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abandoned-as-mustard · 3 months ago

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i honestly love having arguments that escalate to the point where the sensitive parent yells something incredibly disturbing and it's not even the first time this has happened but when it does happen you know shit's bad

#:-)#the nature of my autistic adhd is for some reason i attract fights like a magnet #if i'm too honest i cause fights if i'm not honest enough i cause fights if i don't say anything then why-didn't-you-tell-me oh idk.#maybe because you were busy telling me how i'm wrong #audhd #demand avoidance sucks ass. i can't tell if i don't want to do the thing because you're asking me or because i genuinely #don't have the capacity #it's probably both #it takes me such a fucken . long time to do anything. my processing speed is ass #i have to work slowly on anything to avoid missing details and #i don't know what counts as an average acceptible quality before moving on #im the only grandchild who has helped with rennovations on the late grandparents' place and yet #im a disappointment when i dont want to help #i just. i detest when i get given a false choice. then the choice i make is the wrong one.

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