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I feel hesitant to post my art sometimes cuz I think it looks so boring compared to everyone else's on here (or anywhere)
#i mean ill post stuff soon but thats just how ive been feeling#i try to do dynamic poses but they look so awkward and weird#hate feeling envious and comparing myself to other artists so much its the worst feeling#im trying so hard guys#i appreciate the love i get it means alot to me#helps me to keep goin :) so thank you#ill stop talking now
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Finally
SuzAudrey ponies 💚❤️
#im trying so hard guys#need my pony drawing skills to re manifest themselves#theyve been slumbering for like 10 years#tsundere doodles#suzaku 💚#SuzAudrey 💚 ❤️
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me when they ignore me and they say they aren't ignoring me while they ignore me
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me when i open a transformers fanfiction:
#literally going insane#im trying so hard guys#but i- i don't know what these words mean#what the fuck are you guys saying#what the fuck is a servo#a glossa?#what is a fragg#i didn't even know they could fuck humans until like 2 days ago#transformers
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wow im so adequately nourished <- cbt enjoyer trying to cope with nails growing slightly too fast
#im trying so hard guys#i got too used to having them short and now if i go a week without trimming them its all huaough ough
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dont hurt Dew too much in this fic. dont hurt Dew too much in this fic. dont hurt Dew too much in this fic. dont hurt Dew too much in this fic. dont hurt Dew too much in this fic. dont hu-
#im trying so hard guys#all i have so far is angst though#but Aether the big sweetheart he is will help#and Mountain
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Oh my god the psd cmyk combo is literally deadly wtf do I do
#IM TRYING SO HARD GUYS#this printing shit is crazy#do I have to get out my computer ???? surely there’s a way to not wash out my designs
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i am trying really hard to nail them down in my style
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#laios touden#kabru of utaya#labru#dm#my art#fanart#i am trying so hard you guys#im starting to think ill never boil down kabru to my style
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Headshots: $15
Busts: $20
Thigh Up: $30
Banner: $55
Shading: +$5
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Any species! Any body type!
Gore available for pieces!
Nsfw available for 18+
You can ask for other commission types! The examples provided below are just this style
#aesthetic#art#furry#furry art#furry commissions#furry community#commisionwork#how tf do i tag for tumblr??#im so not used to this art community#send help#im trying so hard guys#i just wanna buy the lavender axolotl#and food ig#digital art
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wish my brain could be normal but instead can't have a conversation where I don't instictually try to bring up zelda. I feel like im gonna explode from suppression atp
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From HoF to the end of TOG series. It is confusing with the many info dump, A doing this and B dying and then C i revive. You should listen to them and put the book down, enjoy your cherry tree and maybe cuddle Archille. I have migraine after finishing EoS and i am teling you as a victim of EoS. Take a break before that ache around your eyebro creeped to your head
We were in the middle of a severe tornado warning and all I had was my book so I did power through a good 15 pages.
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I won't be able to finish this drawing before the convention, which will take up my next 5 days.. But I want to talk a little about him.. I've been thinking about golems and Frankenstein, and the trans body, projection and misunderstanding, villainization and death.
The concepts of Frankenstein's monster and the golem have been swimming in my head for a while, and their lore intertwining.. The tragedy of existing being seen as a monster no matter how you try,.. And the Golem, a protector of his people and a servant whose only flaw always rang a bit close to home as an an autistic person-- being too literal in execution of his orders. He's tired and struggles with a yearning for death. His havdalah candles will be out.. The first flame of the week, a spark of starting over again-- The flame brings him fear. As much as he's kept himself together he doesn't know how much longer he can keep doing it, he fears failure- but the fear of what may happen if he's gone is even more terrifying. He's lived a long life, and over time the one who formed him has sculpted him to the golem's own wishes.. From nothing to the man he is- but even with that effort, to outsiders he's still a monster. His skin is different shades of clays from varying riverbeds as his people have travelled.. Golems are unformed, imperfect.. but even as outsides can be polished the insides can still be broken
#i have a million thoughts on him but will only put a little ramble i guess#jewish art#trans art#you ever think about how no matter how hard you try as a trans person at the end of the day a large amount of people will still see you#as trans. doesnt matter how acceptable you look#the same thing is with jewishness for me.. it's been like a damage multiplier on top of transness.#it doesnt matter how nice i try to be or how caring. it doesnt matter how many good things i do im still a jew to a large amount of people#even within the queer community haha :') ive felt it so often in queer communities here.#this little guy is gonna be where i store that experience as a trans jew. it goes in the frankengolem#i like the thought of frankenstein's fear of fire being incorporated into him in his fear of both rest and havdalah..#he doesnt feel safe to rest. he dreads the new week. his entire life he spends in dread even if he wants to protect his loved ones#gently pats the top of his head.. this boy's autistic#long text#bare chest#death#cw death#tw death#just in case
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Mfw I'm ready to post a fanfic but all I have is mobile and AO3 tag system won't cooperate on mobile
#sob#im trying so hard guys#why wont it let me add an omega cal kestis tag WHY#why must i suffer without external validation until i get home this is UNFAIR#eurgh
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Hear me out: MC and Seb exploring the underwater caves together
#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy mc#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy#fanart#IM JUST SAYIN#it could be…quite…romantic?#or more?#like listen no one in their right of mind is going to dive in FULL ON ROBES#so realistically speaking#things are coming off#my gal Elly was NOT prepared for this#homegirl is literally just trying to find some armour or something#wow why am I doing this to myself#when I need to WRITE#hell this could even be a scene in an upcoming chapter but NO IM TOO IMPATIENT#this was so hard to draw guys#like I was STRUGGLING#water?#wet skin?#WET CLOTHES ON WET SKIN?#ugh awful
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reminder that the only reason the "ADHD is actually demigod BATTLE STRATEGIES" and "dyslexia is DEMIGOD BRAINS HARDWIRED FOR ANCIENT GREEK" things exist in the PJO universe is because it's a very direct reference to early 2000s teaching/parenting techniques for neurodiverse and disabled children, which aimed to frame childrens' disabilities and hardships as a "superpower" or strength so that the children would feel more positively about their disabilities or situations. This technique has fallen out of favor since then for the most part since more often than not it just results in kids feeling as though their struggles are not being seen or taken seriously.
Yes, demigods are adhd/dyslexic (and sometimes autistic-coded) in the series. This is extremely important and trying to remove it or not acknowledge it makes the entire series fall apart because it is such a core concept. Yes, canon claims that their adhd/dyslexia is tied to some innate abilities, which is based on an outdated methodology. It's important to acknowledge that and understand where it comes from! But please stop trying to apply it to other pantheons in the series like "oh, the romans have dyscalculia because of roman numerals!" or "the norse demigods have dysgraphia for reasons!" - it's distasteful at best.
A better option is to acknowledge the meta inspiration for why that exists in the series, such as explaining potentially that Chiron was utilizing that same teaching methodology to try and help demigods feel more comfortable with their disabilities and they aren't literal powers. In fact, especially given Frank, there's implication that being adhd/dyslexic isn't a guaranteed demigod trait, which means it's more likely to be normally inherited from their godly parent/divine ancestor as a general trait, not a power, and further supports the whole "ADHD is battle strategy" thing being non-literal. It also implies the entire greco-roman pantheon in their universe is canonically adhd/dyslexic - and that actually fits very well with the themes of the first series. The entire central conflict of the first series fits perfectly as an allegory about neurodiverse/disabled children and their relationships with their undiagnosed neurodiverse/disabled parents and trying to find solutions together with their shared disability/disabilities that the kid inherited instead of becoming distant from each other (and this makes claiming equivalent to getting a diagnosis which is a fascinating allegory! not to mention the symbolism of demigods inheriting legacies and legends and powers from their parents and everything that comes with that being equivalent to inheriting traits, neurodiversity, and disabilities from your parents).
anyways neurodiversity and disability and the contexts in which the series utilizes representation of those experiences particularly during the 2000s symbolically within the narrative is incredibly important to the first series and the understanding of what themes it means to represent. also if i see one more "the romans have dyscalculia instead of dyslexia" post in 2023 i'm gonna walk into the ocean.
#pjo#riordanverse#percy jackson#analysis#meta#adhd#dyslexia#also this symbolism recontextualizes the relationship between demigods and their godly parents so much#particularly Percy and Poseidon and the whole ''I'm sorry you were born thing'' like DAMN that's an ENTIRE DIFFERENT IMPLICATION#honestly in general the first series' meta analogy of being a demigod as symbolism for being neurodiverse/disabled ROCKS SO HARD#that's SO COOL and im SO SAD NOBODY EVER TALKS ABOUT IT#i could write a whole essay on that alone like COME ON GUYS#can we PLEASE ACKNOWLEDGE THIS I WANNA TALK ABOUT THE COOL DISABILITY METAPHORS....#anyways i didnt proofread this cause. re: dyslexia so if it doesnt make sense dont worry about it#i can try to explain further in supplementary posts if people so wish
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Pbttt i dont wanna finish any of these
#Im trying so hard to remember how to draw these guys . And how to draw in general .#never feel like i can get them down very well#i quite like that fullbody sniper tho#tf2#tf2 engineer#tf2 sniper#tf2 scout#my art!!
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