#im wipin away tears im so HAPPY FOR U!!!!!

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hi!! this isnt really a question, but if its okay, id like to ramble a bit?

so recently i finally started shipping with this character that ive had my eye on for months. and the reason i didnt ship with him at first is bc hes very popular, and i was scared that i would feel bad abt seeing others ship with him. but now, i just dont interact with the blogs of people who do, and it doesnt affect me much if im not already feeling bad.

so im really happy!! in the past ive had really bad fears about this, and now i realize that its not that bad! i think that this is just a way in which how ive grown and im so happy to not be so scared anymore? it may sound small or silly, but i feel so relieved?

and its like the love i have for my f/o is bigger than any insecurity i could have. i dont want to sound too sappy, but ive never felt like this about a f/o before!!

but thank you for letting me talk! how have you been? i hope you and bucky are both doing okay!

💗 rambling is always okay here, sunshine!!!!! 💗

this message makes me SO happy!!!!! anon, i can't even TELL YOU how excited i am for you!!! and not only that!!! but i'm so PROUD of you too!!!

shipping with a popular character can be really scary sometimes! sometimes we can get so in our heads, we can fixate on how many other people might love them and we can expect nothing but discomfort and hurt and sometimes we can even talk ourselves out of love before we even give ourselves the chance to really fall! just because we don't think it'll be worth it. but you WENT FOR IT!!! you said "i deserve to be happy, so i'm going to give this a chance," and LOOK AT YOU!!! you're amazing!!!!!

when you dedicate yourself to just. focusing on your character. focusing on the feelings that you have for this character and the feelings that they bring up in you. when you blacklist tags or ignore blogs and you create your own safe place to just!!! be happy!!! it really is not so bad!!! it really becomes something so beautiful!!!

and it really sounds like the connection you have with this character is incredibly special too!!! and i'm just!!! over the moon for you!!! i'm so happy that not only did you find this character but that things are going so well between you!!! i think this ship was just meant to be. 💗

thank you SO MUCH for sharing with me, anon!!! this made my whole day!!! Buck and i are both doing SO well and we wish you and your new F/O nothing but the best!!!!! 💗💗💗