his. He looked angry and concerned.

"Don't say that y/n! You're not a failure! That exam doesn't determine wether or not if you're good enough to be a hero. I've seen you in action hun, and I know for a fact that you're possibly the most strongest person I've met in my lifetime! You're ambitious, smart, determined, and so freaking beautiful." He then kissed you tenderly on the lips, his eyes closing slightly due to the contact.

"So...freaking...beautiful." He whispers against your mouth.

His sentimental words were enough for you to push back the negativity and simply enjoy the intimate moment.

Izuku lifted his head away from your face to rest it against your temple. "You're going to do great things, okay? One failing grade isn't going to be the end of the world. Trust me sweetheart, I've had my fair share in failures during our time here in Yuuei. But look at me now, still standing."

You nuzzled more into his chest, tickling his chin with your hair. Faintly, you can hear the pitter patter of his heart beat bursting through his rib cage.

"Would you love me even if I was a horrendous looking-failure?" you were clearly teasing him, but sometimes Izuku became dense when it came to that.

"Y/n! W-Why would you ask that! Of course I would you dummy! I'd love you no matter what."

This time you return the favor and kiss him, knowing how to easily fluster him in seconds. He whimpers into your mouth at the sudden contact and cups your jawline affectionately.

The two of you stayed like that till the moon shone through the balcony curtains, illuminating your skin in a dusty glow.

Lips bruised and swollen red, you laid lifelessly in his arms, letting him wove his scarred fingers through your hair. Izuku would occasionally stop to peck your lips, then resumes his attention back to your hair.

"I'm sorry by the way. I shouldn't have kept you up last night before the exam. I'm such a horrible boyfriend..." he admitted suddenly.

"Yes. Yes you are."

He gasped and stopped his movements altogether, obviously taken aback by your blunt words.

You giggled and said, "Kidding. You're the best boyfriend. Apology accepted.”

After hearing that, Izuku shoved himself onto your chest and let out muffled cry. "D-Don't scare me like that. Almost made me have a heart a-attack!"

[24kmagiic]

Been silent a while about this shit-show so here are my thoughts on the finale...

Here we go...

Recaps: 

My only thought is wow... they seriously spent all this wasted time on this sirens subplot when they could have just utilized the characters they already had somehow... dumb assess.

First segment:

Great, Bonnie is dead/dying. Must be Friday.

A Belena scene... 

Elena cares... this must be a fuckin dream.

Oh Bonnie... forever the damn martyr. Shut the fuck up and live ho.

Thank you Enzo... she wildin’.

Wow Damon, you kill Vicki again?

I hope she at least kicks his fucking ass.

.....Again???? The violence against women is such a joy.

Matt’s whole family came back and no one gives a damn about him.

Vicki wants to go back being dead. I guess if I lived in Mystic Falls I’d want to be dead too.

Another fucking gas leak... lmfao at least someone questioned it this time.

Oh God.... Elena.... Jesus.

So all it took was Bonnie dying a split second for Elena to come back?

God... Delena again.

KATHERINE!!! I love this bitch.

*Currently Fast Forwarding through commercials*

Lmfaoooo I missed Nina playing Katherine.

So where the fuck is Elena.

Where the fuck is TIKI? FIND HER FOR THIS OLD MAN!

This is a nice house.... I haven’t been paying attention this season... was this Alaric and Caroline’s house the whole time?

Ric no longer gives a damn about his ex... niece... in...law....

Eegora still got everyone doing shit for her... for no damn reason. She’s been low-key dead for how long now?

I bet this is Katherine again....wow did they really put her on the boiler room floor? Like damn, take another scene from Bonnie huh?

Commercials....

And we’re back... When did Kath have time to curl her hair? She’s so old fashioned I love her.

“Stefan Is The Better Man” lmfaoooooo  I'm laughing for many reasons.

Damn it Bonnie leave all of them motherfuckas. Fuck Eegora.

I'm really getting a doomsday vibe, well done.

Caroline say fuck all this, I got kids.

Family First.... a little late for that shit, TVD.

I’m SO ready for this shit to be over omg...

Commercials... again.

Ric and the girls... I feel like everyone begged for screen time for their characters and this... is what happened.

Bonlaric? No thanks.

Bonnie looks too good to waste her visuals on... Ric...

Klaus can come re-possess him at any time.

“Stefan I know I’ve been hard on you...” he uh... kILLED THE LOVE OF YOUR FUCKING LIFE????

Honestly everyone but Bonnie and the twins can die and they can go live somewhere happy and safe together.

“I’m gonna save the world” Girl... it’s only Mystic Falls and who cared about that podunk ass town anyway? 

Honestly every MF resident is gonna die of cancer with all these gas leaks.

Katherine. She carried this show...

Batherine lives!

Bonnie, Katherine and the twins for the win.

Damon being a martyr.

“Tell Elena I did this for her” lmfaooooooo I’m done.

Honestly, the commercials are killing me!

Stefan is very responsible for Enzo... rather I like his ass or not.

Stefan haul ass bruh

Man fuck it, I’m feeling nice, every one haul ass

Defan...

He fucking compelled Stefan...

Damn bruh... I’m feeling a feeling rn...

Honestly? Why haven’t Stefan been compelled before now? Shouldn’t his ass have been bathing in vervain, KNOWING he’s human around a bunch of vampires??? He was always vervaining the hos.

Bonnie what the hell you doin’ guh?

So Bonnie’s doing ancestral magic? Through Grams? I dig it... move yo ass to Nawlins and go get Marcel and then go live happily ever after.

So Bonnie.... you’ve been out of practice for a while... where you find this spell?

Okay Caroline you coulda muted your emotions and like.... made this call while yall was still hauling ass down the road.

Bonnie bih, you die I’ll kill ya.

Where the FUCK is Stefan going?

Bonnie Gangsta Bennet is Beyonce of Mystic Falls.

Okay Bonnie you saying you not strong but yo ass having a chit chat, holding the fires of hell at bay bih...

Hey Sheila Whitley Bennett. Lol. 

YAAAAAAS bout time the Bennets get they shine.

........... Is this it? What the hell done happened?

BONNIE BITCH YOU PASS OUT ONE MO GAIN IMMA KICK YOU IN YO FUCKIN TEETH!!!!

I’m surprised this show has sponsors honestly...

Elena again... jeeze

So he WAS on vervain.

Man what the FUCK.... this illogic

IF THE CURE WENT OUT OF HIS BLOOD WITH ONE VIAL OF DAMN... BLOOD... THEN WOULDNT ELENA ASS DIE TOO?????

Fuck this god awful show

Damon is NOT the right man what the hell how they made this all Stefan fault?

Defan both is trash but man...

So Elena wakes up with her man and Caroline assed out because Stefan wanna be stupid...

Ion eem ship Steroline but what the FUCK WAS THAT???

Stefan get cho brother bruh

Lexi :D

I shipped them anyway, fuck all of this

Elena give this fuckin diary up 

Man fuck Elena

Okay but Stefan TRIED to be good sometimes lol

Okay ew at this Damon/Caroline scene...

I’m sorry but all this time in the damn casket and Elena hair still straight as a damn bone. Girl where’s the bed hair?

Caroline.... you got on my nerves sometimes but you deserved better than this shit here...

Wow. So they just gon kill the nigga and move on?

Matt got a bench... LMFAOOOOOO

Vicki and Tyler... Im okay with it but I needED TONNIE AND I DIDNT GET IT!!!!!!!

Bonnie’s alive so that’s more than I could ask for.

Ion get how Stefan had to die doe...

OH SO JEREMY CAME BACK AND AINT EEM LOOK BONNIE WAY??? like nigga you claimed you loved her. I knew that shit was false.

Bonnie aint trippin off yo fuckin ass no way lol

Lord. They left Klaroline wide open. fml I pray Candice don’t fuckin take a job on TO.

And Elena got some ugly ass handwriting.

So now that the cure is out of Elena’s system she can be a vampire? Man, what is this show?

Back to an earlier thought, I guess Elena wouldn't age after all cause she wasn’t as old as them niggas but still.

This finale was very underwhelming but I guess they had to come up with something huh?

I’ve reached the end and all I could say was they wasted all of that time on the sirens plot when they could have tied up loose fuckin ends but whatever. Fuck them. A blind sloth with one finger and a short pencil with no eraser could write a better fucking show.