#im.not trying to beg for sympathy either or anything i just need somewhere to yell into the void

[nnugatoryextravagance]

Do you ever just, think you're finally free, that you'll finally never have to see someone anymore, and that you can live your life again without them around, but it turns out you were wrong.

And you feel like you see nothing but how much people still love them despite what they did to you, but you cant say anything because you already know that won't work because you already tried in the past and it did nothing but make everybody hate you instead of them.

Yeah, it stings.