#im. a bit too lazy to tag their japanese name

[hisui-dreamer]

he lives in you

Characters: Leona, Floyd, Jamil, Lilia

Synopsis: You shared a night of passion with your lover before you left for the other side of the mirror, but fate's cruel hands strike once again as you realise you have to raise his child alone in your original world. Thankfully, your child is incredibly drawn to magic, and they opened a portal...?

Tags: slight angst, fluffy end because im a sap, fem reader, reader gives birth to a child, reunions, bot proofread

Word count: 2.4k+

Notes: uh i was practicing Japanese and researching Japanese names before writing this, so all my name ideas ended up in japanese? if it makes you uncomfortable, you can imagine that reader is japanese hehe

right in time for mother's day, so here's to a celebration of the motherly figures in our lives, blood related or not, for being there for us<3

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A few months passed as you settled back into your routine at home. Eventually, with the noticeable changes in your body, it dawned on you that you were with child—his child, your lover from the other side of the mirror whom you could no longer reach.

Days turned into weeks, and weeks turn into months. You had adapted to the trials and tribulations of parenthood. Juggling the responsibilities of work, childcare, and household chores was no easy feat, but you found solace in the small moments of your child's growth and development.

Your child was a true joy to behold, a mirror image of their father in many ways, and you often see the ghost of your past lover in them. Having inherited his magic, your child experimented with their powers, leaving you to support them with what limited knowledge of magic that remained from your NRC days.

On one such experiment, your environment started to shift as a wave of magical energy engulfed you. When you opened your eyes again, he was there, right in front of you—

Hina (日来) with 日 meaning "sun, day" and 来 meaning "coming, future"

Leona reminded you of a shining sun that radiated warmth and light in your life, of how the it would surely shine again no matter how dark the night seemed, and so you named your daughter after that image

your daughter has the clearest emerald eyes and flowing dark brown locks that you often braided in a similar style to her father's

she's very energetic, always curious and asking questions, eager to learn more about the world around her

she's an obedient child, although she's eager to seek your affection and may whine a bit when things don't go her way

if there was one thing that was similar to the Leona you knew, it's that she's extremely clingy and constantly seeks physical affection, hugging your legs and asking for you to carry them any chance she has

and also the fact that she enjoyed her naps a bit too much

her lion ears are a bit of an issue in our world, but you often hide them with hoods, clever hair styling, or simply saying it's a costume

when you told her about the brilliant man her father is, she grew really excited about the possibility of meeting him, and started playing around with magic more to be like the intelligent mage he is

and then it happened, just an ordinary afternoon practicing magic had the two of you transported back to twisted wonderland, face to face to Leona

somehow, he had grown even more handsome in the years you hadn't seen him, but instead of his lazy smile, he looked confident and powerful, like the leader he was always meant to be

A sudden gust of magic swept through the air behind him as he raised his staff in response, only to immediately drop it in shock as your figure came into sight, and beside you, a small child that he had never seen before.

"Herbivore..." he whispered.

Without a second thought, Leona rushed towards you, his heart beating wildly in his chest. He felt a lump forming in his throat as he reached out to embrace you tightly.

"This better not be a dream," he murmured into the crook of your neck as he inhaled your scent. "It's really you."

after a tearful reunion and introduction, Leona quickly excuses himself from his duties with a quick meeting with Falena, and helps you and Hina settle into the palace

since you left, Leona's been working hard to do what he can do as per your promise with him

he's now in charge of foreign affairs and on better terms with his brother after much needed communication

he showers you in affection, he's even clingier than before that it almost starts a rivalry with your daughter

he puts in a lot of effort to spend time with Hina, learning her likes and dislikes and bonding over magic

uncle jack and ruggie are always fun to be around and play with her

though it wasn't his fault, leona feels guilty you had to bare the responsibility on your own for so long, and he puts in a lot of effort to make amends for any mistakes work to build a strong relationship with you two

he has a family now, and you're damn sure he'll protect it with his life

Leona looked down at Hina, feeling a sense of pride and wonder at the little girl standing before him. "Hey there," he said, his voice gentle. "Nice to meet ya, kiddo."

Hina stared at him, her eyes searching his face. "Are you my dad?" she asked, her voice small and uncertain.

Leona's heart ached at the question, knowing that he had missed so much of her life. "Yeah, I'm your dad," he said, reaching out to take her hand.

Hina looked at him for a moment before a smile spread across her face. "Can you show me magic?" she asked, her eyes lighting up with excitement.

Leona felt a sense of joy at her words, feeling a connection with her that he had never felt before. "Of course I can," he said, standing up and taking her hand. "What do you wanna see?"

Sakura (桜) meaning "cherry blossoms"

your daughter has sleek teal hair that reminds you of the sea, a single strand of dark hair, and mismatched eyes in the same manner as Floyd

Floyd had lovingly given you the nickname "Shrimpy", and it only felt right for your daughter to be named Sakura, after the tiny sakura-shrimp

she's incredibly mischievous and there's not a moment of silence with her, she's spontaneous and playful and you've got your hands full

though she is very considerate of you and will listen to your words, she's uncontrollable when she's bored and in need of a spark of interest

she's also a squeezer, much like her father, and hugs you every time she sees you or anyone she likes, and you're thankful her strength hasn't developed too much yet

she enjoys biting you, albeit gently, and you find your arms littered with bite marks, but it's her unique way of showing affection

her eel form won't show unless she's been in the water for too long (thankfully), and she enjoys squeezing you in her eel form even more

ever so curious, she's asked about her father many times, and you've told her how carefree and easygoing her father is, and that he'd love her the moment she saw her

which leads you to her magic actually teleporting you to him, her spontaneous idea having manifested itself, and you found in a dimly lit room similar to the Mostro Lounge

Floyd looked matured, his hair sleeked back and his features sharpened, though his wry smile that you loved had stayed the same

Floyd's eyes widened with shock and disbelief, and his steps quickened as he rushes towards you, his long arms outstretched in a gesture of longing. As he got closer, he noticed the beautiful and curious-looking child standing close to you.

"Shrimpy?" he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "No way... It's really you!"

Floyd pulled you close, holding you tightly as if he never wanted to let go. "I missed ya so much, I wish I hadn't let ya go," he said, his voice choked with emotion as tears threatened to spill. "You're not allowed to leave again, okay?"

Floyd is so ecstatic he can't stand still, once he's calmed down a bit, be immediately carries Sakura and drags you to Jade and Azul

Azul and Jade are pleasantly surprised at your return, and it's a warm welcome back

the two of them are glad Floyd won't be moping any time soon

the trio have now expanded into a franchise and divulged into many businesses, though Floyd largely acts as Azul's right-hand man

Now that you're back, he refuses to be apart from you, always holding onto you tightly and afraid you might disappear just like how suddenly you appeared

he does get mood swings where he's upset or angry, not at you though, just at how unfair things were and how he couldn't be there for you

he's a good eel who does everything to make sure you and Sakura are happy and comfortable, often cooking meals for you two

he's so curious about Sakura and enjoys playing with her and lifting her high up in the air

don't worry, he's extremely careful, this precious gem is why you got back to him!

Jade is the best uncle and Sakura wants to marry him??? (honestly same)

poor Azul is getting pranked by the daughter- father duo, though Sakura does comfort him afterwards with squeezes and kissss

Floyd looked down at Sakura, and he saw her staring back at him with wide, curious eyes in the opposite colours of his eyes. Though she resembled him physically, there was an air about her that was so distinctly his Shrimpy.

"Heya," Floyd said, trying to sound friendly. "I'm your dad."

Sakura giggled and reached out to him, her tiny hands grasping at his hands. Floyd froze, not sure what to do, letting her yand his hand forward. But then, she opened her mouth and bit down on finger.

"Hey!" Floyd cried, pulling back in surprise.

Sakura just laughed, her eyes sparkling with mischief. Floyd couldn't help but laugh too, despite the pain in his finger.

"Yer a feisty one, aren't ya, Sakura-shrimpy?" he teased, grinning down at her as he ruffled her hair. "You know," he whispered, "you can't just go around biting people like that. But I like your style."

Isami (功己) 功 meaning "achievement, credit, honour, merits" and 己 meaning "self, serpent, snake."

your son has smooth ebony locks and sharp grey eyes that make him look slightly intimidating

Jamil had shown you how much he valued his achievements over his social status, so you chose a name the could embody him

he's a quiet child who's always attentive and careful

he's rather shy in front of other people, but when it's you he'll soak up all of your affection and stare at you with longing eyes seeking praise

he's a cute helper at home too! he always volunteers to help you with chores and cook in the kitchen, though you're careful he's not close to anything sharp or dangerous

he does have an inherent fear of bugs, something he's inherited from Jamil, but thankfully you've taught him to be less destructive than his father

do expect screams and for him to be crying as a little fly chases him around though

he's incredibly smart and talented at magic, easily grasping the concepts of magic you can only teach him theoretically

when you told him about his father, you've told him about the diligent man that his father is, and how would let his guard down around those he treasured

he had listened quietly without much of a change in his expression, but you could tell there was a bubbling excitement building up in his eyes

and no long after that, he managed to teleport the two of you to a warm, airy room of marble walls

Jamil's features had sharpened, he seemed more openly confident and comfortable with himself

Jamil's heart skipped a beat as he saw you. It had been five years since he bid your farewell at the mirror chamber and lost you forever. And yet here you were standing here in front of him with a child in tow, a child who resembled him so much.

"It can't be..." he murmurs.

Without hesitation, Jamil dropped all the papers and rushed towards you, his heart pounding furiously. His eyes locked with yours, and in that moment, time seemed to stand still. He could see the love and longing still shining in your eyes, and he knew deep down that he had never stopped loving you.

Jamil couldn't stop the tears that began streaming down his face. "I've missed you so much," he said, his voice raspy. "Letting you go is the worst decision I've ever made." He reached out and pulling you into a tight embrace, his arms shaking with emotions.

he's a bit overwhelmed but still so thankful you're back in his life

Kalim barges in at this time and exclaims in surprise at your return and ??? OMG JAMIL YOU HAVE A SON?!!

Jamil has half a mind to dissuade him from holding a banquet immediately to welcome you back, and instead take things slow to not overwhelm you or Isami

asks Kalim for some privacy and the second he's away, he melts into your embrace

he hasn't felt so at ease in so long

if he wakes up in the morning and you're not right there beside him, he's panicking and searching all over the place for some confirmation you're still here

he's very curious about Isami and asks him all sorts of questions to piece together his development and personality

they definitely have a rivalry over who's braver over bugs but it just ends up with the two hugging you for safety

he's a bit awkward with how careful he is with his emotions, so it takes Isami some time to fully trust him

but trust me, Jamil will go above and beyond for his family and there's no way Isami will have to endure what Jamil did in his childhood

Jamil's eyes widened in surprise and wonder. He couldn't believe that they had created a life together. He knelt down to the Isami' eye level and looked into his eyes. "Hello there," he said, his voice gentle and warm. "What's your name?"

Isami starred back at him, his eyes wide with distrust and caution before he buried his face in your legs. Jamil chuckled softly. "It's okay," he comforted. "You don't have to be shy around me. I'm your dad."

Isami looked up at him again, this time with a mix of curiosity and wonder. "Daddy?" they said, testing the word out.

Jamil smiled warmly as nodded, his heart swelling with love and joy. "Yes, daddy," he parroted. "And I promise I'm never going to leave you or your mommy again."

Yuri (百合) meaning "lily"

Lilia's name always reminded you for lily flowers, and what better name for your daughter to embody him?

your daughter has straight raven hair with some of the hair flipping upwards resembling two horns, angular fae ears, and bright crimson eyes

she's always up for pranks and mischief, it's rare to see her without a smile

she loves exploring places, if you keep your eyes off her for one second, she's letting her curiosity take her to whatever she wants

if you're serious and stern though, she will listen to you, she wouldn't dare make her mother upset!

she's friendly with everyone and isn't shy to say hi to neighbors or absolute strangers

she's not overly affectionate, but she definitely enjoys hugs and kisses from you

she has an odd habit of taking stray animals back home in an attempt to adopt them, so you have little adventures with her trying to find an owner

do not let her in the kitchen

she has surely inherited her father's cooking abilities, somehow, she can render even a piece of toast beyond human consumption

magic comes as second nature to her, and she's always standing on ceilings

gosh her eyes absolutely sparkled when you told her about the teasing and mischievous fae that is her father

and soon, the portal opened and you found yourself in a gothic castle lit up by green candles

He's a lot taller, his hair longer and reaching his waist, and more enchanting than ever

Lilia stood in shock as your family figure come into sight. In all his years of living, he had never been so utterly stunned. After all these years, you had finally returned to him.

"Beastie..." Lilia gasped, his voice catching in his throat.

With a surge of energy, Lilia broke free from the trance-like state and hurried towards you, his hair streaming behind him like a dark flag as he enveloped you tightly in his embrace. "After all these years, you've truly come back to me?"

Carefully, Lilia held you at arm's length, studying your matured features, etching them into his memory like a cherished work of art. His eyes traced the lines and contours of your face, memorizing every detail that time had etched upon you.

"My, how you've grown," Lilia murmured, a mix of pride and wistfulness coloring his words. "The years have shaped you into a remarkable individual."

it's family reunion time!!!

he immediately drags you to the throne room where malleus, silver and sebek are

malleus is now king with two incredibly reliable bodyguards, and Lilia's his most trusted advisor

malleus is so glad his dear human friend is back, silver is satisfied that his father will have someone to be with, and sebek is screaming about Yuri, though she enjoys his loudness

for a while, Lilia is extremely affectionate, trying to make up for all the years that had gone by

when you're sleeping together at night, he hugs you tightly and it's difficult to leave his embrace

he definitely tries to cook for you two, going on and on about how the two of you need to stay healthy and need lots of nutrients

you always volunteer your portion for Yuri, and she'll gladly eat whatever her father has cooked for her

silver is an older brother often on babysitting duty, and Yuri loves watching him spar with sebek and also wants to learn

Sebek is quite fond of Yuri, and he sees his half-fae self in her

Lilia is always trying to fun with Yuri, bouncing her high up in the air and teaching her to hang upside down and swing around

plans so many family vacations, he can't wait to be exploring places with his two darlings

"Is she... ours?" Lilia asked. At your nod, he reached out to caress Yuri's cheek, his touch gentle as if he were touching fragile porcelain.

"Well, I'll be damned," Lilia chuckled, his voice cracking with emotion. "I never thought I'd be a father again. But I'm glad to meet you, little one. What's your name?"

Yuri giggled and and beamed at his touch. "My name's Yuri," she said, her voice sweet as honey.

"Yuri," Lilia repeated, his heart swelling with emotion. "What a beautiful name for my beautiful girl," he reached up to fondle her hair. "You know, Yuri," Lilia said, his voice growing serious. "I may not have been there for you when you were born, but I promise I'll always be here for you from now on. No matter what happens, I'm your father, and I'll always love you darling."

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[cosmical-flowers]

SELF INSERT TIME 🗣️‼️ (part 1 of many)

Little notes: They were made using Gacha Life 2 since im lazy / I didn’t have a chance to draw them yet. Also @transgender-eichi @maoisarap because y’all wanted to be tagged :D

OKAY BESIDES THAT LETS GOOO

1: Introduction to the unit

Sakura Nakamura, Ayaka Mochizuki and Kokoro Hiramatsu work together in harmony to make the girl unit, BOOKSTORE. An scholarly yet childish unit, based on school subjects. The unit is tightly knit with their fans, giving off colorful and simple fanservice. They participate in talk shows, ad campaigns, modeling and many more things. They each have their own perspective color, but overall the theme color can be shown to be a cream color, like their jackets. It has a school theme and most songs take place at a school or very social themes.

2. Basic! Era Profile (Sakura Nakamura)

(I plan on just having these ocs since the basic! Era because I read a ton of stories from then and I like them a bit too much. For just this update im doing my main self insert)

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Name: 咲愛 中村 / Sakura Nakamura

Age: 15

Birthday: September 8th

Height: 5’4 ft / 160cm

Class: 1-B

Group: BOOKSTORE

School: Yumenosaki Academy

Circles: Manga, Sweets Fan Club

Committee: Broadcasting Committee

Club: Theatre

Roommates: Kokoro Hiramatsu, Ayaka Mochizuki

Handedness: Right handed

Blood Type: O

Likes: High grades

Dislikes: Tight Spaces

Favorite Food: Instant Ramen

Hobby: Making Origami, Drawing

Specialty: Identifying Songs

Introduction:

“Is … Is it alright? Oh, okay. Hello! I'm Sakura Nakamura. I'm a 1st year at Yumenosaki Academy and I'm part of the Idol Course. My class is 1-B, My blood type is O and … I think that's it. I hope to meet many more of my fans soon! Bye bye!”

Fun facts / bits of lore:

- She is a strict person, making sure that her friend’s grades are up and that they both study. (She is also much more lenient towards her best friends because she cares for them too much)

- She is also clumsy, often hitting her head on walls and injuring her knees. She has a scar nearby her knee from when she was younger.

- She used to be a child actor growing up. She keeps some “lost media” of some shows she’s acted in and is generally popular for it

- She speaks both English and Japanese, with the first language she learned being english.

- She loves baking sweets for her unit mates

- Sakura also loves nature photography and likes taking pictures of pretty flowers and trees.

- She lived in the U.S (Specifically NYC) when she was younger because it was best for her acting career. She didn’t want to work as an actor anymore in middle school and went to live in Japan. She currently lives with her unit members.

- She is usually embarrassed about sharing the things she likes because when she was younger she was shamed for it. She keeps it hidden until she can trust the person.

[kaq3yma]

hello mooties and sayangs, qeena's here <!

how do you spend your free time? i spend my free time watching movies and writing (mostly doing chores because actually, i don't have a free time) but yah, if i do, i love to watch movies or write or listen to music + cleaning my room!

what are you hobbies and how did you get into them? i don't have a specific hobbies as i simply just enjoy doing everything. everything fun are my hobbies! oh and singing!

what book or movie left a lasting impression on you? i don't read too many books but i've accidentally read one which just coincidentally happened to be the most traumatizing shit i've ever read my whole life. the title is 100% perfect match if im not mistaken by someone i dont remember his name (too lazy to search) this book is very traumatising as it contains lots and lots of gore themes, violence, malicious acts and etc. i'm, a curious human, just happened to come across someone reviewing this book on ig reels and stupidly decide to read it. as for a movie, idk, maybe mona lisa smile? i love julia roberts!

what kind of music do you enjoy? again... i don't have specific genres of music that i enjoy so i just love what i love. i love centimillimental which is a japanese rock band and recently i have started listening to plave which is a kpop band and i've always love donawhale, hanbee, poison girl friend, rocco and after thoughts which i'm sure all these bands/singers have different genres ijbol!

who is your favourite character (atm or all time) and why? ok here me out... weasley twins... girl bye— i've always love their character since i first watch harry potter which was in 2013 (i was seven). their characters are so amusing to watch but throughout the year, as i grew older, i happened to like george a bit more. don't ask me how. it just happened. i love his character and he's so funny.

as for my favourite character atm is spike spiegel AND drumrolls...! isagi yoichi, slursagi, isagoat! okay, first of all, i love spike because he values his own ways, even though sometimes (everytime) he'd get into trouble for it and that he's nonchalant, and contentious even though as a mc. i simply love the depth of his character! well, let's just say im in love with everything about a certain hot bounty hunter whom stuck on his troubled past... and my man, my majestic, egotistical, glorious, genius killer king, isagi yoichi purrrr. i love everything about him, his deep blue eyes, his hair, his nose, his lips, his ears, his feet, his teeth, his personality, his ego, his best friend, his coach, his rival, his kaiser, everything! he's my ride or die, the bonnie to my clyde periodt! nobody likes isagi as much as i do. nobody is a number 1 isagi glazer except for me!

that's all, thanks for the tag luvie! 🩷

(no pressure) tags: @reapkusho, @hanaeriin, @skullvgirl, @to6ge @choccorin and everyone who wants to join!

tag + q&a game ₊˚ෆ

hello! i thought it would be cute and exciting to do a tag game with all my mutuals to not only talk about themselves, but have fun! so here is my short little game:

alongside this picrew, share 5 things about yourself!

• how do you spend your free time? • what are your hobbies and how did you get into them? • what book or movie left a lasting impression on you? • what kind of music do you enjoy? • who is your favorite character (atm or all time) and why?

i will start first!

my name is rurumi and i enjoy spending my free time writing!

some of my hobbies (outside of writing) includes: drawing, building gundams and keyboards, and fashion! i got into most of them on a whim and became instantly hooked. aside from self-expression, being into fashion also helps with making friends in college because you always have something to talk about!

a book that left a lasting impression on me would have to be either kafka on the shore by haruki murakami or before the coffee gets cold by toshikazu kawaguchi. both stories have kept me up at night thinking a lot about the 'what ifs' in life.

i enjoy soul/r&b alongside anything of jrock influence, but i will basically listen to anything that sounds good. i am currently listening to 'so what' by lucy!

my favorite character at the moment is rin itoshi from blue lock because hes so ridiculously edgy, but at the same time i sympathize with him a lot. on the other hand, my favorite character of all time is suletta mecury from the witch from mercury series, she's an absolute ball of sunshine that i aspire to be.

tagging (+ no pressure) ₊˚ෆ

@kaiser1ns @naenaex0xx @shomatoriashi @choccorin @ryescapades

@rindreamery @soleillunne @kissxcore @rainswept @mitsvriii

[xulips]

pre-turnabout-trump gavins i did last night.

[fivefootab1tch]

allllllrighty~ here’s my tHING~<3 i recognize that i talk pretty fast (and i was also trying to be hushhush so i probably didn’t come out as clear as i wanted to) so i’m including a script under the cut~

Tagged by @momtaku, @laffitine, & @dirtylevi ~ ♡ //thank y'all smmmmm// Tagging @shuuhuu @madcapraccoon @matcha-castella @starry-raven​ & everyone else on here who needs an excuse to do it and wants to. i’ll share the love and peer pressure asdkjfnak

'Aight, so here's my stab at Mamataku's SnK Voice Meme 4.0! I wrote a script to try and keep myself on track, but... the fuck if I ever know how to play right, so here we go~

State your name and username. 『sal, fivefootab-i-tch』 Is there a story behind your user name that you’d like to share? 『it's from an o.g. fandom video called "More Sassy Levi (Ezekieru Outtakes)". this was way before i was more or less tumblr savvy and i've gone through variations of it before settling on this one to mimic Ezekieru's pronunciation of BITCH. i'd wanna have a completely hyphenless version of this url to make my presence easier for the tumblr system to SWALLOW, kkkk but it's taken. the version of it with a 1 instead of the i isn't though... so maybe i'll switch to that one, i dunno. what's a brand?』 Where are you from? 『i'm from the states, southern california, bordertown asscrack of the U.S. you might get that lazy, high as balls, surfer feel from my voice since i've been here all my life』 How long have you been a fan of the series? 『i'm about two years late from the anime release, and i only know this because i immediately started writing fanfiction after binging the series in summer 2015. so... coming on 4 years? damn.』 What is your favorite and least favorite Arc? 『my favorite arc is the uprising arc, a pretty popular opinion, for a lot of reasons: the sudden turn of events, levi's collarbones, levi as a kid, KENNY, the characters all having their own unique identity crisis as their morals are suddenly taking turns, historia reclaiming her identity... (which was something that hits a little too close to home for comfort, but what's a good series that doesn't rip your personal feelings to shreds?)』 『i'm not a big fan of the marley side of things, another pretty popular opinion. for me, suddenly switching to a new cast of characters and setting after so much was accomplished in the uprising arc and return to shiganshina felt like betrayal. i mean... they get to the basement, which was the whole ass goal of the entire series up to that point, then we suddenly screech to a halt to tell someone elses' story. i can understand it... theoretically? i guess? bbut the whole time i was still like "wait a minute, what happened with the main cast?" bits and pieces of it have grown on me since, but i still have a ways to go to invest myself. politically, i just realized... marley really grinds my gears. why did i have to realize this? i'm shook. i can't believe this. i'll process it later.』 Do you have a favorite moment in the story thus far? 『eren screaming "the world outside the walls is my birthright" for... reasons. historia reclaiming her identity for... reasons... i've found myself hyperinvested in this series for immensely personal reasons i hope to eventually see through in my own life. i wanna be free, too. i also liked the moment in the uprising arc when levi thanked armin for saving jean. it was rough, but something he needed to hear. also any moment levi praises people. it's really cute.』 If you could resurrect one dead character who would it be and why? 『kuchel, because not only does levi deserve his mother but i would've loved to see more of her and how she raised levi into the compassionate kind of guy he is now. that side of him survived the tough love kenny put him through, so she must've breathed hella life into her kid and that's something i'd love to have seen more of』 Who is your favorite character and why? 『levi, for a lot of obvious as well as not so obvious reasons.』 『obvious reasons: he's pretty fucking cute. his sass and one liners are hilarious. his sense of humor's a clusterfuck of bad shit jokes and dark takes the people around him don't understand half the time and that's pretty funny in itself. he's o.p. as hell but the way the story makes it not matter when it comes down to it (because the universe is just THAT fucked up) is really something. he's in a league of his own but the depth of his characterization and development shows that's only a small part of who he is. the story demands so much more of him and the ways he rises (and sometimes falls) to the occasion makes me really like him. he's showcased as Humanity's Strongest but he's still human and flawed as fuck.』 『not so obvious reasons: he says fuck gender roles. he's short and makes the trans guy side of me feel pretty good. that particular character trait isn't just a gag for me. he started from the bottom now he's here. he always sides with the powerless, the helpless. he (to his own personal moral code) uses the strength he has for good as opposed to using it to keep people below him, something he could very well do if he uncritically internalized everything kenny spoonfed him, and wanted to. he doesn't sit on a moral high horse. he's open minded and accepting of letting people decide things for themselves. he's humble. if he doesn't understand something, he'll look to other people and he does all that while remaining confident and assertive in his own abilities. he doesn't hold himself above doing the dirty work if he feels he's best suited to do it. he genuinely cares about people and does his best to talk them through their issues when they need it, even if he's clumsy while doing it. it's really inspirational and personally validating .』 Any OTPs? 『erejean hits me a certain way. they're everything "boys will be boys" is SUPPOSED to mean, and i still can't get over jean calling eren cool. they're just so funny and i love their dynamic. hange and petra hits too for a reason i don't really understand yet. i don't get super invested in pairings, but i do like seeing character dynamics being explored in different lights and stuff. **** i bonded with my partner over roleplaying an au ereri thread, so that pairing's pretty special too. i didn't ship it at first, but being open to it has led me to getting to know this amazing person, so... yeah.』 You are able to transport to the SnK Universe for a day. How do you spend it? 『helping out. i don't know what i'd be able to contribute, but i'd want to be doing something to make the lives of the main cast easier. they have it really hard, and so many times i wanted to be able to do something for them. so i write my original characters into fanfiction. on the other hand, if it's a world where i'm independent and free to live whatever life i wanna live, i'd wanna go absolutely apeshit first. see everything there is to see and live all the life there is to live. ****perform a strip tease at a scout party and have the officers stick bills into my boobs.**** THEN commit myself to some sort of social or military work for the scouting legion. ****be their comfort... if yaknoe what i mean. it's good honest work~♡****』 Eren Jaeger did nothing wrong or Eren Jaeger did everything wrong? 『eren jaeger is what eren jaeger does. i can't vouch for whether or not he's right or wrong because there's no way i can really put myself in the situation he's in. mass genocide is very wrong, without a doubt, but something tells me there's something else going on and his real intentions are more complicated. a pivotal point in the series for him was his tribunal, where levi played the role of the arrogant wank to save his life and beat his ass before the whole military court. i think there's something similar going on here. he could be playing a role too, but it still stands that i have no idea. i'm not so invested in condemning or glorifying him, because the things i enjoy about his character aren't really going to be influenced.』 What is your favorite song in the series? Feel free to sing an extract 『i love them all. hiroyuki sawano makes such amazing soundtracks and all the vocals are powerful and chilling as fuckall hell. some favorites i do have are red swan, Vogel im Käfig, Bauklötze, call your name, it's answer song call of silence, youseeBIGGIRL, the spanish version of so ist es immer. so uh... even though i'm not very good at it, i do really love singing, so... i'm gonna try and sing some for y'all. i know a lot more english, japanese, and spanish than i do german so... i'm sorry!』 ****『Like the scarlet night veiling the dark You can hide your fear Can lie, my dear Kono mama yume wo mite Chi darake no tsubasa Hirogete』**** 『Las sillas ya juntas están Charlamos toda la noche  Este lugar no esta nada mal  Y creo que nos llevamos bien ****Solo estamos nosotros  Siempre es nuestra luz  Cantando y bebiendo, puedes estar tu Bajo el cielo azul  Siempre estamos asi  Y largas son las noches aqui』 『Ist das der Zerstörer oder der Schöpfer?』**** 『one of these days, when i feel more bearable to listen to, i'll... try and do some full ass covers, if y'all would be down for that ♡』 Bonus: What would Erwin do? 『about... what? everything going down now? i dunno. all i can offer is a dream daddy reference. he's chilling in Margaritaville somewhere... 』 Say the following: Wall Maria, Jean Kirschstein, Reiner Braun, Ymir, Theo Magath, Onyankopon, Kiyomi Azumabito, Hajime Isayama, Shiganshina Trio, Shingeki no Kyojin, Shinzou wo Sasageyo

[chambuns]

Tag thingy

Tagged by @tobiiios !! Man I’m sorry you always tag me in this stuff and i always forget sO I FIGURED ID DO ONE

Nickname: My name isn’t very good for nicknames?? I had Kanra as an online name for ages but sometimes I get random ones like Kiki and Cucumbers from @bang-kkumchi

Star signs: I’m a Taurus!! Tho I’m p sure im a gemini in both the rising and moon signs which is wild gfchvjh

What I’m wearing right now: PJ’s ofc im a lazy binch

Favourite quote: gcfhjh i got a lot?? idk man I got too many to pick one 

Favourite food: hmmm... I love spicy food (especially Thai Green Curry) and have a big sweet tooth!! Also seafood is amazing!!

Favourite movie: I’m not a big movie person?? which is sad,,,, i dont have a big fave movie sadly... I like Lilo and Stitch?? How to train your dragon??? 

Favourite song: uhhh,, man i got a lot honestly,, I really love NSP’s cover of Africa?? Also any Bang Dream song atm... and Honeymoon by B.A.P

Favourite books: hmmm... If manga counts I’m really into Go-toubun no Hanayome (Quintessential Quintuplets) atm!! 

Language: I’m a basic binch english only speaker sadly,, I did French for like 3 years and Japanese when i was little but,,,, i wasnt good at either oops

What I hate: You know when you try to reheat hot chips??? or basically any hot potato meal?? and they always taste really awful?? yeah i really hate that  

Random fact: about me,,,,?? uHHHH man im not really that interesting,,,, My voice can get kinda loud by accident because my hearing is weird and i cant tell the volume of my voice?? so when i get excited I talk loud by accident!! Which is ironic cause im not a fan of loud noises

Describe aesthetic: A mess of a fluffy pastel aesthetic honestly 

Other blogs: I don’t usually have lots of sideblogs?? i just have my main thats one big mESS tho I have @lemon-dropss as a joint art blog on the side

Hogwarts house: Gryffindor?? Which is really wild to me because I think im a bit of a coward but i aLWAYS GET IT IN THE QUIZ SO IRONIC I GUESS 

Patronus: I dont, remember,,, I’m p sure it was a kinda bird??

Favourite characters: Izaya Orihara, this piECE OF SHIT IS MY FAVE CHARACTER I DFXGCHVJ also!! Shizuo Heiwajima, Aya Maruyama, Zero Two, Nino Nakano, Hina Hikawa, Yuu Koito, Mob and Reigen Arataka

tagging: dfgchvjbk idk man i dont know enough people just do it if you wanna!!

[gothicmangos-blog]

Get To Know Me Uncomfortably Well

(This tag was not created by me, it’s by @marcymakemagic​. I wan’t to do it since it seemed fun.)

PLEASE DON’T LET THIS FLOP AHHHH

1. What is your middle name? - Nikole

2. How old are you? - 21

3. When is your birthday? - June 17

4. What is your zodiac sign? - Gemini

5. What is your favorite color? - Army Green

6. What’s your lucky number? - 13 

7. Do you have any pets? - Nope

8. Where are you from? - Missouri, USA 

9. How tall are you? - 5′8″ (172.7 cm)

10. What shoe size are you? - 7.5

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? - 15 I think

12. What was your last dream about? - I was kissed by Jungkook :]

13. What talents do you have? - drawing, singing, writing lyrics, just being creative.

14. Are you psychic in any way? - Not really, but there’s been times when I’d predict something would happen, or I’d have dreams about something and then it would happen later that week it would happen. I’m also known go be very lucky.

15. Favorite song? - “Ooh La La La” by EXO

16. Favorite movie? - Ride Along is a funny one, but I don’t really think I have a favorite. As long as Kevin Hart is in it, I’m happy.

17. Who would be your ideal partner? - Someone I’m not afraid to be goofy with and treats me like a princess.

18. Do you want children? - Not really. I’m kinda terrible with kids. Now if you mean children as in dogs, then yes, I WANT THEM ALL!!

19. Do you want a church wedding? - I’ll just do whatever feels right, but honestly that’s probably what’ll happen anyways.

20. Are you religious? - Yep

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? - Who hasn’t? I mean we’ve all been born right?? :]

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? - Nope, I’m an angel

23. Have you ever met any celebrities? - Yes, I met Christina Grimmie 2 years before she passed. The day I met her was one of the best days of my life. R.I.P, love~.

24. Baths or showers? - Showers

25. What color socks are you wearing? - Black and yellow, black and yellow, black and yellow, black and yellow.

26. Have you ever been famous? - pfffffffffffffttttttt..... no

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? - Maybe not huge where people are stalking me and paparazzi are everywhere, but a lil fame is alright c:

28. What type of music do you like? - K-Pop, Indie pop, rock, acoustic shit <:

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? - nope, but maybe it’ll happen someday ;)

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? - 9

31. What position do you usually sleep in? - curled up on my side

32. How big is your house? - 3600 sq ft... i think

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? - nothing... because I don’t wake up till the afternoon.

34. Have you ever fired a gun? - nerf

35. Have you ever tried archery? - I want to

36. Favorite clean word? - Fudge-nuggets or oof

37. Favorite swear word? - dick? Is dick a swearword? Nah? okay then, i don’t have a favorite because I’m an “angel” c;

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? - 26 hours

39. Do you have any scars? - This past summer I cut my finger on a can of soup and there’s a weird bubble of re-attached skin on my ring finger where it happened. 

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? - Stalkers? Oh yep, plenty of those.

41. Are you a good liar? - I can’t lie to save a life.

42. Are you a good judge of character? - most of the time.

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? - English accent, a bit of an oriental accent, pikachu, stitch from lilo and stitch, goofy..

44. Do you have a strong accent? - nope, i don’t even have one.

45. What is your favorite accent? - As long as i can understand you, then that’s good

46. What is your personality type? - sarcastic, funny, lazy, shy sometimes but crazy other times.

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? - My DAY6 Youth Tour Hoodie.

48. Can you curl your tongue? - Yep, I can turn it upside down and also touch my nose with it too.

49. Are you an innie or an outie? - innie

50. Left or right handed? - Right

51. Are you scared of spiders? - yes

52. Favorite food? - Cake

53. Favorite foreign food? - Korean BBQ and Gyoza (Japanese dumplings).

54. Are you a clean or messy person? - messy tbh

55. Most used phrase? - I’m okay, I’m good, Okie dokie.

56. Most used word? - Oof, hellurr, idk, lmao

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? - like 2 hours lol

58. Do you have much of an ego? - kinda-ishhh. My ego is bigger on the internet.

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? - suck and lick >__>

60. Do you talk to yourself? - All the time

61. Do you sing to yourself? - I sing what I say to myself cuz im a weirdo

62. Are you a good singer? - I’m aight.

63. Biggest Fear? - Stage fright, airplanes, moths, absolute silence, losing friends and loved ones

64. Are you a gossip? - not really. idc about gossip anymore

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? - I honestly have no idea.

66. Do you like long or short hair? - both are fine. I prefer long on me though.

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? - yes, and in alphabetical order too.

68. Favorite school subject? - Art, astronomy, photography.

69. Extrovert or Introvert? - depends on the situation, but a little bit of both.

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? - nope

71. What makes you nervous? - confrontation, going places alone, public speaking.

72. Are you scared of the dark? - a bit.

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? - One of my pet peeves. 

74. Are you ticklish? - please don’t tickle me... it’s torture ;~;

75. Have you ever started a rumor? - nope

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? - nah

77. Have you ever drank underage? - once

78. Have you ever done drugs? - nope

79. Who was your first real crush? - Andrew from fourth grade

80. How many piercings do you have? - none, except the one in my heart when someone says that they hate BTS.

81. Can you roll your Rs?“ - nope, but my friend can purr and I’m jealous.

82. How fast can you type? - pretty damn fast, thank you very much.

83. How fast can you run? - I don’t

84. What color is your hair? - Brown

85. What color is your eyes? - Grey Blue; sometimes they can be green too.

86. What are you allergic to? - Exercise xD 

87. Do you keep a journal? - Yes, it is dedicated to Kpop c: I’ll show it someday

88. What do your parents do? - dad works at the city waterplant, and mom stays home taking care of my brother, me and my grandmother

89. Do you like your age? - It’s a good age, except I hate responsibility

90. What makes you angry? - Lots of things

91. Do you like your own name? - Yeah it’s fine

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? - kinda, but for dogs xD

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? - girl tho

94. What are you strengths? - bowling and being lazy

95. What are your weaknesses? - not eating... don’t want to talk about it

96. How did you get your name? - ... my parents gave it to me?

97. Were your ancestors royalty? - I’m somehow related to Isaac Newton, but he aint royalty.

98. Do you have any scars? - ... I THOUGHT I ALREADY ANSWERED THIS QUESTION?? ABOUT MY BUBBLE FINGER.

99. Color of your bedspread? - Purple and black. 100. Color of your room? - Purple.. 

I PURPLE YOU!!!

Thanks for reading if you did. :*

[coffeeandmonbebe]

Tag game

I was tagged by my one and only @sinful-kpop-imagines

and I tag my babe @ardwmjangmi25 @verbalglitch

nicknames: Tala (I’m from the Philippines and this is what most people here call me but it’s hard to pronounce for foreigners), Tilly (the name I usually use online and some of my close friends call me this lol), Taloola

zodiac sign: libra (like ma boi Jooheon)

height: 5′0 YES I KNOW IM TINY I HAVE ACCEPTED THIS TRAGEDY

age: 19 

time: 11:00 PM

fave artists: MONSTA X, bts, astro, red velvet, momoland, dean (i really love other artists too but i’m only including bands that I’m confident I know all their names, personalities, etc. relatively well)

non kpop favs: the beatles, elton john, childish gambino, drake, barbra streisand, maurice ravel, tchaikovsky

song stuck in my head: 5:14 (Last Page) by Monsta X i swear that shit makes me cry but it’s so catchy at the same time im--

last movie I saw: a quiet place

last thing I googled: a quiet place download torrent HAHAHA

other blogs: none bc im a lazy piece of shit

do I get asks: nope, because my followers know im a lazy piece of shit BUT I’D LOVE TO GET ASKS, I’LL POST ABOUT OPENING UP REQUESTS SOON

why I chose my username: because all the other cute names I thought of with “monbebe” in it were gone so i thought “hmm i love coffee and I’m a monbebe so fxck it”

following: around 500 ppl

average amount of sleep: could be 15 hours one day, then 2 hours the next. There’s really no in between, my body clock needs hELP

lucky number: 5

what I’m wearing right now: my boyfriend’s oversized Pringles t-shirt and some short shorts

dream trip: Iceland! my parents have been there and showed me pictures. it looks gorgeous. but I heard it’s dead expensive so... :(

dream job: to direct movies (and to be rich lmao) and maybe to have a mildly successful youtube channel someday (hope im not too old to start on one lol)

fave food: TMAC N CHEESE btch im craving for a classic box of Kraft mac n cheese

play any instruments: ukulele (bc my hands are too small for a guitar), a bit of piano

fave songs: dramarama, 5:14, Jealousy, fighter -monsta x, you were beautiful-day6, DOPE- BTS

play any sports: i have rlly bad hand feet coordination and i suck at sports in general but I did badminton, kickboxing, and cheerleading once upon a time (sucked at all of them but i hope that counts)

hair color: black

eye color: dark brown

most iconic song: fighter by monsta x makes me feel like mulan when she reached the top of the pole and started to train better than the rest of the men in her squad it basically makes me want to kick serious ass

languages: English, Filipino, really bad Japanese

random fact: i got my palm read a while back and it basically said i won’t live past 40 or 50 huhuhuhuhu

describe yourself as an aesthetic: one of those shitty 90′s backgrounds that look like they were created with MS paint 

[makubes]

really ridiculously detailed character stats.

FULL NAME: Rock Holmes. Rokuro Makube.  NICKNAME(S): Rock.... just Rock. AGE: Verse dependent. Default is 16. MYERS-BRIGGS TYPE: ENTJ BIRTH DATE: June 9th 1949 ETHNICITY: Japanese and white PLACE OF BIRTH: Shinjuku, Japan GENDER IDENTITY: trans male PREFERRED PRONOUN(S): He/him. SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Gay. RELIGION: His beliefs most closely align to buddhism but he mainly just doesn’t care OCCUPATION: He somehow manages to perfectly balance the life of an A+ honor student and thrilling boy detective! Oh, and he’s totally not doing any shady shit for his father on the side. FACE CLAIM: his actual face it’s pretty

Relationships

PARENTS: Mr. & Mrs. Makube (deceased), Duke Red (adoptive father) SIBLINGS: Tima (adoptive sister - deceased) SIGNIFICANT OTHER(S):  i mean... IGNORING MY SHIPS.... none really... CHILDREN: There’s only one canon I know of where Rock had a child and it’s stated that he died before the child was born so uh.... hmmm..... no LEVEL OF SEXUAL EXPERIENCE: I honestly have not really thought about this. I would assume a fair amount as an adult but  STORY OF FIRST KISS: He met a cute twink at a party and they kissed only to later find out she was a lesbian who thought he was a lesbian. OK IM JOKING BUT HONESTLY IDK??? This so cute tho I gotta think about it... A SOCIAL PERSON? Extremely so. How else is he supposed to feel validated HOW DO THEY THINK OTHERS PERCEIVE THEM? He’s the perfect boy! Sweet, charming, smart, and above all else he’s just plain handsome! But if they actually knew him they’d think he’s a disgusting demon spawn and hate his guts. HOW DO OTHERS ACTUALLY PERCEIVE THEM? I mean he’s kind of right? People who only have brief interactions with him really do think he’s sweet and smart, the perfect boy, but most who’ve spent extended time with him see him as a spoiled, pretentious, immature brat who refuses to admit he’s ever wrong. I mean he has a few friends who can still see the good before the bad, and even see the bad in a positive way, but they’re not the majority.

Physical Traits

EYE COLOR(S): Blue HAIR COLOR(S): His hair used to be really light but over the years it’s gotten darker so it’s almost black now HEIGHT: 5′06 (168cm) WEIGHT: 110lb (50kg) BODY BUILD: Petite. Long legs that make him look taller than he is. Kind of has a bit of a dorito shape going on of account of his breasts but it’s rarely noticeable GLASSES? CONTACTS? Do sunglasses and circle lenses count? If not then no. STYLE OF DRESS/TYPICAL OUTFITS: The thin line between formal and business-casual. Larme. Mod. Retro. Dress shirts and suits with simple striped ties. Dark sunglasses. Casual wear includes an excess of sweaters. For disguises, knee length dresses and skirts. Professional level makeup that makes him completely unrecognizable in the face. More sweaters. Wigs of various colors and styles, which rarely go past chin length. Bright lipsticks, and heavy mascara to accentuate his eyes. JEWELRY? TATTOOS? PIERCINGS? Expensive watches. Earrings. Usually studs, but he’ll wear hoops and dangly stuff for disguises. No tattoos. He wouldn’t let anything scar his perfect body.  ATHLETIC? I mean yeah, but it doesn’t really show. HOW DO THEY WALK: Usually long, confident strides with his head held high. His walk also has a bit of a bounce to it which makes him seem more childish. HOW DO THEY SMELL LIKE: Fine, parisian perfume. Rose tinted. If he’s been smoking you’ll smell that too, but he’s not the kind of person who smokes constantly. WHAT’S THEIR POSTURE LIKE? Perfectly straight! Chin up! No slouching! Stop fidgeting! Are you even paying attention to me!? Look at me when you talk to me, boy! 

Phobias and Diseases

PHOBIA(S): Isolation. Abandonment. Rejection. Death. MENTAL ILLNESS(ES): PTSD. NPD. Not an illness, but a lot of the symptoms overlap so his autism is worth mentioning here. PHYSICAL ILLNESS(ES): None in the default, but during his 20s a corrective eye surgery goes wrong and he’s left blind as a result. By the time my adult verse generally takes place he’s pretty used to it. WHEN WAS THIS DIAGNOSED? Aside from his future blindness none of this ever diagnosed.

Intellect

LEVEL OF EDUCATION: He’s privately tutored and already learning stuff that’s like, beyond the college level. IDK he’s just really smart. LEVEL OF SELF-ESTEEM: This one’s genuinely tricky because I wouldn’t say Rock’s ego is fake, but at the same time really does think he’s vile, disgusting, and wholly unlovable. Like his NPD developed directly as a means to cope with his PTSD if it makes more sense to phrase it that way.  GIFTS/TALENTS: Perfect memory. Extremely book-smart but also extremely resourceful and quick on his feet. Able to remain calm in a crisis. Very charismatic and charming. A good liar. A better makeup artist and stylist than most professionals. Extremely loving and self-sacrificing when actually given the chance to love someone. SHORTCOMINGS: Absolutely cannot take criticism. Has a really hard time seeing things from other people’s perspectives. Extremely jealous. Short tempered and prone to violent outbursts. Hubris. Also he has like, no sense of humor and jokes won’t usually land with him. STYLE OF SPEECH: His English is overly formal. Like, he talks like an old man. I’m not sure about Japanese since I don’t speak or read it so I can’t tell if he’s just always like that or if it’s just a translation thing.  “LEFT BRAIN” OR “RIGHT BRAIN” THINKER: I genuinely do not remember what this means and I’m too lazy to look it up ARTISTIC?: Not in the traditional sense, but I would definitely consider his disguise work art. MATHEMATICAL?: Weirdly enough, yes. He’s very analytical MAKES DECISIONS BASED MOSTLY ON EMOTIONS, OR ON LOGIC?: Emotions. MOST SENSITIVE ABOUT/VULNERABLE TO: He’s kinda like, hyper-aware of how people talk to him? He can notice when they’re upset and just not saying anything and it throws him into a panic because Oh god they’re going to leave me again aren’t they? Also like I’ve said several times he’s and extremely jealous person and will often see others as competition or obstacles to overcome rather than like, other people who might actually care about him. And like again another obvious one.... temptation. Greed. OPTIMIST OR PESSIMIST? Optimist, weirdly enough. EXTROVERT OR INTROVERT? Extrovert

Details/Quirks

NIGHT OWL OR EARLY BIRD? Night owl LIGHT OR HEAVY SLEEPER? Very light. He doesn’t get a lot of sleep actually. FAVORITE FOOD: He’ll literally eat anything so long as it’s actually edible. LEAST FAVORITE FOOD: Again he grew up in poverty so he wasn’t afforded the luxury of having least favorites but he’ll avoid anything that like, reminds him of that. COFFEE OR TEA? Tea. CRUNCHY OR SMOOTH PEANUT BUTTER? Rock is a godless heathen so crunchy LEFTY OR RIGHTY? Righty. FAVORITE COLOR? Blue... like his eyes. CUSSER? Absolutely.  SMOKER? DRINKER? DRUG USER? Most definitely to the first two but I’m on the fence about the third. PETS? I don’t remember if the giant snake of his has a name but yeah he has that. 

tagged by: @insectoide kinda tagging: please just let me rest

[a-night-on-polaris]

I was tagged by @kata-ru ~~ 💙 (Im drinking so sorry if my replies are a mess)

1) What is your favorite otome game?

Slbp, without a doubt. Im playing this for more than a year already so I guess its pretty clear that Im enjoying this thing -even when usually I complain a lot about it-

2) What is your least favorite?

Any with a stupid MC. I just, I can't. If she's stupid Im going to quit, for sure. (Like Love tangle’s Mc)

Or creepy things like Seven Hotties, all my husbands. Just, nope. Thanks.

... Im sorry bc I didn't like MidCin?

3) What is your favorite route?

Kojuro's in Slbp. Others: Shingen's, Mitsuhide's, Yukkin's. And I really enjoyed Kenshin's too (even when Kenshin is a huge Nope to me).

And I loved Keith's in Bmpp!!!!

Yukiya's and Klaus in WH.

Ryoma's in DtL.

Kaguya's in TMoY:K!!!

Kent's in Amnesia.

Asagi's in Ninja shadow!!!!!!

.... Maynard's in TCC? (///-///) - Im sorry ok I have a special weakness for eyepatched guys, and mature dudes well!!!-

4) What is your least favorite route?

Ieyasu's in Slbp. Sorry but I felt really, really uncomfortable playing it. I usually like to read all just in case I could enjoy at least some part of it but out of some of his lines, nothing. I don't really want to speak 'bad' about it bc I know that many ppl love him but nope.

Now, well. I love Masa with all my heart but I couldn't enjoy his route bc his MC really makes me want to kill her almost the 98% of the time so yes, I kinda can't tolerate that route either... And Nobu makes me feel a bit uncomfortable many times too so...

I didn't like Saito in DtL either. So boring, I wanted to die.

Yoosung in Mysme. Nope.

The paper's seller-green hair guy from Ninja shadow too. Nope. My mind even erased his name.

I don't know. Surely I could name more but my brain refuse to collaborate with me.

5) How much money have you spent on otome games?

Really more than I should -stupid pink hair-.

6) How much otome have you played?

I think I started to play otomes in the end of 2015? Or something. I played and tried everything I could but now I only play actively Slbp -and Tenka/Tsuki but just bc of reasons (?)-

7) Do you prefer male or female love interests?

Male.

I guess if things will be interesting I wouldn't mind to play a female's route. Idk.

8) If you could make one LI in real life so you could date them, which would you pick and why?

Emm. Shit. Why I need to explain?!!

Masa? Bc he's hubby, and he's serious, and silent, and calm, and responsible, loyal, cute, etc etc. Idk I love him, period.

And bc he likes to cook and last night I set fire to a lemon and I need to eat (?).

Or HIM. Bc love. And wjdkdwbdkdk. and more akisdhgiusahdiuashd I love him. stupid old shit.

mean, hubbies duh

9) Have you ever cried while playing an otome? If so, whose route(s) made you cry?

Yeah, I cried with Shingen, and Kenshin and Mitsukechi's sequel.

And with some events, like Masa losing his memory, Saizos’s MC jumping with him to a cliff, Nobu crying outside his sick MC’s room, Mitsuhide sacrificing himself, etc

10) Favorite LIs based on personality?

why god. In fact there is a lot of things of my LI that I dont like but idk. 

Hubbies. period.

11) Favorite LIs based on visual design?

Hubbies dlñsijfspdfkds and Shingen. and Kojuro I guess but neither of this last two is actually a LI so well.

12) What is your favorite plot from an otome game?

ARRANGED MARRIAGE!!!!!! AGE GAP!!!!!. HELP.

13) Do you name the MC your real name or a nickname?

Mmmm. Name? I mean, japanese phonetic real name??????

14) What kind of love interests would you like to see in future otomes?

Kakki. I wont say the man bc he’s only mine. Fight me. 

and considering plots in future otomes I guess the same as before: arranged marriage, age gap, guilt? fake relantionships???? lol. SMART GUYS. SUPER SMART. SMART MC’SSSSSSS

15) Which LI do you think you are most like?

uff. Im like a mean-nerdie-tsun like Mitsunari, mixed with a lazy-sleepy-sarcastic- super private shit like Saizo, a bit of suspicious Ieyasu, awkwardly social -”looks dangerous and mean af but its not that bad”- as Masa but when Im comfortable and a bit drunk Im like Shingen and I laugh loudly, I make dirty jokes and I even could even hug you to protect you of all evil. 

Kind of.

Tagging: ppl. lol @kanarenee do it woman. And @thesleepyreader, and idk Alison? @af-fection oh heavens, i dont like to tag

[i---am---lost]

So, another tag game i guess?

I was tagged by the awesome @satanakiramonism 

Rules: 1. Always post the rules 2. Answer the questions given by the person who tagged you 3. Write 11 questions of your own 4. Tag 11 people

what languages do you speak/ are learning/ want to learn? I speak spanish and english fluently. I know a bit of chinese, french and japanese, and actually plan on studying both chinese and japanese in university. And i love studying new languages, so i would like to study as many languages as i can.

what’s your favorite genre of movie? I don’t really watch movies, but when i do, there’s not an specific genre i like

coffee or tea? why? Coffee. Always coffee.

worst cringe-worthy phase? Maybe that one time i decided to cut my fringe... I have curly hair so i looked like a poodle and had to straighten it everyday

five favorite words: mine are sycophant, osculation, schadenfreude, sotto voce, and shambolic to name a few. i don’t have fav words

a type of person you love? The type who is super shy at first, but they are actually super crazy and fun to be with.

a type of person you hate? Toxic people

how tall are you? Very short

three things you like about yourself:  Feminist af, Has social skills but doesn’t use them often, I don’t care what people think of me i will always defend what i believe in.

if you could speak to anyone, living or dead, for an hour or two, who would it be? Idk tbh

 if you had the chance to create your perfect significant other, what would they look/be like? ethnicity? personality? 100% perfect to you, what does that look like? (the most important one, im gathering data) I honestly don’t know. I just want them to have a personality that is compatible wiith mine. Someone who i know i can random text and that likes cuddles and that will watch anime with me and go on cute dates with me... I’m maybe asking for too much tho. Someone that perfect must be difficult to find.

@satanakiramonism‘s questions:

Which social media do you use the most? Tumblr

How did you discover your favourite song? I don’t have a fav song, but i discover new music daily cuz i love music.

Do you like reading the newspaper? Nope

Favourite moment of the day? Sunset (much better if i get to see it at the beach)

Do you know any poem or book/manga/comic in general chapter by heart? Nope. I know specific parts but not everything.

Board games or card games? Both!!

Favourite place to be? At home watching anime with my dogs sleeping right beside me

New or old building cities? Both!! I like both tbh

Posters or wallscrolls? Posters to the point in which you can’t even see the color of the walls

Favourite childhood film? Kiki’s delivery service by Studio ghibli

Do you like buying second hand stuff? If the things are in a good condition, why not?

I’m going not going to tag anyone tbh cuz i’m lazy today.

[loropechika]

KNOWING YOUR PARTNER CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER.REPOST, DON’T REBLOG.

– BASICS.

•   NAME : call me haru u.u •   PRONOUNS : she/her •   SEXUALITY : kinda demisexual? but i have had my heterosexual moments occasionally. not proud of my ONS u.u but i m an angel now! •   TAKEN OR SINGLE : single but i do like someone but it is doomed because i will leave this country

– THREE FACTS.

i drive a run down smart car lol but i drive it good! 

i love baking but because i m on a diet frequently i dun bake often

i speak greek, english, japanese and french, and although i have a certificate in french, i haven't spoken it much since i got it so my japanese speaking is better than my french, and i have no certificate in it. i am lame i know. 

– EXPERIENCE. •   HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?) : roughly without the breaks in between 9 years? •   PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED :  sailormoon.com, hexrpg.com some rp forums on invisionfree and jcink (a bit) , and tumblr. now i only use tumblr and tumblr im ! so come to my im too 😘 •   BEST EXPERIENCE : i could say my best experience is writing with people who i have good chemistry when we write and i love the chemistry between muses too and how it develops! when the development starts showing, you know you are doing a great job!

– MUSE PREFERENCES. •   FEMALE OR MALE : I prefer rping females o.o i just can't grasp the male brain properly and i might end up being stereotypical. i can play a goo jun pyo fine lol!  •   FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT :  i prefer to have a balance between angst and fluff . i also love action and comedy. i m not crazy about smut but i don't mind writing a bit . but no smut fests of bouncing and hip thrusting. if our muses do it daily we can just assume it. no need to daily write it. lol •   PLOTS OR MEMES : i like plots that start from memes and i love when memes help develop a plot too! one of my fav plots started with a meme!

• LONG OR SHORT REPLIES : i like long and short!but not too short! and long replies heavy in feelings and gah... luv em! freddie mercury once said "the bigger the better" ..... lolololol sue me for making a lame joke •   BEST TIME TO WRITE : Anytime i m available and i dun feel lazy •   ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S) : a small part of me is in each but i can't say for example "i m like amaya" or "i m like nami". because i m not.

TAGGED BY: @itgotwxrse

TAGGING: @starryxlust @terniox @stcgnant @jong-ki @powerpuffs @lookitsohio @gongyoohoo

[feriicit]

Rules: Answer the 21 questions that are given then tag 21 people you want to get to know better

Nicknames: Ena or i guess Lena could be a nickname too since it aint my first name.

Zodiac: Capricorn 

Height: 5′.....

Last Movie I saw: THE THREE CABALLEROS!!!! (will i be musing one of them someday....ha...yes)

Last thing I Googled: ...Donald duck angry face to put as my discord icon

Favourite Musician: I dont really have a fave yet

Other Blogs: @bascball @kisichase

Do I get asks?: Barely, but i blame it on the fact that im hardly on hahaha

Lucky Numbers: 7 and 17 lol

Following: no clue too lazy to check

Do I play any instruments?: I used to play the piano and flute.

Amount of sleep: I don’t sleep but if i did it would be like 3-4 hours at most.....

What I’m wearing: Pajama pants and a bra

Dream Trip: To see my friends and travel around with them

Fave Food: Beef and broccoli with a side of white rice (home made food by mom my would be rice with chicken yes )

Languages: English, Spanish, a bit of French, Japanese and German because i have family there. Actually i have family in a lot of places hahaha

Random Fact: I am currently in a huge Disney phase again since 7 years- and have signed my soul to Donald duck

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: .....a yellow notebook...? I’m not even close to being an aesthetic.

Tagged by: @crossingredqueensrealm

Tagging:  you yes you

[enchantedpendant]

oooh wow thank you! this is fun❤️

name: alexandria fadani

nickname: alex or dani, i guess i call myself dani more often

zodiac: aries♈️

height: oh man idk i doubt im even 160cm tall

language: indonesian (and my local dialect since welp it might as well be its own language lol), english, tiiiiiiny bits of japanese and arabic

nationality: indonesian

favourite season: winter (i live in a tropical country, ive experienced winter a few times tho of course nothing too harsh — of course i’d pick winter as my fav!! just bcs its a rare experience for me)

favorite flower: oh man ive never really thought abt this, but i like the soft, ruffled look of carnations, especially white ones. but of course flowers in general are pretty

favourite scent: coffee! catch me taking long deep breaths in cafes that smell like delicious coffee

favourite color: my immediate response is to say black, though i have a massive soft spot for salmon pink and mint green

favourite animal: cats, though im pretty sure i love the whole feline family

favourite fictional character: man this is tough. im currently being painfully reminded of how much i love L Lawliet from Death Note tho lol

coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: i love all three but theres never a wrong time for tea

average sleep hours: 5, crashes on weekends

dog or cat person: cat, but i love both

number of blankets: one

places my ancestors came from: uhh probably all indonesians... but my father came from a rural area full of a family line of witchcraft practitioners lol like for real

dream trip: ive been to japan twice, last time i even stayed for a bit over 3 weeks, but i would absolutely love to go back! and roadtrips through the US sounds fun. france, italy, spain sounds lovely as well

blog established: idk late march 2020?

followers: 34 lovely peeps i appreciate yall thanks for tolerating my shit🙏✨

random fact: ive only been on tumblr with this blog through my phone... like im too lazy to get on my laptop oops

tagging these rad people but if u see this and u wanna do this then feel free to tag urself cs my memory sucks and i cant tag 20 ppl @alltimezay @spookysableye @dyingcow @tiyawinda @bluebear-2 @czlemonn @leticiacroner @jennaofoldstones @parlonsdautrechose @sharkshok @xathxnax @yet-another-intj

20 Questions Game

Answer 20 questions, then tag 20 bloggers you want to get to know better.

Thanks for the tag @captain-marverica

Name: Katherine

Nickname: Katie

Zodiac: ☀️Aries, 🌙Libra, ⬆️Gemini

Height: 5′5″

Languages Spoken: English, and like advanced in French, I never got to go abroad 😔

Nationality: American

Favorite Season: Again, depends on my mood. I love the August-October time of year

Favorite Flower: Sunflowers, or pretty much any yellow flower, and the cute lil purple flowers that grow in my yard among the grass ☺️

Favorite Scent: Freshly cut grass, the ground after it rains, coffee shops

Favorite Color: Depends on my mood, but mostly sea green, light yellow, and hot pink

Favorite Animal: Dragons! More seriously, dogs, koalas, and horses.

Favorite Fictional Characters: 

Kylo Ren/Ben Solo

Merlin/Emrys & King Arthur/Arthur Pendragon

Thor, Dr. Strange, Captain Marvel

Coffee, Tea, or Hot Chocolate: Coffee 

Average Sleep Hours: Really depends. During quarantine it’s been 8+ hours. 

Dog or Cat Person: Dog, I have an (Apricot) English Mastiff and I LOVE HER 

Number of Blankets You Sleep With: One, all the way up to my chin 😌

Dream Trip: I mean I want to go to Disney World for Halloween or back down to my aunt’s house in the keys but like if we are seriously talking “trip of a lifetime”…. there are so many places

Places my ancestors came from (Lithuania, Ireland, Italy, and more places in the U.S.)

Literally all of the UK (WALES!!!)

Some tropical places would be cool too

Blog Established: Fall 2018

BUT I’ve had a tumblr blog consistently since 2012 (thepersonfrommemorylane, she-the-sea, both deleted)

Followers: 1,287

Random Fact: I have heterochromia in one of my eyes, so I have three random bars of brown in my otherwise green eye 👀

I am absolutely not tagging 20 people but I will tag @mother-of-lionss @tolkienlockian @i-really-should-change-my-url

[chickenfetus]

softly whispers all for the flower ask

baby’s breath: 5 things you associate yourself with

chickens/eggs

lance lol

cereal….. everyone in class is stealing my trademark…

water

memes

bleeding heart: what makes you heart go mushy?

fuck,,, my fav characters?? and if i like someone then them i guess? but rn my heart belongs to 2d

bell flower: what’s the title of the song that makes you want to jump around out of joy?

mm it changes?? right now its either this cover (its in japanese) or this song (english but its a tad bit scream-y)

evening primrose: what’s your sleeping playlist (give me 5 songs)?

its all soundtracks from anime lmao,, 

from kimi no na wa’s soundtrack we have this, this and this 

from free!’s ost we have this song that killed every mh shipper lol 

and lastly, not from an anime ost, its shelter 

none of these actually help me fall asleep but i like them,, hell i dont think theres any song that can help me fall asleep

forget-me-not: who is your favorite blog who isn’t following you?

miyu//keis does this ensure it doesnt show up i hope it does i recently followed them while lurking in the mi//sawa tag lol theyre a good graphic person??? idk what theyre called;;

daffodil: what is one plant that you want to have but can never get?

the succulent things but i wouldnt be able to care for it bc i succ (perfect match)

calla lily: are you more of a sunny day or a rainy evening?

im a sunny day and rainy evening person… ok maybe sunny day if im not directly under the sun because i do enjoy the sun’s warmth rainy days are nice too,, only if im indoors.. rainy evening is perfect,, as long as no bugs can get it im safe and secure and chill

foxglove: what is your favorite color and in what shade?

blue!!!!! is sky blue a shade

lavender: what is something that you’ve always wanted to be/have/get but can never have?

a cat…..

love in a mist: what is the latest dream that you remember?

ok ive had dreams every night this week but now i cant re oh wait i do remember last night’s dream but only the lame part,, ok so i dreamt i had a 4* hina on bang dream..,,, i dreamt of another thing but i forgot :-( the 4* was indeed a dream though sad i havent gotten a single 4* yet lmao my luck is awesome oh but i did get a 5* and two 4*s on enstars so thats cool

daisy: what is your favorite flavor of cotton candy, ice cream, and juice?

cotton candy,, has flavours????? 

cookies and cream!!

i like water juice

painter’s palette: are you more of a singer, dancer, painter, or instrumentalist?

none??? i guess i paint when i have to although i rly wanna paint but im just a lazy fool

tulip: what is your most favorite make-up product? do you like it more natural, dark, or etc?

i dont use make up i am a youngin also what does the second question say i dont understand

waxflower: are you a bee or a butterfly person? a dog or a cat person?

neither lmao i have a fear of butterflies and bees… bees fear me i fear bees its mutual fear i like cats better but i like dogs too

sugarbush: do you have sweet tooth? if yes, what’s your favorite sweets? if no, why?

yes,,, i was gonna ask if it was even possible to have a favourite but then i remembered i do actually one although its more of a jellybean thing its poifull!!

sunflower: would you like to be a fairy or a mermaid?

mermaid bc i wanna live in the water

sweet pea: what would you like to call your significant other?

ok i just finished acca so naturally i still think abt it and jean called nino his ‘partner in crime’ so nnow i want one (a partner in crime i mean not a nino but thatd b cool 2)

sea lavender: can you swim? which strokes can you do?

yes i havent been in a pool in like 3 years oh boy,, breaststroke is the easiest lmao i forgot how to do any of the others

windflower: list 5 of your favorite blogs and explain why you like them

softshouyous, well i followed her bc she talks in her tags so thats one thing,, shes also super nice?? and helpful!!! a good friend and mutual!!!! im also comfy enough with her to like,, be sarcastic and we can shame each other freely.. without worrying abt offending one another,, theres also the fact that she understands me (ok this may b what i like 2 think and falen actually doesnt get me but its COOL) idk man i just love her,,, my bud whens our one year friendsivary i gotta search that up :0

(i almsot forgot to do the rest go me anyway) next is,, youhavebeentraceyd bc shes one of my first mutuals (sorry to the one who was actually my first) who i actually talked to!!! we both watch daiya and i didnt rly follow anyone who liked daiya previously and oh!! we had the same notps LOL i love tracey’s art and hell i think she dragged me to mochi hell kudos to u tracey idk i jsut enjoy her presence on my dash and get v excited to see her art on there we may not talk as much anymore but i still appreciate her a lot!!! bless u tracey and thank you!!! (for being alive i wish u all the best in life)

alpacarara i like her bc shes basically my tumble mum,, the mum i actually talk to and ask for help/advice she gives good advice too and shes v approachable,,,,,,, a v good friend,,,,,, u r appreciated by me,,,, yes........... shizu chan also appreciates ur existence momther,,,, thakn u 4 all youve done 2 helpme a good pal.... bless u,

clearly these r  getting hard bc my mind is goddamn empty rn but ill manage,, kacchan whose url is not spelt like that but thats ook bc one day it will be but now im starting to think i shouldnt leave it as that bc someones bound to stumble upon this extra post in the kacchan tag goddammit,, annYWay i like kacchan bc theyre friendly! and also v relatable,,,, theyre also kinda scary but thats ok bc its the good kind of scary idk man kacchan is just, great?? we dont talk but thats cool bc ik we’re still friends even if we dont have full blown convos!!!! id b 2 nervous 2 talk 2 them not bc theyre bad or anythign im just a ??? a bad conversationalist and also v lazy ok  thats besides the point i like kacchan bc kacchan is kacchan so??? theyre a good friend and we tag each other in things and i like that friendship its a good type of friendship,,, idkdkdk?? theyre just. chill not literally chill but just chill. this doesnt make sense anymre gomenasorry

lAST ONE uh hhhh every one of my mutual’s blogs why i like all of them?? bc theyre not problematic!! they post good content trademark and r lovely even if we dont talk much!!! i love everyone period

golden rod: are you more of a baker or a cook?

i am more of a Disaster in the kithcen

bloom: what is something that you would like to tell your children?

u guys shld b surprised yall even exist (if i am the True Parent)

if not,, then itd b u guys r with me and my partner in crime,, who is actually a real person,,,,,, be shocked idk im just trying t o make it clear that in the event i do get married id surprise myself bc me/?? have a good and lasting relationship????? impsossible 

peony: what is something that you wish your parents could’ve told you?

they shouldve told me to stick with cereal

prairie gentian: do you have a significant other?

doe s lance count

september flower: are you more of a sunshine or sunset person?

was this supposed 2 say sunrise,,,, anyway sunrise i guess bc im a morning person (when i WILLINGLy wake up by myself) on hot ass days sunset bc then i wont b sweating 24/7

bird of paradise: do you wake up early? do you sleep early?

yEAH LOL i wake up early on weekends bc i want to and i have to wake up early on weekdays so,,, i prefer not to sleep later than 12am bc i am Fear and in the event that i do sleep later than 12 its bc im talkin 2 a friend i like a lot

marigold: what’s your favorite tea?

water tea english breakfast,, havent had that in awhile tho

peruvian lily: what are the names of your pets?

i have non

hyacinth: do you name your plants?

i have nnone but i dont even nickname my pkmn so 

lilac: would you rather sleep and be cozy or hang out with your friends?

depends? on the tme??? if its late at night id rather b asleep and cozy if its in the day then maybe.. .. .

poppy: do you like to dip your fries or do you like it as is?

i like all of my food plain and dry (cereal) unless its noodles,, i need my noodles iin soup

dandelion: any special talent that you have?

drinking water

[kimmutaro]

Share 10 facts about yourself, then tag your 10 favorite followers. Tagged by @spiritguardian​, thanks!

ive been on a semi-hiatus cuz of life but it seems im on my 1000th post! time flies~ after this i’ll properly fill my queue ;  ; and post actual stuff in the near future

1) my username comes from my name, kim, and the spell Indignation from the Tales of Series. I like using pun-ish names, ie: my instagram is kimmobilized and ive had other names like kimception or kimprovise...mostly cuz i’m lazy and not cuz i liked kimpossible...well not only bc of that 2) parts of my actual name is made up of two really common korean surnames: Kim & Lee in Japan it was funny when people got confused on which part was which. I was mostly called キムさん which was also funny cuz we had a couple korean checkers and translators at our company w the same name...THINKING ON IT NOW I COULDVE ALSO BEEN CALLED リー君 like Syaoran in CCS!! missed opportunities yo

3) I’ve been dyeing my hair since college, colors i’ve had: red, orange, indigo, lime green(a bad choice), green, and turquoise/teal which i’m on now. im working on lightening it to dye it light blue atm

4) I’m helping out at my family’s business, and some customers call my smiley. look. i work from 5am to 2pm, i run on my customer service autopilot who is a super genki super polite persona i use, but im dead inside

5) i wish i liked beer or wine bc theyre social drinks, but i mostly drink hard liquor. i don’t like the taste of alcohol but getting drunk w good friends in a safe environment is fun. ie: i got shitfaced while doing a voltron drinking game at my place. friend told me i wouldnt shut up abt how keith looked handsome in 1020p, and im not wrong

6) i’m korean-american but i kinda hate kimchi. nowadays im better if it’s in jjigae or bokkum bap but by itself? no (why is it lately ive had people brag theyre more korean than i am for liking it???)

7) i’m ashamed my Japanese is better than my Korean now. I think it’s mostly cuz of my interest in Japanese media whereas i generally dont like mainstream korean media

8) I move through fandoms like lightning but Tales has probably been my longest, from about 2007 to now (asides from low-key constants like pokemon or digimon) shortest mightbe been gurren lagaan: 3 days, watched it over a weekend, talked about it for a day and left it

9) i kinda wanna put out a silly webcomic about manga and game tropes ive been thinking of, but i have a lot of ups and downs about my art. i want to get better but i really gotta put myself out there and draw more frequently first i think ;  ; gotta learn the adobe tools better for that too

10) as a lurker for most of my internet career, ive never been really active online. but i want to change that and make friends and meet cool people like ive started to a tiny bit. i’m super happy to have the wonder followers i have and hope to get to know you guys and other great people too~

thanks for reading! like i said, i don’t know many peeps online so pls feel free to this if you’d like!