#imasadboi

[ooohyou]

Pretend

I’m not going to pretend I am happy.

I’m not going to pretend that I am heartbroken.

I’m not going to pretend that I feel empty.

I’m not going to pretend that I am frantically searching for someone new.

I’m not going to pretend that there’s someone more compatible with me out there, waiting for me.

I’m not going to pretend that I know myself and that if I fill this emptiness with false love, it will ruin my next partner’s outlook on love.

I’m not going to pretend that our love was real.

I’m not going to pretend that you were the best for me for a little while.

I’m not going to pretend like I didn’t make mistakes and said hurtful things to you in our moments of red-eyed rage.

I’m not going to pretend as if we tried very hard to make things work.

I’m not going to pretend that... I’m pretending.

I’m not pretending.

I’m happy, heartbroken, feeling empty; frantically searching for someone new knowing there’s someone more compatible with me out there, waiting for me. I know myself and that if I fill this emptiness with false love, it will ruin my next partner’s outlook on love.

Our love is real-was real. You were the best for me for a while. I made mistakes and said hurtful things to you in our moments of red-eyed rage. We tried very hard to make things work.

But in the end, I’m not pretending anymore.

[theokaygastby]

And suddenly, I found myself so far at the end of my rope I could hardly seem to grasp it any longer.. and more so, I don’t want to anymore.

[ao3-sterek]

Can We Go Out To Eat? (And then maybe you eat me out?)

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by ImASadBoi

Stiles hated the weeks leading up to his heat; he’d get emotional over anything, feel obsessively horny and tired at the same time, and he absolutely craved attention from Derek. The primal part of him wanted to be praised and acknowledged that they were in fact the best choice of mate for their alpha.

Currently, Stiles was fighting the urge to rush into Derek’s workplace and sit himself on his lap. He knew if he gave in he’d be disrupting Derek from very important work stuff and he had noticed him being a bit more stressed out than usual. Maybe a phone call wouldn’t hurt?

Words: 1558, Chapters: 1/2, Language: English

Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Erica Reyes, Jennifer Blake

Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Erica Reyes & Stiles Stilinski

Additional Tags: Mentions of Scott McCall - Freeform, mentions of Vernon Boyd - Freeform, Meltdown, Slight Panic Attack, Omegaverse, Omega Stiles, Alpha Derek, Beta Erica Reyes, Emotionally unstable, just for a bit, Stiles cries, good ending, slight angst, Fluff, Stiles gets some loving at the end, no knotting, Kind of a shit show of a story, just a teeny bit, Not Beta Read, Smut

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[ao3-sterek]

Oh No Stepbro, Help me I'm Stuck

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by ImASadBoi

Stiles and Derek take on the task of investigating an old druid hideout and Stiles manages to get himself stuck in a wall.

Words: 1372, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Scott McCall

Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski

Additional Tags: oh no stepbro I'm stuck in the dryer, Knotting, Mates, Friends to Lovers, One Shot, Oral Sex, First Time, Eating out, Getting Together, Stiles Stilinski is a Little Shit, Derek Hale is a Tease, Scott McCall is a Good Bro

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