#im trying. im not greatbut by god I am fucking triyng
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Going 2 be real with the entire world. I am tired. I want to cry my eyes out. I just want 2 live. if i upset you or talked shit about you ever in my 4 or so years of being on tumblr im so so so incredibly sorry. i beg that you understand I've barely been feeling like a real conscious being for a while now. I don't know who I really am. i just need support. im going to try to finish an essay now.
#im trying. im not greatbut by god I am fucking triyng#im autistic and I dont feel like im my actual age and my parents are scary and everyone hates each other#I dont mean to weep and whine and look like I'm throwing a pity party#im just. ghrhg.#everytime I go outside I think. why the fuck does nayone fight ever. why cant wej ust be freinds or at least tolerate each other.#I don't know what Iam. or who I am. I have no sense of self and I've destroyed friendships that I should've treasured
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