#imissmysissy

[josephina2740-blog]

My dear Zenna, where did I go wrong with you? You used to be so full of love and light and now you are soulless, your body is a shell. No soul remains in that shell. Where did your beautiful smile go? Are you dead inside? You are dead inside. What can I do to fix this? I want my Zenna back. Your life became a disaster, now what’s become of you? What can I do to bring you back to life? Do you believe in god? Have you sinned? If you did, did you do it at your own free will? Were you forced? Have those people been good to you? Is there any part of you that is still alive? Can you forgive me? Can you forgive me for what you’ve been through? Do you blame me for what you’ve been through? Are you always angry? Are you always sad? I still love you. You made me a grandma first. Your choice was bold. Was it on purpose? Wad it an accident? I’m not mad, I just want you back. We are not getting any younger. Age isn’t just a number. It effects life. Age was just a number until everything I ever loved was taken from me. I was never the same when you left. It wasn’t my fault. I’m sorry if you think I put my career first. I did not put my silly career first. I had to put money on the table. I had to put money on the table for you to eat. Without money, you all would go hungry. I am filthy rich now. Being filthy rich doesn’t bring me happiness. Only my offspring’s can make me happy. When you were born, I gave you a strong name.  Zenna is a strong name, strong is what you are. You gave your offspring a strong name, Nerina. Nerina is strong like Zenna. You started the next generation of the Leighton’s. None of my other children have children. You were the first, possibly the last.

Shauna Leighton

[dcarv]

I hate that feeling when you and you're bestfriend are starting to loose connection with each other. That both of you hardley even talk to each other. That you guys cant even have one good conversation anymore. Why is it like this? Oh yeah, youre dating. And all i wanted to do is give you youre space and now it feels like were becoming strangers..