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ratmanstiles · 7 months ago

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Call me.willard stiles becsuse I feel haunted by my dad's suicide too. I wear his clothes too. I keep his belongings hidden in my room. I feel haunted by his ghost everyday too. I'm haunted by the way his body looked. I feel just like willard stiles. I have never felt so seen by a character bwcore

#i am si fucking upsey right now #i wish i didnt have to live skth this trauma but wtf am i gonna do besides kill myself too. which i cant even do #too cowardly.#too scared i will survive and deal with the consequ3nces of hurting my loved ones.#everyday i pray somethingnwill just kill me so i dontnhave to #i feel so #weong #im wrong theres something findamentally wrong eith me #and its all hos fault #its all his fault itll always be gis fault for hurting me i was just a kid i was just 7 years old man #i was just 13 #i was just 15 #i was just 17 #i was just a child. your youngest child. and you sitll beat me like that man why would you do that to me #and thev guilt on your face when you realized what youd done years later #i miss you so much and i want you back but i camt get that and i never will #and i kust have to love with this foteger #forever is so long

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