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@quiescent-trolls Kurt!!!! I have gone on at awoke length about them multiple times,, but they're seriously super sweet and easy going. Another person who's really go with the flow but is very fun to joke around with!! I also wanna say their art is immaculate!! I really adore the designs they have and have made.. all really feels unique to them!! Has a certain flavor of sophistication and thought details in every one of them.. And I also think how Kurt plays their characters is very interesting too.. It's a certain way they speak.. Very.. Refined? Also has playful undertones! I don't think if you gave those characters to someone else, that they could play them the same way Kurt does

@miks-fantrolls Mik <3 Love dis guy. The times I've gotten to speak with them has been treasured dearly! Mik is super fun and pretty easy to bounce ideas off of. Not to mention the flavor of humor is right up my alley.. And Miks art?? Both music and drawn and writing? AWESOME. I genuinely didn't know that there were people in the community that did make music and Mik manages to encapsulate the topic or topics of choices really well in what they make. Very thought out! I also think Miks style is super striking and uses the angles/shapes to their advantage! I still adore that one Viktor piece a whole lot

@fnatrolls Aquaaaaa!!!! Man, aqua is super kind and also has some of the funniest lil quips. I haven't gotten to talk with aqua too much, but it's honestly pleasant to see them post + talk in the tags or in comments!! I want to say the way they bring their media to life and the world building that's been going on with their whole little crew? LOVE IT MAN.. I LIKE SEEING THE WHOLE INTERPERSONAL DRAMAS... LIKE SEEING THE TENSION.. The vocabulary Aqua has in their writing kinda reminds me of chases?? Like it's very thought out and sets the mood and builds a lot of fucking tension that makes me sit on the edge of my seat.. I also adore the way you do your portraits and sprites! A very somft style but the way you push yourself to kinda try some stuff out (pose.. hair length.. hair weight. clothes.. etc etc.) Is really inspiring!

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Javier Pena X Male Reader

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Request: Hi,can I request a javi x male reader where reader is another agent and is married and steve doesn't know but one day an the reader come into the station and visits javi and is super love towards javi and steve is just confused. Ps. I love your work, thank you hope you have a nice day

Warnings: Fluff, husbands, Steve being a confused child, sassy husband, making out, cuddling.

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“Pena, someone is here to see you.”

Steve looks up from his desktop and raises a brow, who would want to see Javier Pena?

Javier gives the man a strange and confused look as he simply sighs and stands up, “Do you know who they are?” He asks as he puts away the files, making sure that they were organized in their folders as he waits for the other to respond. “He said that he was your neigherbor?” Steve was now even more confused, first he lived down the hallway from Javier and second, he doesn’t remember anyone living in their neighborhood but them.

Javier gives Steve a look and heads outside towards the main hall were he saw a young man wearing a suit waiting for him. “Puta.” He whispers as he approached the man who gives him a small smile. “What are you doing here? I thought I told you to stay home.” Javier grabs him by the arm and drags him towards an empty room.

Steve was leaning back in his chair as he watched Javier and the strange man closely, watching them enter an empty room with the blinds closed.

“I know, you’ve told me many times to not visit becuase it was dangerous.”

“So, why are you here.”

“You forgot something.” He reaches under his shirt and pulls out a gun, Javi’s gun. Javiers eyes widen as he snatches the gun away from him, “How did you get pass security with this?” He hisses out as the other giggles with a cheeky grin. “I’ve got my ways, mi amor.”

Javier looks at him up and down. “You flirted your way through didn’t you?”

“Maybe.” The other shurgs.

“Y/n.”

“okay yes! But hey, this is pay back to the time you flirted with one of the suspects.” He shot back which caused Javier to groan. “That was one time, okay? So please go back to work and maybe will see each other tonight.”

“Maybe? Hold it right their, I am your husband and you will be home tonight for dinner and if you aren’t then I won’t hesitate to drag you out of here by the balls.” He warns out with a small glare as Javier rolls his eyes. “Okay, ya I’ll be home by dinner.”

“You better be.” Y/n says again as he adjusts javiers shirt with a smirk, pulling him by the shirt and capturing his lips into a kiss. Javier groans as he steps back and shoved him up against the wall, as the two made out with each other a sudden knock makes them break apart. “Shit...” Y/n whispers out and fixes himself, fixing his own tie and hair as he tries to make himself look like nothing happened before Javier opens the door.

Steve was standing on the other side. “Hey, we just got a signal from one of escobars men.” He says as he eyes y/n.

Javier clears his throat and nods. “Right—uh, Steve this is y/n he works in a different department of the DEA.”

“No wonder you looked familiar.” Said Steve as he shakes his hand. Y/n smiles proudly, “Javiers jealous that imma higher rank than him.” He teased as javi glares at him. “Anyway, I only came to return Javi’s gun since he left it behind during one of our missions together, didn’t want him leaving the field without one.” He explains.

Steve hums as he crossed his arms. “So how do you two know each other?”

“Steve—“

“We used to be partners before they transformed me to a higher department, in usually in charge of keeping everything settled while you guys do the dirty work.” He chuckled out shyly as Steve takes the bait. “Well, good to know someone from a different department.” He gives Javier a look and nods towards their desks.

Javier slips Past y/n and gives him a shrug over his shoulder, mouthing to him. ‘Tonight’ as in for saying that he’ll be home for dinner.

Y/n could only roll his eyes as he nods back and leaves Javier and Steve to do there own thing as he sighs deeply and gets back to his own work.

“So, y/n? What’s that about?” He hears Steve ask as the two of them a team of their own were raiding through a factory. “What about him?” He asks back and quirks a brow at his partner, checking out the bodies in hopping of finding a very important men amongst them. “I thought you would be upset you know, since he was able to move to a higher ranking than you even though you two were partners?”

“Nope, he deserved it. Whatever he did he deserves it and besides I enjoy the department that I am in, that just means less time with y/n.” He confess as he bends down to pick up some documents that were lying around. “Huh, you two just seemed really close.”

“Jealous Murphy, that my previous partner is better than you?” Javier tease with a grin on his face. Steve chuckles softly and shakes his head, “No just a little curious is all.” He watches as Javier hums in response and continues on with the evidence before Steve leaves him on his own and heads down stairs to talk to a few of his own men.

“Are you done?” Javier and Steve both look up to see y/n, leaning against the door frame. His arms were crossed over his chest as he gives Javier a small glare. “Almost.” He answers back and turns his attention back to the files. “You guys going out?” It was Steve who asks, he was already done with his work and was simply putting away the foldered files away. “I invited Javi out for drinks.” Y/n lies out with a smile as Javier rolls his eyes. “yeah.”

The two were secretly married, they have been for the last four years now and no one at the agency knew. The two have kept it well hidden and haven’t been caught yet, not that the embassy will care since they have been together for years but they wanted to keep it professional during work hours.

Steve chuckles as he glanced over to y/n and eyes him, getting the small details about him until he notices the golden band around his third finger on his left hand. “you married?”

Y/n glanced down at his wedding ring and smiles happily. “Yep! Have been for four years.” Y/n was the one who would wear his ring proudly while Javier would keep his hidden around his neck, keeping it as a necklace, afraid that he would lose it during one of his field chases. “Wow, must be some lucky women.” Y/n cringes a bit but hides his expression, Javi was able to tell that he wasn’t comfortable.

“Yeah, she uh—makes me very happy and she’s rather sexy too—“

“Okay I’m done.” Javier stands up from his desk and clears out everything, making sure to grab his gun and jacket before heading towards the exit. “Don’t show up late tommorrow or ill drag you out here myself.” Steve reminds Javi as he gives him a nod and sighs. “I got it, I’m heading out now.” He waves goodnight to Steve and leaves with Y/n.

“Rather sexy?”

Y/n hears Javi mumble out as they get inside the car, he chuckles at him and leans over his seat to kiss his cheek. “I was speaking the truth, you are rather sexy and in bed too.” He adds in the end as Javier laughs and drives them out of the embassy parking lot and heads back home. He double checks to make sure that Murphy wasn’t around when they arrive to the apartment complex.

The two step out and head inside, making sure oto be quiet as they head inside their apartment, y/n is the first to let out a groan and toss his jacket on the couch, landing face first into the cushions. “I thought you were gonna cook tonight?” Javier tossed his own jacket on a chair and sits by his husbands legs, chuckling at him.

“Forget it, lets order take out I’m too tired to do anything.”

“Newbies getting to you again?” He pulls out a cigarette and places it between his lips as y/n quickly sits up with a frown on his face. “They are the worst! They can’t listen for shit!” He cries out in frustration, he’s been dealing with new agents lately and they have been getting on his nerves, he was so close to actually murdering one of them.

“They’ll learn to obey, just give it time.”

“Javi, its been months now. Those idiots won’t learn!” He throws his hands in the air and falls back onto the couch, Javier sighs and sets his cigar down in an ashtray. He crawls above y/n and leaves kiss up his neck, undoing his tie. “Javi...”

“Si, mi amor?”

“Before we have sex I want some food first, I haven’t eaten all day—and don’t say that you aren’t hungry.” He quickly says as Javier sighs and drops his head on his husbands shoulder. “Fine ill order us something, in the meantime, Wash up.” He climbs off y/n and reaches out to grab his jacket and pull out his phone. As Javier dialed a number, y/n gets off the couch and heads towards the bathroom to take a shower.

He’s quick when it comes to showering, coming out with a pair of new clothes and the towel wrapped over his shoulders. He wore a white shirt and a pair of grey sweats as he walks back to the couch and sits next to Javier who was watching some tv. “How many times do I have to tell you, dry your hair once you finish.” He mutters out and sits up, taking the towel and helping his own husband with drying his hair.

Y/n smiles at the kind gesture. “that’s because you do it better and I enjoy the attention.” He admits as Javier frowns and lowers the towel down. “Will you should stop or else I won’t help anymore.”

Y/n pouts. “you wouldn’t.”

“Try me.” Javi tosses the towel on the other couch and sighs, lying back down as y/n lies on top of him. His head on his chest with an arm wrapped around him as he cuddled Javier. “What did did you order?”

“Just some pizza.” He whispers out and wraps an arm around y/n’s waist and with the other he ran his fingers through his damp hair. “that sounds good.” The other yawns out and stares at the tv, watching whatever was being prodcasted.

The two remained in comfortable silence as they waited for their food and once their meal arrived the two would stay up talking about work or planning out a date for each other, they haven’t had much time to spend with each other becuase of all the work pilling up and having to deal with Escobar and los Pepe’s. It was stressing them both out but the two still managed to make up time for each other.

Y/n always thought that there relationship wouldn’t work because of javi’s reputation.

He remembers the first time Javier asked him out on a date that he randomly blurted out if he was even interested in men? Of course that wasn’t really a good start for the two of them, Javier answered with a yes, telling him that he was interested in both genders but that still didn’t change y/n’s opinion about javi asking him out on a date but also he wasn’t one to refuse so he easily accepted the date.

Javier had prepared a nice dinner for the two of them, he was romantic on the first date. Y/n always expected him to make a move to get him into a bed and to never call him again or to speak to him but it wasn’t like that. Javier was serious about these dates, he wanted to be with y/n and he wanted to be happy together. The two had their ups and downs when it came towards their relationship but after making it for almost three years, Javi was able to propose. The two suddenly getting married for four years now and not having anyone question their love live.

As the sun began to rise its light shines through there apartment and bedroom window, causing y/n to groan from the sudden sunlight. He pulls the blankets higher to cover his face and bury himself against javiers chest. They were suppose to be working right now but since the two stayed up late talking and making out they didn’t have the energy to get out of bed. Y/n was close to calling in sick but before he could reach out for his phone he hears loud banging at their front door.

“Damn you.” Y/n hisses out in anger, he does not appreciate others waking him up. As the banging gets louder he groans and throws the blankets off hismelf and marches down the hall and towards the front door, as the banging continues on he growls.

“Who the hell is it?!” He shouts in anger as he swings the door open to see a very shocked Steve. “Steve?”

“Y/n?”

Y/n gasps and turns around to look at the clock, he was suppose to leave earlier than Javi but instead slept in. It was a thing that they planned out when he found out that Steve became javi’s new partner and was living in the same buildings them. He planned to leave ten minutes earlier than javi so that Steve wouldn’t get suspicious of the two but now here he is, standing in front of him in only a shirt and boxers.

“Um—“

“Y/n who is?”

Both y/n and Steve look over to see Javier coming out of his room, rubbing the tiredness from his face as he enters the main room in only his boxers. It takes Steve a few seconds to ask, “what is going on?”

Javier is startled by Steve’s voice and groans, cursing under his breath as he approaches the two. “Let him come inside while we get ready.”

“We?”

“Yes Murphy, we.” He glares at Steve as the couple head back to their room to get dressed properly, Steve stays standing by the entrace as he waits for the two to finish up and explain to him, why he found y/n in javiers apartment and with the two half naked.

Y/n is the first to come out, adjusting his hair as he grabs his jacket and slips it on. Next to come out is Javi, he was wearing his casual tight pants and a tucked in button up shirt. “Okay, explain.” Steve was quick to get ask for answers.

Javier sighs as he moves towards the kitchen that was located close to their entrance, “Y/n and I have been seeing each other for awhile, hop that doesn’t bug you or anything.” He simply shrugs as he prepares some coffee for the three of them. “I mean it doesn’t really bug me but—since when were you interested in guys,—and y/n is married! An affair, really javi?” He gave his friend a look of disappointment as Javier hands him a cup of coffee without saying anything.

Y/n approaches them and takes his own cup. “What about you y/n, what would your wife think?”

“Well I hope she’s happy since she doesn’t really exist?” He bites his lip and sips his coffee.

“Wait what? What do you mean?” Steve was even more confused.

Y/n sighs and Sets his mug down, he shows him his wedding ring and nudges Javier who rolls his eyes and reaches under his shirt collar, pulling out a necklace that had a golden ring hanging from it.

Steve eyes both rings; putting two and two together as his mouth slowly shapes into an ‘o’, finally understanding everything. “H-how long?” He blurts out as y/n smiles. “Four almost five years now.” He replies back. “Four years? You’ve lasted four years in a marriage, I thought you were still a man whore.”

Javier glared at Steve. “Was, not anymore—“ he sets his empty mug in the sink. “you better not say anything at the embassy, they still don’t know and I would rather keep it that way.” He warns out.

Y/n chuckles. “you’re actually the first to know about us.” He whisper to Steve and winks at him, finishing up his coffee and washing his cup before grabbing his things. “ill be heading out first, try not to cause trouble.” He says and walks over to give javi a kiss on the lips, smirking at him. “Ill see you later tonight.” He flirts out with a wink as Javier chuckles with a grin.

“I’m still here.”

Javier rolls his eyes, hearing Steve as he turns towards his partner. “Don’t care—now lets go before the ambassador gets on our asses.” This earns him a laugh from y/n as the three of them leave the apartment together.

[wrantingwriter-blog]

How Audiobooks Can Stop the Depravity of the World And Save Your Grandma

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Hello friends! It's me again. Here to tell you that I have noticed that I've been trying to fit myself into a mold as of late. My blog titles reflect that. I almost wrote "The Magic of Audiobooks" as the title for today. And that's when I realized. WTF am I doing? First off there are a million blogs who have covered that same thing, and second does that sound like me?! THAT IS NOT ME, BROS. I am weird and goofy and I don't write posts about lame things like "How to Fit Reading Into Your Busy Life." I do posts like "THE DINOSAURS HAVE COME TO CONSUME YOU HOW CAN YOU FIT YOUR READING TIME AROUND THIS UPCOMING DISASTER!" So enough of those lame a** blog posts, enough of trying to fit in and be like everyone and their mother's blog post. It's time for me to be me again. I'm sorry I left, people, but I'm back now! So then you might be wondering how audiobooks can stop the depravity of the world and save your grandma ALL AT THE SAME TIME? Well, let me tell you the ways, bros. HOW AUDIOBOOKS ARE MORE EFFICIENT THAN PACIFIC DEEP OCEAN ECO SYSTEM Reading is an awesome thing, but reading, like anything takes up something. In this specific case, your hands, your eyes, and the part of your brain that thinks about eating pancakes at 1am. Now this is not the worst thing. It could take up your legs, ears, nose, and mustache, or even your whole body, but let's face the facts: reading can be inconvenient. We (most of us) live a busy life. We have work, that second job work, and then when you get home tired and ready for a good ending payoff of your latest novel, you have house work. Bleck. We have now found the reason why grown men cry, but anyways THERE'S A LOT OF WORK TO BE DONE. And specifically, work that takes up your hands and eyes. BUT WAIT that's what you need to read... And aha! We have the answer to my rhetorical question: audiobooks. Cuz, you see, audiobooks do not A) need your hands all the time and B) don't need your eyeballs, so IT'S A BEAUTIFUL SOLUTION. Need house work done? (haha is that a joke? [everyone needs house work done {unless you're my parents bc their house looks like no one lives in it and someone should bestow the human touch of mess upon it}]) But anyways, you can listen to audiobooks while you work! And not just house work mind you, sometimes you can listen to audiobooks at your paying job like if you're a truck driver or a mailman or if you work at a lowly Pizza Hut in Warren, Ohio where the managers are nice and the food smells like food. So you see, not only do you get work done, but you get to listen to an awesome book. Other things you can do while listening to a book: -Eat dinner -Walk the dog -Drive to the supermarket -Shop at the supermarket bc you're an introvert and don't like people -Sew buttons on your dress shirt -Tend your garden -Take a shower Bros, the possibilities are endless. Take down two birds with one stone and listen to a book while you go through life.

HOW AUDIOBOOKS CAN STOP THE DEPRAVITY OF THE UNBRUSHED PERSON LIVING IN YOUR BASEMENT (speaking of which why do you even have someone like that in your basement. Get your life together XD)

Reading increases empathy in people. Empathy sempathy. What's so important about that? Empathy is VERY IMPORTANT. It's what keeps people from being rude, or starting fights, or killing someone. It's what makes people understand one another. One might even say, it's what makes people fall in love. Empathy is very important, and books teach people to empathize by showing them the whole picture of someone's life. When you understand that there's a story, a reason behind everything BOOM it's a mind blowing thing. Once you realize you can't help but wonder why that couple cut in front of you in line or the real reason that lady was so short with you. Because it could be anything. The couple could be going through bankruptcy and were too caught up thinking about it that they didn't see you. The lady's son could be terminally ill. Or none of those things could be true, but the thing is, reading opens our minds to these possibilities, and keeps us from being close minded. It makes us stop and think before we judge. And that prevents you from being rude or picking a fight. Reading stops fights people. Reading prevents wars. Reading SAVES LIVES. And yes can stop the depravity of that unbrushed dude in the basement, who you know maybe going through a rough time in his life and just needs a home. Think before you kick him out.

HOW AUDIOBOOKS CAN SAVE YOUR GRANDMA FROM CERTAIN DEATH

Grandmas unlike most people, have a lot of free time. Because they've worked hard for fifty years and are retired and have their servant grandchildren to do the house work for them. Audiobooks kill time for them. They're awesome and help prevent memory loss and even Alzheimer's. Audiobooks save grannies, bros.

SOME OTHER AWESOME THINGS ABOUT AUDIOBOOKS:

-They teach you how to construct verbal sentences

-They teach you proper pronunciation

-they decrease stress

-help you get to sleep (if you listen at bedtime)

-the improve grades

-they fight depression

-increase your vocabulary

-improves writing skills

-improves concentration and focus

-and much, much more!

Plus audiobooks can be free! Just pick up a CD case, or a PlayAway, or download an audiobook from the library. And since you, kind reader, read to the end of this blog post, imma give you a gift: Free short stories. That's right, folks. Free short stories read to you by a professional narrator. These stories range from: (in order of what they have the most) sci-fi, to fantasy, to horror. And there's years of backlist so you'll never run out. Professional narration and professional stores. You can't beat it. It's so good. So what are you waiting for, bros? Head to Clarkesworld Magazine now and help stop the depravity of the world. I believe in you.

Peace In To Stay,

WrantingWriter

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The story with no name :-)

So it's my first post....as a writer.hope you like it. Part 1 Curled up in a corner you are in a world of your own, Pain threading itself through every muscle and vein. It was a hard battle but you have won. Its been weeks of training for this final meeting with the one that can end it all. But you won…Or did you? Then just before you pass out you see a blur of colours coming towards you and you can feel yourself floating off the ground. You feel heavy and you know that you have just become as vulnerable as you can be, albeit not willingly.   Several hours later although it feels like you have been sleeping for days you wake up. You can hear a noise from another room and then you suddenly take a look around. The room is a deep shade of green, some may say an almost British Racing Green, and its bare but homely. There’s a soft blanket thrown over you and you notice you don’t have your boots on…. or socks. You slowly pull yourself up so you’re sitting and have a better look. You can feel a throbbing in your head so you decide to make your way towards the noise. Your bare feet make a pat, pat, pat sound on the floor as you walk towards the noise. It sounds like 2 or more people are talking. One has a raised voice and the other is trying to calm him down. At first you don’t recognise the voice and then it clicks…. The brothers and Castiel. ‘She almost died out there Sammy!!’ You hear and then a response. ‘I know Dean but that wasn’t suppose to happen’ Sam answers back sounding exasperated ‘She wasn’t meant to get hurt’   You look down and realise your shirt is open and you have a blood soaked bandage round your waist. It looks like the bleeding has stopped so you walk in to the room. The room the guys are in is what look to be a library of sorts. Its walls are lined with shelves and shelves of books on lore and spells, on some shelves are scary looking weapons and the occasional box with a symbol or writing on it. You suddenly realise you have three sets of eyes staring at you as Dean calmly walks over and Sam gives you a look that could make puppy dogs cry. Cas is standing a little behind the other two looking concerned with his blue tie hanging off his neck like its been pulled in stress and his hair is sticking up all over. ‘How’re you feeling sweetheart?’ Dean asks ‘Thought we were going to loose you. I found you just as you passed out and bought you back here’ He informs you. ‘Look, I’m real sorry you got hurt’ Says Sam warily after a look that could kill from Dean prompting him ‘How’s the wound?’ Cas then walks over and takes your arm walking you over to a big comfortable seat and tells you to lie back as much as you can ‘Now you have recovered and I have my grace back I can try to heal what’s left of the damage’ He informs you. ‘We thought that you were going to die’ He says in his all too blunt Cas kind of way. He removes the bandage and you can see a rather red, raw looking bullet wound and you feel a bit sick. Cas passes his hand over your stomach and a blue glow radiates from the wound. You look again and your stomach is back to its normal, too pale colour with a splash of dried blood. ‘Thanks’ You say to Cas with a smile ‘Now I feel much better’ Cas gives you a shy smile and walks out the room saying something about ‘a glass of water’   ‘Cas!’ Says Dean looking at his back ‘What he means is it was a very close call considering you weren’t meant to get hurt at all’ After throwing another glare at Sam, he calms down. He puts his hand on your shoulder and helps you up from the chair.     It’s a few hours later and you finally managed to wash the dried blood left over from the wound away along with most of the memories of the day before. Your towel drying your hair and you hear a subtle knock at your bedroom door. ‘Ok if I come in?’ You hear Dean ask from the other side as he slowly opens the door  ‘Of course, its your bunker not mine, although now I have my own room complete with hairdryer I’m tempted to stay!’ You giggle and Dean smiles a kind of wistful smile, his eyes crinkling at the edges. ‘Your welcome to stay as long as you want kid, your always welcome’  He walks over and gives you a body crushing hug and you breathe in his scent, smelling a woody, clean kind of scent.  ‘You finally showered then?’ You ask ‘you stank!’ You inform him with a smirk.  ‘Hey I can throw you out as quickly as I can invite you to stay kiddo, don’t forget that’ You know he’s only kidding from the look in his eyes and your glad things seemed to have settled with him now he knows your feeling back to your old self, after the healing from Cas has done its job. ‘Look, Don’t blame Sammy ok?’ You tell him with a serious glint in your eyes ‘I should have stayed in the Impala; it was my own fault for thinking I could actually be any help. You two are like my big brothers, I hate you fighting’ Deans green eyes flash as he gets a short lecture from you but he looks down at his feet and then through his eyelashes he answers ‘I know but you weren’t even meant to come, we almost lost you and I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if you got killed on our watch’ You see his eyes are a little watery as he looks up and you know how deeply he cares for you. ‘Dean, Its ok, I’m fine. Look, no wound even…. thanks to Cas.’ You lift your shirt and show your blood free stomach to him. Dean runs his finger over where the wound was as if to make sure it had gone and you pull your shirt back down. ‘Honestly I’m fine’ You look at Dean and he smiles ‘Cas was really worried about you, He was worried he wouldn’t be able to save you and he was in pieces. He really cares about you’ He adds with a wink. What’s that supposed to mean? Suddenly you hear a rumble and you look down at your stomach ‘Dean, I need feeding like now or I’m going to go nuts. I could use a beer too. You know, to calm my nerves’ You grin. Deans laughs and answers back ‘Sounds like a plan, lets get Sammy and Cas and hit the diner I saw back down the road, Its Tuesday, imma have me some Pig in a Poke ‘ You walk out your room tying your hair in a ponytail as you go. Grab your jacket from the back of the desk chair and follow Dean down the corridor. ‘When we’re back I want a full on tour of this place, its freaking amazing’ You exclaim. ‘Deal’ Says Dean as you enter the kitchen to find Sam waiting. You give Sam a big grin and hug him. He’s much taller and a slimmer build to hug but he smells just like Dean with an added hint of citrus. It takes a moment for him to realise you walked over for a hug not anything else and he wraps his arms round you kissing your forehead and whispering ‘I’m so glad your ok’   Cas comes wandering into the kitchen just as you walk out of Sam’s embrace and you see a flash of something in his eyes. ‘Everything ok Cas?’ You ask concerned. ‘Yes, I am just looking forward to going to the Diner’ He answers in a very emotionless voice. ‘Ill meet you all in the garage’ and he walks out of the kitchen and turns left. You look at Dean and Sam and they just shrug. ‘Did he not want to fix me with his grace?’ You ask worried. ‘I just think he may be feeling left out of the hugathon’ Replied a smirking Dean. ‘Lets go get some food, I’m hungry’ ’you’re always hungry Dean’ Said Sam laughing at his big brother. ‘Damn right Sammy’   The drive to the Diner was a little awkward with sitting next to Cas in the backseat of Baby and not knowing what you’ve done wrong. But when you grabbed his hand and gave it a squeeze to let him know you were grateful for him saving your life, he finally smiled at you and squeezed it back. A feeling of warmth spread over you when he did and you felt a little hot under the collar. Where was that coming from? You’ve never been like this round Castiel before….   You get to the diner and as your shown to a booth Dean pushes you down so your sat next to Cas. But he pushes you so hard that as you fall Cas catches you and you blush. ‘So sorry Cas’ You stutter. ‘I don’t mind catching you when you fall’ Cas says as he stands you back up on your feet. How have you never noticed how blue his eyes are and how long his eyelashes are? Have they always looked like that? And the small freckles just dusting the bridge of his nose. Dammit what is going on?   After the weirdness at the diner you all return back to the bunker and Dean does the tour. Your pleased to find he has allocated you a bathroom to yourself ‘so you can leave girl stuff lying around and have privacy in the shower’ which makes you laugh…girl stuff! You head back to your room to find a bag of gummy bears on your bed and a note from Cas saying ‘I thought you may enjoy these. I hear after a traumatic time humans like sugar. Sam informed me of this and suggested they would be a perfect gift’ Typical Cas you think and your stomach does a small flutter. You realise that all through dinner Sam and Dean were making comments about you and Cas being all weird around each other but obviously in the subtle Winchester way they are so good at. Yeah right! You hate this feeling of the unknown and after Cas reciprocating the hand thing in the back of the impala you decide you need to speak to him. After another beer…. Just to keep your nerves at bay and a little Dutch courage never does anyone any harm right?   You head back to the kitchen to find Sam taking a bowl of Popcorn from the microwave and he tells you that Cas and Dean are waiting in the ‘family room’ for a movie night. You grab a few beers and walk with Sam down to the room. As you walk in you see Dean with a huge grin on his face as he moves off the 2 seater sofa and into a single chair. Sam almost runs into the other single chair leaving the only space empty on the sofa next to Cas. He pats the seat next to him and you hand dean and Sam a beer as you drop to the sofa curling your legs underneath you. You twist open the beer and throw the lid at Dean slowly catching on that they did this seating arrangement on purpose. He winks back at you and presses play on the remote. The movie starts and it was obviously one that Dean picked as its all about guns, some form of Japanese martial art and boobs. After about half an hour you feel Cas stretch out and lay his arm behind you on the back of the sofa. You look to Sam and he smiles at you then turns back to the film. Castiel moves around on the sofa and makes himself more comfortable but in doing so ends up with his hand on your hand in between the two of you on the sofa. You curl your fingers around his and subtly lean against him a little. He manoeuvres so you are leaning into the crook of his arm and you snuggle down into the smell of Cas, which incase your wondering is like cinnamon rolls that have just come out of the oven, You’ve never felt like this before but suddenly he’s not just Cas he’s Cas…Your Cas. You wake up and find the room is quiet and its just you and Cas snuggled on the sofa. Sam and Dean have gone and the TV is on a vetinary programme, currently showing a wee tabby kitten with huge ears and beautiful green eyes. Cas looks down at you and says in the Cas way he does ‘I like cats, I find them very cute and the fur is so soft, plus they have amazing stories to tell’ You laugh softly and Cas looks down at you his piercing blue eyes looking into yours and he says very quietly, almost nervous like ‘I like you, not just like a sister’. Your heart leaps.