#im wrong theres something findamentally wrong eith me
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Call me.willard stiles becsuse I feel haunted by my dad's suicide too. I wear his clothes too. I keep his belongings hidden in my room. I feel haunted by his ghost everyday too. I'm haunted by the way his body looked. I feel just like willard stiles. I have never felt so seen by a character bwcore
#i am si fucking upsey right now#i wish i didnt have to live skth this trauma but wtf am i gonna do besides kill myself too. which i cant even do#too cowardly.#too scared i will survive and deal with the consequ3nces of hurting my loved ones.#everyday i pray somethingnwill just kill me so i dontnhave to#i feel so#weong#im wrong theres something findamentally wrong eith me#and its all hos fault#its all his fault itll always be gis fault for hurting me i was just a kid i was just 7 years old man#i was just 13#i was just 15#i was just 17#i was just a child. your youngest child. and you sitll beat me like that man why would you do that to me#and thev guilt on your face when you realized what youd done years later#i miss you so much and i want you back but i camt get that and i never will#and i kust have to love with this foteger#forever is so long
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