#imma add him bc i think i can write him.

[sunrayram]

Your Bad Beat AU is so interesting to me!

It’s probably the Hazbin AU that’s gained my attention the most because it answers such a simple question: What if Husk won the bet? And AU’s like that are so cool to me!

How does everyone else see Alastor in your AU? Like his relationships with the other denzin’s of the hotel like Charlie, Vaggie, Nifty, etc? And other denzin’s of hell in general? (E.g. Rosie, Lucifer). This au is so interesting for me so sorry if I’m asking a lot.

I'm glad you like it!! Simple questions like this are always the ones I like to gnaw on, bc you can go in so many fun directions.

I've already answered an ask about Alastor's views of the rest of the Hotel crew, but imma add a couple other characters here.

Mimzy: Alastor and Mimzy are actually still in touch! Husk doesn't like Mimzy, but she spends a lot of money at the casino, so Husk can overlook a lot of his problems with her. Mimzy is a bit like how Cherri Bomb for Angel Dust, someone who distracts Alastor from all of his problems in maybe not the most healthy way? But she's trying to help. They get drunk a lot.

Lucifer: Oh wow, oh gee,,,, oh no,,,,. Yeah, this does not get better. I have an idea where the scene in episode 5 where Alastor snaps at Husk for getting in his business is replaced with Husk snapping at Alastor for picking a fight with the King of Hell??? Like what the hell are you thinking don't you know everything you do reflects badly onto me??? Stay in your goddamned lane??? And of course because Alastor will never ever listen to another person in his life, whether his soul depends on it or not, this only makes him more antagonistic towards Lucifer. Fun times.

Cherri Bomb: So Alastor goes to the club with the others in episode 6 (Husk wanted a day off from Al's bullshit and basically asked the others to babysit him) and at first he isn't the biggest fan of Cherri Bomb. To be fair, he isn't the biggest fan of clubs, so the fact that their first meeting was in one wasn't helping. And Al's not interested in hard drugs, so he was a bit uncomfortable with her offering it. Overall, he's ready and willing to just write her off completely, until some guy starts hitting on him and Cherri throws him across the room and threatens to shove a grenade down his throat. Alastor could've beat up the guy himself easily, but he's a bit pleasantly surprised that he didn't have to. And when he and Cherri get to talking about the pieces of shit who think no means yes, Cherri is supportive of his disdain for romance and things of the like. She's not that bad. If Angel asks, Alastor might even go fight in a turf war with the two of them. Really, they should be honored.

[claryshifts]

Making American Horror Story DRs "Safe"

I'll update this with each season I watch! Most of this will focus on one of the "Evans" bc I know a lot of yall horny bastards wanna hop on him (real) Each section will have an "ultra safe" paragraph and a "safe as possible?" paragraph. idk -Murder House: Option One: The house isn't possessed or whatever you want to call it. Hell, you don't even have to live in it. Though Tate has problems with his mom (that adds a lot to his character, so I'd still 'keep that'), he's never had terrible thoughts of doing what he did at that school or any other gross things. I personally would still 'script out' the self-harm. Wouldn't want my partner to suffer that Option Two: If you still want that ghostly experience, then sure, by all means, live in the haunted house. but maybe cut out the satan part... Also script the ghosts don't have shitty timing (they don't bother you in the bathroom or when you're sleeping, for ex). If you want Tate as a ghost and not alive, still, don't date a ghost mass yknow what  😭  😭  BONUS: instead of tate, date violet 🥰🥰 -Asylum: Option One: You can live a nice quiet life with Kit. it's the 60s though, so if you're fem/poc/lgbt/etc, keep that in mind. whenever I go to a reality in the past I script I don't get bored without technology lol Option Two: have fun at the asylum, ig, boo. If you want some edgy lore, pls don't script you're a psycho killer or something omg 😭. Script none of the people in charge inflect punishments on you. If you really wanna get freaky in that musty place, script you don't get caught... and that its not all musty... -Coven: I got a lot to say bc I think Imma make a script for this too haha Option One: no scary demon devils or whatever. Uh, Kyle isn't treated like a sex object???? Nothing bad happens to Nan (she deserves better). If Kyle has to die (that sounds so weird to say) for your lore or whatever, don't purposely give him a traumatizing experience. this isn't a fan fic,, that's your REALITY. Honestly you could just script you're a silly little witch hanging out in New Orleans and call it a day. Madison isn't annoying af. No Axe Man. LaLaurie being Queenie's "slave" was deserved but maybe just script her 'out' altogether... Option Two: Okay, so you want the drama. Have the drama! Still no demon devils though cuz that does NOT sound fun. Script you and the people you care about are all safe from harm. If Kyle HAS to go through that terrible experience (I'm his biggest defender as you can tell), at least keep Madison and Zoe away or at bay bc seeing them fight over a guy who can't even say "food" and OBVIOUSLY can't verbally consent was so uncomfy, for me at least. -Freak Show: Option One: no scary clowns. The "freaks" aren't treated like shit. Neal Patrick Harris doesn't show up with his puppet??? No one is trying to make money off of the freaks. None of them are murdered or harmed. Option Two: Ig if you still want the plot they still have to be treated pretty shitty. Still would apply everything else though, as well as the fact nothing happens to you.

-Hotel: Option One: Ok look James March. Wonderful man. Make him NOT a serial killer omg. If you get with him I'm convinced a relationship with him would be straight up Morticia and Gomez uishfuihfjsf I want him so bad. Anyway, if he's your man keep the countess off your back, if you keep her there at all. I wouldn't recommend making yourself a ghost bc idk WTFFF that would mean for you spiritually. You could be sexy March's sexy human partner. Or the countess' partner. Anyone's partner. but alive. Um no 10 commandment killings of any sort, and no vampire children???

Option Two: ngl idk how else to put this?? idk if there should be an option 2 ;-;

Currently on Roanoke! this season is so boring I might not write anything for it

[xiaoluclair]

Yo! Hi. So,

Lestappen 7, 16 or 48

Mctwinks 32, 13 or 17

Norstappen 22, 20 or 2

Please and thank you

hi boo, imma get one of these out bc it was draiiinning and write the other two later!

17. to distract // ln4.op81 // G

Liam was a terrible influence, really. The Logan of this morning, bleary eyed and braindead with the prospect of a new day, would never have picked a lock, let alone failed at picking it and been bestowed with detention the entire month.

So. Terrible influence.

It's in the hour before his first detention, where he's stowed himself away in the library next to Oscar, that he gets a WhatsApp notification from his mom. Don't forget eggs for tonight! Also Kat has something to ask you.

logan, pops down from the top of the screen a second later. He thumbs open the message thread. i left dad's present in m02.

good for you, Logan thumbs out, while trying to think of a way to get out of detention that isn't 'I have to buy eggs'.

"What's wrong?" Oscar asks him. "You've got your 'Something is wrong' face on."

"I have to run groceries for my dad's birthday cake," Logan tells him. The time on his phone flicks to 16:57. "And get my sister's present for him that she forgot in the art block, and do this while I'm in detention."

"I can do those," offers Oscar.

"We're going out for dinner at six," added Logan, swinging his rucksack over his shoulder as he stood. "I haven't even told my mom yet. Don't play the Jurassic Park theme tune at my funeral."

Oscar grins. "No promises. And don't tell you mum," he adds, grabbing his own bag and following Logan out of the library, "not today anyway."

"Okay," they turn down a corridor of lockers, "so I should just. Not show up? Happy birthday dad, your son's M.I.A."

Oscar doesn't say anything for a minute. Logan leaves him be, caught up in his own trainwreck. They get to the room with a minute left on the clock. Logan turns to give Oscar a hug. When they pull apart, Oscar gives his shoulder a squeeze, round lump of a nose scrunched up a little with his grin. "Sit near the window," he says. "And leave the rest to me."

Logan enters detention feeling suitably concerned about his best friend's mental health. There's a couple of people already sat down, and a girl takes up the seat closest to the row of windows so Logan takes the seat just behind her. There's no teacher. Two minutes later, a boy lopes in, and drops his backpack down as he props himself on the desk at the front of the room, a wrinkled piece of paper in hand. "Prigard?"

"Here."

"Lawrence?"

"Yup."

"Sargeant?"

"Uh, here," says Logan, staring. He's fairly certain the guy is too young to be a teacher. He barely looks older than Logan. No one else says anything about it though, so.

It's fifteen minutes into the hour, maybe, when the door opens. Logan glances up, history essay blurring on the table. A few others do too, including the guy at the front, who's spent the entire time after taking roll fiddling on his phone.

"Ella Hare?" he says, glancing down at the register sheet. "You're a little late."

"Sorry," says Oscar, slipping slightly awkwardly into the room. "Got stuck in a comb."

Guy At The Front lights up like a very small Christmas Tree. He leans forward slightly. "Glad you found your way out."

Oscar makes his way to the front of the room. By this point, everyone in the is watching with at least an absent boredom. "Sorry to interrupt, mister..."

"Norris," says the guy, grinning.

"Mr Norris," repeats Oscar, stopping at the other end of the desk, and Logan can see his entire face. "What are your thoughts on... defenestration."

Logan puts his pad of paper and pen carefully into his bag. He zips it up as quietly as he can while Mr Norris says, "I love defenderation." Logan's hand slips, and the zipping goes slightly high-pitched and too loud. He freezes, eyes on the back of Mr Norris's head. It starts to turn.

"Hey," says Oscar loudly, quickly, "Mr Norris, are you free right now?"

A pause. "Depends," says Mr Norris. Logan edges out of his seat.

"Would you mind listening to my sister's grade eight saxophone?" Oscar continues. Logan nearly chokes on his own tongue.

"Would I..." echoes Mr Norris, and now he sounds confused.

"Yeah," says Oscar. The girl next to Logan is watching him creep his bag onto his shoulders with raised, incredibly studded eyebrows. Logan wonders if they're legal. "She needs a second opinion?"

"I'm the second opinion?"

"On estimate," says Oscar, and then there's a saxophone blaring through the room, just obnoxious enough for Logan to lift his chair back into the desk and fumble the window open. Now everyone is looking at him. There's a set of twins who look like they're three second away from shitting themselves with laughter.

Logan looks to where Oscar has his phone out. Mr Norris has perched on the end of the desk, back of his curly head to Logan and eyes on Oscar. He reaches up just as Logan puts his leg out of the window, and presses a finger to Oscar's phone. The music cuts out on a high note. "She's good," he says. "But is that what you came here to ask? If you were looking for Brown, then-"

Logan's arm slips and bangs into the window sill. Shit.

"What the-" Mr Norris twists. Logan's mentally signing his death certificate, when Oscar lunges out and his hand goes around Mr Norris's cheek. And then he, to Logan's immense horror, crushes their mouths together.

Logan's pretty sure his jaw just hit the other side of the earth.

Then he remembers why Oscar's just kissed a teacher, and funnels himself the rest of the way out of the window as quickly as possible.

Liam hands him a carton of eggs, the present his sister forgot, and three packs of Daim. "Sorry," he says, sincerely. "I wouldn't have asked if I knew that was all today."

"No problem," says Logan, still reeling. "All in the name of love."

Liam looks at him concernedly. "Right. Are you. Okay?"

"Oscar kissed a teacher," Logan tells him. That's illegal, he's pretty sure. More illegal than twenty piercings in one eyebrow.

Liam's face goes bewildered. "Really? Why?"

Logan groans. "To get me out of detention."

"Why'd he have to kiss a teacher?" asks Liam, confused. "Wasn't Lando taking it?"

Now Logan's also confused. He asks, tucking the eggs, the present, and two of the Daim packs into his bag. "Lando?"

Liam elaborates, taking the Daim pack and opening it so Logan can arrange everything in a way that hopefully won't break the eggs, "Lando Norris? Curly hair, kind of tanned. He's a senior. And a teacher's pet, although I'm not sure how, he's not exactly known for being the perfect academic."

"So he's not a teacher?" Logan checks.

Liam shakes his head, confirming, "Nope," as he passes Logan the opened Daim pack. "Also you better get a move on, or Oscar kissing Lando to get you out of detention is going to mean nothing." Urged on and sufficiently comforted by the knowledge that his best friend will not be sent to jail, Logan rushes to flag down his bus home.

are you alive? he sends Oscar. he isnt a teacher btw hes a senior. also im on the bus.

The reply comes while he's video taping his dad cutting the cake and he's singing Happy Birthday a lot quieter than his mom. That's a relief, it reads, punctuation and all, because I'm pretty sure I asked him out for good measure.

Logan continues recording, and just hopes Oscar's bid for love never involves breaking into the cupboard of art supplies.

[safetycar-restart]

Looooving the Lestappen D/S AU. Huhu. I def wasn’t refreshing your page waiting for your thoughts. Nope. 😂😂 Some more thoughts bc I can’t help myself. 😂 What was it like when they first approach you about maybe scening together? How long after their first scene together do they talk to you about their feelings about maybe being a dom just for them exclusively? Do they keep it to themselves and angst over it for a while? If you do agree, what’s that first GP like when they finally have you at the paddock with them? Maybe the first one’s in Monaco so you don’t have to travel right away? But its also the one Charles is most stressed about, is this where Max realizes it isn’t just in scenes where he’d like to be with Charles? Like this GP is extra important to Charles so he just wants to be very supportive and maybe that’s how he realizes his feelings?

Imma stop there bc that’s already very long and I don’t wanna overwhelm you with a lot of thoughts. 😂😂😂 I really just enjoy the way you write these. They’re always a pleasure to read. 🫶🏽🫶🏽 Oh, could I also be this 👸 emoji? 😊😊

Okay yes we need to discuss this AU again! (Also yes I've added your emoji to the claimed list!) We must! For anyone new or who cant remember, this is an offset of the D/S AU where Charles and max both see the same professional dominant in Monaco and they've both fallen in love with them. Over time they realise they love each other too and want to be exclusive with the dom.

So firstly, I think them scening together would be a LONG time coming, with so much angst beforehand because neither of them would want to admit to each other nevermind to you.

But I do think you'd start to spend a lot more time with them together outside of scenes? Once they realise there's two drivers you dom, they're always trying to get you to come to race weekends, even if you don't scene they just want you there. And they both can admit to each other that they just feel better when they know their dom is close and they can spend time with you.

So you pretty quickly start having just dinners and lunches with them?? And honestly it's so nice, they're both so happy and so relaxed with you and they genuinely enjoy each other's company so much.

I also think that maybe at some point a situation happens where Charles or max shows up at your studio on the verge of going into subdrop from something that happened (Maybe it's max and his dad did something?), and you're still doing aftercare for the other when they turn up. You don't want to turn them away, so you just bring them in and add them to aftercare and honestly they both love it so so much? They cuddle together and get handfed snacks and nap together.

Pretty soon after that it becomes common place for them to always schedule scenes right after each other and then whoever comes in after joins the first one for aftercare? And then pretty soon the one you scened with first starts to stay soon and you call them back after the scene to help with the other's aftercare.

I also adore the idea that the first GP you attend is Monaco. Maybe it's actually Max who calls you? Because by then Max and Charles are way closer, and Max can see how much Charles is struggling and knows Charles wouldn't ask you for extra attention but also knows he definitely needs it.

Charles is so so thankful for Max for doing that for him, and it makes Charles realise that he actually wants Max there for the scene with you as well? Cause Max... he cared so much and he arranged this and Charles trusts him so much and wants him to stay??

(We need to discuss this more)

[rbvcdeluxe]

pinned post bc yeag

So, my name is Robert Bartolomeo, go by Bo Barry, just saying one is okay. I go by he/him, I'm Mexican, transgender and I'm autistic with ADHD n OCD (send help). This is mainly a Starkid blog, some TCB and with the occasional mention of some other interests which are tbh quite some

I'd like to mention that if at some point I seem rude or mean, I promise it's not really likely (unless I state it myself or whatever). I just don't have the best wording or even vocabulary. I'm only a bitch irl but I'm more chill online I swear.

If anyone wants to talk with me, feel absolutely free to do it. I would like to add that as normal as my typing seems when I post, I actually have terrible spelling n ton of typos when textin directly through DM or textin in general, even tho I still kinda try to be lowkey understandable but doing that kinda makes my typing slow so it is annoying but look im trying okaayyyyy.

Feel free to send asks about anything, either if it's jus for interaction or questions, I'm totally fine w it n I love talkin so yeah. Even if we are not mutuals, you can totally send asks. asks open at any time.

Anyone (especially mutuals) can ask for discord by DMing me btw

(more under the cut)

I'd call myself not so social (almost at all) but I do really, really appreciate when people wanna talk to me since socializing is a huge problem for me, so yup, everyone is welcome to interact with me.

Some of my interests are: Splatoon, The Good Place, Musical comedians (As in musical stand up and some comedy artists), some other musicals like Beetlejuice, Jesus Christ Superstar and others. I'm also DEEPLY obsessed with Van Gogh, his paintings, his history and even other artists he was connected to like Paul Gauguin.

Going more deeply with my interest on musical comedians (since it's actually a pretty big term lmao), most of my interest goes to stand up musical comedians, those who are still on stage and off. Like Bo Burnham, Tim Minchin, Tom Lehrer, Garfunkel and Oates, etc. But most of my interest goes to Bo Burnham and Tim Minchin, I can't physically be normal about them at all. I'm also in love with other works besides comedy some of them make or have been involved in, like movies and other projects. I LOVE Eighth Grade, Upright, Zach Stone Is Gonna Be Famous, and many others.

Imma write some silly fun facts about me n shit now.

Also i think it would b silly to mention that my username are just the initials of my full name + deluxe. I just like the word deluxe so I put it there tbh (and it's also a reference to an album but shhhh you saw nothing)

I also love writing little simple analysis of some characters and even scenes I love, even if most of them I do not end up posting bc I either didn't like how I phrased it or I just think it could be way better (or maybe it's just too stupid). Something I find fun to overanalyze are the most unimportant shit to the lore in general, I like to think about the specifics of even one singular character, even if it doesn't change much about the lore of Hatchetfield as in general. I love every single little detail there is. (and by little I mean LITTLE. like, hey, did you know that during Feast or Famine, Tom does the ‘Squee squee’ motion like this emoji🤌?? THAT KIND OF LITTLE DETAIL I MEAN.)

Back to Starkid: My two ever fuckin' favorite starkid musicals will always be Black Friday and TTO. I will defend those fuckers until the day I die ALONG with Cinderella's Castle. I cannot be normal about any of these shows. No one will ever fuckin understand BF as much as I do. Black Friday's biggest fan. o7

My blorbos r: Gary Goldstein, Frank Pricely, Sam Sweetly and Henry Hidgens. some others r there but shhhh..... we don't talk bout them much.... And I need to mention Gary again because I am nor fucking normal about him please i loce him so much ohmygodgaryhodksteongatyornwyatlaqhewasalittlefurtherbackinline...

Yeah so like. As I mentioned this is a SK blog but I also like to fuckin complain a lot. about everything. Im a damn complaining bitch and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. Either if it's fandom related or just every day shit, I will always fuckin complain.

More stupid shit. I relate to Barry Swift (as if it wasn't obvious) for many reasons (my entire life).

Oh and just thought I'll mention. I know im a fuckin asshole n a jerk I dont need fuckin reminders about it. thank yewwww.

[bluelolblue]

Requested by my mom ❤️

Shout out to my mom! LET'S GO MOM! SHE LOVES KEANU REEVES and she started to like Riccardo bc of me ^ ^

About cooking! I talked about it a little before but this is gonna be a bit more detailed

Santino x John cooking headcanons

I say they both know how to cook but since lately I've been writing about John cooking for Santino, imma explain that first :)

John is good at cooking, he enjoys it. Especially if it's for Santino.

Okay, I don't think he is good at cooking everything but at most things, he is

He loves cooking something Santino wants. Literally whatever Santino asks for, if he can do it, he's doing it.

Yeah, there were times where Santino would walk in bc the alarm is beeping and just see John with burnt food, whatever it is, it burned.

And John would immediately start to apologize and all but it's kinds funny to Santino. He isn't mad at him when it happens, he would even offer himself to help him clean it and make new.

So, John tries his best. For Santino he does. When he was alone... not that much.

Another thing is that yes, because of Santino, he started to learn how to cook various new dishes and got his will to cook back.

C'mon, Santino is Italian, even if he is sometimes very lazy to cook, when he gets inspired... he is making whatever he wants (if he knows how to make it).

But it's usually something Italian cuz that's his specialty.

For some reason during summer when John is trying to stay alive and not die of overheating, having the air-conditioned on almost 24/7, this little guy is in kitchen making carbonara, bolognese or pizza (he makes a good fucking pizza).

I also think his favorite pizza is the mozzarella one ^ ^

John is amazed because Santino has moments when it's way too hot outside or in their house, he just gets so moody and snappy, and now when he is literally sweating bc he is next to a hot oven, he is okay. Not moody or anything.

But then again... it's Santino and he loves him the way he is.

Santino is really good at cooking, he doesn't cook often but when he does, John wants the seconds.

But he really hates when he is sweaty after cooking... so he gets moody after he is done cooking.

It's also a new way for Santino to show his affection to John. Since he struggled with it when they started dating, John managed to taught him over time that it's okay to show affection. From cuddling and kissing to making breakfast, lunch or dinner.

Oh and Santino would sometimes as John if he wants to try, if he needs to add more ingredients, if it's too salty, or it's missing something.

John does the same with Santino, asks if he wants to try and to tell him his opinion. It's basically like, "Babe, wanna try?" And he holds out the spoon for him.

They both also like sweets. And I think John is a bit better at making a dessert than Santino.

For example, what I wrote for a fic where John makes him waffles and pancakes, for some reason John strikes me as a breakfast making type of guy. And Santino started to love pancakes that John makes.

Breakfast in bed for Santino absolutely.

Oh and both of them sometimes just bother each other while cooking. Like, Santino acts like a cat. He would hug John from behind, kiss his neck, or poking around and asking what's he doing, or tries to give his advice.

John does something similar, also hugs him, wants to help but he is mostly quiet and lets Santino cook in peace.

Don't mess up Santino's cooking because he will complain a lot.

But, they also sometimes cook together. And it's just so sweet because they help each other, and just ends up with more kisses and... if John lifts Santino on the table... it can turn into something a bit more intimate >:]

So, they both enjoy cooking, it also brought them closer and it feels nice. It makes them happy.

Well, I'm hungry now LMAOO! Thanks again to my mom for this ❤️, I like to think about them two cooking, it's so much fun! 💙🖤

[spectralsleuth]

For commentaries 👀:

“Oh yeah? You left class real fast for someone who just wanted some fresh air. You even lost that girl that’s obsessed with you.”

"I WISH TO JOIN AS WELL!”

Sprinting at a dead run, book back bouncing off of her shoulders and dark hair streaming behind her, was a girl Raph vaguely recognized from fourth period. She was faintly out of breath, wearing an oversized black death metal band T-shirt of some kind, paneled black leggings that looked sweaty as all hell in this heat, and big chunky combat boots that looked like they got more wear and tear than they would if they were just for show.

"Yeah, she’s definitely mentioned you a few times- we take the same bus home.”

"...Rose just doesn’t like people she doesn’t think are going to take it seriously, and Sandy is a pretty well known flake.”

She stared at him a long time, and at a very pointed cough from Coach Garcia, she rolled her eyes and took his hand to shake. Her hand disappeared into his.

“Fine. But, my name is Cassandra. You can call me Casey.”

--Or honestly anything you want to say about Casey in this au,,I love her sm :D

[OH MAN I'm gonna tip toe around this one so I don't give away the story. Not because I don't want to spoil you guys (I don't) but because if I do I might not write it lol.]

“Oh yeah? You left class real fast for someone who just wanted some fresh air. You even lost that girl that’s obsessed with you.”

[I kind of portrayed Raph (or at least I hope I did) as that kid who EVERYBODY knows in a good way, who get like, "Hey Raph's!" all day when he goes down the hallway and answers them without thinking, teachers always dote on him even if he's not the best at school work, parents are pleasantly surprised at how polite he is-

And this man does not notice.

His brothers do of course, and think it's very funny, but Raph CANNOT read situations or people. So imagine Raph in class with Casey sat behind him, eyes burning into his soul through the back of his head, and he turns around and asks for a pencil. They've been seat neighbors all last school year and this year and Raph doesn't remember her name or face, but MIKEY sure does. He's got spies EVERYWHERE.]

"I WISH TO JOIN AS WELL!”

Sprinting at a dead run, book back bouncing off of her shoulders and dark hair streaming behind her, was a girl Raph vaguely recognized from fourth period. She was faintly out of breath, wearing an oversized black death metal band T-shirt of some kind, paneled black leggings that looked sweaty as all hell in this heat, and big chunky combat boots that looked like they got more wear and tear than they would if they were just for show.

[I think @tangledinink is starting to effect my fashion sense for characters bc he draws the turtles in such cute little outfits. ;-; Chunky boots... piercings...

Whenever I write- well, anything, I always make note of what everyone's wearing? I probably put too much thought into whether I'm going into too much detail of what someone's wearing, vs. adding relevant flavor. When it comes to Yoshi it's easy, because his outfits (when he was human) were super flamboyant and flashy so I imagine that carries into his old age, and it adds to the character. When it comes to everyone else, I try to make it a passing comment and hope I don't come across as 'My name is Ebony Dementia Darkness Way and I'm 15 years old-' levels of description writing.

ALSO coming up with outfits is haaaard someone come do it for me. ;-; ]

"Yeah, she’s definitely mentioned you a few times- we take the same bus home.”

"...Rose just doesn’t like people she doesn’t think are going to take it seriously, and Sandy is a pretty well known flake.”

[Imagine Casey Jones trying super casually and nonchalantly to grill people about the Hamato's, and doing a terrible job of it.

Blair: Wow she's down bad. Imma help my bro out-

So Casey has a lot of info about Raph's star sign, hobbies, and food allergies, but nothing that she was probably looking for. It's very confusing for her. EVERYONE (except for Raph) is aware of Casey. Casey in the show just did not strike me as a subtle person, even though she IS a ninja.]

She stared at him a long time, and at a very pointed cough from Coach Garcia, she rolled her eyes and took his hand to shake. Her hand disappeared into his.

“Fine. But, my name is Cassandra. You can call me Casey.”

[Raph is going to ask a lot of polite questions and introduce himself and be super lame, and Casey is going to feverishly try and pretend she hasn't been stalking their family. (Mostly Raph though.) Mikey will benevolently watch, like he's making sure two dogs sniff each other through the door and get along correctly. He'll only intervene to make sure Raph gets her phone number before they leave.

Cassandra will think she nailed it.

Mikey is of the opinion whether she has a crush on Raph or just wants to be a friend, her and Raph will probably get along so he's in full support of this.

What DONNIE AND LEO are aware of though is a whole other story.)

[adaricruz]

hi! usually scared to send asks to people but i would like to hear your connor headcanons because i want to know the lore behind all of your extremely pretty connor drawings

HII omg dont be !! pls feel free to send stuff whenever !! ok so i have TONS of connor hc’s ( i’ve been writing as him & for him for years now ) but here’s my faves + the ones that are usually present in my art . ( gotta mention that some are very personal & self indulgent bc i see myself in connor a LOT 😭 ) tw for a quick mention of razors .

- i made a post abt this hc here but i’m adding it because it’s the main reason why i use a certain color for connor’s hair , & that is that connor is a ginger ( just like zoe & cynthia ) & he dyes his hair a darker color so he doesn’t look much like them ( & he doesn’t get associated with zoe much at school ) he usually uses a dark brown or even black , but it’s usually very sloppy so his hair ends up being patchy in some areas or just not dark enough .

- connor uses he / they pronouns mostly bc they’re very detached to his gender identity because they don’t feel human most of the time . connor looks in the mirror & doesn’t think ‘ boy ‘ , most of the time he thinks ‘ failure ‘ , ‘ disappointment ‘ , ‘ monster ‘ . he’s also unlabeled & mostly finds male presenting ppl attractive but has been with female presenting ppl a few times . ( i’ll mostly use he / him in tags but in my writing i will use both set of pronouns ! )

- ik freckles have been a recurring headcanon for connor throughout the years in the fandom but i wanna add it too bc his freckles mean so much to me . a connor without freckles is like an angel without its wings likeee ! ( i usually add freckles to charas that i like tho ) they are usually more present over his cheeks , shoulders & chest . some on his hands & thighs too . for a while , connor fucking HATED them , & i once wrote a lil thing where he even tried to remove a particularly big one near his lip w a razor . ( i add it to my drawings a lot , if you check it’s above the right ( his left ) corner of his lip )

- his hair length varies a lot in my stuff bc i’ll sometimes get carried away & make it longer for aesthetic or composition purposes , but i do believe connor would def let it get longer than shoulder length ( not small of his back like in some of my stuff , but definitely to half of his chest maybe ? ) larry def gives him shit abt it & only encourages him to keep it longer & longer .

- this is also a recurring hc but imma mention it too & that’s eyeliner . & tons of it . i’ll sometimes make it smudged bc connor will prob cry & it’ll run . once he’s done he’ll just apply more over it . & black nail polish too ofc .

- I LOVEEEE music headcanons for connor & here’s my faves ( keep in mind my connor is mostly set in the 90’s )

• nine inch nails ( very self indulgent bc i love them sm ) his fave album is pretty hate machine ( mine too 🧍🏻)

• alice in chains

• cowboy junkies ( this hc is a reference to my ship with tate from ahs & the movie natural born killers )

• the offspring

• the cranberries

• suicidal tendencies ofc

• pearl jam

• adolescents

• bad religion

• & the canon ones ( shown in the buttons on his messenger bag ) being dead kennedys , circle jerks , misfits

obviously tons more ( my connor playlist has over 200 songs ok ) but these are the most present ones in his record collection <3

- born in april 20 & is an INFP ( idk shit abt the mbti stuff ok i had to ask a friend & stuff to figure it out LMFAOO this one sounds right tho , for my version for connor at least )

SO YEAH these are the ones that can be seen in my art ( besides the music one ) & ofc if i added all my hcs it would be impossible to scroll down thru this post 💀 tysm for asking this btw ! just so u know my connor art is under the tag ‘ connor murphy ac ‘ & i sometimes add part of the lore & hcs under them ! if u wanna know a specific one lmk i’ll be more than happy to share more of my silly lil hcs with u 🖤🫶

[crims0nova]

I GOT PART TWO I GOT PART TWO LETSGOOOOO (AND HELL YEAH TUMBLR BESTIES >:DD)

and yeah yeah i getchu!! i think i'm also the kinda person who sees things more positively/let most things go for the most part, so i think i'd handle stuff differently too!! but with situations like toji i think i'd definitely. be upset rahh

AND I THINK if i was genuinely upset with gojo and he acted how he does in part two i would CRASH OUT i hate when people tell me to get over my feelings/dismiss them rather than try to understand why i'm upset (ㅠ﹏ㅠ). i don't think i'd handle it the same bc of personality differences- but i think i'd be very hurt!!

AND YEAHHH suguru's comment. was definitely one of those things that would haunt me a little i think? i'd probably forgive him unless it was a super repetitive thing bc i can understand being stressed over a job that can get you killed- but i'd. also think abt the fact he doesn't respect my work a lot after that and it'd mess with me a lil rahhh

YOOO I LOVE MULTIPLE ENDING SMAUSSS i'm indecisive so best of both worlds!! definitely looking forward to it ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ I'M GLAD i didn't write too much then rahhh

AS FOR REQUEST UH UH. maybe something like, reader having a bad habit of being self destructive/doing kinda dangerous stunts for a joke or other's entertainment, and the guys. call them out/potentially lecture them on it bc they're worried?

sorry if that's not worded the best i've never. actually done a request before!! FEEL FREE TO ignore it obvi!!!

PS BACK: TY YOU'RE SO NICE?? i think imma end up in ur ask again so imma just,,, claim ฅᨐฅ as an indentifier bc i like cats 🫡

HOPE UR NIGHT IS GREAT HYPED FOR THE NEXT PART!!!

OMG YES WERE BESTIES FRFR NOW. honestly ur opinions on everything match mine too. i’ve handled a lot of disrespect in the past and i’ve learned that the more you tolerate it the more comfortable people get with showing it. i wouldn’t end things with gojo for instance (I kinda just did that for the sake of making writing easier 😅😅) but i would definitely be mad. Also i LOVE reading long messages in my inbox like this. FEEL FREE TO TALK AS MUCH AS U WANTTT. i definitely understand what you mean with your request (i hope 🥲) and i will 100% add it to my list. it’s just that i have finals for uni on monday-wednesday so im gonna be super busying studying this weekend :((. BUT AFTER THAT NO MORE LECTURE AND NOTES!!! Can’t wait omgomgomg. i will write away then :) ANYWAYS THANKS FOR BEING AWESOME SAUCE AND READING MY WRITING 💕💕💕💕

[aeligsido]

Okay so since the vote is over 👀👀 imma gonna rambles about those ideas 👀👀👀👀

Just for the record u guys voted majorly for the one (!!!) idea where it's more vibes™ that a real plot bc i keep switching between absolute crack to something very serious to idk how many characters to include to how do I even finish this so. SO. UR NOT HELPING (I love u).

Rambles under the cut ✨

In order of votes, I'm giving you:

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PoA, Sirius decides that kidnapping is a very good solution to protect™.

As I was saying earlier, this idea is a lot of vibes for little plot! So far I was just thinking "but what if Sirius goes for the protective kidnapping (of everyone he loves and thinks they can be in danger bc of Peter) rather than killing Peter?" and here we are.

Ofc he would take Harry and Remus (and I'm thinking Mary as well), but then I'm just. Do I go with some of my hcs and include Neville as well??? Do I go with my OCs kids for Mary and maybe Wolfstar and maybe also Daisy (Jily's daughter)????? Who knows, not me.

Same problem, I'm not sure of the tone, bc something fun and more cracky could work, but something heavy on the hurt/comfort would work so well too, so I don't know!!! Maybe I'll write different versions, idk. U guys are so very welcome to try and write this idea too lmao djdjjd the more the merrier!!!

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Lily & Petunia girlboss gaslight gatekeep their way into the magical world.

Funnily enough I think it's the first fic idea I had when I started coming back into the fandom!

Obviously Evans sisters centric, where Lily refuses to go to Hogwarts without Petunia and Petunia really wants to go too, so they decide to gaslight everyone into believing Petunia is a witch too. It somehow works, and the fic (OS) would follow them through their years at Hogwarts and during the war — I actually have a good chunk of it planned!!

(also a f in the chat for Snape, who knows very well Petunia is a Muggle and keeps on trying to prove it and failing to do so.)

This fic would definitely have a lot of my HCs for the magical world and how magic works so I'm a bit excited to write it actually dijdjdjd

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Cedric, Fleur & Viktor form the Harry Protection Squad bc they're Very Concerned.

GoF AU, as you can imagine, and an idea I'm very fond of. I'm having more and more ideas to add to this one lmao, so we'll see what I can keep in and all.

But yeah, the idea is basically Harry gaining three older siblings (kind of) and Ron and Hermione finally getting some more help keeping him alive. The Harry Protection Squad actually keeps on getting new members!! I think it would alternate between Cedric, Fleur, & Viktor POV, with them getting more and more worried the more they learn about the three precedent years lmao. (Cedric: I knew it was bad but I didn't think it was that bad!)

Also for funsies I think Percy (who joined the Harry Protection Squad upon getting his new jury duty) should adopt the stray dog he found in Hogsmeade. He keeps bringing him to the reunions and the dog loves Harry, for some reason.

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The Potters and the Longbottoms are each other's Secret Keepers.

So it was late at night and I was thinking "what if one of the Potters was the Longbottoms' Secret Keeper, and one of the Longbottoms was the Potters' Secret Keeper? How can Voldemort find them when they protect each other?" so now that's basically the whole idea!

So now Lily gets the idea after having insomnia, wakes up James to tell him, and they then invade the Longbottoms' house to share the idea with them, and they all agree on it. I go with the HC that the couples are close friends, with Alice being Harry's godmother and Lily Neville's godmother, and Alice and James knowing each other since they were kids (= Alice a toddler and James a baby). Anyways, Sirius freaks out a bit, Peter suddenly disappears, Voldemort is very unsuccessful in trying to get them, etc.

It's one of those ideas I have well-planned except for the end lmao, bc I'm not sure where to end it exactly.

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rumor says that Voldemort killed the youngest Black, the others will get revenge.

This one is just really crack lmao.

Mostly, Regulus dies, rumor says Voldemort killed him, so Bellatrix, Andromeda, Narcissa, & Sirius all decide to get revenge and kill Voldemort. They also don't consult each other about it so now they're fighting over which one of them actually killed Voldemort. (Well, Bellatrix and Sirius fight over it, mostly.)

I wrote tiny bits and pieces of it, so I'll try to finish it soon!! It's not supposed to be a big thing, unlike some others of my ideas in this list lmao.

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PoA, a bored Ron sending Howlers to Sirius Black.

Aka this idea, bc i love it and it makes me laugh. It feels like something Ron would do (and Hermione would help him with).

I would very much put it in the humor/crack treated seriously category, but I'm not exactly sure where to go from there. I have a few ideas about Sirius answering Ron's Howlers with his own where he's just laughing bc he thinks it's hilarious, or just sending him a "hey I wanna kill your rat" which confuse everyone, but idk. We'll see!!

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PoA, Sirius helps Neville after the passwords incident.

So, remember how Crookshanks stole the paper where Neville wrote down the passwords and Sirius used it to enter the Tower, and after that Neville was punished by McGonagall and he couldn't get the password anymore and had to stay out of the Tower until someone came to get him in?

The idea is that Sirius-as-Padfoot roams a bit around the castle in case Peter is doing the same, and he ends up finding Neville outside the Tower at night, kind of trying to sleep here bc no one let him in. Sirius gets worried and decides to help him out (mainly to find a nice hideout to sleep if it happens again).

A lot of it is vibes bc i thought Sirius and Neville bonding would be very nice and I would like to see it, so. Yeah. Eijdjd.

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scene: BDoM; enter stage left: a very pissed off Alice & Frank Longbottom.

A Sirius Lives AU where the fight at the Department of Mystery gets interrupted by Alice & Frank, as it says in the title!

I have the idea mainly planned out, I'm just not sure where to end it kdjdjkd.

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Thanks for reading my ramblings ✨ don't hesitate to tell me what you think of it!!

[cursedzucchini]

You know what? Fuck it

DC x DP prompt #3

I think at least lmao.

Anyway! Jason starts making videos on YouTube for one reason or another (is really stressed, no one listens to his rants Abt books who cares). His content is mostly bad books he read or really really really long rants Abt pride and prejudice. Like 3 hours on one tiny detail he noticed on his 214th read through.

He's kinda popular, mostly bc his terrible books videos. He talks Abt the ones that made him the most mad, which coincidentally are mostly romance and supernatural. Like he's one of the well known figures in the supernatural romance critique group (whcih is pretty small, but well). (Also he doesn't show his face on camera, bc secret identity and stuff, it's just his voice over a video of something mundane, like the sky or a room in which is a fly or something)

And now this can go two ways, that i can think of (w dead on main in mind at least)

1) one day Jason finds a book which is supernatural romance and is actually good. It has a kidna cliche system for the supernatural stuff, but with a refreshing twist. The characters have depts and flaws, yet are still very likable. The plot is actually interesting and overall the story's theme is death, not belonging anywhere and overall stuff that is very close to Jason's heart. The story doesn't shy away from violence and it is suprisingly accurate.

(I'm.gonna reblog this w pretty long idea of what this book could be Abt, bc i don't wanna annoy ppl lol)

Anyway Jason kinda falls in love w it, and it becomes famous for being the first novel Jason rated positively or something.

Meanwhile Danny, who was told by jazz writing is good way to get his feeling out, and just wanted to make a quick buck, is really fucking confused how tf did his book become so popular and who tf is this nerd who rates books for a living.

(basically big fan Jason and suspicious/awkward Danny lmao)

2) there is a famous series on Jason profile. It's the worst fucking series he ever read and it's just fucking awful. All the characters are fucking terrible, always going on and on about one thing, the romance sucks in a way that isnt even funny. Jason would love to believe some wrote this as a joke, if it wasn't for the absolute cringefest this was, and it wasn't a whole ass series!! Like who writes 12 books for a joke?

Danny ducking Fenton that's who. Dude was so ducking annoyed at his rogues, he threatened them w writing a terrible romance novels abt them. The ghosts, knowing his terrible grade in literature backed off for a moment, before someone crossed the line. And write Danny did. It was the worst thing he had ever written, the love interest was perfect caricature yet still faithfully go the original. And Danny, because fuck them he lost sommuch sleep over that one prank, decided to publish it. (The book was pretty thin so it didn't take that much time writing it). Unfortunately it became immensely popular in the infinite realm. So the ghosts started crossing lines on purpose. Before Danny figured it out, he had already published his fifth book and was writing another three. After some bargaining, getting a book written Abt them as a piece of shit love interest became a reward.

And while yeah, he had to say his writing was terrible and the books sucked, some small part of him was kinda proud y'know? Like a mother of her twelve ugly as fuck toddlers.

So when he saw some nerd on the internet not only shit talk his book, but also get money of it?

Danny decided to haunt him (just like his books did him, now that everyone knew Abt them thanks to this guy)

(enemies (sorta it's not that serious tho) to lovers ala terrible writer Danny who hates his books and kinda famous YouTuber hasn't who also hates Danny's books)

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Fuck this is way too long wtf. Anyway imma reblog this w 1) book idea. Might add whatever i think the twelve books could be Abt. Pls if u want to add anything to this pls do!!

[forbidding-souda]

Heya! I hope you are having a good week so far! Can I request Korekiyo who is going to propose to his fem s/o and how he would go about doing it? Also, if you can write details about their honeymoon, that would be wonderful. Thank you! 💖

Shinguuji Korekiyo proposing to his girlfriend

I have this one and another marriage request thing I'm going to do. I actually woke up early today because it's the rehersal thingy thang for my wedding so I get to see people yay yay. Some people are still flying late so it's like ok but. I also have therapy today lmfao it's so funny. wack ass schedule.

and imma be real ya'll i literally hahdnjfnedjf do not know how a normal person would react to being proposed to tbh I just smiled and kept staring at him for like 12 seconds trying to see if he was joking and when I deduced he wasn't it was literally just a "hell yeah" bc i'm sick and twisted.

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-Mod Souda

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He doesn't care about the proposal as much as he does the wedding. He has planned the wedding in his head since he was a child. And, to be fair, he does fully know that you are going to say yes. He doesn't worry about making it something impressive to you or making it something worth remembering, the wedding is what matters; it's all about the wedding. The one thing that he does put a lot of thought into is the ring.

✯ He will be traditional and have a yunio. A yunio is an engagement ceremony, and he knows much about them and their history (because of course he does), he had always wanted to partake in something like that and he is happy that now he has the opportunity. He can finally understand what the people he had studied for half of his life might have felt: the eternal reunion with the woman he loves the most. Beyond the cultural differences between his family in specific and yours, he will try his best to get them to unite somehow. He will use the money he receives to be able to get your family to be able to attend the yunio, as without them, it is nothing at all.

✯ You are semi new to the whole process. The culture is very reminiscent of other forms of weddings. He has combined aspects of many different ones to form the ideal thing he planned in his head. For the longest time, he forgot to ask you what you wanted. Once he gets your opinion, no matter how small, he makes sure to add it in. If he is bunching together all these different cultures, he can add in the respected things you want to include.

A tall room with gold pillars covering the vertex of the walls, velvet curtains covering the few windows, and the small black stage holding a glass podium is where you were when it happened. He loved bringing you to his museum openings -- they are the things that help him make a living with you (you think he likes showing you his Talent and the things that he can create with it, like when he reads you anthologies in form of his favorite past time).

He gave his small speech (he's given thousands of these) before showing off some of the artifacts the he donated and the translated, copied versions of ancient writings he has locked in his own private collection. You follow behind the crowd. You've heard of all of these things before.

His eyes went to yours very often. He was looking for you, he was looking to make sure you were still nearby.

Of course you were.

Why would you leave?

You let him talk to the people all night until finally, they all depart and examine individual artifacts while you step close to your boyfriend (their hearts are in different places while yours is always with his).

"This is a beautiful place," you smile at him. He stares at your face for awhile, noticeably so. He loves looking at you. He loves noticing things about you. Do you notice things about him?

He grabs your hand and spins you in your place. "Yes, but your beautiful is astounding."

"Maybe everybody should be basking over me."

"Perhaps," he hums. "As long as you promise to be mine."

"I do promise."

"You do?"

"I swear to do."

From behind his mask, his lips curl into a small smirk. His eyes glance up to the ceiling in concentration while his fingers fish for something within the internal pocket of his coat. "Such a brilliant coincident it is that you said that before quite frankly," he pulls out a small, velvet black box. "I had gotten this for you."

✯ The honeymoon all depends on where you are willing to go.

✯ Truly, he will take you anywhere in the world. Like literally, anywhere.

✯ And if you don't want to go anywhere special then that's perfect for him (but he will be renting out some sort of historic site, preferably with a garden, and he will be describing things about its history the entire time).

✯ He really does want there to be flowers all around you.

✯ Beyond culture, he does find flowers to be quite attractive in the lence of love.

✯ Japan holds a bunch of beautiful sites but he has no preference when it comes down to the fact that he had ideals about literally everything else about the wedding.

✯ You get 100% say in the honeymoon + the activities you two share during it. Sex or no sex? He doesn't care, both of you have an abiding future together.

✯ He actually doesn't consider this sex to be anything special or different from the hypothetical other times.

✯ Else, if it's the first time you two do something together, he will make sure to make you feel as if you have received a great reward from him (and that he has received a wonderful gift from you).

[elysianslove]

can't stop thinking abt horse cock boyfie mattsun (im sorry im a whore for this man🧍🏻‍♀️) pounding you into the mattress almost every night, even when his roomie n best friend makki is there just a room away and ur not holding any of your pretty moans or grunts or whines in bc why should you? mattsun told you the walls are thick so there's no need to, plus he enjoys making you scream anyway. little do you know the walls r acc paperthin and makki is fucking his fist every night to your filthy sounds, thinking to himself how he shouldn't be doing this but he just can't stop, it just feels so good. all while mattsun makes you scream out how you're his, how your cunt belongs to him and only him bc mattsun is not fucking dumb, he has seen the way makki looks at you. he has seen the subtle blush you don't pick up on and the way his hands suddenly seem to get a bit sweatier. how the usually self assured and confident makki seems to trip over even the easiest of sentences. you haven't heard makki silently whimper out your name when he jerks off at night. but mattsun has, and even tho he really loves his bro, he still gets some sort of sick, sadistic pleasure out of reminding makki that you're his and only his. uhhh yea so in conclusion yeah 😁

i have been WAITING for a mattsun thirst god fucking bless you anon thank you. 

pls how do i even add to this i don’t know what to say except that i am h word for this man. yk what, fuck it imma write a drabble

it feels like he’s splitting you open, and you’re almost certain he is with the way he holds your hips down, slamming his thick cock into you with one, harsh thrust, before pulling out as slowly as he can. he revels in the way you mewl and sigh, arching your back in time with his thrusts, your hands reaching out to grasp at his biceps, digging your nails into the skin. he thrusts back in roughly, watching and marveling as your cunt stretches lewdly around him, squelching and gushing. he’s lost count after the fifth orgasm he’d given you, after he’d had you drenching his fingers and palm, gushing around his mouth, convulsing around him as you’d struggled to take him in.  

“issei, issei, issei,” you cry, and he hears you; god, who can’t fucking hear you?. it’s a wonder that by now, no neighbors have issued any complaint. you sob as he shifts to pull out again, mesmerized by the way your thighs tremble and the way you sob. “can’t — can’t, s’too much, please.”

he huffs, chuckling lightly to himself, at your cunt as it squeezes pathetically at the tip of his cock. “sure you can,” he taunts. you muffle another moan, throwing your head back and pressing into the mattress as he shifts his hands to the back of your thighs, spreading you open for him, keeping you spread open for him, and pushing your thighs closer to your chest. “nobody can take a fucking cock like you.” 

you shiver, sigh, body relaxing momentarily, before tensing as he shoves himself back inside of you. he stays put, imprinting his dick on your walls, the tip tickling your cervix, until one hand comes round to caress at your jaw, towards your chin, tipping your mouth open. obediently, your jaw goes slack, and mattsun thumbs at your tongue, pressing the digit harshly against it, whispering small praises of good girl and good kitten, before he says, “want you to scream for me, baby, okay?” and begins a brutal pace.

as if there had been any other option, you voice cracks as you scream, scratching at your vocal cords. a broken, stuttering yell falls off your lips as you sob and heave, allowing him to use your body as he pleases, pressing you deeper against the mattress, bruising your thighs with his grip. his cock rams into you, and he fucks you stupid, fucks you until your sob turn into his hiccuping breaths, chest heaving, cheeks stained with tears, eyes hazy and mind cloudy. 

“fuck, fuck, good fucking girl,” he praises, but he’s not sure if it’s because of the way you take him so well, or because of how loud you are, how your screams are so sure, so sure of who you really belong to. 

you beg and cry for him, pleading and chanting, “full, full, so full!” and “please, please, please, fuck, wanna cum,” and all he wants you to do is say more, scream more, beg more, because distinctly, he can hear the sloppy sounds of makki fucking his fist, his roommate’s ragged breathing and your name tumbling off his lips.  

so he fucks you harder, has you reaching behind yourself to grip at the pillows and the headboard, to arch your back further. he can’t even tell if you’re trying to get away or to urge him to fuck himself deeper inside of you, but he’s not even sure you can, so he lets you, he lets you scream directly against the wall, presses his hips flush against yours and roughly grips your jaw in one hand, fascinated by the stain of tears and the flush of your cheeks, and says, “say my name, baby. say my fucking name.”

and he can see, can see how fucked out you are, can see how brainless you’ve turned from just how deep, just how good, he’s fucking you, that you mindlessly reply, “issei, issei, please, fuck, issei,” with a sigh and a broken sob. you always sound so beautiful with his name on your lips, but even more so when you’re cumming around his cock, screaming his name, while his roommate pathetically whines yours. 

[0h-you-kn0w]

I COMPLETELY FORGOT A MAJOR KEY PART OF HIS IDENTITY IN THE FIRST PART LMAO. HE'S TRANSMASC!!

He got that hagraven top surgery done after he started growing boobs. Don't ask me how he gets his testosterone I have no idea. Maybe the hagravens brew special boy potions for him idk.

Speaking of potions, my boy is pretty decent at alchemy, tho he's better at making healing potions than any other kind tbh. Maybe he brews his own boy potions as he gets older. He and Muiri were besties growing up btw (she gives him some tips and he likes to yap to her abt whatever)

He has more Nordic features from his father and was lowkey made fun of bc of this. It's a bit of an insecurity for him but he learns to accept his Nord heritage. (No I'm not projecting bc I'm white passing shut up) Even though he's scrawny and tan "for a Nord" you can clearly tell he's got some Nord blood in him and often gets mistaken for a Nord when he's not dressed in his traditional reachman attire, even with the very obvious face tattoos.

Was struck by lightning once when he was like 19 and liked the lichtenberg scars so much he had his heart-mother tattoo trace the shape of the scars on his arm w ink. He adds more as time passes and now he has two full arm sleeves of tattoos that go up to his neck. His clan tattoos are on his face, as is custom in his clan. He also gets a silly nickname along with the tattoos teehee (I can't think up a silly nickname rn but I am open to suggestions)

Imma be real, he is not that great of a person pre-redemption, he's very self motivated and is willing to do whatever it takes to gain more knowledge and power, very reminiscent of Miraak and Ulfric lowkey. But beneath all that grime he's literally just a girl(boy). He's not some evil genius, just a sad, rage filled man with his heart sort of in the right place. (It's the generational trauma)

When he first adopted his first children, he didn't really realize that ur supposed to actually parent them and teach them morals instead of just giving them advice and letting them live with him. He's kind of a deadbeat in the beginning tbh and leaves the child rearing mostly to his clan and blood kin. Very much not girl slay of him. It's his mothers who give him an earful and set him straight. He ends up building a big longhouse for his family on the outskirts of the Reach and goes and stays there for weeks or even months instead of days. He ends up becoming something of a "super dad" by the time Runa gets adopted.

Teaches all his children proper reading and writing as well as teaching them to fight in the traditional reachfolk style. He just straight up gives them knives and points to the training dummy and says "have at it lol". Marcurio and his huscarls are very stressed bc why would u give a child a knife what the fuck. Serana thinks this is very Funny and Normal and encourages Ruaidhrí.

Doesn't like Black-Briar Mead bc it's "not sweet enough". Greatly prefers Honningbrew and steals a bunch of it during that one Thieves Guild quest. He has a sweet tooth and likes taffy. He almost choked to death eating it for the first time bc he just stuffed it in his mouth and swallowed. Jarl Balgruuf punched the shit outta his gut and he was fine afterwards. (There's some taffy on a table in Dragonsreach in game and I like to think he just saw it after defeating the first dragon and just started eating it lmao)

Starts an Alehouse in Solitude bc he, Marcurio, and Serana started brewing beer and wine as a hobby and it got rlly popular amongst the guards so he just said "fuck it" and opened an Alehouse in the basement of Pridespire Manor lmao. It's called "the Red Dragon's Alehouse and Winery" and it has a big sign with a (u guessed it) red dragon on it. It's mostly a front for Thieves Guild Business but it's also sort of legit.

Lucia likes to make lil dolls and often gifts them to Ruaidhrí so he doesn't get lonely. He keeps them for like 20 years and still shows them off to anyone who asks despite Lucia being like 30 and having her own family now :')

Has never worn pants before and found out that most fabrics that aren't wool (weird since wool tends to be very scratchy) or linen really irritate his skin, as do most dyes. He found this out at Radiant Raiment when he put on the Radiant Raiment fine clothes and started itching like crazy. He does like to wear thick woolen pants in the winter along with his kilt tho.

Got his first book at like 15 when he was healing from his coming of age ritual and a caravan had come to Karthwasten to trade. He traded some rare fox furs and some homemade dolls he had lying around for a copy of "A Children's Anuad", a skinning knife, a cotton tunic, and a few bottles of Black-Brair Mead. One of the traders, a Nord man named Oddbjron, gave him the basic run down of his letters (it took a while for Ruaidhrí to trust him at first bc Nords r stupid lol) and taught him the beginnings of writing over the course of just a few weeks. Every time the caravan came around, Oddbjron would teach Ruaidhrí a little more, over time becoming a sort of father figure to him. Later, Oddbjorn dies in between trips due to a sabre cat attack and when the news was broken to him the next time the caravan came, Ruaidhrí vowed to read and Learn as much as he can, because Oddbjorn always spoke about how knowledge was power and the key to strength was through the mind. The traders gifted him a journal, saying that Oddbjorn would have wanted him to keep practicing his writing if he was going to be a great scholar someday. This is what he practices writing in and journals his adventures whenever he has a free moment. He's very serious about literature bc of this and cries when he meets Oddbjorn in Sovngarde when he slays Alduin.

My current dragonborn's backstory and hcs pt 1 (?)

His name is Ruaidhrí (pronounced "roo-ri or just roar-ri he accepts all pronunciations), he's a Reachman and he's mentally ill. Here is his story. Sorry it's all over the place I have ADHD and the Thoughts just keep coming.

He is a pan demi-romantic asexual and has a husband (Marcurio) and a Serana (QPR). Very slow burn for Marcurio but with Serana the connection was almost instant. He adopts five children over the course of his adventures. (In adoption order: Lucia, Alesan, Blaise, Sofie, and Runa)

Had two weddings, one was public in the Temple of Mara in Riften for political reasons, and the other one was the 'real' wedding done privately in the Reach with his clan-friends and family.

Fist fought Heimskr the first time he met him and spent his first night in Whiterun in the dungeons lol.

Despite his big reputation, he is soft spoken and quiet, a stark contrast to the stories of the dragonborn. And is often seen practicing his writing in his journal. He has a thick accent and it is sometimes hard to understand him, especially when he talks fast or is excited or nervous. He taught himself how to read and write and likes to read in his spare time and enjoys learning new things.

Ruaidhrí learned Cyrodillic when he was a teen, and often forgets words or phrases and tries really hard to describe them to Marcurio or Lydia, who often act as translators for things he doesn't understand (which is a lot). Either cultural or just conversation. He often writes the words or phrases down so he doesn't forget.

His father was half Nord and was a Companion and werewolf before meeting his mother. He was famous for duel wielding summoned swords and using Reach magic to slay his enemies. His father died in the Markarth Incident, along with his older brothers. He never got to meet them but he knows he loves them all the same. He even joins the Companions and becomes a werewolf to honor his father. And bc he thinks Hircine is cool (which he is).

His mother had another lover along with his father, a woman, his other mother, and they both managed to escape Markarth with the remaining children (Ruaidhrí's older sisters), Ruaidhrí was born after the Incident. His blood mother was pregnant with him at the time and she never got the chance to tell his father. He was not around to witness the horrors Ulfric and his men did, but he witnessed the aftermath, the grief, the suffering....and that alone was enough to spark the flame of rebellion inside him.

He is named after his father, and is said to look just like him, only skinny. (At least, in the beginning) He has red hair and is trying to grow mutton chops, and has facial tattoes after proving himself a capable warrior for his coming of age ceremony. He also has various body tattoos, full sleeves on both his arms and some symbols on his chest and back. He has a septum piercing and puts a feather thru it. He is very scarred from being clumsy and from hunting exploits.

Worships Hircine as his chief deity but Hermaeous Mora is his close second, and to a lesser extent, Sithis, Namira, Merhunes Dagon, Clavicus Vile, and along with (a reach-ified) Kyne, and Dibella. Other daedra he respects, and obviously he doesn't hold the aedra sacred outside of Kyne and Dibella. He is very religious and proud of his culture.

He has alexithymia and ADHD and probably autism. He's very rage filled in the beginning and just wants the Reach to be free. He also kills Madanach bc HE wants to be the one to rule the Reach, and bc he knows it will get him the Nords and Empire's favour.

(I think it would be really cool if he was like a foil to Ulfric. They both kill their respective kings because they believe their way is the right way and want the crown for themselves, but they also spell doom for the very people they are trying to free. The only difference is that Ruaidhrí gets better and comes to learn and regret his actions, Ulfric doesn't)

He accepts the houses the Jarls give him and turns them into homeless shelters, hospices, orphanages, and general shelters for the downtrodden and puts his huscarls in charge of keeping them. He keeps very close tabs on his houses via scrying and spies.

Despite trying to be this cold hearted and calculating leader he is a bleeding heart, and has a big soft spot for children, animals, and nature. He regularly donates to Honorhall after Grelod's "untimely demise" and prays for his fallen enemies, he believes everyone should have a place in the spirit world (except Ulfric lmao).

He is also kind of stupid. He had no real plans for what he's gonna do once he becomes Jarl of Markarth or whatever or how to establish trade with the Empire. Or even how to gain political knowledge outside of reading books. He's also just. Horrible at social cues, and not just because of differing cultures. He kills Eola bc he doesn't realise she's a Namira worshipper and just thought she was weird (rip Eola u a real one) and comes to regret his actions. His plans for the Reach become more tangible and stable when he meets Marcurio, and with his help they also try to develop a Reach alphabet and written language.

Early on he does some pretty shitty things (like killing Eola, and Madanach) because he thinks it will make him look good, (or he just doesn't realise it's wrong) but he tries to learn from his mistakes. Killing Madanach he doesn't really regret tho.

Joins the Legion for the sole purpose of climbing the ranks to achieve the Empire's favour and to kill Ulfric. Which he succeeds (he also soul traps Ulfric lmao).

He also manages to establish trade between the reachmen and the Empire during his time in the Legion and is slowly integrating Reach culture into Skyrim with the help of his clan-friends and Marcurio.

Ruaidhrí's choice in weapon is the war axe. It's a very versatile weapon and he likes to hack away at his foes. He duel wields them and strangely wears heavy armor (he thinks it makes him look intimidating. It doesn't cuz he's scrawny at first) despite being quick and agile. He's a very good hunter and archer and likes to be sneaky.

He's also very good at restoration magic and is a wonderful healer and often does lectures at the College of Winterhold when he has the time. (He doesn't become Archmage bc Maribelle survives via Reach healing magic)

Is the Listener of the DB, Harbinger of the Companions, Nightingale (Brynjolf and Karliah become the guildmasters), and a Legate in the Legion. (And a thegn in all the holds).

Tried human flesh a few times and didn't like it. Literally the only reason why he's not a cannibal lol. He'll probably eat it if he has to but he much prefers beef thank u very much

Might become the Jarl of Markarth after the second great war but I'm still on the fence for that lol

Ruaidhrí has three older sisters, he is the youngest of them all and was both doted and picked on (like most youngest siblings). He has a strained relationship with his eldest sister Grainne bc they have different opinions on how they should free the Reach. And bc he killed Eola, who was apparently one of his sister's lovers.

Spares Cicero bc of silly guy solidarity.

[crybabykiko]

I’m one of those witches, babe

Pairing the tr boys with diff types of witchy s/os

feat. Mikey, Mitsuya, Chifuyu, Kazutora, Wakasa, Kokonoi, Baji

pt 1/??? (maybe)

a/n: enjoy my arbitrary writing about witchcraft because I just know these mfs would fuck with it

꙳⸌♡⸍꙳ Now playing: Witches by Alice Phoebe Lou ꙳⸌♡⸍꙳

Mikey ⇢ Solitary Witch

Solitary witches are loners, not operating in a coven or group. All of their practice is under their own direction, though they may consult with dieties and spirit guides. They may chose to follow a particular sect of witchcraft (paganism, hellenism, work with orishas etc.), or choose an eclectic approach-but the main factor is that the solitary witch works alone.

Heavy is the head that wears the crown, and much like a solitary witch, Mikey chooses to take on a lot of things on his own for those he truly loves. A solo witch would understand his plight, but also be able to send him some little magical boosts while he stays none the wiser. I also think that Mikey would literally wear every single charm and trinket his witch makes with pride, and try to insert himself into the craft a bit too- it’d be really cute to see him trying to make tea out of moonwater 🥺

Mitsuya ⇢ Cosmic Witch

An astrology bitch who has everyone’s birth chart recognized. Yeah that’s your cosmic witch. They’re masters of the stars, studying astrology and astronomy in tandem with their magic. They take an active, not passive role in the celestial events, and can tell you more things about signs other than the basic “Gemini’s are two-faced” narrative.

Just thinking about how I KNOW mitsuya is also an astrology bitch bc he was sick of everyone shit talking him as a Gemini (honestly wakui should have made him an Aquarius but I digress)- and using horary charts of certain zeitgeists as trend analysis tools would also be such a smart move for him as a designer he just really needs an Astro witch to match his drip.

Chifuyu ⇢ Green Witch

Green witches harness power from nature. Green witches respect nature above all else and derive a lot of their healing methodologies and ritual tools from the earth itself, using plants/herbs/flowers. They are focused on healing mama universe and are kind to all living creatures, especially animals.

It just fits the vibe. He’s kind, and peke j is the cutest familiar. Green witches imo are the KINDEST souls in existence, and he deserves nothing but the best. Plus I can just see the pet shop being connected to a coffee shop/florist type of deal and I love that meet cute.

Kazutora ⇢ Divination Witch

Psychics/Tarot Readers/Mediums- the practice of divination takes messages and premonition-like messages from the universe and realms of spirit. Divination in itself literally means “to be inspired by (a) god.” Diviners can use tools or their own intuition to channel messages for themselves or others, and have an uncanny ability to fortell events or outcomes.

Part of me feels like Kazu is intuitive within himself- doesn’t know he can channel messages until he meets someone that can enhance his abilities. But I really think he could also become an AMAZING cartomancer (tarot/oracle reader) if he really practiced and got into his own craft.

Wakasa ⇢ Love Witch

Glamour. Beauty. Aesthetics. I LOVE love witches! They use concepts like glamour, sensuality, and pleasure to add emphasis to their manifestations, and harness the power of unconditional love in all forms for their strength.

Look me in the eyes and tell me a man with eyelashes like that doesn’t practice glamour magic…. Or use those bedroom eyes (and subsequent orgasms caused by them) for manifesting… That’s all imma say.

Kokonoi ⇢ Gray Witch

gray witches straddle the lines of black and white, having a strong sense of justice and twisting their craft to suit the situation as necessary. Masters of karma, they use their energy to redirect ~bad~ energy to where it should have gone in the first place.

Perfect for Koko’s calculating (affectionate) nature. A gray witch would help him not only gain the upper hand in his self interested pursuits, but also encourage him to soften up a bit and do what’s right when called for… would also help dissolve some of that delusion oof

Baji ⇢ Chaos Witch

Giving into it all, chaos witches believe that the most important tool in their craft is their intent. It is self directed, and derives power purely from the practitioner- in other words, the magic doesn’t make you a witch, you make the magic that makes you a witch. There’s no limit to your abilities as long as you have yourself. Chaos Magic can also sometimes use gnosis which is an altered state of consciousness that is purposefully induced and controlled by the practitioner.

Come on, Keisuke is chaos incarnate. I honestly think that Chaos would be one of his chosen deities next to someone like Hades. He needs someone to believe in him, to trust him, and to move purely from a place of centered personal power- able to freely surrender to the unknown just like him.

[blumagrose]

When He Loved Me (Peter Parker x Reader)

A/N: My first fic and it's angst that came into my head around 3am. I've always wanted to write fics, but I didn't like how I wrote and I was embarrassed. First time writing for others so I tried to keep away from using just she/her pronouns, but if that's what you'd like just lemme know

I can write for other fandoms, and imma make a list of the fandoms I like bc I have so many I forget. I'll also add some other things if it interests me. Not comfortable with nsfw just yet so apologies. Anyways, enjoy the fic ig and please give me criticism if you see something wrong

idk how tumblr works with spacing and all that so hopefully this comes decent looking

10/11/24: I need to fix ts up omg 💀

Prompt: Please, don't leave me.

TW: S**cide mention

Every day had started to feel the same to you for a while now.

It started when he began missing date nights with you. He was always so excited about them, and then they were happening less and less often. You still saw him on occasion, but it felt more like "business" than anything else.

You didn't get the same giddy feeling you used to get when you'd see him; it felt like going out with him was more of a chore. You couldn't even complain to him about it even if you wanted to. Anytime you did see him long enough, he was always gone within a second, always in a rush. You never knew what he even did with himself or if he was thinking about you at all.

It definitely didn't help that you'd always catch him hanging out with his friends. You confronted Ned about it, but he was always so dismissive. Hell, you had even talked to Michelle about the whole thing. At first, she sympathized, but then it was as if a switch was flipped. You used to go to her to vent about Peter and the relationship. Now, she was practically telling you that you were overreacting.

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You felt like you were going to have a mental breakdown.

Learning about a loved one's passing is always one of the hardest things for anyone to deal with, especially when it's someone you deeply care about.

You had just received the news that your best friend had killed himself a couple of hours ago.

You didn't know how to feel.

You couldn't wrap your head around it. There was no warning.

You and he had been friends since childhood, and you knew each other so well that neither one of you could even remember a time when the other wasn't around.

Your hands shook as you picked up the phone to call Peter. Your tears finally fell as you listened to the constant ringing of the phone, and you knew he wasn't going to answer. Rage grew within you as you heard his voicemail message causing you to throw your phone across the room. It crashed into the wall and broke, but you didn't pay any mind to it as you fell to the ground and let out a wailed sob.

Why did this have to happen?

You could barely catch your breath between sobs.

Your body shook.

You didn't care about anything anymore.

You didn't care about Peter anymore.

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Weeks had passed, and Peter was exhausted.

Tracking down a gang, taking them down, and meeting another Spider-Man had just been a lot for him to take in. He was so tired, he didn't even want to think about it anymore. His back ached as he climbed through his window.

He was just so damned tired.

He stripped out of his suit, took off his web-shooters, and placed them back in his closet. Then, he took a quick shower.

His job was a bit easier to have Ned and MJ know he was Spider-Man. Now he just had to tell you.

Peter stood in the middle of the room and weighed out what would happen. He felt sorry for lying to you, and he knew that he was being distant. He just didn't have the courage to deal with any of it because he was worried about you. He couldn't lose you too.

As Peter lied down to finally get some rest, he wondered how you were doing. Karen had said you tried calling him, but he couldn't answer he had been in the middle of a stakeout.

He got up and rummaged through his book bag to get his phone, turning it on to scroll through his messages. He sat up as he realized how many he had gotten. Had something happened?

As he scrolled through, his heart broke. So many people had posted about the loss of Jay and were gossiping about why he did it. When he finally went through them all, he looked at your one missed call and gulped.

You had called him that day, and he didn't pick up.

He clicked the voice mail and listened to the message. All that he could hear were your pained sniffles, a shout, and then the line cut off.

He felt sick as he replayed the message.

Peter already felt awful about lying to you; he had to fix this. He quickly texted you, put his web-shooters back on, and was ut the window.

He knew the way to your house, so it took him no time to et there. As he was getting ready to knock on your window, he did a double-take and took a closer look.

Someone was sitting in your room; it looked like he had been waiting for you. Peter quirked an eyebrow as he looked at the guy. He was wearing a red and green jacket with shorts and sneakers. He also looked like he was wearing tights?

Suddenly, you walked into the room, so Peter backed away from the window to hide in the shadows. You seemed to be upset as you were wiping your eyes quite a bit.

"I'm sorry Miles. I didn't think I'd start crying like that," you said as you sat on your bed.

"Hey, it's okay," he replied as he stood up and moved closer to you. You sniffled as you tried to regain your composure. Peter didn't quite know how to react. Who was this? What was going on?

"I just...he..." you groan out in frustration as you grip your hair. Miles' eyes widen as he sees tears start flowing from your eyes again.

"You wanna talk about it?" he asks as he wraps an arm around your shoulders. You shrug as you shake your head.

"It's complicated, and besides, that's what our therapy's for" you chuckle dryly. Miles' eyes wander the room as he tries to think of something to do to cheer you up. "How 'bout we go out tonight?" he suggests.

"I don't like the tone of that voice" you sass as you turn to give him a look. Peter watches Miles turn around, and his eyes widen. Miles was wearing a suit, a Spider-Man suit. The same Spider-Man he saw the other week.

"Any place you wanna go to, we'll go" he adds with a cheeky smile. "Really? You're not busy?" You cross your arms as you stare him down.

"Nah, night's been quiet. Besides, I might be busy tomorrow, then you'd miss your favorite person in the world" he winks as you begin to smile. Peter's heart sank as he realized what was happening. He thwipped a web to the building across from yours and sat down on the edge of the roof. Pulling out his phone, he sent you a text.

Can we talk tomorrow?

Giggling could be heard from across the street. Peter looked up and bit his lip as you glanced at your phone and threw it on your bed. You got onto Miles' back, and you both swung away.

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After you tried calling Peter that day, you stopped reaching out to him altogether. You decided that you'd wait to talk to him until he finally realized you weren't there. It had been about five weeks, and in those five weeks, you had gone to therapy and counseling.

You met Miles in counseling. He was sweet but seemed to get off topic a lot. When you were getting ready to leave one session, he had come up to you, put his hand on your shoulder, and let out a simple "Hey." One thing led to another, and you had both bonded over your losses. You went to Miles' uncle's funeral, and he went to Jay's funeral with you.

You were currently sitting on a swing at the playground as you waited for Peter. It was taking him forever to show, and at this point, you wanted to get this whole conversation over with.

Frowning, you looked around, wondering why he was taking so long. He should've been here by now. Maybe he decided not to come after all.

When that thought crossed your mind, you scoffed and stood up. Before you could go anywhere, however, you felt someone gently grab your hand. Looking back, you saw Peter staring at you with a small smile on his face.

"You came."

"Of course I did"

Peter pulls you towards him and wraps his arms around you. You take a deep breath as you stare off towards the slide. He pulls away when he realizes you're not hugging him back. The both of you pull away awkwardly as you look at each other.

"Peter-" "(Y/N)-" both of you speak at the same time.

"I- I have o tell you something" he starts with a stutter. You wait patiently as you motion for him to continue. "I know th-that I've been....not here for you for a while-" he cuts himself off when he hears you scoff.

"I.....I had these things, and I should've told you as soon as we started dating, and I'm sorry. I know I've been an asshole, more than that actually" you roll your eyes and shake your head as he continues.

"I just.....I love you, and I want you to know that even though I don't show it a lot" he finishes as he rubs the back of his head nervously.

The good thing about coming to this park was that there was usually no one here, and you were glad no one was here right now because boy were you fuming. "Told me about what Parker?" Your hand goes to your hip as you glare at him.

"W-Well....uhm......that guy that you talk to.......I'm like him I guess. Spider-Man." Your eyes widen when you hear the first part. "How the hell do you know I've been talking to someone?"

Peter stumbles with his words as he realizes he's been caught red-handed, "Uh...I was gonna visit yesterday, and I kinda....saw you..talking to him....." You narrow your eyes as you pick up a stick and throw it at him. He ducked before he could get hit, but you were already in his face.

"You were spying on me?!"

"I-I wasn't trying to! I was just-"

"Christ Peter!" All this time of you not being here, and now all of a sudden you just wanna show up out of nowhere because of what?! Jay?! Is that why you're finally talking to me?!" Panic stirs in Peter's eyes as he tries to come up with an excuse.

"I tried so hard to get you to talk to me, and you only wanna talk now because of that shit?! Peter, I can't do this shit with you anymore. I don't care if you're Spider-Man; what was the point of not telling me in the first place?! We live in New York for God's sake!!"

Your face is red as you frustratingly wipe away your tears with your forearm. Peter stays silent as he watches you; he can't say anything right now because you've hit the nail on the head.

"Y-You know what, fuck this. I can't do this shit any-anymore, Peter. But please tel-tell me; w-what did I do wrong? I di-did my best to keep both of us h-h-happy. Please, just tell me what I did wr-wrong." Your words are barely recognizable as you hold yourself to keep you're shaking body still.

Peter steps forward, but instead of stopping him like he thought you would, he cups your face gently as he looks into your eyes.

"(Y/N).....I'm so sorry I made you think this was all your fault. You did make me happy; you still do. I just...I've been so busy being Spider-man that I've neglected you, and I'm sorry for that. But I do still love you, (Y/N). I swear I'll stop doing everything just for you. I-I'll give up being Spider-Man."

You watch him unravel as he keeps talking. You can't bring yourself to care, however, as he spills his heart out. Too much disappointment has built up over the months.

"Pete...."

"Please......(Y/N), just give me another chance. I'll do anything, just please, don't leave me." His voice is soft and insecure as he begs you, almost quivering as he says it. It doesn't invoke any sort of feeling in you though. His sad eyes watch as you pull away from him,

"I'm sorry Peter" you whisper softly as you turn around and walk away.

He doesn't run after you or even shout.

Peter simply watches you walk away until you're out of view. The only thing he can hear is your footsteps as they fade into the distance.

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A/N: Alright so...this whole thing was based on how I could see him being Spider-Man in the beginning ig? Imo I feel like between him and Miles, the latter would be the first to tell you he's Spider-Man

And I always felt like him being away like that with no real reason would make an s/o feel like it's their fault or sumn. Like, I've always seen fics where he and the reader always make up about it, but I wanted to try the bad ending where even though he had good intentions, he's just not ready to handle being a hero, student, and partner.