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awful: it turns out every annoying person saying using planners helps you and having structure is good for you was right
#im turning into a planner girl this is sick and fucked up why do i use notion and why do i use it regularly#what happened to me#why am i getting things done and not being stressed about it now that im micromanaging myself#thats not supposed to happen im supposed to be flying by the seat of my pants at all times#EVERYTHING I DO IS SUPPOSED TO BE UNEXPECTED EVEN TO ME#awful and disgusting . gross.#i am like#deriving the same joy i get from organizing stupid things like reference boards and information#from organizing my stupid little tasks its making me sick#i make a list of my tasks and deadlines in notion and i sit here like ^__^ sooo fun#i need to be put down#the gamer speaks uwu#i havent felt organized or productive like this in my life im not even like happy about it like objectively i am but im like behwhildered#looking at myself like WHATS WRONG WITH YOUUUU!!!! WHY ARE YOU FUNCTIONING THIS WAS POSSIBLE ???? THIS WAS POSSIBLE ???#crazy. so fucking crazy. like ah so im not stupid maybe maybe i can actually function and be alive and achieve things what the fuck dude#i got my class schedule for college and made it so sexy i have 2 TWO weekends and everyday my classes start and end the same time#beautiful i am so excited i am scared but like its fine hehe haha i am sane maybe ooeoeoeoeoeoeoe
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Family Affair (Part 4)
A/N: Hi! I have to say that this is the last part for Family Affair🥺 I know it’s sad knowing that he is in the military now and I’m ending this series😭 there will be another one of him soon💕💕 enjoyyy!!
Warnings: None, betrayal, secrets are revealed, cursing, angst, etc..
Tagged People: @ahgasearmyfan @whoreforshuaaa @wooya1224
Wedding Day...
Your POV
I breathed out as I was in my hotel room and fixing my dress. I put the flower pin in my hair and grabbed the bouquet of flowers I have to hold. I looked in the mirror at my outfit and lightly smiled. I ran my hand over my stomach and giggled a little.
I heard a knock at the door and I went to see who it was. I opened the door and seen that it was Baekhyun. I opened the door and pulled him inside. He smiled and kissed me on the lips. “Good Morning my love.” He said. I smiled. “Good Morning.” I said back.
He kneeled down to my stomach and placed a kiss on it. “Good Morning my baby..” He mumbled. I giggled. He stood back up. “How do you feel?” He asked. “I’m fine! I’m just hungry..” I said. He laughed. “It’s only the baby. You barely like to eat in the mornings.” He said. “Can I get McDonalds? I want some nuggets..” I pouted.
He shook his head with a smile. “Sure. We got about 30 minutes until the wedding starts.” He said pulling out his keys. We walked downstairs from the hotel and went to his car. When I got in, I seen all of his stuff in suit cases and in boxes. “Wow.. you’re serious about this aren’t you?” I asked. “Yeah, I can’t live with our parents forever.” He laughed. I lightly laughed and looked out the window.
He placed a hand on my thigh in a comforting manner and kissed me. “Like I said..I got us..” He whispered. I nodded. “Okay.” I said. He smiled and started the car, pulling off. We drove down to McDonalds and went in the drive through for my nuggets. We drove out the line and made our way to the wedding set which was at a church near a river so when they leave, they are got on a cruise for their honeymoon. There was slow drivers and Baekhyun was getting impatient.
“Jesus fucking Christ, Could you all hurry the fuck up!?” He exclaimed beeping the horn. I giggled and stuffed a nugget in his mouth. “Calm down baby..” I said. He smiled and ate the nugget. “Okay. I’m sorry.” He said. We finally made it there with five minutes left to spare. We got out of the car and went inside. “Give me these.” He said taking the box of nuggets from me. I pouted. “But there’s only three left.” I said stomping my feet. “You can ear them later..” He said. “No, NOW!” I said. “Okay okay! Fine...” He said. I grabbed the last three nuggets and ate them. I took my lip gloss and mirror out of my purse and put it on.
As I was fixing the rest of my makeup, I felt something go around my neck and a gold shine. I looked in the reflection of the mirror and seen Baekhyun behind me, putting my necklace on. I gasped and turned around. “It complements the white dress.” He mumbled. I smiled and kissed him on his lips. “Thank you, Baek.” I said. He smiled and took my hand and gave me the bouquet of flowers I had to hold. “Let’s go.” He said as we walked into the church.
The wedding music began to play as my grandfather and my mom walked down the aisle. She had the brightest smile on her face and returned when she looked at me. I shed a tear of happiness and looked over at Baekhyun. He smiled as well.
My mom was now at the altar and Mr. Byun helped her up the stairs. He pulled the veil away from her face and smiled. The priest began. “Friends and family, we are all gathered here today to welcome these two beautiful creatures as one. Today Byun and Kim with come together as one. We all want to say a prayer over these two people here. Everyone please bow your heads.” The priest began to prey over the family and my mom and Mr. Byun.
Afterwards the preyer was done and they began to say their wedding vows. After the long wedding vows, it was time for the ‘I Do’ part. Me and Baekhyun walked up to our parents with the rings and waited. “Now, Carrie Kim, do you take this man to be your lovely wedded husband?” The priest asked. She shed a tear. “I do..” She said. “And do you take her as your lovely wedded wife?” He asked Mr. Byun. “I do..” he replied.
They took the rings and put them on one another’s fingers. “I pronounced you man and wife. You may kiss the bride.” The Priest said. Just when they were about to lean in and kiss, everyone in church gasped and exclaimed. “WHAT IS THIS?!” A lady yelled. Just then I heard moans..my moans... “Baekhyun, fuck!” I heard myself say. I heard him groan. I looked up at the projector to see me and Baekhyun having sex in the bathroom at the engagement party. I gasped and covered my mouth.
“ITS THEM TWO!! THE DAUGHTER AND THE SON!!” A lady yelled. Our parents turned to us in shock and looked at the projector as well. “WHAT THE HELL?!” My mom yelled. I looked at her with tear stained eyes. “Mom, please..” I said. “WHAT IS GOING ON BETWEEN YOU TWO HUH?! ARE YOU BOTH SICK?!” She yelled. I began to cry. “MOM IM SORRY!!” I said.
She came up to be a landed a smack to my face. I gasped and everyone stopped. “You dare to do this to me?! How dare you sleep around with your brother?! You are terrible! A whore!” She yelled at me. “THIS BOY IS TWENTY YEARS OLD! YOU ARE SEVENTEEN!! HOW DARE YOU SLEEP WITH A MAN LIKE THIS HUH?! YOU KNOW HE’S GOING TO PRISON RIGHT?!” She yelled. I gasped and grabbed onto her dress. “Mom please! Don’t send him away! I-I need him!” I cried harshly. “FOR WHAT?! SEX?! TRY AND GET THAT WHEN I SEND HIM AWAY!” She yelled turning away from me.
“NO MOM!! IM PREGNANT!!” I yelled. “WHAT?!” She yelled. I nodded. “I’m sorry mommy please!!” She scoffed and began to cry. “Why would you do this to me huh? Why would you go and get pregnant by a 20 year old man?!” She asked. “You put a baby in this girl, Baek?!” Mr. Byun asked. “Yes I did.” He admitted. His dad turned away from him. “SHAMEFUL!! BOTH OF YOU ARE SHAMFUL!” He yelled. I cried on the floor, shaking of fear.
Baekhyun came up behind me. “Come here baby..” He said. “DON’T TOUCH MY DAUGHTER!” My mom yelled. Baekhyun ignored her and helped me up anyways. “Who could have done such a thing? Who put this in the photo arrangements?!” The wedding planner exclaimed. “Shut the hell up Mary. I’m sick of your shit.” Baekhyun said. Everyone gasped. “WATCH YOUR MOUTH!” Mr. Byun said. “What?! How dare you talk back to me?!” Mary exclaimed walking up to Baekhyun. “You and your whore must’ve did this..” She gritted.
“As in whore, you mean yourself?” He asked. “What?!” She exclaimed. “I put a little video in there myself if you pay attention..” Baekhyun smirked. Everyone looked up at the projector again and seen Mary and my mom. “I need to go...” I heard my mom say, drugged. “Shh..let me do all the work..” Mary said as she leaned my mom back. My mom tried to push Mary off of her but she passed out and Mary smirked. She undressed my mom and began to kiss on her body. She took my mom’s shorts and shirt off and began to have her way with her, pulling down her underwear and her bra straps.
I gasped and looked at Mary. She was astonished and frozen. “And another about our little video, Y/n is 18, not 17.” Baekhyun said. Mary looked at him. “The time was 12:14 at midnight when we went inside the bathroom. The day after the engagement party was her birthday. So technically she wasn’t underaged when he had sex. So I CAN’T go to prison if she allowed it and was of age.” Baekhyun explained while he turned my mom. “You on the other hand can go because you drugged Ms. Kim and forced yourself on her.” Baekhyun smirked.
“Why did you do this?” My mom asked. “Because she wanted my dad to call off the wedding and you could go to her. Poor and terrible move Mary.” Baekhyun shrugged. My mom walked up to Mary and punched her in the face. “Rot in hell you evil bitch..” She growled. The police picked up Mary to take her out. She grabbed a gun from the officer and began to shoot. Baekhyun pulled me down and covered over me. The police dragged her out as she screamed. I began to cry of fear. “Shhh it’s okay..” He whispered. I turned back to see my mom and Mr. Byun just fine.
We stood up and was rushed out of the church. We got outside and watched the police put Mary in the police car. I hugged Baekhyun and cried. “It’s all over..It’s over.” He mumbled as he held me close. I looked up at him and he smiled. “It’s all over..” He repeated to me. “I got you..” He said. I nodded and hugged him again.
“Let’s go back home and we can get your things..” He said. “Okay.” I said. As we were walking off, I heard my mom call me. “Y/N! DON’T YOU LEAVE WITH THIS MAN!!” She said. I shook my head and got in the car slamming the door behind me. He started the car and pulled off. The care ride was silent. “How did you know that?” “What?” He replied. “That she..drugged my mom..” I said. He smirked.
“She’s not the only one who’s sneaky. I put a secret camera in her living room when we visited her that one time.” He said. I laughed. “What a smart boy...But what about the company? Since your dad knows about us, won’t he keep it?” I asked. He grabbed my hand and kissed it. “He already signed it away to me. It belongs to me now. He can’t get it back unless I give it back.” He said. I nodded.
We made it to our house and I began to pack the rest of my clothes. He helped me with the things in the car and we left. “Where are we going now?” I asked putting on my seatbelt. He smiled. “Home.” I smiled and leaned over and kissed him. The drive there was 30 minutes and I fell asleep. He woke me when we arrived. “We’re here..” He said. I smiled and jumped out the car. He laughed and helped me with my bags. We went inside the complex and made it to an elevator. He hit the top floor. I gasped. “The sixth floor?!” I exclaimed. He hummed. I squealed and kissed him.
He walked me down the halls and pulled out the keys. He opened the door and I gasped. “Baekhyun...this is beautiful..” I said. I seen that it already had furniture in the living room and everywhere else. I walked down the hall to our bedroom to see a king sized bed. He sat our bags down and smiled as I ran to the bed and snuggled into it. “Is it great?” He asked. I got up and hugged him. “Perfect..” I whispered.
🎀9 months later...12:35pm🎀
Our babies cooed in our arms. “They both look like you..” I said. Baekhyun smiled. “My beautiful girls...” He hummed as he kissed their forehead. They began to open their eyes and smile a little. “Hi Bella! Hi Belen!” Baekhyun gasped while smiling at them. He picked up Belen and held her close along with Bella. “Daddy loves you girls.” He whispered softly. “And I love you too Y/N, don’t forget that.” He said. He laid them back down on my chest and watched them sleep again. “Is it great?” I asked Baekhyun. He smiled and kissed my forehead. “Perfect..” He whispered.
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Chapter 186
Sevyn
"Your son walking around here like he campaigning for the United Nations fundraiser." I laugh.
"JJ, where are your clothes?" MiMi snaps lying Minnie down.
He shrugs. "I'm hot."
MiMi shakes her head. "Baby, you can't walk around with your shit out like that."
"But I'm hot." he declares like she being unfair.
"Why is he naked?" Chris asks walking in the room.
I look at him. "Chris why are you naked?"
He walks into the bathroom. "Lane threw up on me."
"Eww." I retort. "Everybody fucking sick."
"Auntie, you be quiet." JJ says standing in the middle of the floor.
I pick Minnie up. "JJ grow."
"I don't want to do nothing. I'm hot."
"Here." MiMi says kneeling down with underwear.
JJ gives her a stale look. "They hot."
MiMi rolls her eyes. "I'm not fighting with you. Devin!"
"Okay, Mommy." JJ says pouting.
"JJ?" Devin says when he walks in. "Come on."
JJ snatches the underwear from MiMi. She smacks the shit out of his bare cheek. He jumps then starts crying loud. Devin walks over pushing him towards the door. I guess he is going to take a nap. Devin kisses Minnie's head then walks out behind JJ.
"Boy, shut up and get from under the table." Drvin snaps.
"Oh my gosh." I shake my head. "This is insane."
MiMi stretches. "Just until he goes to sleep. Wanna see the wedding location Devin picked out?"
"Yeah. Is Devin planning everything?"
"He has a wedding planner." I shrug. "I'm just going with it. I don't want to get too caught up in the money. I like to argue and he likes to spend money on details so. I can stay away."
I smile at her. She stands up then takes Minnie from me. I guess she had somewhere else to go. I take out the computer and start organizing my events.
"Amber!" Chris yells.
"What?"
I could hear the water running more like he had opened the shower door. "Amber!"
"What, Maurice!"
"Aye, Bae, come here."
I slowly get off the bed hoping that he changes his mind by the time I get into the bathroom. He always wants dumb shit when he in the bathroom, like me to turn up his music or bring his favorite towel. I cross my arms standing at the door.
"Brown, how can I help you?"
"Love you."
I drop my arms. "What do you want?"
He closes the shower. "Nothing."
"Chris?"
"Amber?"
I sit down on the sink. "I don't know what's important anymore."
Chris comes close to the shower door. "I'm important."
"I want to take time off of my endless fight to get on top. I want to be known but the truth is it ain't happening."
"Don't say that." Chris says opening the shower door.
"You have it already."
He frowns. "You know how I fucking hate hearing that."
I roll my eyes. "Don't make this a fucking argument."
"Bae, I'm listening. You the one throwing punches."
"I'm tired. Busting my ass and shit for nobody."
He twists up his face. "You sound like you quitting music. You high?"
I laugh. "I'm not high. Im just about to chill. Write for a year or two then throw myself back out there."
"Yo." He says going back into the shower. "I don't know if I will ever stop."
"I don't want to say it's just to have a baby. I miss my family. We were always so close. I want to see more of them."
He sticks his head out with the biggest smile on his face. "I won't ask you to do that just for a baby but I support you doing it for a baby. Again I'm not asking this."
"Christopher, I know you not asking."
"Yo, Chris." Rollie says coming to the door. "Where Chris?"
"In the shower." I say pointing. "Y'all need a minute?"
Rollie raises his eyebrows. "Me and you can take a minute."
Chris sticks his head out the shower mad. "Nigga, try me."
"Bitch say what?" Rollie snaps.
Chris closes the shower mad. "Get the fuck out of here."
"Damn, everybody sensitive as shit today. I got that number."
"You do?" Chris says grabbing a towel this time. "Word. What he say?"
"I'm not calling him asking about another nigga. You call him."
Chris walks over to me. "I been there and I'll always be there."
I turn him around. "Go talk to Rollie."
"I'm trying to finish our conversation."
"I'm done with it."
Chris was still trying to turn around and talk to me. I yank the towel making it drop. He grabs it keeping it wrapped around himself. Rollie had already walked out of the bathroom when I did it. I slip away from Chris.
"Aye, Big Guy?"
"You mean, Big dick?"
I laugh then cover my mouth. Not the right joke to laugh at. I hit him on the back.
"What do you think about having a baby with someone more famous than me?"
"At first I thought you were asking me to get you pregnant. I'm down." he chuckles. "As in Trey and Cammie? You and Chris not them."
I shrug. "I mean as in me and Chris not them."
He shakes his head. "I'm the wrong nigga to ask. Me personally, I have a problem with being faithful. First of all I don't believe anyone should ever plan a child. Cause if shit goes wrong it's whatever. You make plans and set up a dream and shit. You realize yet how pessimistic I am?"
"You not planning shit with Leah?"
"I'm planning to be faithful as long as possible which I don't want to do."
I put up my hands. "Stop. I asked you a simple question."
"And I'm telling you I'm too pessimistic to fucking answer it."
"Wow, poor girl."
"She used to my shit. That's why she set boundaries."
"You depress me. You cheat on her already?"
He makes a face. "Nine months of no Leah pussy, 9 months of only stranger pussy, or 9 months thinking about giving my unborn child a STD."
"Those are your boundaries!" I yell.
"Give me the number." Chris says blankly.
Rollie shrugs handing Chris his phone. "Only way to make me loyal is to take my pussy. Can't go without pussy you dreamed about for months."
"Awh. You dreamed about her pussy?"
"Awh?" Chris snaps. "What the hell you talking about?"
Rollie snatches his phone. "Leah's pussy. Nigga when you in jail..."
"Say no more." Chris says.
"Probably dreamed of the head more." Rollie nods his head. "Shit yeah."
Chris laughs. "This man."
They both leave out of the room.
Cammie
"Mommy, say thank you." Lane narrows his eyes at me.
"Get out my face." I say pushing him.
He starts crying. "I gone tell."
Lane is being annoying acting like I'm supposed to respect his ass all the time. He needs to leave me alone. Telling me I need to tell him thank you like I am the one that supposed to have manners. Bitch you don't tell me. All of this is the doing of Trey and his family. The thought is not cloudy before Trey comes prancing his fine ass in the room.
"Jayla, you cant go around making Lane cry."
"Tremaine, I swear."
He comes to the bed with Caden. "Jay, he is very upset. You can't push him away while he dealing with not being the only child."
"He don't tell me when I'm being disrespectful. I will not have my child telling me what to do."
"I'll tell him to come talk to you."
"Tell his ass to come say sorry for trying to tell me how to act."
Trey kisses my lips. "Can we sneak away?"
I allow him to lay me back some. "You go tell your son what I said."
"Caden, don't watch this." Trey says standing up covering Caden's face.
Trey obeys my order. He talks to Caden on his way out. I am afraid of what my child will come out to be. Lane is me. Caden will be raised from day 1 like April and Trey are influencing Lane to be. He won't have a year of my discipline. I hate to say it but I don't be on Lane like I used to. He is allowed to say more shit to me.
"No, ma'am Mommy."
"What?"
He pouts. "I not tell mommy what to do."
"Don't lie." I say trying not to laugh. "Come here."
"I get my butt hit?" Lane says holding his butt.
"Come here."
He looks back. I just noticed Trey standing right there. What the hell he there for? Lane watches Trey then starts walking to me. He gets on the bed pouting.
"I get butt hit?"
"No." I snap. "You got something to say?"
"Sorry." he says looking at Trey.
Trey smiles. "Tell her what you sorry for."
Lane hugs me. "Sorry for telling mommy what to do."
"Thank you. I accept your apology."
"I go back to my room?" Lane asks.
I kiss his face a bunch of times. "Yes."
"Take all the sugar." Lane says.
"All of it?"
He holds his cheek towards me. "Boys not got sugar."
I kiss him. "What?"
"I a boy."
"Okay." I say then kiss him some more.
He wiggles off of the bed. "Thank you, Mommy."
Now his ass being too respectful. Asking for permission to go to his room. Trey gives him a high five as he walks out of the room. He fake as shit. Both of them. Trey points his finger at me. I ignore him by turning away.
"Cammie Baby."
"MiBitch." I say to MiMi.
She gets on the bed. "I'm trying to figure out whether I should ignore this shit or take it to my husband."
I sit up. "Oh, drama. What is it?"
"Condoms."
"Bitch." I say snatching the box. "Where were these at? Now if your husband were mine the last place I would want to find them is an overnight bag. But your man don't travel."
She raises her eyebrows. "Jacket."
I make a face. "Like an old jacket or one he wore yesterday?"
"Today, Bae."
"Take it to the husband. Where he at? On a fucking joy ride?"
She takes out her phone. "He dropped JJand the jacket off then left back out."
"Call him." I say taking her phone and doing it myself. "We don't fucking do this."
"Yo, why you keep calling? Something wrong."
I hand it to her. "I was about to start cursing like that was my husband. Tell him to switch it to video chat."
"Don't switch shit." Dee says. "I'm driving."
"Why are there condoms in your jacket?"
I cut my eyes at MiMi. "That was nice."
She rolls her eyes. "Shut up."
"Condoms?" Dee retorts. "What the fuck you going through my jacket for?"
"Bitch that ain't the fucking question. Why are they in your gotdamn jacket?" MiMi spats losing her cute acting.
He sucks his teeth. "Get off my fucking phone."
"Bitch, say what?" MiMi snaps standing up.
"We should take them and suffocate his ass in his sleep."
"Now he won’t answer the fucking phone."
I get sad suddenly. I hate shit like this. I wouldn't know what to do if some shit had happened to me like this. I open the box of condoms then scream. It was a fucking joke. I throw the box. I had a shit of glitter or whatever the fuck it was on me.
"What?" MiMi says grabbing the box. "That bitch."
"Shit I would have rather him cheat. Dumbass."
MiMi kicks the box then starts laughing. "Fucking bitch. Had me all out of my feelings. I was about to fucking... I don't even know."
"Bae, I saw you trying to stay calm though."
"That's not a funny joke. I'm up here thinking damn this nigga planning our wedding and fucking other bitches. Oh if it would have been that Jennifer bitch."
I giggle. "Tremaine!"
I call Trey's phone.
"Bitch." he says.
"Tremaine." I say laughing.
He hangs up the phone then yells through the house, "Jayla!"
"Tremaine."
"Bitch." he says walking into the room. "What is all that?"
I dust the glitter onto the floor. "Some shit MiMi started. Tremaine?"
"Baby." he says getting in MiMi face.
"Trey, I swear." MiMi says. "Move before I kiss you."
He raises his eyebrows. "You can't say no shit like that to a former playboy such as myself."
MiMi pushes him. "Juicy butt, get your husband out my face."
"Just grab his phone. That's all I wanted."
"It's in my pocket, MyAsia." Trey says standing up straight.
I start laughing. "Tremaine, you about to get slapped."
He takes his phone out of his pocket and tosses it on the bed. "Sorry, Asia Love."
"Get out MiMi face." Amber says pulling Trey back.
"You want to kiss me?" Trey asks Amber.
She grabs his face then kisses his cheek. "God bless you."
He spins around. "What the fuck? Putting your voodoo on me."
Trey is being extra right now. I take Trey's phone and Facetime Devin. I bet the dumb motherfucker gonna answer right away.
"Trey. Hold on." Dee says after answering the video.
"Oh dumbass really? That's how we playing?" MiMi says coming over to me.
I had the phone muted and the video off. "He can't hear you."
"Yo, nigga!" Devin laughs in the background. "Aye, Trey?"
"Yea." Amber says as if she Trey.
Dee looks at the screen suspicious. "What's wrong with your phone?"
"That ain’t me!" Trey yells from the bathroom.
"Shit." Dee says hanging up.
MiMi rolls her eyes. "You fuckers play too much."
Trey jumps on the bed. "3 bad bitches, one me."
"Now you got glitter all over you." I say getting off the bed. "Let me get the damn vacuum."
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