#imagine having heroes who fed into the very system that repressed you and your friends talk about your bestie like they UNDERSTOOD AND KNEW

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Okay ummmm let's talk about more Spinner w/ those quirks and his feelings and stuff idk I have feelings

The fact that he has zero control over these quirks, at least right now, and even if he did, USING them puts him at risk of going *brain dead* again. And he even repeats that he told himself he wouldn't think too much because it was painful.

He absolutely maybe thinks he would've been better off turning into a Nomu, more HELPFUL. He blames himself obviously, he said he knew if he'd just taken one more step forward/reached out and made a better choice, he could've saved Tomura.

He's riddled with anger and guilt/ survivor's guilt. He's stressed, he's got a lot of big feelings. He doesn't sleep well, he doesn't eat too much either (he doesn't have an appetite). He absolutely has episodes where he lashes out l, grows, gets monstrous and scared when he can't stop it because he just gets more worked up with his stress.

I just-