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mbat · 2 years ago

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shout out to that one span of many months where for some reason i couldnt remember the word placebo for the life of me and i even kept trying to look it up but whatever i looked up didnt give me the word so i just gave up and accepted that i was forever without the word placebo until one day i was watching a safiya nygaard video and i dont even remember which one or the context but she said the word placebo

and my idiot brain decided that since i didnt know that word anymore it would insert the next closest word WHICH WAS PLACENTA so needless to say i was VERY confused until i rewound and heard her again and realized oh my GOSH thats where that word went. okay

#i mean how do you even define the word placebo #i feel like the google definition kinda sucks for general use and only works for medical use #placebo #my post #im very tired btw skfjdjf #this also feels relevant to me right now cause my brain likes to do this thing where it fucking doesnt work in one way or another for a few #days to weeks to months and i just have to live through it #like the several times that my brain decided that faces looked unfamiliar despite me still knowing who people were when i saw them #now my brain decided TO READ WORDS WRONG C ON S T A N T L Y #im not dyslexic!!!!!! why is my brain doing this!!!! am i losing my mind or is this just normal for me!!!!!!!!#i should just. read more so my brain remembers how to do it again i guess

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